To be perfectly honest; I have never studied this problem, simply because it makes absolutely no sense of any kind. It is, just plain insane. I don't do insane; which means it cannot be studied intently unless you do/ I REFUSE totally. Insane is: "to fight against Creation itself/ to destroy what keeps us alive, and gives happiness, hope, love, and courage". So then all my efforts for forty years of combined work or so have been directed at the sanity of life, or more specifically: what the evidence itself will prove. Has been, and Is limited only by your own insanity. While during that time the religious have taken over "the universities" and proclaimed: we found a penny/ therefore we own the bank; and NOBODY gets a dime, unless we allow it. So to speak/ or more simply "university knows" is their religion. They have propagated with their pennies, endless stories about "all they know"/ but a search for truth, into their reality demands, "what complete failure is this"? Dumbass bastards; wherever life should come first/ they are last; and always demanding, "we know"/ even though they are a clear and certain tragedy. If that were not true, there would be FAR fewer life ending threats against us in this day.
So then the question returns: what does it take, to remove a religion/ and demand ONLY THE TRUTH knows. Truths are NOT stories or theories, they are fundamental foundations upon which life can be built, because we do understand. Not because you say, but because the evidence is real, and substantially able; to be understood.
For a short time, it seemed bribery would be the only solution for causing you to listen. Just like for a short time it seemed, "force and fear" would be required. But that realistically is false/ the only time people listen is when they face some form of catastrophe or chaos in their lives. Once fear or force interfere, panic arrives and all possibility of understanding disappears. Bribery just adds to the excuses. So then, To interfere in any part of reality, "this is what you caused"; is then simply to remove the very basis of truth that is required to shift your attention away from pride, power, and want: So that hopefully you can find your mind back before the last second of the last day. Just too late now. But at this point it is doubtful if you can. Nonetheless, for the sake of an entire planet, those who can, will try. How can you not: the threats we face kill everything, either slow or fast/ how is that truth: not proven clearly; this is NOT a game.
I am told, and it is plainly true; damn few people read/ fewer still care/ most don't and won't think for themselves/ and they won't stop wanting whatever they want long enough, to consider the consequences of life or planet until it is far too late. For a time, I did think: they will care about the money being stolen from them! But that proved untrue; all the people were either too concerned with getting rich themselves to be concerned with who got poor; even though it was you. One life after another thrown away for greed. Tell them that, and they would hate you or me; because after all, "when your perfect/ and going to be rich: you're a god" ain't that so? Doesn't everyone want your money; hell yes, even if that isn't true; ain't going to convince any rich man its not so/ got people begging; etc. Turns out, you cannot be convinced to work or conceive of anything beyond what you want most; not water/ not food/ not resources or work or environment or oceans or anything. Proven during that time, NOT EVEN FEAR, could disrupt your demand for greed. That is your truth, in and of this day. That did become obvious a couple decades or more ago/ which then required "something drastic" will have to occur before they can hear anything but pride, want, or their absolute thirst for power". During that time, I practiced rearranging my style of writing/ began adding in "bits and pieces of writing" in the hopes of creating some type of beginning understanding; and waited "too long". Something did, on "9/11". So I began in ernst thereafter; still none available to listen or conceive of anything but what I WANT/ DAMN YOU FOR INTERFERING IN MY WANT; YOU DAMN BASTARD YOU. "Thanks for that", by the way. Every conceivable method was used, including "the concept of a threat/ that should have been recognized by your policing agencies; as to why is he angry". But no, just more disgrace/ courts, no; just more disrespect/ leaders, no; just more tyranny, "we are rulers here, and nobody gets to challenge our power". Religion assumes, "he is either a terrorist to us/ or will change everything we don't want changed: WE DAMN WELL LIKE IT THIS WAY". And universities of course cannot hear anything but what they want to hear, or the stories they want to tell/ and this isn't it. Because their failures, make them look ignorant; or should be ashamed. Wrong is wrong; who wants that?
Regardless, this fight is for our entire planet/ and comes down to the simple extreme: how does one defeat a religion? The People who believe whatever they are told/ believe whatever they want to believe, and will fight or at least be angry "defending their gods". The place where truth does not matter, nor does the evidence of what this future will hold if you do not change. Where shame on you, does not register, "because they're gods". The "priests/ rabbi/ leaders by whatever name" do hold some sway; but as trials and realities of media all prove. THEY SURE AS HELL, ain't going to do nothing, that dissolves their pride or power; even if the entire world dies. "They would rather go to hell"! Fools is not a big enough word/ they will change their mind when it is too late; but that reality just means "worthless". End of their stories, end of their lives, end of this planet; just because pride could not admit being wrong. And for what? It don't make me "winner"/ I ain't playing a game. Which means in translation: this is strictly about life or death for our planet, its nature, and essentially ALL LIFE MUST COME FIRST. A FACT of life, not a theory or game or religion.
Once again, it is necessary to look within the diseased mind, that has become insane; and I don't do that. "Its not my job". To bribe, or provide the potential inventions that could change much; is to potentially destroy the catastrophe of bankruptcy for a world, ending that moment of clarity, when people understand "this was wrong". The chaos it will bring; is the very last chance to find a moment when humanity can hear something besides want, selfishness, power, or pride. Therefore it will not be done.
