The question is: WHAT IS DEATH?

THE SIMPLE reality; it is the end of the rhythms in energy that give your body time. These are the measurements of your biological clock/ the end of time is the end of your body & mind/ as it become the disintegration of your mass, and the reduction of your composition into its respective parts. This is NOT the end of your life/ it is the end of "measurable experience". Leaving existence as that dimension of truth that reveals your decisions as life. Life is thereby a truth that leads to the decision that becomes our experience, expressions, values, JOY, and above all; "the ecstacy of LOVE". OR if you are not worthy, to abandonment and evaporation. The development of all things life, YOU are not worthy to hear/ even a little bit will cause considerable arrogance, and its companion violence. Many would then attack life itself with even a greater intent to "play god". It shall not be given/ but reality says small things will; PRAY then that the mutilation of disciplines shall NOT terrorize you, for the remainder of human time. And hope that people will find honor instead of the simple pride of fools, and the demands of "honorable men, shall replace the constant descriptions of, little boys ". May women find their place as the compassionate embrace of respect, as their gift of love, for all humanity.

I DO PRAY FOR YOU, PRAY FOR ME AS WELL.

In the discussion of consequence, as it relates to the dimension called death the following applies: the humanity ends, "as a pirouette"; on quick look around/ and then you fall down. All relationship to body or mind ends/ and life takes over. Life is NOT a "rhythm", time is a rhythm & body plus mind respond accordingly. Fix the rhythm, and body plus mind work, as designed. THIS WAS the primary healing method of JESUS ! As written in the bible.

The dimension of death, is a consequence of energy, as it escapes the boundary called time. WE will NOT discuss this further. LIFE IS A TRUTH! Therefore it exists by its own law, but requires energy to survive. Therefore life MUST enter within the energy as it passes from time into creation. Creation means here: the power to change existence into life! THIS discussion is over.

Discussion then begins as the reality of our existence, understands death is coming for us all. Nothing is hidden/ you know this is true from a very early beginning. The reality of man/ woman/ & child simply stands at the boundary of time: cursing/ swearing/ lying/ & stealing from one another: all because the fear of death grips you so very hard. Therein the countless exclamations of "I WANT" came to be/ because you fear so much. The question before you today and for forever (such as it is to be for you) is: WILL you surrender your fears/ that you may change and live? So that the intensity of your want, can be tamed? The answer is up to you/ but the reality exists only by the truth you live, rather than the decision you make. Fear is in the evidence presented to your eyes/ NOT the evidence presented to your heart. The eyes see decay, deterioration, tears, & loneliness "as darkness consumes the body &mind". The HEART (that life inside called the will to live) "sees life", as the blessing of experience/ the honesty of moments/ & the expression of freedom worth surviving for, it understands the concept of love and lets you believe in eternity. THE SOUL, explains in miracles, the treasury of all we have been given/ the respect for our lives given to us, through the understanding & the opportunities of both knowledge & wisdom: and the LOVE exhibited within the very simple truth that we are capable of more than we could even have found ways to ask for. What do you lack, is your health and harmony, your senses and mind and body to little for you/ WHAT is not a gift to you? Are you not a miracle really.

Life says; the existence of love alone should be the evidence of an opportunity beyond body or mind. The addition of sexual intimacy, the reality & consequence of touch, warmth, & hope; a gentle nudge within the expectations of greater possibilities through honest & honorable relationships in respect: more so, than simple experience allows, does not thought enter in? Thought is the truth, that we are not alone/ as true thought exists only within a relationship with truth that does not abandon life. The evidence of JESUS and HIS impact upon this world, establishes the disciplines of reason in all who hear them. Reason means: to choose one direction or the other. But all humanity focuses on the evidence of loss/ just like all humanity focuses on the "very rich" and says, "I WANT/ but never on the very poor, disabled, or sick to understand what a real BLESSING means". Blessing means an opportunity even for the unworthy; even the outcast; even those who fail BADLY, to begin through change, to build a new and better life for themselves. Did you not choose to ruin the old life/ therefore you must build the new one, with help if you pray.

BALANCE informs us; because the body is balanced, as was the entire planet/ that balance is not only important & fundamental to our creation/ it is primary to our existence as life here on this planet. The failure of balance/ is the failure of life! DO think about that, as you continue to consume and destroy balance everywhere you go. In this same vein, man is a balance to woman/ and woman is a balance to man as well. As these are investigated, the composition of one thereby reveals the other/ the desires of one, an insight to the desires and needs of the other. Balance is a critical and distinct development to the structures of life. What cannot be defined by balance; is the formations called true desire & honest decision. Want is NOT a true desire, or an honest decision/ it is the evidence & expectation of the intent to hide from your life, by presenting it with want as a distraction/ and covering truth with lies therein. The strength of character, cultivated by the best of humanity; is simply balance, that forms into the structure of a soldier, "military or not". Soldier, in a man's world means: we are literally joined by our need for each other/ there is no room for selfishness, no room for treason, & no room "for curling up into a ball, under the covers/ and whimpering: life is either yes or no". As yet, I just don't comprehend what is balance from a woman's view. Apart from this; men look to each other as comrades, "one for all & all for one. While woman seems to focus on MUCH smaller "family structures", expecting men to surrender a portion of their "nobility" for the purposes of wife, and then family. The wealthy as a group/ are FAR to selfish to be either soldier, or noble/ and only barely comprehend marriage or family; yet nearly all of humanity WANTS to join their ranks/ YOU are very foolish! Because love cannot accept pride, lust, greed, selfishness, or any of the things these bring; But all except love, are exhibited in money.

