CONTROLLING SELF, the image of what and who, we believe we are/ by the decisions that we have made, the intent of our own desire and purpose for life. Is confronted by the reality of want versus the true desire of your heart. There are three distinct contributors to the truth of who you are: the needs called survival (not want, live or die)/ the decision to love, thereby everything you do is directed for the purpose of love/ and the decision to hate, which then becomes a participation in everything that hate can be. The majority "ride the fence" between love and hate/ desiring both. Love for the blessing/ hate for the power and control. But it is a fools game, as these are "polar opposites"/ and you cannot have both, beyond time. You cannot have both and be "a whole human being"/ because these war against each other. Value and life fighting for justice, truth, and fair play. While hate chooses destruction, so as to complete and control its power over you/ over them.
We add to these three, the critical truths of environment and nature, the reality of accidents, or failure, or bad decisions, or even good decisions that went bad; because you did not account for everything, or assumed too much. These alter your state of mind, and contend with your desire to be "either loving/ or hateful". Death brings the resolution: you cannot have whatever you want/ and it doesn't matter what you do, this won't be controlled by you. Therein we see humanities desire to confront death, control death, and play god for themselves; in this day, risking every life on the planet, because of insanity. In this day WE SEE, the truth regarding death: that without it, none of us would be here today. This planet simply CANNOT sustain "the human population explosion". So death is, and has been "our literal friend". Not on a personal scale/ but as life on earth itself requires, or we die. These are the fundamentals.
The foundations required to begin controlling self are: an understanding of direction, who do you desire to be/ a decision to participate within yourself, as respect for one and all, including you/ the comprehension of gender, and the acceptance of a "roll" so described; life is, what life is/ the critical conclusion of life, as defined by the death you will accept, the pain you will endure; are necessary to courage/ the fundamental awareness of influences NOT your own, think for yourself. Do conceive of the first steps in an ascent beyond the simple frameworks of want. Want, NOT life; is the description of so VERY many lives/ because you fail to conceive of truth. Instead of lessons and learning to prepare for an eternity, for a life here in peace and harmony; you want. Instead of respect for each other, and life or planet; you want. Instead of work and the reality or relationship of building a life; you want. Instead of the law, you war. Instead of justice, you rule. Instead of freedom, you seek to enslave each other. Instead of searching for GOD in truth/ you choose religion, to fight against each other; to say to each other, "WE, are the superior ones".
Want is an abyss! Because there is no end to want; and until you recognize this cannot end well/ you will continue to descend into a demand "me first". That changes to me only. That then changes into hatred, because you did not get everything you wanted; as want simply means, "this is never going to be enough; for long". Want requires the participation of others, which gives way to the manipulation of others; as temptations/ control/ fears/ battery and abuse/ lust/ greed/ and all the rest. Each is in association with want, as want controls your life; until the day you die/ change/ or become so filled with revenge, that life itself has no further meaning. The end result of that is of course, a decision to play god. Always bad!
So then every aspect of controlling self begins with (the first step) and ends with destroying want from yourself, so that you can enter into life itself; and begin a journey that extends beyond yourself. That is the second step, to enter life itself, rather than simply be a reaction to time allotted for living.
While this may seem to be a contrast in thought to you/ it is fundamental to understanding life is not about want. The difference is, LIFE must be about the structural development of a true desire, and a distinct purpose/ RATHER THAN a reaction to what occurs, that you either like or dislike. Most of humanity searches for what they want (like or dislike)/ and struggle to gain more, do more, hate more, or whatever it is; that in or of itself directs you away from the foundations of life itself, and buries you in the hole of a life that "cannot see, beyond your own nose" so to speak. Or everything is about you/ nothing is about what does not immediately affect you; you, are everything; and that does include those who make you happy, or at least keep the sadness at bay.