When the reality of greed is done; "took it all"/ and war is beyond question: "We will kill you for that". Maybe then. Nonetheless, Reality at that time, even for a few short seconds will be: "This is even more insane than we are living now"; lets find something else. Since you cannot comprehend life, truth, consequences, or reality/ that is all that is left for you. Even so; That rationale will not last long/ as there are always people hiding somewhere, that do intend to force war, and then pillage, rape, and plunder for themselves. Its what they want to do, surrendering law/ because "it didn't work for me". Once again, pride rules. Some call this negative thinking/ but from an historical perspective: what can possibly be challenged? The evidence never changes with men: this is what they do. They play a game with money until too many lose; then they wait awhile to let passions rise/ then they war, so they can steal it all back, and even more: without the disciplines of law. That is their plan, or more distinctly their reality, proven throughout thousands of years in recorded time.
Some would argue: if what you believe will work for humanity/ then you must continue with that, bribery or not; to at least buy us all more time. IF IT WORKS, and there is no evidence one way or the other so it is "a long shot"; at least until we see the proof of concept. I return again to the simple truths: you are bringing the same fire here as is on the sun/ could happen any day, since your experiments are going right now. You are mutilating all nature everyday and in every way: complete genetic collapse is eminent. While a momentary stop exists at CERN/ until the clear and certain disease of all these experiments has been stopped; your economy is irrelevant/ because no matter what you do: the future is dead anyway. You have no more time to play. Only a short time to decide to do better, and interfering in economic chaos will only aid those who terrorize the planet with their university religions. So then it is better, to leave it alone/ let you war if you must. At least the majority of horrendous experiments will be stopped/ although it is most likely humanity cannot be stopped, and your weapons of mass destruction will be released. So then no matter how you look at it, the "Don Quixote style quest"; that this has become, CANNOT be furthered by any means or method that I might take.
Just how it is. Leaving life or death for a planet; entirely in your own hands. I ain't your savior/ never was. This message of change or die HAS BEEN DELIVERED; without doubt or question. And it is apparent to me, that becomes the last stand in this "little war of mine". No soldier stands alone, unless the battle is won or lost. You must participate. You must decide to work for yourselves. For life first!
As for me, my body, my life continues to change. Oddly enough, my own body immediately started seriously growing "breasts"; as soon as the trial on www.trialforlife.info was done. The spiritual woman inside tells me: it is a reminder to any and all, so they can never say different: that woman was a participant in this work. In witness thereof, it is absolutely true/ I do concur, woman was necessary to finish this work. Unfortunately however, growing breasts was never my idea/ and I cannot stop them, or start them; completely beyond my control. It looks certain, "won't be hidden much longer"; so I tell you now, they have nothing to do with perversion. They are, without doubt nor question: simply between "woman and me"/ and I have no say. Strange or not, it is true.
I may choose to bring inventions anyway; without the concept of bribery; simply because I can. Simply because it is something to do, that interests me; in a time that requires patience. Or I may not, the biblical prophecy that applies to this earth turning into a lake of fire as is the sun; is described in Daniel 12. And that grants a time from the beginning of: the worst possible decision men can make (the beginning at NIF) to the end when in all probability the exowatt lasers (one million times more heat than 10 billion 100 watt lightbulbs) in a laser beam will be done. Or, said in another way: the energy you pay for in your house is "kilowatts used per hour=1000 watts continuously used over 60 minutes. One watt= 3.41 BTU's over that hour, or a thousand watts= 3,410 btu's of heat generated per hour. But for easy figuring lets just stick to watts. 1,000,000,000,000,000,000 watts times 3.41 btu's equals 3,410,000,000,000,000,000 btu's of heat. In a pencil thin laser beam. For the entire last month, my own electric usage was 696 (just call it 700) watts of electrical power divided into the number of watts above: that means it is an amount of energy if used for an hour of time (they don't), it would be the equivalent usage of electricity in 14,285,714,285,700,000 homes for a month/ in the heating season. Make no mistake they cannot contain this kind of energy for more than a tiny fraction of time: BUT during that fraction, the fire created is SO FEROCIOUS; that the burning/ even slicing of atomic materials (same fire as is on the sun), is all but a complete certainty. NIF can create this fire too, and are trying desperately; "they want to be gods"/ the risk just doesn't matter: "To terrorists".
With no doubt in my own mind, if NIF does fail, this exowatt laser will get the job done/ perhaps even lesser lasers. Neither money nor purpose extends beyond the date of that prophecy, until proven otherwise/ I find that not possible to believe. The machine will soon be ready, and I strongly believe it is enough.
The biblical prophecy puts the time frame at very close to reality this day; that comes somewhere around September 1, 2015. When from the beginning at NIF to the ending which is the exowatt laser: the worst decision humanity could possibly make, comes to fruition; or fire same as the sun; on this planet; take a look at the sun/ and see your future. If the prophecy is not correct, we can all be dead/ before this writing is published/ or destroyed by many another threat; all coming due very soon. I actually do find the prophecy a little comforting; on that account. "Hopefully a bit more time, for this world"; for you, to find your mind, if that is possible. That is of course mediated, by the reality of genetic holocaust, and its biological weapons released upon this world in the name of "university science". Its religion evolution, does not consume us first; that too, certainly can; its what pandemic's are made of. The collapse of the ocean/ disease in livestock/ loss of water; etc. Or your weapons of mass destruction, etc/ etc/ etc. It is a long list, all bad. Not negative/ just reality! Can't change it, if you refuse to look. IT IS like the man who built a rocket car, "going fast"/ it worked; but he aimed it at a mountain/ and forgot just how much space 300+ mph needs to stop/ or just couldn't control it. Oh well, he lived his dream: didn't he? Didn't you; took everything you could get your hands on as fast as possible: HELL what could go wrong/ "it's your right". Ain't that so! Alas, ignition has started/ the mountain is straight ahead; time to change your mind is all but gone. "Kiss your child goodbye". Isn't that the wise thing to do; well, if your not going to work anyway?