The question of want, or how to lie & secretly steal from the others/ HAS ALWAYS been a game, of how to manipulate the majority into believing they are less/ because of some "little excuse" used to say "I OWN the trophy". Without winner or loser, there is NO true want/ merely need & the inevitable desires for pleasant surroundings (that are suitable for life), and a little fun. Happiness assembles from your joy! Are YOU thankful for the miracles & gifts, that are your environment, & your personal world? If yes, then you are happy. If you have found others to share, care, & love you; then you are honorably happy and at peace because of the harmony in your life. If you have not found others/ then life is harsh, simply because you are not loved in your mind: look to your heart & soul, because GOD LOVES YOU, And HE WILL help you.

Balance as true desire assigns the dimension of hope to assemble "an absolute perfection/ a place of JOY without regard for anything but love, "the critical machinery of hope". Balance then assigns truth to create the critical foundations wherein life may survive, and find love, by accepting order and its truths, disciplines, and costs; patience is necessary. Between these levels of discipline, decision comes to mean: will you be honest; to understand and then choose wisdom/ that these desires may exist, expand, & grow in you? It is your choice.

Returning to death, and the consequence of life/ rather than body. The framework of your association with life is based upon desire/ decision/ & love. These three determine destiny, therefore these 3 establish what the energy shall do to you/ as you choose to enter or be left behind. Left behind means: abandoned without claim to life, hope, death, or energy/ discarded as debris. The term ghost, describes these powerless images of life/ just before they vanish eternally. "A ghost" has absolutely no power over humanity, or anything else/ not ever, nor do they exist long. They are the LOST SOULS destined to disappear and evaporate/ it is the price of their fears. Death is the end of your time/ but the beginning of your eternity; all who believe in some type of religion believe this: DO YOU NOT? Therefore if you do believe, then you do know that time is irrelevant because eternity is all that matters. If you enter eternity expecting "slaves and wealth and powers" or anything like it/ your destiny is PRISON OR HADES (ETERNAL DAMNATION). If it is prison, for each time you complain/ you will descend deeper into death. Your eternity begins in the quest for life! IT IS NOT, a free gift/ it is an opportunity provided by JESUS For those who have chosen to work for life. The lower levels of heaven provide & present mercy and the intensity of your own happiness & love; you will be given freedom within your own expressions an environments of peace & harmony/ YOU WILL have friends.

The question of energy & life discovers the existence of thought. Life itself forms the basis "in chains" of links that form the foundation of truth/ thought creates the ability to join these links as a chain, here order begins. This is more than enough of this discussion.

True death is then more simply the failed relationship between energy and its composition of borders/ true rhythm, as the essence of our ability to organize ourselves/ & thought, the creation of vital networks in harmony that give us order and the pursuit of happiness, with the encouragement of love.

The question of dreams arise again, as another has occurred. Dreams ARE very rare for me/ as I am either truly asleep or awake; having then the night to ponder & reflect upon the associations of body, mind, & spirit. There are 3 distinct realities in actual dreams (a dream occurs without your help/ not as a result of it). The most common I suspect, though I have never experienced it: the dream is used by the mind to generate & decide upon the validity of hate/ and the initial consequences of anger, as it supports your perception of revenge; these are your desires for hate. The second method used by the mind is the interpretation of body desires by participating in the mental consequence of allowing various perceptions to play out "as a happiness for you"/ this is then the opposite of hate/ but is neither sharing/ caring/ or love. Because you can only express or understand a relationship from one side/ yours. These are your desires for life, as you believe it should be, for you. The third description of dreams is different/ this is a relationship between your soul and your mind. It extends the definition of mental participation in the decisions of your destiny by awarding the mind with illustrations that require a critical look at the potential consequences to basic life processes/ through the decisions you are already making. These are "last chance offerings" to change your mind. The illustrations are a mixture of common & uncommon definitions to establish a different level of thought. Potential consequences here are NOT, "as illustrated"/ but exist as respectful reminders to the extremes of different patterns of behavior and how they function to create our physical life.