To structurally build a life that is more than simply about you/ your want/ your need/ your hate (jealousy, pride, arrogance, lust, greed, etc). You must allow that life itself is MORE than YOU. You must accept that living is an appreciation of miracles, and the participation of our own purpose which is then simply: to honor and respect the life we share on this earth together, as one distinctly intricate and interlaced existence depending upon each other not only for survival, but happiness as well. This is the third pillar of life, the construction of RESPECT. The understanding life is a journey amidst Creation/ not a "living breathing predator or prey" for you to fear or play with, join or kill". You are neither predator or prey, until you make that your own reaction to life. It is a purpose to destroy, either way; because being a prey does not create respect, as a value, within you.
So then we begin the development of discovery, "the life you wish to lead"/ by the essence of your own decision to construct the three pillars of existence that begin a journey within you. You have no control over self, until you actually begin the journey that becomes the elemental creation of your own desire as life within, accepted and true. Prior to that moment; your only option is to react, or assume that an action you take will get what you want. Want constructs nothing but selfishness; therefore it is a blind, deaf, and dumb attribute which mutilates the foundation of your own existence in time.
The reality appears of a fourth dimension, when you choose to journey within life itself. It is desire. Desire is not the element called happiness/ rather it is the message, or invitation to experience love itself, rather than simple happiness or hope. Desire defines destiny as love, if that is your truth. Desire establishes value, as a participation within creation itself. Desire fundamentally asserts the truth: "life is a gift to me/ that I choose to appreciate, as the essence of my caring about this world". Desire then shares existence within the framework of love, need, values which gain "a treasury of experience and expression worthy of remembrance", and the elements of respect that identify, "if this is a gift to me/ THEN someone gave it to me". Clearly, I DID NOT "build myself".
This is the fifth dimension in time, the creation of an opportunity that shares not only time and space; but far beyond the experience or expression of these, the possibility of eternity arises. Because "this GOD"/ who did build me; clearly loved both me and you, or we would not be fundamentally complete, in everything we needed to survive. The question is: if this is love/ then how do I or you, enter within that love so distinctly, as to be aware of GOD in life itself? The answer is: life itself is the presence of GOD in you/ therefore respect that reality, and begin your journey in truth. Truth identifies the sixth dimension: The critical elevation of a separate identity, into creation itself. Until you divide the essence of your own truth, from the life that has been given to you/ it is impossible to perceive the life that is without you. Or more simply: to step back from the distinction of existence itself/ provides a more direct passage into the truth that stands, as our time on earth.
The elevation of truth requires an identity so you can separate yourself, and thereby understand, or more correctly begin to understand, your own desires in knowledge. What is knowledge is formed by truth, therefore what is truth, understands creation, and allows for the journey's back into creation itself. Time is not an obstruction; it is a moment captured, measured, and illustrated by experience or expression. To journey away from time requires, that you must not measure/ you must be freed from all that incumbrance's you/ and you must be aware "images and idols" are not real, they are merely moments conceived by measuring, rather than reality. We then begin, by the ascension of knowledge/ what is more than simply time.
Within the acceptance of a spiritual environment, are the variations of truth itself. Every truth has a constant, most every truth has a variable that allows slight deformations from strict interpretation. Similar in concept to adaption, as is common in species on earth. That adaption allows the alteration of time, to become a discipline created; whose true purpose is to learn, as any student might. That is fundamentally the release of self, to isolate and create a foundation established only in thought.
Thought is the essence of creation itself, thereby the critical reality of entering within that: is life or death no longer belongs to you/ rather you chose to exchange one participation in time, for this opportunity beyond time, and there is NO changing "your heart, or mind". This is then a new reality, governed by truth. Your ability to participate is strictly regulated by your ability to understand the truth within which you chose to enter. Thought illuminates "what is unclean in you"/ and you shall do better; you shall clean, or face the consequences of what failure means. This is then "the seventh dimension"; a time, not governed by reality, but by yourself.
When you have completed all seven developmental definitions of freedom and its needed respect, the eighth dimension is an ability to create your own home beyond time itself. The ninth dimension is the freedom to participate in any aspect of this universe, as yourself. The tenth, I can only perceive "tiny reflections" of; and cannot define it otherwise. While I know there are an eleventh and twelfth dimension, they are far beyond my grasp, or understanding. I cannot help you here.