Some will argue this does not make any sense: he is quoting a biblical prophecy, and yet says he does not worship religion; he must be lying about something. Do you see the misdirection in that? To move the reality of threats against our very planet, realities of terrorism so extreme we all die: To "look at him first", instead. Go back and study these threats, find your decision in them, not me. At the other end of necessary, is the all but irrelevant fact that: I am not against religion that does not threaten our lives or planet. I do believe in GOD, AND IN JESUS; because the evidence is simple and plain/ and I have studied both; as best I can. The prophecy is noted: because as other prophecies that have been extrapolated in these works; it is simply coming true. I do find that noteworthy/ and have done so.
Still worshiping your money? Really, well obviously "it is, a religion itself" isn't it. Just call on your god/ what could go wrong? Ain't that so. HELL, money fixes everything/ why just throw it against the fire that consumes the planet; and its all better now. Or just throw it inside a body that is dissolving before your eyes; shit that will do it. Or just keep pretending "university knows" even though they are the creators of all the very worst threats life on this planet does face. "What's Armageddon for/ if you can't use it"? Ain't that right.
Nobody is coming to save you! But you do, have the power within your hands: to save yourselves/ from yourselves, and those who believe they can and are playing god. It's a choice.
The simple truth is: we cannot survive, as we are/ not even the entire planet or any of its life; because that, is what people chose to do. Because it is a choice/ reality says: if you decide to become sane again/ then you can choose differently. But history will prove, men return to the same things time and time again; which means no length of true time can be added, unless the leadership itself does change. Women are the only choice you have. They are different, than men. Yes, it will be "scary"/ because true change means: NOT the same anymore. But not nearly as scary as even the least of your current threats today; so the issue is moot/ doesn't matter at all. What has honor: begins with integrity, dignity, the demand for respect as life needs this to be, and a purpose that is beyond oneself, so as to create a better world/ it ends with whatever truth has designed, and life did do.
I do wish you well. But without true change "you're dead". Believe it or not, the evidence cannot be proven wrong: the entire purpose of the many court cases established for redress, RESTS ENTIRELY upon the demand, "investigate/ examine the evidence for yourselves/ and let the people decide for themselves what the future will be, BEFORE it is taken away". Your leaders, your courts, your media ALL DECLARED, "absolutely not". Religion leaders and others said no as well. Simple as that. All were absolutely positive "university knows"/ and no amount of evidence or truth to the contrary mattered in the slightest bit. That is a cult; "we are not wrong"/ regardless of any fact, we are believers.
I, cannot remove the religion in your heads: its up to you, to do that. "University knows" is a tragedy coming to destroy everything; so says the evidence. Find your mind. Find your own truth, even if the world does not: eternity comes, only "for the individual life". Eternity exists only for what, or those who are true. Consider that carefully.
Goodbye.
It seems, I am called back to review the last few books of Revelation; I don't know why.
Chapter 18. It begins with "another angel/ or more distinctly a different truth". That truth is the nation biblically called "Babylon the great"/ which is clearly the USA. As men do: when things go wrong, "they blame a woman". This nation: Falls on very hard times, for the reasons given. Verse 4. Is a voice not described, so we do not know who it is/ but it is mixed with revenge; so it is likely to be some form of religion; taking advantage of the situation. "You should have listened to me". They then construct a revenge of weapons of mass destruction, or something else horrible; coming "in one hour"/ we, are going to get you. You can see what they worshiped for themselves. The voice goes on to accuse the world. Cumulatively the message is, as it always is for religion: "you should have listened to me/ this is your reward for not doing so". Some will argue, "you too"/ isn't that plain as well. But I do not tell you to believe in me/ I ask you to review the evidence, investigate the facts, and find for yourselves any possibility this fate, these consequences tied directly to these truths cannot be wrong. That is different than saying "GOD will get you".
Verse 21 is a "stronger truth"; potentially a meteor falling or some such thing/ could be man made; could easily be the critical tonnage known to exist, as a small island in the ocean: which does appear as a threat, that can cause a large mass of land to suddenly drop into the ocean, causing a massive tidal wave to hit America. Your leaders know it is there, and yet they refuse to mediate this danger with something so simple as using bulldozers to push it into the sea first; so catastrophe cannot happen. Another decision failed. Even movies have been made describing what happens if a huge tidal wave hits the Atlantic coast of America; still no response/ as it is with every single threat that is about to consume you. "Oh well"/ must be "gods will" right. Ask any religious person/ yep, must be god's will. Oh wait, you were told/ you had plenty of opportunity to change the consequences; and you failed. "And all the people say" HELL NO, I didn't need to do nothing/ it ain't my job; don't blame me. Next phase of course is: HELL; KILL HIM, he's nothing but a damn troublemaker. Ain't that so.
Anyway, something cataclysmic IS scheduled to come shortly. Like it or not. Could be in the pacific ocean as well; you are shifting billions of tons of weight, due to global warming from one tectonic plate to another/ that has already had consequences in Japan. But the probability is the Atlantic version, in my view. Could easily be wrong/ however it is something cataclysmic; could be Yellowstone erupting. Which you also refuse to mediate by relieving the gas pressure.
Chapter 19; Begins with people who believe they are "the chosen ones" shouting, to or in America: "You, were evil/ and deserve what you got". It then changes completely.