There are certain to be ridicule/ innuendo/ assertions/ grave misunderstandings/ & critical failures to communicate or understand the meaning and intent of my life or the "recent allowances in the composition of me". There will always be those who express ridicule, become antagonistic, or are just plain apathetic to the words and meanings delivered to you. it is up to you/ how you perceive the message and the messenger. If you desire to understand me/ then just be simple and plain in your understanding; do not attempt to establish a plan or a purpose beyond what is described: it doesn't exist. No hidden agenda or desires exist/ my true purpose is: TO HONOR GOD & JESUS Because life and eternity are valued by me/ Or as a secondary experience, to learn from life as best I can, as a preparation to HONORING GOD & JESUS / or to simply prepare for eternity; death is irrelevant. My own reality is critical to learning/ therefore to learn I must pursue knowledge as it exists, for me to pursue; I make NO interpretations of it, I do NOT assume anything, I refuse to let an expectation define anything. In whatever form knowledge presents honest wisdom, through understanding/ that is my learning. Love is my hope/ but truth is my guide & prayer follows truth wherever I truly do not understand how to proceed. Some will ridicule this reality too/ assuming prayer is useless/ because they didn't get everything on their "shopping list". Prayer IS NOT, "So you can make GOD Your slave"! Instead it is a request when you are at a complete loss/ for the help you must have. Consequently I too, learn to pray the hard way/ living a variety of behaviors that turned out poorly. One of particular consequence was an acceptance to be "cool; without a need or particular concern for anyone/ completely confident within myself". Apparently GOD Got tired of me doing this/ and for a week, at every turn and in every way presented evidence that I had made a wrong/ bad decision. My failure was to honestly appreciate all life, all other life forms, and all things about life and the interactions of other people. The lesson included a continual comprehension of " a border about to be crossed" into the environments of hell and hate/ the place people go to amuse themselves within their own pride. After a week, "my confidence to decide destiny for myself ended/ & I learned not only to be careful; NOT to be stronger than necessary, and more honestly aware of the true needs of others/ but also to pray that my own path never be so foolish again. Wherever I lack knowledge to assume a decision for myself/ it is here prayer becomes an honest request, SIMPLY: I desire to be true, and to HONOR JESUS AND OUR GOD . This is NOT a reality or a statement open to interpretation/ it is simple and real. I am therein inviting you to do what you can do/ carefully analyze & define the detail / establish the question and the answer by fundamentally expressing "the links" that ARE understood/ and wait for wisdom; by using my own life as an example. This is NOT intended to produce a simple trust, or blind faith/ but to establish the relationship stability enter in strength, to assign courage to the next step in the progression of knowledge that is farther away, than time allows; it is the beginning steps in an ascension in thought, by the process of deliberate interaction beyond the boundary secured by fear. Therefore baby steps away from the simplest methods of living. What is complex always descends to the level of your soul, to prepare you for the next journey. This is necessary for life in freedom; do not be afraid, there are "angels to tutor you". An angel her is a friend called knowledge, joined to a trust called understanding; wisdom thereby comes forth to give you aid.

It is apparent, that my training as a man is over/ therefore to remain here, I must enter within the complexities of a woman; or time will hold no value for me. by many definitions & consequences the statement above is severely out of balance. Therefore life must become truly different so that on reality may not interfere with the "other new reality". I am still completely unprepared/ but none the less ready for this/ but I still have no clue how to begin. Truth does NOT end one existence, without reality prepared for the next; the foundation of this statement is correct/ but the actual facts of what, when, how, where, or critically understood as why are as yet unknown. So I must wait, and prepare the patience required; "to understand I am the participant/ not the authority". Waiting to "die as a man/ to become a woman"/ really is the hardest experience I have yet been asked to endure; because the possibilities of change are so very different than I am. Surrendering the "male experience" is also harder than expected/ simply because I am familiar with it/ it fits me, & life seems fragile & vulnerable without the basic frameworks of a structure I have lived within my whole life. Perhaps this too, is feminine.

Framework stands for the base acceptance of man in simple trust, is defined by these simple expectations:

1. I will defend as necessary, with body and life

2. I will prove my life has value, at least to me/ by accepting my responsibilities.

3. I will accept the responsibilities of my life, are my own/ and honor them.

4. I recognize duty, as the respect that honors me.

5. Honor means, death shall never have authority/ because I believe in the relationship of life and soul.

6. Honesty understands reality, and reality shall decide, as best truth can explain it.

7. Woman is more than friend, she is the expression of my life/ beyond myself; beyond time as a man itself, because this relationship will be judged.

Structure is what you build from these things/ bonds are the desires which cause you to build the way you do.