Of the variations associated with this spiritual world, is the right and foundation to continue the journey as best you can/ so long as you understand the truth that is entered into. If you fail to understand, what you chose to enter within; then by the law that is truth un-compromised, you cannot leave until you do. If sent back into time, that truth remains as a fundamental of growth, incomplete. Growth means, to elevate yourself by encountering the ability and the means to achieve a greater level of thought, than time can offer. The spiritual world requires, that you complete the education you chose to enter, or remain therein. "Its kind of a school, that you cannot graduate, until you pass every class". NOT a small matter.
Nonetheless, it is a fascinating place. But NEVER open a door, for knowledge/ that you are unwilling to live.
In the elements of my own life, I ran out of answers for survival of life on this planet as male; doesn't matter what you do, in a short amount of time, men will return life here back to what it was, as history proves; time and time again. So I opened the door to female/ couldn't understand, and became subject to that world. The foundation reality of being returned here is: I cannot control what the female spiritual world can do, to me; the new "body chemicals" cannot be defeated. Not my desire, just a new reality in my own truth. But I CAN CONTROL my own desires, values, and purposes; these are non-gender issues and decisions. Simply the identity I have always been remains; other than separated from "male", the foundations have been changed/ are changing, it just doesn't stop. A more simple method of understanding that, is: my life as male included "a hard line"/ that demanded, regardless of the threat, NOT beyond this point, or there shall be war. The price will be paid. You CANNOT live that existence unless you accept the price of learning how to defeat or damage the other/ because that is necessary. You cannot live that existence unless you are willing to pay the cost of a defeat. Today, with female influences everywhere in me, that line no longer exists; the end result being "flexible or soft" rather than determined to prove there are limits. It is functionally "male lost"; I can't control, / the primary male part of me seems completely lost; can't find it back: CHANGED/ or different. It is "a long story". Nonetheless, only female versus male is involved here; there are NO perversions. It is a reality strictly between female and me; and I, the man I was; am losing. Complicated at a minimum; you can't imagine. Different to say the least. Nonetheless what is important is how on earth do you decide an important argument, when neither side is willing to listen or change their view? You cannot just say, "it doesn't matter/ when it clearly does as is all these threats of extinction we do face"? The answer is still, only the law, confronted by the truth of the evidence and the reality of our existence can make that decision. The people who refuse to listen either to truth or law; are destined to ruin. The people who lie to themselves or run away to hide or pretend the consequences coming to this entire planet; will somehow not include them; are simply cowards. There is no escape from the planet, unless dead. So then I continue down the same road I have been on for years, even decades: to teach you the truth at least in simple terms/ to identify and establish the evidence that we CANNOT avoid/ to demand the law MUST be upheld as in redress/ and to participate in the simple truth, this is a choice we are making; every single one. When life on earth NEEDS "soldiers to protect it"/ the only choice is accept the duty, or dessert in cowardice; letting want decide, rather than life. I cannot make you do anything/ you cannot make the rest of humanity do anything to save their lives and planet/ they cannot make us choose better either: WE MUST AGREE, to save our own lives/ by accepting the price we now must pay. It is not a game. The evidence is real/ the consequence of any of these things simple and easy to understand: therefore you do make a true and personal choice, for life or death. This is, "a woman's way (to keep talking until you force a commitment)"; because without strength, all you have left is the law, the truth, and communication among those who will listen. This is also a man's way until he gets so frustrated "war, seems the only answer"; and that, is where the sexes fundamentally divide. Women who war very rarely win, and they know it. Men believe "I will win"/ or they fight "from the dark, at least its revenge".
Dimension means, "a different spacial environment/ other than time", complete with its own experience and expressions as truth allows. Every truth has its own specific dimension, when isolated into a description that is identified strictly by its own reality.