The twenty four elders are "the 24 living laws of this universe; that which makes life possible"/ the four living creatures are: life from all corners of this universe. "GOD is GOD", is their statement to this earth. There is a message of "prepare". Or, more simply: "GOD" intervenes, by sending the necessary truths, and inviting all people's throughout this planet to join in. Some do.
In contrast to the beginning of this chapter is there is to be a wedding; a time to rejoice, and find peace in your heart, for happiness is here. I do not know who the woman is/ it is wrong to assume. Another truth steps into view, a servant demanding: if you clean your heart, you can be invited too. But make no mistake, none upon this earth can lead you: you must save yourself. Because it is from "yourselves" that the enemy exists. It is your own failures that threaten this planet.
Verse 11. The decision has been made: those who will fight for this earth arise. In this white stands for purity/ the horse stands for war; I do not know who the rider is; but it could be me. More likely it is "we the people of this world coming for what is owed/ by law. The war is a court battle, a battle with leadership to turn directions and respect this earth and its people has been done; as a path to follow. The rest is up to you. This description leaves little doubt, "he, or she is serious, and able/ and has authority". We the people must be the same. Verse 13, means he/ she/ or we, wears the reality of life being lost, the possibility of an entire planet dying: at all times. The name, word of GOD establishes, there will be evidence of a "message from GOD" to this earth. Verse 14 requires an understanding: that heaven is the place on this earth, where law does rule. Go anywhere that law does not rule, and there is chaos; consequently going back to the law is "like heaven" in comparison. So then it is with the law that they do come. The sharp sword is simply the ability to defeat with words those who arise against this process. An iron scepter is a weapon of the middle class: you have to work to build it/ work to earn it/ work to keep it. The winepress simply means: he, or she "takes the lies people try/ and removes their substance". So much so, he is declared ruler of the world: or more simply "the world hopes in this change".
Verse 17 begins anew. It simply describes that those rulers of this earth have been defeated; through these actions. Verse 19 sees the "university as the beast ( no respect for life or property or consequences, a violence)". This resurrecting itself, with some type of weapon/ but fails to regain its power. The false prophet who had led many people, and made them believe in what he said; some type of leader, is defeated as well. The signs are, truths uncovered; but unfortunately not truths that keep life alive; and so they are somewhat worthless; even the medicine is entirely dependent upon antibiotics, and you have given them away for nothing; they will die too. The leaders and their university are not given the opportunity to return. Those who refuse to surrender, and found guilty by all those who do observe "from the sky; tv". Find their punishment from the people themselves.
Chapter 20. The truth that holds the key to an abyss: is human want. A great chain is: the reality we face due to all the decisions that have already been made; they will be like a chain, because want cannot lead/ and we cannot survive what humanity wants. Either life or want will be sacrificed in its entirety. Want is the dragon/ pride is the serpent; devil or satan refers to the degree of power demanded. Gone for a "thousand years"; you don't get these things back. Verse 3 is a separation, to keep those who cannot contain their want away from those who can, and thereby live under the laws, that life must come first. The end of human time on earth here is; the end of resources/ the requirement, or reality that we must have these things: dies. Therefore the end is near, and people search for what they want; because they do begin to go insane: no way out of this, for me or you; death marches in for this planet.
Verse 4 judgment then comes. Mercy is given to those who were called worthless, because they didn't believe as the others, choosing life first. Those who believed only in university knows, are sent away: the people rule themselves. This is then, the scenario where people who did arise and fight for life on earth/ making it a place worthy; of GOD'S grace.
Verse 7 is an alternate ending. This one states, that power will continue to rule "regardless of "GOD'S grace to allow much more time". Humanity refuses the price, and continues as they are: the current situation. The university and leaders continue to deceive the world, calling for battle against those who believe that change must come. A let them die attitude for anyone, who demands to be listened too, regarding these threats. But these are too few to change the world/ and the world hates them, for the change they do represent. Simply: WE DON'T WANT THAT/ SHUT UP. Verse 9, does not let them win/ they are thrown instead into a lake of fire; which is presumably the same fire as in on the sun, being ignited on earth. Consequently not far off. Those who belong to GOD, "are saved from this". Not specific how. One city of people who belong to GOD, in comparison to an entire earth of people MEANS: NOT many are given eternal life/ NOT many rescued from the flames.
Verse 11 is an ending. The earth is dead of people. Humanity is judged forever; all receive what is due them, as life and truth demand. In this scenario; potentially the earth itself and its other life is saved/ perhaps even a few people. Otherwise, judgment will give: Some to eternal life/ most to eternal torment, because they killed GOD'S CREATION. Those chosen for life, will be few.
Chapter 21: the earth is replaced for those who belong to eternal life. This is: A different world entirely/ transported elsewhere if you will. There will be joy and happiness, a place of beauty that will not be denied. All is well/ except for those who failed themselves. But even they will not be able to contain their happiness.
Verse 9 begins with one of the seven truths, that destroyed this earth. I do not know which one.
Nonetheless, there is a new and very difference view of "life and GOD, and Jesus" arriving for these people.. There is a castle so to speak with twelve gates controlling those who can or cannot come into it: you have to be "reborn as one of the children, who inherit this right; a member of the family; so to speak". A place beyond imagination. Which means simply, admission here, requires a degree of purity and heart/ not found in them all. You cannot buy/ you must inherit by the truth, love, and life established in you.
Chapter 22; need is gone, for all who live here.
