The answer is; we begin that journey through the study of time and space, it is a measurement/ life is not. Life is a decision established in the freedoms and responsibilities called thought.  What lies beyond imagination, cannot be measured.  While imagination is something established by the parameters of knowledge/ what is infinitely more, has no basis in knowledge/ therefore it cannot be measured.  Life is a basis anchored in creation/ therefore what is time, can be measured.  But what is beyond time cannot.  So then the elemental question is: what exists beyond time, and how do we attain that level of existence? 

The journey between time and life is a distance measured by your mind.  The destiny beyond life and time, can only be understood by thought itself.  The difference is, "the mind is limited to knowledge based in this time"/ while thought is unlimited, except by you.  Therefore everything "mental (intellectual)" exists as a measurement/ while everything beyond what can be understood as our reality begins with the experiment:   "What if, I removed all the measurements/ and asked, where will respect for the limitless values of thought proceed"?  The answer is: if you find the boundary lines which divide reality in time, from life itself in thought; there is a passage filled with "doors".  Each will attain it in death/ not so easy to do in time;   you must be willing to pay the price/ and if you are not fully prepared; you can easily die.

Nonetheless, the journey is interesting; and can be repeated, until you fail to observe the most distinct of laws.  IF YOU CANNOT understand this truth, thereby finding the door/ then you cannot venture beyond it; but become sealed into the fate you chose.  Every spiritual door is a truth/ NEVER open a door that is not fully desired by your own spirit to know and understand within the reality you are willing to pay.

We return to JESUS, and the fundamental questions HE created, answering in ways that require you to learn before you find any such door.  Presenting mercy/ establishing love beyond expectation/ and insuring us all, that we are not forgotten.  Within HIS ways, there are patterns in thought that do provide a map for the investigation of thought itself/ even the essence of what resides behind the hidden line of death itself. 

The elemental decision is a simple one: do you trust   GOD/ the life inside of you?  Without trust you die, so it is an all important answer that you give.  No exceptions.  Without honest and real respect, you will be killed or become so lost, life will never be the same.  Not a game.  Without true discipline, you cannot achieve a level of trust that escapes all boundaries.

Trust begins with the acceptance of our reality as is governed by CREATION ITSELF.  This is the foundation of our living here, this is the miracles we see, culminating in the life we inhabit as a body and soul.  Our own soul is formed when we choose:   to care about this life/ this world/ this creation of which we are clearly a part; that is a beginning, of a connection with creation itself.  Soul then means: to participate for the purposes of life/ by the desire to keep it alive. So I ask you: can you trust the only true one, that gave you life/ and literally keeps you alive?  Obviously yes, so I do.  That is not a statement of prayer/ as almost everyone assumes "GOD, should be their slave/ and give them anything they truly want".  It just ain't so.

The disciplines required to search beyond simple self, and common and simply cultivated "until clean"/ so as to survive existence in a spiritual world governed by the extremes of purity that we cannot match.  Nonetheless, it is mercy itself that allows a search in "worlds apart" from where we belong; as time.  Not a game; you must be prepared/ you must participate/ you must accept the consequences of your choice/ you must be invited.  Prepared means: "to encounter what you do not understand".  To participate requires, "letting go of what humanity expects".  To accept the trust necessary to survive, is a critical decision; fail to accept what is true, and you die.  There are images and lies between time, and eternity; there are "souls" that cannot travel beyond this experience; it is their destiny (leave them be, or you join them/ YOU have no say in this).  To be invited ascends from humanity as a mental existence, into the realm of thought: the essence of life itself.  The question of death arises as: how do we know/ WHAT is going to happen.  HOW can you prove, you know anything more than we!  Apart from the evidence of "truth and knowledge/ the assertion of understanding and wisdom; is its own proof.  The only answer in contrast of that is:   thought expands the reality of ourselves beyond anything time can encompass.  The elemental proof of that then becomes the simple change; from the man I was/ to a description that does include female today.  Only the future, knows what will come of it/ I do not. While this not conclusive evidence of "beyond time"/ it does express, as the existence of what is, or is not real;  to become evidence of a spiritual world, that is real, and active.  If it is to be proven beyond doubt/ that is entirely NOT up to me.  While this is still "just an immense change in me, inside";   clearly the end result has not yet been achieved in me/ rather than by me.  Not my choice/ just my fate.  IT'S COMPLICATED, not kidding.  I am a man trapped, in what has become "a female experience"; you cannot imagine.  THAT STATEMENT, has NOTHING to do with men/ it is entirely between "women and me".  It is not the assumption, that I "know" everything there is about a woman/ far from it, I do know however, that this is NOT the life, I use to live, in a lot of different ways.  That life seems completely lost, don't even remember it truly, "it just disappeared".  Don't know how it ends/ not up to me, I just live one day at a time.  This is not a temptation, or manipulation of the facts; this is "life changed". No end in sight/ I honestly cannot even conceive of one.  Just how it is.  Never expected, no sign other than Revelation 12, it was coming; NOT "my plan". That is the truth.