"As a woman to be", I do not understand the framework or the complex relationship of desire, to decision/ that becomes the feminine mind. Therefore my spirit too, lacks the beginning of an introduction beyond the outer walls of fear to the true essence of her soul. I am at least starting to recognize tits as part of my body. A shower aided, "dividing the water into 2 lines that fell from the nipples" I thought it odd, the water would choose these paths, but found a sensation I could feel. It is at least a beginning; I have noticed they are also far more dramatic than a man suspects/ heated they grow, cooled they shrink slightly, pushed "they growl", and they are temperamental besides. Men don't think about tits/ they are just toys. Even though men do stare, because "they softly whisper woman" a fact we do listen for and desire. What then are a woman's tits to man: either a warm & gentle plaything if we are close/ or the evidence of all we lack in our lives, that woman is if sent away. Size is irrelevant, if you have a little/ unless you play the game of trophies "I win/ you lose, because I got what you wanted" big tits are desirable to men/ because all men easily see "he is with her"/ even the blind figure it out without conversation. It sounds unlikely, but there are many lovely women, that from a distance require a second look just because men dress that way too at times; and we check for tits to decide. [the last thing we want to be is wrong here, and when your eyesight is a little poor, if you look a tenth of a second too long/ you will get bitten]. Men who play the game of trophies/ are not men, they are little boys who have never grown up; leave them alone/ they are not worthy of you. Women today, do the same thing playing the same games; in a man's world that means "the woman is unimportant/ only the game matters, and the prize". To establish a better world, women must learn to control the barrage of "woman's insecurities" that apparently controls their lives. The demand to: challenge men to run the gamut of hostility that extends from "thank you for noticing me/ to all degrees of I hate you/ you potential rapist/ you perverted bastard, you should be beaten with a club, or as women we should gang up on him "he ain't one of us". Women to, demand absolute control over what may be viewed and when/ or they become afraid; this too is a failure. Something I will not accept: something that has been generated as a necessity of caution/ that then became a tyrant & ruler of many lives; it is also a failure of men, for making them afraid/ a failure of life, because every fear ruins every life it touches. You are a foolish generation is so many ways. To accommodate change, men and women are going to have to be honest with each other in their sexuality/ no exceptions, YOU MUST talk to each other and find ways to deal with each other as equals. Needs are to be addressed/ realities are to be assigned/ and people are to be friends; which means I help you honorably, and you do the same for me. I can trust you.

Critical to change are the behaviors that initiate the curse of fear. Oddly enough both young men & women contribute to make it so. Young women want to prove they can get & hold on to or manipulate a young man/ young men want to prove the same: BOTH do so to prove to themselves and to their "friends and enemies" that they can win the prize. NOT all behavior is this way/ but a significant amount, enough to generate bad behaviors. Sexuality introduced before the true possibility of friendship generates a mistrust, because trust will be broken/ expectations will occur and be squelched by one side or the other. It is the end of friendship, rather than the beginning of a relationship/ the result is simple bedroom walls, and you cannot learn to understand each other therein; you simply react to each other, and the date is over. None of this is then about the other human being involved/ it's a game. The real trouble comes when intercourse {an action, that does recognize failure in the others soul; whether you know it or not} this cannot simply be washed away, it will infect your world. Sex thereby adds emotion, whether you expect it or not; emotion is the addition of complex wants, that have no good answers; for either. Physical Sex for boys adds a simple relief; "accomplished that goal/ not a little boy tonight". Then quickly, its time to move on and do it again/ the woman is not actually involved; just her body. Flattery, money, expectations and want are all used to establish the game; lies are not uncommon to build "a blind, from which to hunt". Women have their own versions/ establishing the game of "how much do I get"/ and so on.

Strangely enough, I am getting a taste of emotion. These tits are mostly at peace, but every once in a while, they want something/ rubbing them doesn't relieve it long. They are "wanting something, and I don't know what"; it is a combination of irritating, annoying, aggravating, but oddly sensual in a clearly frustrating and hour after hour kind of way. They stop when they want to, & I have no say. Tits are work, they are not "like a penis at all"/ those can easily be ignored or relieved [at least for the prior 40 years or so]. Tits cannot be/ they demand attention. Perhaps its just because these have invaded a man's body/ or perhaps it's a feminine reality. Either way, "me & these tits don't exactly have a peaceful & plutonic relationship; its NOT a war either/ apparently we just don't know how to get along. Or I simply must keep adjusting to their desires/ or they cannot adjust to mine. Anyway it seems women come by their emotion naturally, having tits certainly has an effect on me at times. And these are small/ asking the question, could bigger ones be more trouble? And if that wasn't bad enough, after the tits grind on my patience for a few hours, the stupid penis has added a kind of burning sensation or something, its strange; I have never known it before; and again I have NO say. Add to that the stupid penis has started leaking again/ not piss. Even the balls are swelled up, WITHOUT any cause whatsoever. In a man's world, I don't think I have spent five minutes thinking about my body, ever. Instead the body exists in harmony, and all my interests were of life itself, environment & so on. In these last few weeks, body has consumed a portion of my life; it now has "wants, needs, frustrations, emotions, demands, & irritations just to name a few. Instead of the world; my mental experience now includes my body as a part-time companion with needs, wants, and a list of demands; it is not "fun". I am even having "body image issues" one tit is bigger/ shouldn't they be the same size? And then "shouldn't they be a little bigger"/ the which the male in me immediately says: ARE YOU NUTS! The answer is no; the tits are real/ and my reality has changed, although I don't understand it. In conclusion of these effects above, after hours of those combined effects and a hundred "I feel, this feels, or these feel" descriptions/ I would have to define it as "a body clearly NOT in harmony, a reality of many conflicting truths". Obviously this is where "a woman finds her feelings"/ and apparently "I am having some type of version of a woman's period; good grief". The answer is again NO I am not nuts, this is not my imagination in overdrive. I do not, nor have I interpreted/ this is just plain & simple, the only method I have ever known to find truth; let the reality decide. Simply don't interfere, let the reality teach you. truth comes when knowledge & understanding allow wisdom "to speak; not words/ there are no voices".