Verse 8. With reference to this prophecy, everything continues as it always has, regardless of the work or words here; those who can hear shall/ those who cannot remain as they are. Until the last days. Verse 12: truth decides. Verse 14 love decides. Verse 17 is the power to make changes/ the knowledge of what to do. So that the people can live, if you truly desire better than today. (In reference to the different endings of chapter 20).
Verse 18 is a man's warning, "to believe like me/ or like us, as is constant in religion".
This is perhaps the second time or so; I have read these chapters of the book called Revelation, in all my years. Consequently although it is not a perfect description of the prophecy given; it is still adequate for your needs, and may be "upgraded" as time goes by. Or probably not/ isn't necessary.
As for me, life decides/ not prophecy. I have no interest in leading you/ I cannot save you: what is necessary for life will be done: because this is a fight for the entire planet, believe that or not. I have done all that is necessary, to inform and deliver the message you do have a choice/ DON'T throw it away. I cannot do more than that, "without an army". That army is the law. That army has already defeated the opposition/ but UNLESS YOU ENFORCE THE LAW, it lacks substance, and cannot do anything to help you. I have done what I could do/ and the translation of these last chapters of Revelation testify to that. No more, is there a transition between what you can do, or will do: that decision is now made. Soon you will see the results one way or the other.
None should expect that the third option which is: GOD protects this planet from humanity, by eliminating those who destroy it. Is NOT going to be we all line up and get judged individually as in a courtroom. Far more likely is: the genetic mutilations already in place are allowed to create true havoc among the populations of men/ perhaps women too; and an immense die-off begins. It is, what you chose. But you also chose starvation, thirst to death, die of asphyxiation, etc. Regardless one of the three options, in Revelations; that have been described will soon control us all. Not because I say so/ not even because the evidence demands it: but because what is true will no longer be denied.
You must enforce your own laws, on your own leaders, and change yourselves to: let truth decide, what is best/ to let life decide for this planet what must come first; even if some die. That is your choice. That is what you can do, to limit the destruction of life and planet. Changing to life must come first in all things. It is your choice, if you make that decision. Even if GOD knows the outcome of this/ we do not, therefore remember to be alive, and work for life/ until your dead. There is no purpose in fear, no future exists for anyone as is the reality of our day/ consequently nothing is to be gained by demanding more time. It is irrelevant in eternity.
Even so, all or nearly all biblical prophecy has come true. Which makes it a true evidence of this time/ this future, on earth. What you believe is up to you/ not to me. Not my job. I remind you: that the book of Revelation divides at chapter 12: the place where what happens if only men are allowed to decide the ending, as in the first chapters ends. OR, as is current reality after chapter eleven: what happens if women do participate, and begin to change the possibilities for life on earth. They do, hold many keys for the future. But only if they accept the risk, and do the work as best they can. I cannot make them do anything, they must choose for themselves.
Men will not be allowed to lead anymore; one way or the other/ women must try. Believe it or not; we are simply too many people on earth, for any other way. It is the law, or chaos. It is life must come first/ or death surrounds us all.
This is, "the best men did do"/ and we soon drop off the edge into extinction; from a variety of threats they or their leaders did create. That is the truth. Having given their leaders ample opportunity to choose for life first today, and seek repairs/ they simply refused: demanding, "let the earth die/ we will not surrender anything". Because that, is what they chose; for real. It is real to expect: they believe they will fix whatever has to be fixed behind closed doors/ they will fail completely, because nothing about all these threats can be fixed without all the people joining in, with their own change in behaviors, or decisions. The Consequence of such a complete failure for men is, they will choose no more.
With the advent of these three descriptions in Revelation/ an ending or change being accomplished: one way or the other, has been decided. That does mean; The end of my job has been established; there literally isn't anything left that I can do to influence your decision/ it has been made. We all have to wait to see, what that end will be: but I can do nothing else, because the decision is made. So that is over/ the reality of a new direction for me too, begins.
Which brings three things to bear in my own life: not a savior, so it is useless to try. Not my job/ it is already done: "JESUS" is our guide. Not because it is now a "religious name"/ but because the man who established it: created a guide, to help you find "a spiritual world, or create an anchor to depend upon, or turned our attention to GOD and reminded all, "we are not abandoned". Described love, duty, responsibility, honor, courage, life, hope, discipline, bravery, and so on.
The second: although the prophecies of JESUS are largely "kind and gentle" for the masses. There is one, that indicates "the messenger could be killed". Since that messenger is me; one could argue "hide or whatever"/ but that is useless, and stupid in a world that can easily die before I do. It is pointless, and I don't care to watch you die, particularly not as an entire planet. So that won't be me, to any degree. Still, I dislike surprises, particularly when I am not fully prepared. So reality may require "a little more time, or preparation".
The third is: it has been decades since any woman has been allowed here, to walk with me in any way; simply because it was too dangerous. Hate understands "make him cry"/ unfortunately, that will remain for all time to come. Because I did wound those who worship power, pride, greed, hate, want, and selfishness/ they won't forget. Therefore A clear target IS NOT, a good plan. Consequently I do not recommend "anyone gets to stay long". Even if I would wish for that. The list of those who hate me is still very long, and will remain so; but with the probable end of this entire world in sight. Perhaps it is a risk, better left to women themselves, rather than simply to me. I don't, honestly expect any women to come; hardly worth the risk/ but to be honest with myself, it is an invitation if you accept the price. Not certain what I could give you, to make it worthwhile; its just not likely. I have talked here, about all I am going to/ can't stay long so its not for a future/ don't have money etc to spend on you; its just an invitation.