So then lets begin, with the aspects of gender, and the compositions of male, versus female in the gap between what is sexually right or wrong. Because if we are to survive want must be replaced with respect, and respect cannot survive without an acceptance of what is real, valid, or just plain the freedom to choose. The question begins with: what created by GOD, could ever be wrong? The answer is nothing created is ultimately bad, it is the freedom to decide and change what is fundamentally good, that corrupts. Nothing more successfully deludes and describes the fantasies of men, "the leaders" than is the truth of evolution (it doesn't exist/ it is merely just another religion which ultimately says, "we built ourselves, shopping for whatever we wanted"), or we just picked it off the shelves. How utterly insane. Particularly in light of the recent human genome studies which describe our bodies in these words:
"the human genome is made of about 3 billion letters along strands that make up the familiar helix structure of DNA. Particular sequences of these letters form genes, which tell cells how to make proteins. People have about 20,000 genes, but the vast majority of DNA lies outside of genes." What is more illustrative of the reality however are these words: "its this incredible choreography going on, of a modest number of genes and an immense number of switches that are choreographing how those genes are used".
These "fairy goblins of stupidity" assume and accept; "All just by chance/ everything just aligned itself in exactly the right way, preforming extremely delicate and precise timed " building of a living body which is so far beyond their own abilities and mind as to make "monkeys playing in the control room of an atomic power plant seem like geniuses" next to them. These delusional fanatics playing in the very essence of nature and life/ CONSTANTLY mutilating everything about life; and LITERALLY WORKING to cause genetic structure to collapse on purpose, "so they can see how it works, and then play god". Are so completely beyond insane/ only the word satan applies, not even terrorist is enough, because at least their efforts are not directed against killing an entire world of life. They do not even recognize all those switches BUILD THE BODY, they do not even understand, what is left that does not instruct how the body must be built: IS THE SOFTWARE or instructions on how that body will manipulate or use itself when completed. And still, THEY MUTILATE EVERY SINGLE DAY. In an effort to kill us all. Tempting you with claims "we will wipe away every tear". Indeed they will, BY KILLING US ALL/ after an inconceivable flood of tragedy and tears HORRIFY and dissolve everything into slime. Because once the structures of life are gone, that is all that is left, if still life. Nothing could be more insane, or out of control; than humanity mutilating life itself in an absolutely ARROGANT assertion, of we can play god. And who is their god? Apparently the shopping mall; because after all, where else could evolution (chaos that stops being chaos on its own) be found? It certainly isn't any conceivable part of thought/ ain't no damn evidence of it in the universe. Adaption is merely the evidence of "perfect design". That has nothing to do with evolution, "its all just by chance; we won the lottery; and every other life did too". They live apparently "in fairy dust (can't stand the real world, so they drug themselves worthless, and blind)"/ because it absolutely isn't true. No bigger failures exist/ nor have ever existed.
Nonetheless, back to the disciplined and real world of life in humanity. Or in this sense and reality: there is absolutely no sin in being naked, or having sex; so long as it is consensual/ of an age, and desire that does no harm/ and between a man and a woman. These are simple fundamentals that cannot be mistaken, only corrupted. But there are variables, as in love is far more important than consent. The age of a child varies, by the reality they are forced to live; but consent or not, you have no right to harm. All lust, IS HARM. All nakedness is NOT a right/ and few find it "a good thing for long". As to perversions such as, "are too common today"; the simple truth is, every person has a right to honestly make a decision for themselves regarding their own sexual definitions/ in private; NOT for public display. That is the respect owed for the existence of life, and the consequence for a freedom given to that life. A respect for the act itself, is not owed. But even so, you are NOT allowed to judge; the foundations given to all of creation judge instead. Whatever the cost, that is up to GOD/ not you.