The consequence of my irritation & lack of understanding with my tits, has produced an odd occurrence; "fighting with them" over an influence I considered UNNECESSARY. A "feminine voice inside" intervened and said gently "be kind to them". So I quit fighting and now seek only to be kind. The critical development here is "the feminine voice": where, who, why, what, & when are all justified questions/ how seeks an understanding beyond these. The answer begins with what is this? If voices don't exist. Critical analysis suggests "a woman's intuition: feelings have found a problem with this behavior, & a potential consequence is sought to be disrupted". Intuition is: The formation of a mental destiny and the association of a behavioral change to intervene. Who, establishes the question divided by male & female in the same experience? Where seeks to understand the influences of each sex, by applying their specific traits to the behavior and its outcome. The answer to why, exists within the path chosen & established as a journey by me. The relationship of when asks the question who shall rule, from this time forward; the answer discovers a reality called woman is "moving in". The disciplines and duty of a life translate basic understanding to the relationship our behaviors have with the intensity of our desires. I have committed to "be as a woman/ or should a miracle occur to be a woman". Therefore the consequence allows the formation of feminine insight and traits/ a relationship with life as yet, I do not understand.

Obviously my writing has turned into a journal since September/ this is necessary to me, as a means of sorting through whatever knowledge base, I am presented with. It seems, if not interesting to you/ at least it will amuse you, and amusement finds readers for the actual message; so I have presented it/ irregardless of the ridicule.

Reality and truth agree, it is necessary to believe in myself in new ways. The foundation that is male, the life that is male, the reality & truth that is male; are likely to be lost at some moment in the future, for forever. That asks the question: "Are body parts destined to fall off, or what"? The answer is simply, "not a clue"/ or more correctly, it simply is not a decision allowed to me. truth says, I really don't care/ BUT I also really can't imagine the reality or the life either; even so the decision has been made, and will never be removed: only GOD can do that.

The question of spiritual compositions also arise; truth says in eternity we are either male or female/ a place of creation, female/ or a definition arising because of the benefits of that place. Therefore each existence is different. "The marriage of souls between male & female humanity, as a true intensity of love joined eternally, does become as one existence/ or the other. The question is me, of a female spirituality present/ or more correctly "taking over" leaves no doubt as to the eternity of my own new destiny. The question as a human being is more directly, HOW do I find this "woman inside"? What is the intensity of love that joins 2 as one? Where does existence meet eternity? When does structure open and become accessible to both as one? WHY is love enough? And beyond the other influences, WHO is so worthy of life, that nothing else matters; only love? The critical question of how, is explained as the presence of a woman is the place where creation forms life into reality. Therefore honor says, "look wherever true RESPECT lives"! Or in honesty, how do I create a place for life in me? Reality asserts: what is male is male/ what is female is female; therefore the only possibility is to discard what is male and allow creation to define what can be female in me. Honesty demands, what is formed from GOD Cannot be discarded/ ONLY GOD has a right to change it, but because it is your body; people do have ownership. WE ARE HIS GIFT TO US. The reality of genetic heartache, as some people are born with birth defects; is different, because these are a part of human histories/ rather than the order set into place as our gift. Therein this discussion rests with bodies that are not subjected to true pain/ and applies only to those who make choices against their body; more simply the question of a male penis in this situation/ is not a question to me or by me. My decision, represents the honesty required to let myself become an environment composed of a fundamental relationship in spirit & life, that will accept change without interference/ so that joy and happiness may enter in peace. Abandoning male means; the critical link between an opportunity and a possibility has been changed to include the distinctions of family, & the compositions of love "yes, it may happen to me". Male asserts an absolute right to freedom & independence/ because "I will pay the price". Female asserts, "an absolute right to family/ because she is the place where creation in humanity begins, and she pays the price. The question that is love asks: what does the price of life and all its assets mean to you? The answers revolve around the intensity of your desire for life. Thereby all understanding, and acceptance of love, begins with your desire for life/ but also in male it is the willingness to choose family, rather than freedom. Here creation means; the integration of every piece & every part & every participant of knowledge combined through the forces of discipline & order to become "your truth". This is body &mind. Soul is the gift of life, as the energy to arise! Therefore ascension in human terms is the wisdom to accept authority over this energy for yourself. Descent in human terms is the reality of support that MUST be granted to your life, so that you may not die. Life is then 3 separate realities: creation/ soul/ & your truth. Desire is your assertion, LIFE HAS meaning to me! Intensity applies the knowledge of family to the 3 separate realities that you are/ to become joined as one, and then asks "please show me more". This is the essence of respect, the understanding of a gift, and the acceptance of a family. Here in respect the honesty of happiness is complete and without form/ it exists by whatever depth & dimension YOU give to it; truly it is up to you/ does not "something about life" give you happiness; then enter inside. The question here: is happiness a separate existence/ or is it not simply a part of me? The answer honors existence as the place we meet, the opportunity to believe, & the hope to participate. The reality of our lives gives us, the structure examined in detail, to understand experience as our perception of an exchange between participants, & thereby the opportunity to express the variations in life, from dormancy to joy. Happiness lives between these as your belief in the "treasures and values of life itself". Happiness is therein "Your child". If you will not share the experience of life/ if you will not care, to express the values & hopes of life/ then you will never extend the journey of a destiny toward life, from the essence of your own humanity: that creates a path for another to find you.