The critical question here is not sex; rather life, friendship, happiness, and so on. A few moments for me without "fighting for life"/ would or could be a "pleasant change". Not a request really. I am not unhappy, nor is it necessary. Just a moment of reflection I guess, remembering how much life was lost; for this fight. Still well worth the price; how can you let this world die, without a fight? It is beyond my comprehension. The evidence proves "it is for everything alive, here on earth". How can you deny that need? Everything is everything, including you, and everything you call precious, or valuable, or life, or child. There are no excuses. Only choices.
Nonetheless; Although reality states: "59 years old, half bald, toothless, growing tits, not rich, not pretty, bad ears; etc". NOT looking for sympathy, many with less. Just how it is; it is OK, just not pretty; "normal, sort of at least". A life called: Something normal, would be nice for a change; but that is for me/ you would have to ask for what you need. Kindly remember, "having a child, IS NOT a good plan under these circumstances or conditions"/ so please don't ask for that.
Hoping for something normal is probably simply moot/ the reality simply a "whimsical notion", too old/ too late/ life spent. On the other hand, life will be alright either way. Time will not matter greatly; I am fine; there is no real need. Just an invitation, that may or may not be "a good idea". Lots of things can go wrong; you shouldn't forget that.
The world however only dies once; just like people. So you don't get to be wrong. The evidence is strong; "last chance".
To be simple and plain: I do Add to the above, I have been "changed" these last years/ not kidding. Just not the same, my life is different. So my "value, relationship, just everything" to women is rather undefined; different. Very hard to describe; other than no men allowed with regard to anything but SIMPLE, PLAIN friendship. Perversion is your ticket to hell/ just don't do it.
Don't know why I am inviting really; it would be nice, but so would "ten thousand other things" over the years. Just mumbling along, I guess; trying to get a grip on my own "new reality". Been fighting for life, a long time now; seems strange, its over. Life is strange. Need a different direction or something/ changed, different, a bit lost; not the same.
One last thing with regard to "just saying hi/ or whatever it is"/ IF YOU DON'T WISHED TO BE TRACKED, thereby known who did or did not come here; IT IS, ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY, if you want to be sure/ that you don't want to be known. TO REMOVE THE BATTERY FROM YOUR PHONE, INTERNET CONNECTION, ETC. Even the ones which don't send gps/ because they can still track you, "your phone is in touch, with the towers and can triangulate you". With or without a phone call being made. I am told, "turning it off/ is not enough". the rich and powerful and proud don't want you, it is true/ however they would like to control me. For that cause no-one can or will be considered "too valuable" not to be lost, for an entire planet. Even though, I am no longer critical or necessary to that fight. No trust exists/ no trust will ever exist: that any price paid will be honored. It simply does not exist, in me. Therefore no "deal" will be made/ apart from cursing those who would try.
"See, still a bad choice even to invite anyone"; yet it still seems necessary to do so. However you should consider, the list of enemies includes all of the most powerful, richest, and proud people in the world: NONE of them want to share power with "we the people". They are even willing to sacrifice a world, and every living creation on it; to prove that. And they have.
They have let me go this far/ because I give them information they cannot get anywhere else; but one sign of "the people know"/ and that will change. It may change soon anyway if they think, I will or have quit giving what they want. Honestly, Just not a good plan for you to come. Therefore I guess this is just my way of saying, "I would if I could". I do wish you well, regardless.
Patience is now required; While we wait to see your choice; for a whole world. I am not angry or sad or whatever: I did do, what I had chosen to do/ and that is enough for me. You have your chance. The spiritual woman who aided me was true to her words: time was granted, for you to understand: you do have a choice. What those who control your choice do or don't do for you; what needs to be done: I cannot help you with that. Without bribery, just adding excuses to avoid truth. Anything left, that I could do requires "tons of money" to by communications for this purpose; and that is unnecessary/ because if people "come out of their own religious coma"; they will do it for themselves. You can spread a "viral image on the internet throughout the world" in just a few days. Which means this message can be delivered by you without mass media or the power that controls the propaganda fed to you everyday. Take a better look: leave your television etc alone for a few days, and then go back to itemize what you do hear: killing/ violence/ failure/ temptations/ control/ manipulation; a gun will solve it or no we need more rules (to control these damn people); etc/ etc/ etc. Just a thought, identify what makes you a cult? The answer is; as is consistent with all forms of mass hypnosis, "we must all believe, the very same thing". That makes the expert "god, or the devil"/ and that makes the cult real. Try thinking for yourself, instead of being told what you think, and shoveled full "of experts".
Any other writing would be, "as a diary"; more than for anything else/ maybe, maybe not. I did do, what I could, for life on earth. That is the plain and simple truth; perfect is irrelevant. No one is perfect, all we have is "the best we can/ or, the best we did do". All the rest, is up to you. Believe it or not. Not a game, the evidence and its reality are consistent with enormous threat. Even just the melting of ice in the ocean constitutes a major food loss for life that inhabits the oceans. Because a lot of food, initiates on the bottom of ice. Do you not see a problem, when ice flows the size of the United States of America are lost in a single year! You are in far more trouble than you can even imagine. Do the best you can. That is all anyone can do. No one actually does better, "than the best you can do". They are not more/ you are not less, its just "shades of grey".
In consideration of a probable last writing; it does seem necessary to provide a little instruction on dating and the realities of man to woman or woman to man "hopes and dreams".
1. You cannot buy each other, and if you can; respect is not involved for you, its either about a trophy or money in some other form. The relationship will probably die, or at least not be fulfilling to either.
2. You cannot threaten, without the loss of trust. That includes women who demand "I am pregnant" either real or not; when its entire purpose is to manipulate the man.