As to knowing what will happen when you die: what is clearly true is, "a lie cannot survive/ in truth".  When there is no option to lie/ there are no excuses to hide behind.  That means, whatever is true in you shall prevail.  That means, in order for you to be eternal in any conception of reality: YOU MUST be true/ whatever is true, is you.  Consequently "the lies" shall be "burned away"/ so that you can be, the life or identity that you are.  While you may argue the variations of this description/ the reality "only truth can survive"; will judge you.  Your decision then, is to become truth/ or not.   Telling people what you think of them is not "truth";   relationships are formed by RESPECT, or needs, and that includes many things.  That includes the disciplines of love and freedom/ the honesty, "this is not your choice".

The intellectual, and many more will use these things to say, see: "he's a damn fool/ how can you listen to anything he says".  But this work is not about eternity/ nor is it about me; this work is about the massive threats we face as a world/ and the reality of what will happen to us, if we don't face our own truths as a planet.  I am NOT your decision/ not your leader either.  Just "a messenger" telling you, the list of threats against this planet is VERY SERIOUS.  I CANNOT save you/ you must save yourselves, by changing what can be changed, to LIFE FOR THIS PLANET, on this planet; MUST come first.  Never money again.  In my own defense, I have had NOTHING to do with all the threats that stand against us all; down to the truth/ I chose not to participate beyond the least amount possible.  You have no right/ they have no right: life must come first.  And that is nowhere in sight.  This day is simple and plain; what can be done, has been done.  The lawsuits created for you; to provide a true and real opportunity for change are in fact completed insofar as it is necessary to take them.  What you do with them, remains:   YOUR BUSINESS/ OR YOUR GOVERNMENT/ OR YOUR JUSTICE AND CHANGE; or not.  They cannot stop you, nor will I.  You have your chance for true change;   all you have to do, is take responsibility for that truth.  I cannot make that decision for you.  But I will simply take the lawsuits to their conclusion; as it is already started.  The end result however is entirely up to you/ as no tiny few individuals control a nation, unless the people themselves allow it.   Do you desire and demand to own this nation as a democracy/ or do you not?  No "few individuals" can take that away/ not a judge/ not a president; only yourselves, by allowing them to do so.  The constitution is your government/ the law is your answer; remember that, or they will be your rulers instead.  Answer the question are you a democracy, and will you determine your future, decide who is or is not       Going to gamble with your lives or this planet:   by your own vote/ your own laws; as owners.  Yes, or no; "its not a hard concept".  Answer now, and do the work; simple and plain.  No other opportunities are coming/ time is running out;   this is "your chance to change the future".  This is your decision, whether the media helps you or not.  This is my ending, because the message and the means, are delivered to you.  Live or die, you have your chance.  What else could possibly be necessary to say?  "Nothing particularly important", is the answer.  The choice is yours.

Just so you know/ because male and female relationships are absolutely essential to a future discarding money as the primary cause of life: sexuality is your own decision/ their own decision; you CANNOT own another; only love can bind you together.   It is not, "more complicated than that"/ in real terms, above a certain age. That love does allow freedom, but reality will prove a responsibility for what you do.  Sex is not a toy/ life is not a game; be kind to each other, remembering sexuality that is true to one another through love; opens the door inside each other.  It is then NOT physical anymore.  It is then "life shared". Not free, but well worth the price; through love, respect, and courage.  Pay attention, if there is no respect/ there is no love. If you value each other/ there is love.  Listen for wants and pride/ because these will tell you what the other person truly is willing to pay for, and will drive towards; success is a completely different matter.  But hatred is not; when want fails, or pride turns away; the end result of that is someone who says, "its all your fault".  You are warned.

  If you rape, and cause true distress/ THERE WILL be a huge price to pay (only GOD knows if there will be mercy).  Repent while you can.  As to all other aspects of sexual decision, once past the age of consent; "where you do accept all the consequences, and will personally pay the price yourself"/ then it is your decision what or what not to do.  Society has no real say; apart from don't do it here.  A word of caution is:   that women believe they are owed, when sexually active/ men believe, "you got just as much as me/ so we're even".  Neither is correct, each must choose "us", rather than I. The difference is far more destructive than it sounds; want is a lust/ lust means, you are going to be "my toy".  The reality of simple sex  however is:   if you chose to have sex/ then unless it is prostitution, you have "received your reward".  The consequences are NOT simple:   there are sexual diseases that must be identified, and discipined; or you are a murderer/ and should be tried as such if you intentionally spread a deadly disease.  The reality of pregnancy is NO small matter/ abortion is not birth control; however in the first forty days, that is a decision entirely up to the woman, and must be supported by society; because we are human, and that is the way it is.  After the forty days (enough time to know, and do something)/ then it becomes society that governs. 