We begin the elevation of "roles, for male & for female"/ because there are distinct differences between the sexes. Which then drive the variations that do come between choices. As is plainly obvious, men and women have already picked out and designed their basic roles throughout history; IF you accept that men rule, and women must take whatever is left. I do not, however it is plainly true; in a battle or war, it is seriously better to be a man, than a woman. The body and mind have been adapted for that purpose in men. So then the elemental construction of male is: to participate in the variations of battle, either as a single element for change, or an army glued together by common needs and fears. Their power is in strength and weapons The opposite seems true for women: their elemental construction of society requires an army glued together for change/ and as a single element confronted by needs and fears are fundamentally individual. Their power is in the law, and the acceptance of fate. What you cannot control, you must accept as best you can. The reality makes men rule by war. The consequence of law as the weapon of women, WILL make women understand, the acceptance of that law, by society; determines their fate. As leaders, the difference is plain/ but the question is: can men accept life in society without war.
In the definitions of death, our critical conclusion to life looms large for every individual; particularly because we do not know, or understand fully every participant in pain, or reality that we must or will face. That leads to fears, and all fears are simply the reflection of want, "turned upside down" so to speak; or more simply "I DO NOT want this". Therefore the abyss of want has an alternative side: it sits near the bottom of "the funnel" that is an abyss called want (as life narrows, into no escape)/ and opens therefrom into the cavernous abode that is fear, terror, and horrors. These are creations of your own, the end result of a life consumed by selfishness, which then becomes a habitation formed by the reality, and consequences of what you did choose to surround yourself with. NOT the things that GOD did make for you/ but the things you chose to surround and decorate your life with; such as fear/ lust/ manipulation/ and so on. Once you have escaped the chains of time, you will "fall through"; dependent upon the severity of your want. If want has been only sufficient to remove the call of life, by truth and the desire called love; then you will simply dissipate into "nothing"/ because love and life held not enough treasure, to keep you alive. Courage is the decision; no matter what the pain/ I shall pay it for life and love, because I accept value and respect the dignity of creation itself: the price is the price, if I must. Cowardice is, "I" shall flee, because nothing in this life is worth the pain, that could come; "I" will not pay; life must die, etc/ instead.
Of the many influences upon every life, are the shadows cast by humanity itself/ as defined by religions, behaviors, the lack of justice, and all other ways and means of injecting into the conscious mind; what is images and idols. Or more simply, the sum total of beliefs, and behaviors, held dear by the majority, which then guide society, as if it were a "flock of sheep". We add to that the predators, whose intentional destructive behaviors incorporate fears and foreboding, because of the violence. And mix in the intentional media illusions, delusions, and fantasies to assist in making the people fear themselves into a corner, to cower and hide from life. To counteract these inputs; the majority turn to isolating themselves, as best they can; so as not to be overtaken by the impact of fear. They turn away from society, and from justice, and from peace, sharing, or caring; to turn "cold". Becoming separated by the will, "to think or more correctly measure" for themselves; a time and place no one can hurt them anymore. Ending real relationships, so they cannot be emotionally "touched". That however is lost, due to the many influences that must be endured; unless you accept the price of becoming one of "societies outcasts". The herd, does NOT like those who behave in a different way; so it depends upon to what extreme you are willing to go. There are A WIDE variety of "social outcasts"/ but most by far CANNOT accept the price of being truly independent for themselves, they feel, they need the herd (companionship, regardless of the cost). Emotion means, to let confusion rule your life. Feelings at the other extreme, lets life develop the response.
To separate yourself, or be separated by others; brings on loneliness, the price is high. The reality simply too much for most/ unless forced to do it.
Loneliness is: the creation of an image isolated from life. That however is in fact a lie, because so long as you are breathing, you are in fact a life on earth that cannot be excluded from its own reality; unless murdered. So then the people who do want to play god; participate in that design by inflicting enough damage on someone else, that they feel trapped inside a reality that cannot be undone. Thereby loneliness is the stamp, of bigotry/ prejudice/ abuse/ damage/ and the refusal to participate as equals exhibited by, a relationship lost between the individual and society itself. The price of this battery and assault, against another human being of equal value to you/ is a devaluation of love in you. That results in the raising of want, and the elemental discharge of everything life itself is about. Life is about RESPECT, because without it you cannot survive beyond time. Life is about TRUTH, because unless you are willing to accept "truth itself must lead"/ you will be lost. Life is about LOVE, the fundamental essence of all things which bring happiness, hope, peace, or any other value apart from survival and freedom itself. Life is about COURAGE, the disciplines designed to "make life worth living/ in times of trouble". Life is about SEXUALITY, beyond the measurements of a mind/ where love extends the possibilities of both lives, by the relationship they have formed as one. None of these things are attainable by destroying your own life, in an effort to play god over someone else; nothing could say "FOOL" by any greater language in life/ although the competition for "satan" certainly proves "no competition". One life destroyed/ against an entire world mutilated or destroyed; not the same.