3. A man, does not desire a slave or servant in woman/ if he does, he is not a man; and lacks the foundations needed to overcome "boy"/ or less. A man does desire woman. Woman is, the elemental essence of a life that compliments his own existence/ and offers the same for her. In this "we share life"; and with that, the existence of love will desire, to share body and time as well. Do you understand the difference?
4. A woman, as best I can tell: searches for trust, and defines securities as the foundation for building a better life for herself; consequently you do "become better looking" if you can provide these things. If not, you can be used for sex/ when necessary.
5. Access is the single ingredient that determines the majority of relationships between men and women. Without access you have no opportunity to establish a conversation, and remove the obstacles that one or both desire gone. It is then about the competition; and that includes freedoms, purposes, money, other people, and so on.
6. Sex is not a game, there are real and true consequences; that can and many times are "life-changing" for one or both. Sex requires an intimacy that shares the experience with your heart. If the heart becomes sad, so will your life. If the heart becomes overjoyed; so will the possibilities of your life, and romance begins. If both are not ready for that, it will end badly. If you remove heart from sex, as most do (I was hurt): then it is only lust. Lust is simply using the other persons body for your own purposes.
7. Love, is not a bribe! Love is a free will gift, that when accepted belongs to the one who received it; and is lost from the one who gave it/ unless it is returned with honesty and truth. That means although it is free to give away/ it is not free for the giver, and must be earned first. Love is a treasury formed from trust. It is the ability and desire, to accept this reality for what it is, and value the concentration of work that will be required to make it yours. Love is a reality assembled, in the search for destiny. Destiny is the desire, and therefrom inner purpose of your own life that seeks "what is real, beyond your own heart". Love separates itself from hate, because they are exact opposites, and can never be shared in the same relationship. Love is a passage between life, and its gift called the freedom to express and experience what it means to be "ALIVE". To share that life, in a relationship that understands, "I will never do you harm/ but seek only your happiness; treasured as an equal with mine". Begins the journey. Seeks the soul, our (the identity of our personal truth) relationship with life itself. That life from Creation, blesses us each one: with the gift called miracles. That we may indeed understand and respect the reality, of value/ treasure/ and love given to us already in this time, and as this life shared by those who can multiply happiness in us. Love is not a game. It is a distinct decision, to walk away from what has been known/ to a new and different destiny shared because trust, developed through respect: did lead the way.
8. Women want/ and they do believe men are the "passenger train" to that want: "just climb aboard" and they take you where you want to go. Men want/ and they do believe "sex is free/ until they are abruptly told different. Consequently the most prevalent lies between men and women are about sex/ and they have not changed since the beginning. The right to participate in a decision is elemental to freedom. Without freedom there is no happiness sustained. Therefore when you assert "I owe/ or I own" all aspects of sex change. Sex is not free/ men are not a free ride: how is that not simple and plain?
9. Sex is: a tool for most, to gain access/ and grant time, to learn a little more before committing to love itself. Not necessarily a bad thing, if you are prepared and ready for "a lifetime commitment": WITH all the tools of age and more that is necessary to carry it through. However it does NOT allow you to become intimate in life itself/ sex will only teach you about want, and needs. It hides all the rest/ and the bedroom can be very hard to escape. That is the price/ unless it becomes even less. Sex is: an aid to the heartbroken, if it is honest, "a decision to help". But it comes with the expectation of a commitment, that cannot then be broken without causing more pain. Consequently, it can be necessary in certain situations, to help someone through a crisis. But at all other times, it seems clear; NOT going to help in the long term unless you are willing to stay. Even so, tears can be very real; and you just have to make a decision and live with the consequences. Sex is: a weapon for some, and a trophy for others; both fit into the same category because as a violence it is abuse/ but as a trophy it is using the other; perversions fit here as well. Fundamentally the same, although the intensity is very different/ the purpose, is the difference itself. Sex is: a violence beyond all aspects of sexuality, when it is bought or sold. The violence is a rejection of life as a miracle, as a value and resource to be treasured/ and becomes nothing more than a material to be worn, or worn out: by those who use it.
10. "Making love" IS NOT a fundamental of sexuality. RATHER "making love" between man and woman is the joining of hearts. Your heart is: the expression and purpose of your life, joined to a decision that shares your love. That which you have already earned, by understanding life is more than want, power, or pride. Therefore our heart becomes the expression and purpose of what we have earned together, because we shared what soul (life itself, as identified by miracles) gave to us both, from the beginning. "Making love, through a sharing of sexual experience": beyond the disciplines and reality of heart. Requires a treasury established by GOD/ through or in your own relationship with HIM. You cannot give what you do not own, therefore this is only for the brave. Or more simply "You must earn it first"/ or there is nothing to share.
11. Having children for the purpose of gaining money or property or ease/ OR FOR ANY REASON other than to share love and life; giving happiness as best you can. Is the same as raising livestock. Your decision, and this life, is here because you want the money. How is that fair to a child? Stop it. That does not mean, you don't or can't love a child that is used for money. It does mean: you are making bad decisions that impact significantly other lives. Choose only love/ and don't accept less. Do understand, "family come with it, including extended families"/ and needs come with it, that must be met. NOT A SIMPLE DECISION called want. This is a real life decision with consequences that last a lifetime for all. Do not simply decide, "I am going to have a child/ and use you": both must be ready, as best you can. WITH HONESTY! The failure to respect these limits; ends in heartache for all. The list of tragedies assigned by these simple decisions is very long. A child was NEVER intended to "fix you"/ YOU are suppose to be the anchor for your child, to fix their problems, and address their concerns honestly, and listen to their view of the world, so that life will continue with love and happiness: by sharing/ YOU first, and most, and always. But remember this: without the relationship that serves to support, be it male or female; what is simple becomes hard, what is fair becomes a gamble, and what is necessary does seem like if it is not "slavery". Respect each other ALWAYS, listen and care.