Male and female relationships NEED to search for each other/ which means "you cannot own each other"; stop it. Let the other search, so they can accept you as their true decision.  But reality knows the need for sex can grow, in both men and women; BE FAIR with each other.  There are sexual needs, but opening that door eliminates the search for someone who will then stay.  Which means, the tears will be harsh if you don't leave quickly; even though the tears will still be harsh if you do,  when that person believes "you are the one I need"; they refuse to accept another.  Even so, the sooner you break it off the better;   so their journey can continue, and yours as well.   Even if they plain and simple do not want this to be so.  If you cannot stay/ then do not stay long.  It is important.  Contrary to that is the truth, some will never again find another, to be intimate with; and if you leave tears can turn to depression, or hate.  Hate is an invitation for revenge/ revenge is an opening door to hell.  There are no "easy answers".  If you stay through the need/ when lust begins, that day is over.  Every person, and every situation is different/ what you expect, or they expect may or may not come true; it is a choice, that affects all who share the experience.  This is the life, you are living/ it is your time on earth; choose!  The critical demand is:   want is not enough, only true love and the discipline of real desire can be allowed to choose.  Otherwise, all fail together.  There will be costs.

There are issues and realities of facing death, at an age when you know this is going to be forever.  In that day some get violent/ some hide as best they can/ some want/ some don't; most believe "I am owed".  All face a deliberate truth, that this is the ending to a life that you chose or simply had, to live.  Some were happy, some cried often/ but most "just wanted more, of everything".  Riches fail the old/ what can it really buy, that is truly important!  Old age tells each one quietly, "last chance".  The question is: can you hear, this is about love?  Love past the edge of want, identifies the only truly important decision that you will make now:   is about destiny.  Love is a destiny/ as is hate.  Want is a selfishness, that lacks anything to do with love; therefore it must be discarded, or love is a lie.  There are no longer the issues of a "fence"/ soon your decision, that love will inhabit your life forever/ OR hate will be completed.  Both direction and destiny chosen.  Religion is, for the majority;  a discipline designed by rules/ the rules are established by stories, and the stories seek to tell, why it is important that we live by rules. Rules make life very simple; "don't cross this line"/ or you will suffer for it.  Life is not so simple.  Life, is about the freedom to experience and express the identity called you.  The challenge to you, is to incorporate that opportunity, into a respect that assembles harmony and peace within your world; so that you can be happy, loving, and free.  Failure breeds violence, violence knows only hate, or the demand for law.  Life is not about a rule, it is about your decision in love/ or the failure to love.  Love and life are a freedom;  It is a choice you make.  Beyond death, only what is true about you remains (the body merely waste).  Choose your truth, it is your eternity!  To be afraid is to understand, this IS very serious for you.  To understand   GOD   "Is not a game"/ SHALL be RESPECTED.  Is the first step to mercy.  Nobody is perfect.  The question is, will you live in peace and harmony with love;   nothing else matters as much.    

For the first time since I was nine years old/ and the Cuban missile crisis set me on this path "for a safer world".  I know, that my job here is done; the message is delivered.  After over 11 years of writing/ and many years of preparation;   I really don't know, where to turn next.  This was my choice, my decision, my passion, my life; although it is absolutely true, I did not expect it to take this long; to find a moment when it was possible for you to listen.  That, is just my reality/ not a decision, just a fact of life.  The truth is: "I don't, understand how you could have been so blind, deaf, and dumb"/ it doesn't make any sense.  Therefore it has to be religious, it has to be "the university became your god".  The very ones who threaten your extinction most; you worship, and bow down so as not to see "the truth".  It is insane.

 Still writing a tiny bit, but don't know why/ just bored I guess; can't tell; too many years invested.  It is likely, I will soon turn to inventions; it is certain, your economy will soon fail completely; and we must have an opportunity to repair.   It is not my "responsibility"/ this is what you chose/ this is who you followed.  It's just a response, that seems necessary.  Even so, at my own discretion/ I owe you nothing.

  It is still too early to invite someone else to share my life; every form of power, pride, want, control, or leadership has been threatened by this work.  A reality of truth/ that removes the claim you are not "equal".  Which no "extra special person" wants to hear/ and always claims; it CANNOT be so.