So then let's assemble the reality of life, that cannot be isolated from you. It is the creation of truth in you; as the possibilities of miracles exist, and the foundation of an experience and expression that are your "very own" emerge; as the best you did do. These things have nothing to do with "humanity"/ rather they are life challenges, "the quest to understand, what those who refuse the journey cannot". That quest illuminates a critical pillar of life: the individual identity, that must be formed prior to any and all other possibilities beyond this time. Establishing self, IS NOT a matter of want/ but exists within the compositions of a decision called desire. This is the acceptance of TRUE OR REAL value, or more simply: what, and then why is life worth living? That answer must then be evaluated for substance, and the substance that gives life the meaning called "I AM ALIVE"; further reduced to the essence of how this comes to influence your ability: to accept life has a price, that I am willing to pay. While it is true, that love is fundamentally shared within a human touch here on earth/ it is absolutely true, that life itself as was given to you; ultimately loves even more. There are NO delusions or fantasies here; that is a statement formed from the definitions gained in a distinct relationship with creation itself. We are lonely only when the foundation of life which is creation itself; becomes glossed over by the impact of other human beings. When delusions and fantasies are allowed, to intervene; all forms of perversion begin here. When hatred is allowed to present, "its all THEIR FAULT"/ then violence either to you or someone else, is not far behind. Wake up, and redefine yourself/ CLEANING OUT THE GARBAGE, before it infects you, with some sort of "disease". Search for the path that brought you here/ and close that door; locking it forever.
There are elements, in every human mind; that constructs a need/ when miracles are simply not enough; or more simply "I have become sad". The disciplines required, begin as the ejection of self/ because only self can experience sadness. Once it is gone, as is established by a lack of want/ the need to create a new identity surfaces as a participation in creation itself. The definitions: what does it mean to be alive shall come. The questions, where can I find the essence of this life, shall emerge as a path for you to take. The reality however becomes very serious if you alter the direction of this path into a demand for spiritual truth. The failure to prepare, and enter anyway; is identified as "Schizophrenic behaviors" or more simply "LOST" and without direction. The failure to understand, participation in "beyond time", REQUIRES a learning process; or you will die. Is fundamentally proven by my own life. Life is not about "what other people say". Life is about, what and why you chose to do this. The critical answer that explains you; will be proven over time. But that does assume, "someone is listening"/ because if not, they will simply abandon you, and conceive of a garbage dump instead of your life. The price, can be very high; including eternity. Nonetheless sadness brings with it, the possibilities of suicide. Suicide understands nothing, because it no longer cares; no one of importance will share "enough" to make this better. Even though most believe they did. The true question of suicide is simply this: is your time, worth a life? NOT by the question of your want/ but by the reality this is "GOD'S creation too". People in true need, cannot be left alone. Make no mistake, you CANNOT save a life/ but if it is in your heart to honestly participate in a TRUE need; then you can "buy time", for someone else. However never forget, LIARS exist. Do not risk your own health/ do not exchange your own family, for this time; it will do no good; because these things are NOT "fixed" instantly. Do look for someone else who can share the necessary time, effort, and hope; to take your place. Don't forget yourself. Love has a price, "it is a part of you, shared as a gift". You cannot take it back, once given it is gone, unless returned. If you make a mistake, simply forgive; yourself included, and go on. But don't make the same mistake again, if you can help it: anyway, never forget, "you ain't never, going to be their savior". All you can do, is care, the best you can/ and provide ONLY what is within your own ability to do. You cannot give away what belongs to another/ that is stealing; don't do it. Be careful about giving more than you can afford, that is dangerous; it can fill you with hate/ therefore it can destroy your own eternity, if you let it. If you let want die prior to these decisions/ then hate cannot come; as it is a "direct descendant of want, or don't want". Life is not fair/ life is what you make of it, given the circumstances or choices that exist. Life is not a game, sex is not a toy or a desire filled with lust (that is just want, covered up with abuse); some men never learned to GROW UP. The control over male sexuality as a male is simply the understanding the penis is NOT a toy. Rather it does come with responsibilities and decisions that are not simply "entertaining". If you grow beyond a child/ then you will understand, a true sexual relationship with woman is governed by your respect for the life cherished because of her. If you accept that/ then control over the penis is simply about your desire to honor that Creation, and share this experience by the expressions in value, that you choose to give. Anything less, is just a game/ and you are using woman "for a rubbing post/ or a rodeo". THAT IS NOT respect, and there are consequences for taking GOD'S creation, and abusing it.