12. I end this, with the elemental truth of ownership: you can own ONLY YOURSELF, and that includes YOUR body. No one can own you, nor can you own them or their body either. Marriage does not change this/ nor does any other form of contract or assumption; religious or not! That means only love can bind you together/ only love can hold you together/ and only love can discipline the heart enough to keep you together sexually and in all other ways. The rights of a child, as well as the rights of a marriage or sexual partner: are governed by love. When that fails, it is up to society to decide, "as we the people" for ourselves: have chosen, what must be done. Demanding ownership is not an option. What is fair, is the same for all/ no exceptions.
RESPECT EACH OTHER!
In aid of that; women should know, that a penis is merely a toy to men, it is irrelevant unless you want to use it; but does come with hormones not unlike women I suspect. Which means simply "it is natures way" of saying use this periodically. A penis can easily grow from a very small size to even 7 times larger; therefore what you see, is not necessarily what you get. A penis needs no respect/ although those who learn how to use it properly do deserve a little; that requires honest work/ not free. Boys must learn to respect/ they do not know from the beginning, "its just a toy; a switch turns on, and you're done". Until some type of damage is done.
What I know of women is this: that growing breasts are certainly NOT a toy. Those that grow on me, "beat me half to death"/ to grow more than a little. NOT fun or games. Respect them. I don't know if it is the same for women or not; but I am absolutely sure, "it isn't a game, not a toy: JUST DIFFERENT/ really different; you can't imagine." There is more, but I really don't know how to describe it. Respect them, they earn it.
Being male or female is much harder than the other thinks; not a game, a fact of life. Some fail, some rise, some never learn, some do well. The difference is respect, discipline, courage, truth, love, and acceptance of reality. Do the best you can/ why be less than you are?
I do complain a bit: I would have liked more choices/ but the fact is, I chose and lived according to what was most important to me. It should be the same for you. Not because it is "life the way you want it"/ but because it is "life, as our reality, and my truth demands it must be". There is a difference. Same for you: identify what is true in you/ establish what is real that you can do/ and search for the understanding, the means, and the values, that are necessary. Or want, is all you really have. Be patient and kind, honest and gentle where that is respected; and be happy, "that you lived the desire inside your heart/ and became the truth you were destined to be". As best we can, let love and truth/ trusting in "the miracles of life itself"; be our guide. Not a game: "life accepted". Life alive inside.
One last reminder: the spiritual world is no play ground! Open the wrong door, and your life can be over/ changed/ trapped (cannot understand means, no way out) or lost. However to choose what opens those desires which give meaning and understanding to life: those truths which build and create value, knowledge, disciplines, and law; therefrom a great blessing will exist. The choice is yours, but so is the price of being wrong; even being curious can be very high/ or desperate. As for me: in desperate need to find a solution for how this world could survive, I did in fact open the spiritual door to female. Woman came out, found a door in me/ war started (not hate/ who gets to control); and my life has never been the same at all. I have not won a single battle, not small or large since, with her. She does interfere little/ but can easily control much. Which did prove to be absolutely necessary; for the purpose of my life and work, as is: This message of; "change is required, or you will die as a planet". The passions of male were NOT "patient enough"/ gave up on you. It was the right door for life/ not such a good plan for male. Do you understand? DON'T open "opposite gender doors". Its called opposite because you won't understand. Even if you think "surely I can"/ "it is a foreign language" that requires the parts and pieces necessary, or it cannot be interpreted. That is my advice to you. I don't know why me/ "just a plain ordinary, brown paper bag (common), kind of guy". Just more determined than the rest, for life; maybe. No real clue.
I know, that you don't understand what "spiritual woman means or is"/ spiritual anything, even though all will enter in death. So I tell you this: any truth that invades your life, has consequences. Fundamental truths are eternal. She has made a home here, and I do have to live with her; no other choice exists: I CANNOT throw her out, she is too pure. A truth has strength by its purity to a single purpose; I don't know what that is, apart from to or for women.
Don't interfere as men, it is extremely dangerous for you, with consequences that exist in eternity. Only women are allowed; even though I don't know exactly what that means, or is going to mean.
"The spiritual world IS, a dangerous place"/ make one mistake, or do the right thing in this case: "your message is completed, ONLY because a truth belonging to women, came here, and joined me". I AM, grateful for that, consequently she is invited: fifty years of time, roughly 40 years of work, to prepare/ learn/ do/ etc: completed because she came. The price is not so high considering.
Even so, eternity can change for you too; prepare as best you can: learn what truth is, and choose only life, NOT time. Leave that behind, or life will leave you behind. This "spiritual oddity" was just an act of desperation, as what was strictly male: COULD NOT find any answer that would survive. Ten years I looked/ it is impossible. There is no answer in men; no reality that will not turn back to what men have proven is their way. The future just didn't exist in male, as leadership. Simple as that.
Nonetheless as for me, I am not unhappy; so far at least "its just a different experience ( a learning in progress)"; the rest of the time "more or less similar at least".
That is the end of my work for you. I don't know how it all ends, for you or me. Not a game, believe it or not. Just simple and plain. Time will prove what is true.