 Should the work succeed in any extent, revenge will come/ it is a historical fact, rarely not proven true.  Consequently the opportunity for revenge on any other, remains far too high.  I refuse, to endanger more, than me.  That is the simple truth of it.

Should this work not succeed to any extent/ every prediction, and many more equally harsh; will come true.  I say that not, in some manner of triumphant/ it is tragic for us all.  But there is little more that I can do; bribery is not an answer/ it is merely an excuse.  Even if I paid for your attention/ you WOULD simply go back to what you are doing; destroying life on earth.  Without truth, disciplines, respect, and understanding;  you will simply fail.  These require a decision/ the acceptance of knowledge through thought for yourselves/ NOT "beliefs" from your god "the university"/ the propaganda that won't let you forget, "these are the experts" or more simply YOU know nothing, in comparison.  But take a look at reality; your employees in governance continually pick failures, spend your money on themselves, and fail at every level of what we need to be or do, for life.   "They want ____"/ and cannot conceive of less.  So they throw life away, because want seems more important; how is that not insane?    There is no federal government/ or state/ or local.  The government is the constitution which represents the choices you made as we the people for ourselves, by creating this law, to govern our employees.  Every decision claimed to be "the government" today is simply some single or small group of individuals, employed to do a specific job in our stead;   who now claim to be rulers instead of employees.  Who now claim to be "the government"/ when in fact, they are mere citizens entirely equal to each and every single one of us.  The only difference is the authority WE ALLOW them, for the sake of our democracy.  If they fail, to work "for the good of our democracy"/ then they are not employees anymore;   but approach or traverse the line that divides "traitor/ or not".  The law governs.  Whosoever writes and enforces that law rules the nation.  We rule as a democracy;  only when we write the law/ and demand your oath shall be kept.  There is no real "let the others do this"/ because reality will always prove:   the majority chose for themselves/ instead of us.  ARE THEY NOT, "just like you"?

The reality of all these threats, the consequence of an invasion without respect for our very lives; is not unlike parasites.  They cannot live or multiply without you, a living body of some kind/ they are hard to get rid of, and you must bend to do what is necessary to do; but the reality is, either you kill them/ or they kill you.  To be wrong about the treatment, or fail to participate in the effort correctly; means you can die/ or in this case will die.  Fantasies and delusions are not life, they are an invasion of what has proven to be, a terrible threat, that can kill us.  HOW can you not understand, bringing the same fire as is on the sun here to this earth, is insane?  HOW can you fail to perceive, MUTILATION is never good?  To believe in "your gods, at the university"/ is utterly insane; we are threatened with extermination.  We must stop that/ we must identify NOT their claims for "everything will be great": but what happens if this goes wrong.  In finding that we will then be extinct/ or our nature mutilated beyond recognition, and our lives cursed: HOW THEN should we not say, NO MORE OF THIS;   or you die.   Every life on the planet, lives or dies by this answer.  NOT BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO BE THREATENED IN THIS WAY;   simply because they are threatened by those who believe they can play god.  How is that sane?  It is terrorism.

We are threatened in many other waysbesides; foundations of civilization:   "We will just go get more"/ that no longer exist.  We are 7 billion people, roughly one person on every single acre of growing land on the planet; growing at 2 million per week.  Instead of the university killing us, we are also killing ourselves.  A NEW AND DIFFERENT decision must be made.

I do, "wish you well".

I do, believe you will have the opportunity to make your decision prior to things going truly bad:   so that you can change this future, which is clearly extinction/ TO LIFE.   No guarantee, "its only a belief".  Time is running out/ there are no second chances.  To be wrong, is to die.  Not a game!  Life or death for a planet.

Everything, is now in your hands!  To do, or not to do for life; it is a choice/ it is YOUR choice, to work/ to care/ to communicate/ to pay the price, whatever it costs;   because this earth and all its life/ its future,  NEEDS you to do so.  We cannot be wrong/ therefore we must do everything we can "to be right".  Or more correctly to identify what is true, and live within the parameters real respect, and a determination that accepts:   life for the planet MUST come first;  will allow.

I have completed my work.  The lawsuits are yours/ the information is yours/ ownership of the these sites, is given to you; so that any and all may use them as they wish; no excuses. Forty years or so of my life has been spent in this work; I have given enough.  Even so, if you do find your heart and soul; and work honestly/ I will help you, FOR LIFE;  if allowed to do so.