LOVE IS, the search for "a life you would share with destiny". LOVE IS the intensity of your soul, as it cares about "the family" that has arisen inside of you. LOVE IS the beauty of life as it integrates the expression & experience of family with the reality & truth that is JOY. Joy means: awakened to the eternity of being ALIVE. A whole different subject / not to be discussed.

I am reminded here how easily frustration can enter inside and cause malady and heartache. The "female breasts" given to me have been a frustration; the reality, I needed to be told "to be kind to them"/ a small introduction to sorrow; that I was lacking the respect they do deserve [it is not a question/ it is a decision made]. The question therein arises of itself: what/ who/ & why does life really matter, & when will I understand? The question what applies purpose to the truth separating the feminine breasts from "the male penis and me"/ it seems the existence of a life caught in-between. What is the purpose of a male penis/ the answer is; it is as close as we get to entering the structure of another living experience. Fortunately for us, BARRIERS exist to prevent a literal opportunity to access what is most vulnerable in us all [both male and female], that is what gives us mercy for others. Mercy is an understanding of separation, that allows us to believe "to help the other, will produce an honorable result". Spiritually between male and female, where truth honestly and honorably exists in both/ they may choose to open the door and become one. Therein it is understood, the male penis is designed to be a gateway [ the intimacy required, to ask the question] between male and female if our souls can meet and find trust in each other. It is also thereby a critical link, to the introduction of friend or enemy by removing some of the lies; once inside both male and female do recognize friend or enemy; even if they refuse to act upon the information/ if you have soul. What is sex/ nothing more than chemicals in motion. What is honesty formed in the relationship of male and female sexuality/ proves discipline and hope and the foundations of purpose. What is honor, expressed in the love that joins two people in the cherished moments of joy/ because they have found in each other a home and a friend, is the experience of life and being alive with happiness.

The purpose of female breasts is assigned in male terms, as the evidence of a female body, with clothes on or off. As to the consequence of "a mammary gland", I cannot write/ not woman. But as to the understanding of a base interest in breasts by man; simply, we are clearly all interested in woman. The essence of our relationship with GOD Is in HIS temple / clearly woman is that temple, where man has found his soul: therefore any who displays disrespect toward any woman, also tells all/ that he has no soul. Consider this carefully. Woman is the difference between true "rejoicing in life, and thereby worshiping GOD " because of her/ as A true gift of value and life to man. Or the relationship in loss of woman/ that brings man to the limits of a world of lesser values. It is true that woman is not valued properly in many area's of the world/ because the men are either vile and filthy in their ways, or the women have presented a world of "too many children" and life is hard and getting harder because the competition is becoming too extreme. A child is not a gift of GOD, to you! A child is a gift of GOD to life, and you are there care-takers. Therefore you should be careful that the child finds the life they are given to enter, worthy of your decision.

It is clear, what bothers me most as to "a change from male to female/ at least by mental parameters" is the reality of true intimacy lost: intimacy means "shared souls, even if only a little". It is not a possibility mentally to be intimate female to female/ and NO possibility exists that would ever consider alternatives. Thereby understand clearly, my ability to accept "a feminine reality" does NOT include any man; except perhaps for me [it is a strange concept]. The possibilities of ridicule or simply being over-run by women are clear and evident/ thereby intimacy and its relation as souls, will be lost. You CANNOT be intimate without true knowledge of each other/ that means time spent, moments shared with dignity and duty, & hopes recognized without any dimension of "I want or will get this, if I do that": These crush intimacy/ and leave both sides as a product or tool to be then bought or sold. The definition of sex is limited to the exercise and function of raising chemicals and therein is simply a function of selfish behaviors. Sex is therein merely "the tooling necessary" to exhibit & use lust to achieve selfishness in you. physical contact is intended to bring pleasant experience/ physical intercourse is an essential part of survival as a species; assuming you are an animal. Are you? The answer is, an animal needs no more than the chemicals to consider "the job is done"/ rather like masturbation in men; chemicals removed who cares. Rape is about those who "don't want to be little boys anymore/ and they won't pay the price to women, because they only want to use their bodies for a little while/ all done". The rapist does not need "his equipment anymore"/ however women are known liars, and the reality must be thoroughly proved. Sex as a participant in truth, for the purposes of love, friendship, or need (that is honest & not a lust) are all environments that visit heart & soul/ therefore treat each other with respect . In the case of men, talk to women, all women/ as they learn to trust you honestly because you are worth trusting, there will be "mercy" for you. In the case of women, talk to men, all men; your safety is more an issue of how you act than how you look. If you are arrogant and proud, the predators will believe you "are separated from the herd"/ more easily attacked. If you are or seem permissive to all suggestions, men will become boys and find it hard to control themselves. If you are honest and honorable allowing all men at least a minimum of respect , by simply "not biting them, or degrading them, or punishing them" then they will respect you; and the men will be on your side/ and try to protect you from harm. If you must escape from your reality, either man or woman/ then simply DO NOT harm the others; find another way. What is sexual and sensual between man & woman is how the body interprets motion & desire (heart) & what the mind & the truth of your existence feel, is the purpose of your expressions toward their life (soul). A feeling exists primarily in woman/ therefore "man praises GOD " But woman understands if that is true or not. Feeling is the essence of truth, rather than the facts called evidence. A man cannot be taught feelings, we are not defined by "a home inside"/ rather a man is intended to be a barrier, to protect the home, and as such needs to depend upon facts, because the evidence is more important in life or death/ than the possibilities.