Life is a passage between the elements of what is, versus what could be true. Life is a decision, that journeys between the lines of want or desire/ until the day you decide what is true, for you. In that day "the fence is crossed"/ and the life you shall lead, becomes true in you. The freedom of that decision recognizes: you ARE allowed to go, "either way"/ its your choice. The consequences of a spiritual destination, while still "human (trapped by time)"/ can change much.
I could not find a solution, for how this world could survive the future we so clearly face; as male. The possibility called female arose from obscurity in me; because women had been isolated from me. It is impossible to "just spend a little time" and leave. Women search for happiness, and when they find it; absolutely refuse to surrender it; and that opens the door to heartbreak and tears. Spending a little time, simply costs time; in looking for someone who can or will stay for a lifetime. So, it just couldn't be. Still don't know why I couldn't find an answer SO SIMPLE, as to let women lead instead of men. We MUST have different/ and women are different; I truly NEVER recognized HOW DIFFERENT women really are; that is no doubt why. Like the vast majority of men, it is apparent and true, I believed women were different, but not so much beyond a different body, and base life style; otherwise basically the same. We live similar lives in a lot of ways, so it seemed. BUT THAT is not true. Having opened that door, the life of female is far different than male in so many ways it is incomprehensible to men. Nothing has expanded that knowledge more, "than breasts growing on me". It is absolutely clear how women gain feelings, emotions, and more. These things grow whenever and however they wish, pushing and pulling off your back, and just taking over your life. No personal control allowed. They have needs, wants, realities that will not be avoided, and a wide variety of consequences that must be adjusted too. But more effective than the rest, are the chemicals they produce, when growing; what is male cannot defeat them. It's a bit like pouring acid on metal (never going to be the same again); you can see or feel male just being eaten away, a little at a time/ memories, definitions, and more; just gone. No control at all/ no say/ just endure it; "life has changed". Every time these "breasts/ tits" grow; its like being in a "knock down/dragged out fight; where didn't lose too much/ but I, the male in me, sure as hell, didn't win"; every single time. Seems clear, at this point "she has crossed the battle line"; and will win whatever it is she intends to take. Not a game/ not a delusion, or a fantasy; I live it, here on earth. NOT a question of "voices" or any other such thing/ rather this is simply stated, "as female definitions now exist inside ( a truth that cannot and will not be denied)"; competing directly with male for control. Female alterations in mind and body; "its complicated". I cannot avoid it/ I am losing, or I just wouldn't tell you. A few days have now past; and my "breasts/ tits" continue to grow, without a battle now. No say.
The fact is, for a chance to help life on earth survive; it was and is; simply worth the price. I had no answer/ now you do; women are different/ therefore society will be different than under the control of men; who have literally led us to the edge of extinction. Different is different/ at least it is a chance for life on earth to survive. War was no solution, the environment CANNOT stand another major way/ the law is, the only answer we have.