As to any and all concerns "about female and me"/   that is simply beyond my control as a spiritual battle lost; this is now the 7^th year past, since that moment began.  Whatever will be, will be; but this I guarantee:   I have not/ am not/ will not, in any way purposely try, or are trying, or did try to become "female".  This is a matter of need, a reality the world is about to die/ and there MUST be an answer!  I liked male/ if "he" had, had an answer; if women had been willing to talk; if the people hired to protect you, had been willing to listen to anything (many were told in numerous ways).  No such issue as female would have arisen/ this is a human crisis, and as a humanity we could have solved it! But they would not/ you the general public would not listen, the media ridiculed;  and I WAS desperate; the earth is, at the edge of extinction; whether you accept that or not, it is true;  so says the evidence.  Nonetheless,  ONLY A TRUE miracle of change, far beyond anything I can do;  is allowed "for me, & female".  However ridiculously unlikely that may be; the spiritual world is not a game.  As to all other issues or realities, simply put, I cannot control the spiritual world.  Once you pass beyond specific boundaries; you must accept the price/ it is not an option.  Very few enter here, into spiritual dimensions of truth itself; it requires a level of purity/ a critical purpose and desire established by respect/ and a distinct desire to learn; or you cannot go.  IT IS NOT "your excuse".  You do have to give your life to it, the essence of life by truth;  the cleaning out of all that is not true in you, as best you can/ or you cannot enter in.  Truth is not a game/ it is the foundation of life, and everything that life can be;  itself.   Only a complete fool, would fail to understand this, and try to enter therein.  MERCY is not a demand/ it is a request;   do remember that.

It is "a woman's way", to understand that only the law can help us here.  It is a "woman's way" to accept the simple truth/ war will not help here, we must all work together for a common goal.  It is a "woman's way" to acknowledge, once you have communicated all you can: the only thing left to do, is hope for truth and acceptance of the facts, shall lead/ or shall investigate as we the people.  A man's way is war, after it becomes clear/ NOBODY is going to listen, until it is too damn late.  War won't help/ it will destroy the last reserve's we must have to survive as a planet; that leaves "this must be granted, a woman's way".    Men have to choose, what is more important:   your pride, or life on this planet?   Make your decision.  Not a game/ it is our reality.  Go investigate, and prove the evidence is wrong.  Or accept.  EVERYONE has to choose: just like fixing up your own house/ cleaning your own apartment;   you don't get paid, and it is still a good thing to do, because it is your home.  This earth is our home, if we fail to take proper care of it/ then we lose our home; NOT about money anymore.  Our reality because of all that has gone wrong; simply requires "make a decision for the world".  Selfishness comes later, if there is enough.  Limited capitalism will give you control over society/ instead of the politician.  If greed won't die/ then you will.  Not a hard concept, just look at the evidence.  Each is responsible for their own decision/ your choice; don't get lost in blaming each other

Stop listening to the story tellers, with their fancy pictures, the majority of which they clearly made up/ and present to you as if it were real, instead of imaginary.  It is propaganda, and it is effective because you have no means of reference to test the words.  Not "common talk"/ so they get their way, without even a hesitation; do they not have an army/ control the propaganda machines/ have all the counterfeit money, lies can buy.  Indeed they do.  This is what happens when you let an economy be taken over by debt; "the liars/ thieves/ and cheats, can have anything they want; continually damaging society until it ends in civil war, because they stole so much".  Fantasy NEVER builds life, or society.  The price for all this counterfeit money SHALL be paid; the only question is it bankruptcy, or war.  Bankruptcy on "our terms, as we the people in charge through redress: will turn out completely different, than any other conception of power".  Either we the people are in charge, and will take control now;   or all you get is destitution, slavery, crisis, and extreme hate.  Not a good combination is it!

So lets talk just a bit, about common sense instead of delusion and fantasy;   since they could not prove a supernova exists with a burning core/ because it does not.  They blame the existence of neutrinos, which they describe as a trillion times smaller than an atom.  They say here is where all the energy went.  But lets review;   if it's a trillion times smaller than an atom, it has essentially no mass; which means essentially nothing stops it, because nothing reacts to it.  Which also by the law "an action must create an equal reaction" in time; that would also indicate if nothing can stop it/ then nothing basically started it, it simply "got picked up in the wind, of an explosive force" so to speak.  Is that not so; think.  Is it not more simply an attribute commonly called "dust"/ as in a chemical explosion (instead of "beyond nuclear" as we know it) is readily introduced at the point of action; but does not in fact hold the majority of the energy released, as dust.  Force, in time;  requires mass as well as energy.  Even so, this desperate answer does absolutely nothing to conceive of how the supernova increases in energy release by at least 3 times for an expansive amount of time, prior to exploding.  That requires fuel, no frivolous answer will do.