My own quest for balance is therein a quandary, a consideration of what it means to be caught in the middle/ or more correctly approaching "the other side". These are not tears, for I would never have, nor ever will trade the honesty of my relationship with GOD For all the possibilities in the entire world. Instead it is my intent that my life & education are provided to you with significant knowledge/ that you may do better. Discipline says, "I have whined enough". My breasts or tits or chest or whatever has become my own, & I will treat them with respect and find harmony with their presence in my life. The essence of life is very simply, the integrity of the whole; so that all the parts and pieces may indeed share the blessing that is family. Family matters/ because freedom exists where discipline & threat recedes into the atmosphere of trust. This is earned as family: wherein its NOT for me/ or for you/ or for them/ BUT for us. This is earned, by the decisions you make.

The question applied to every understanding is NEVER "when"/ because time does not matter. Rather understanding is the creation of order in you. Thereby every possibility of wisdom is also earned, by the work of your heart, & the intensity of your mind; but also the intimacy of your body affects all developments in knowledge/ as the reality proves; while the mind questions; and the life inside discovers. To understand means; you shall not interpret/ shall not accept rules {beyond the ten commandments} without wisdom first / shall not surrender your freedom to be yourself, unless it is to GOD or to JESUS / shall not assume or turn to righteousness: meaning to use rules to prove you are judge and jury. The religious zealot (he or she who knows all the rules) has wrecked havoc on humanity long enough. NO RULE is a key to heaven or hell/ instead GOD OWNS ALL THE KEYS!!!!!!!!, not you or I. Repent and understand that we are not perfect/ the words, the language, the interpretations upon which we do depend is not perfect/ our ability to understand anything is not perfect/ and so on. NOTHING perfect, can be made from what is not perfect, nothing/ including the rule books and stories of religion. Therefore we can "rely on a message or warning"; we can ask for & invite GOD to teach us personally {which has absolutely nothing to do with anyone else/ no righteousness, nothing} BUT if you ask of GOD to teach you/ then prepare to change, or prepare to die; we can offer our witness to others {this is about how your life has been impacted, and your truth as it exists/ NOT as you want to see it/ as it existed}/ these are the behaviors or thought patterns which harmed or helped you, and no more: you "save" no one, don't try. That's all.

Clearly it is easier to be righteous/ because that provides control and superiority; YOU are the answer, they are the problem. Control means "I don't need GOD , I am perfect on my own/ because I know the rules and follow them better than they do"/ that gives me the right, to eternity/ and you the right to worship me. Reality thereby states: those who are righteous by the rules of their religion/ have made themselves as god: "they know/ therefore you must obey, the next step is violence.

My own situation describes the reality of religious endeavor more than I would like it to/ I do face a reality I cannot control, or predict with any certainty/ yet all the variables for what could go wrong are clear. I will NOT hide, or run away from the consequence of my decision/ however, as needed the intent to do me harm will be addressed in reality. Life and the honesty required for lessons to all are necessary/ therefore as is needed, I am required to comply with reality. I do believe and have been presented with physical, mental, & spiritual evidence/ that life asks me to "be different than I am". That is, as I am finding, a harder reality than my expectations: but expectations are always wrong. My decision has been "like a pregnancy" small truths have grown and developed into consequences without my consent. Thereby remember EVERY decision matters greatly, because every decision has not only the consequences you expect/ but those which grow as a seed planted into a reality the seed itself does not reveal. I have regrettably been fighting a little with these consequences/ but honestly believe that has stopped. Reality looks at my body and says: "what an ugly girl, hair or the lack of it where it doesn't belong, and so on". Truth doesn't care about body "much", but asks only: define the order and it will grow the consequence. My own job is to honor the decision made for honor to GOD , and assign order to the relationship of soul, to body, & to mind, and then to life. The consequence will continue to be the environment of my "heart & soul" and shall change as life dictates change has come; miracles matter. The body or mind is largely irrelevant to me. It is my life that gives consequence to my beliefs/ whereas for the religious it is their rules, which give them authority over the others: to do horrendous damage to their lives. The people who [do not obey the religious are those at fault/ and they do believe, their failure "to be like me", transfers all consequence to them]. My beliefs are personal to me/ they are not yours, they are mine! Mine is personal, knowing that all manner of humiliation and ridicule from humanity is probable/ and must be paid for with your life: because people do not like anyone "beyond the flock"/ predators always come. Those who are religious always believe their religion makes them a "god to the others who do not believe", therefore they demand respect & authority from them/ and do present the right of ridicule, over the others because of the rules which provide the authority. No rules, no authority/ therefore people want rules badly. A majority of the religious are only there for the authority/ they care nothing for the concepts or realities of "life". If life itself is eternal/ then all that truly matters is the relationship of your life, to your truth: this is your decision, and the others have no meaning here. If rules are eternal, then your flocks & leaders must surely be perfect/ or will you not die? Rules separate and divide, it is their purpose. Life invites friendship and happiness, through the introduction of knowledge, wisdom, and hope that gives love the existence of a home. I believe in life, not as the measure of a mind/ but the experience of heart & soul. I simply & plainly deal with the issues, realities, & truth (as they exist/ not as I would have them to be) that life brings to me/ they are the lessons of my eternity. Eternity means: brought together by consequence, existence become a right of composition. Pride does NOT exist in eternity/ unless it is in prison. If your pride fails to die completely/ then you shall be discarded: this is the "second death". "the reason is": because you would contaminate freedom/ therein rules chosen rather than understanding are "like worms to life": LEARN to understand and decide accordingly, not with rules/ with your life and its truth.