The spiritual world is completely unknown to you; however the life inside of you is not. You do understand, "your life is a gift"/ that, you DID NOT "create yourself". Nor did your parents create you, they merely defined a body, and searched for their own happiness. How can you not understand this simple definition of miracle, that is you? Stop letting the world of "leaders and experts" control, think for yourself. You don't have to believe me/ search for the evidence of threats, and prove what the future shall be, with truth; as best you can. Demand the information from your media/ they will do it, if you force them. They want to be "your gods"/ and they won't surrender their pride and power to control you, for anything so bland as the truth. Just because you don't want to hear it, don't want to do it, desire "LIE to me instead"; is absolutely worthless. Like a hurricane, what you want could not be less important.
What you do with your chance to survive, has nothing more to do with me; I can't stop you/ can't save you/ can't lead you: these are your decisions, not mine. Whether I can continue to help you or not is completely irrelevant; because YOU DO have your solution: WE MUST HAVE DIFFERENT, than today; we must let truth itself decide, to survive. Even if you don't like it/ truth does not care. Either truth will lead, or you will fail; because the evidence is completely clear. We are at the brink of collapse, as a world. There are no second chances, either you do, what you can do; adjusting as you go/ or life will die. I am not your decision/ what you want, is completely irrelevant; every child, every living thing on earth is dependent upon what you do, or what you do not do, for life.
Make your decision, there is no going back.
In smaller matters, the control over dreams exists as the simple demand "to wake up/ and then think for yourself"; demanding the evidence, in truth and life when necessary. Every dream is a measure of your own want/ forced against the reality of what society or your own life demands or needs, and the elemental fears that will dictate the cost of making your want come true. Dreams are determined by the fundamentals of what you believe you can do. "Nightmares" are determined by, what you believe the others, or life/ etc; can do to you. Neither is real, although they are patterned after what you believe reality will, or could be/ or they become descriptions identified by what you do see in reality or believe you saw, heard, or felt in "the media". If you must, use "self-hypnosis" (simply concentrate on a specific simple object; until your mind clears of all other things). Enter inside the development of your own conscious behaviors, and determine why; you did do/ or did not do, the things which became elements, in your own truth. It will teach you.
There are no, "do over's" from bringing the same fire as is on the sun here (we CANNOT put it out). There is No surviving DNA MUTILATION, and the end of the sanctity of body and life as human beings or any other form on this earth. Like any other pandemic, it will invade until all are gone. No compensation for destroying the oxygen supply/ or water supply/ or mutilating every food crop/ etc/ etc/ etc. We all, "just die".
The religious zealots of evolution/ the tempters, and manipulators of "genetic research" who promise you the world, who demand we will all be gods; and all the rest who have led you to this edge of extinction MUST BE TAKEN to court. Just like the people who promised you "we will all be rich" a few years ago/ while they stole you blind, and bankrupted the nation, and helped do so, for the world. This is a demand, as redress a constitutional law: Where everything they have done SHALL BE EXAMINED for what happens when or if you are wrong. What did you do, or refuse to do? Such as: A fusion fire that cannot be controlled is death to the world, even this solar system. Mutilated bodies are known to you: ask any soldier who lost a part of their own body, IF THIS is better! {I know you have paid enough as a soldier, but this must be done}. Birth defects are not hidden, but can be revealed: IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT FOR ALL OF LIFE? How can YOU, not intervene, and say NO!
WAKE UP! Answer the question, because that is exactly what the geneticists, are trying to do. To be "gods"/ they will be "satan". WHAT your scientist/ terrorists, are doing as well.
The demand here is real: STAND UP FOR LIFE/ or be crushed in the garbage dump, that is coming over this entire earth; changing this entire planet to death, horrors, and HELL.
Not much time left; just do the best you can. Same as me! Not a game, too late means we're dead; even if you do wake up and change then. Your chance died. Even so, OUR ETERNITY is governed by GOD. Not time. Do remember that, and limit or avoid your fears.
Make a difference, for life: NOW.