Here the cry will arise "WE MUST have rules"! The question will arise, is truth and consequences not about rules/ is order & discipline not about rules/ is heaven & hell not a punishment or reward associated with rules? Men and women both say, "We do not believe in freedom/ WE WANT RULES", with their lives. The bible is where heaven & hell reside in the mind of men & women/ here is where they were introduced, and life became more complicated. The bible itself, is very much like the story: "an old violin was brought to auction/ it looked poor, & people laughed at it, so the bidding was very low. But then "a master of the violin" played it, and truly beautiful music arose/ only then did the people recognize its true value". The reality of heaven is mercy, it is not a reward; it is a second chance/ therein the second death as described is correct. The truth about hell is literally from your own descriptions and decisions/ if it then belongs to you, it cannot be punishment; but is instead, the world you created for yourself: the only difference is GOD will never help you again/ you are god, and you must survive as god/ or experience energy and consequences for real. Rules are about barriers erected because humanity demands rules/ they desire control rather than life/ because humanity is very rarely true to itself or life. This is very much like the question: do all realities stem from truth or from order? The answer is both. Because understanding presents truth as a definable existence or occurrence from which thought creates order. Therefore understanding is much like a rule with one exception: you are the person who makes the decision/ not the rule. You are free to follow discipline (the knowledge of an action with provable consequences) or you are free to discard discipline & enter within the reaction, as a consequence of your action/ but you may not alter the consequence without truth or thought.

Here people will admit of the others, "too many of those people cannot live in freedom/ they are too stupid {its never you is it, after all you are perfect}. Therefore the saying goes we must have laws. A law is: societies demand, YOU pay for your decisions, not me. These shall surely remain/ but freedom is absolutely important to grow beyond a focus so small "only money, power, or lust matter". These are the death of every nation or society/ because you cannot rule them away/ they are the purposes of the rules. You must understand instead, the importance of your human needs/ your environmental responsibilities/ and your freedoms through EQUALITY. Without each of these honorably and honestly dealt with/ you will die: because your actions in disgrace, disrespect, and dishonor have created a death trap for the world itself, in all realities. You MUST use the tools at hand, primarily the courtroom, and your language, and your work to accomplish what no other generation has done: remove the burden of your selfishness and want and pride and hate. If you fail/ the world shall end. Because your situation is critical/ even if you cannot understand or comprehend why, you must act and be serious about your impact to life on earth. DO INVESTIGATE/ but do not believe all the liars who say "it cannot be proven beyond a shadow of a doubt". When it is YOU WILL DIE/ you must understand and use reality to discuss and determine: if this fails, we will die/ therefore it must not be done NOW/ NOT after it kills us: move the bastard and bitch aside/ place them in prison for treason {the selling of your souls, for their own power and money}. It is your life/ CHOOSE.

It is not my job to convince you/ not my job to lead you/ not my job to endure countless excuses and innuendo; period. Reality is relentless/ and truth doesn't care about what you think or say: it simply uses order to establish a consequence. Therefore I do strongly suggest: DO SOMETHING TODAY, & TOMORROW, & FOR YOUR LIFE, THE OTHERS, AND THE WORLD: it is up to you. PRAY OFTEN, AND HONORABLY/ WITH RESPECT!

As to my life, I have a "female chest now", and have chosen to treat them honorably. I suggest you choose the same with your new reality as well. This is my new reality/ just as over-population, death by weapons of mass destruction, resource loss, & world extinction to come is your new reality: I DO, PRAY for us all. The "heart" speaks to the mind at every decision, asking you "is this an honest desire in your decision/ have you considered the consequences as best you can? The "soul" asks only: will this be your truth/ or not? These are not voices/ but the existence of your identity and the respect you hold for yourself. No respect for yourself means simply: YOU are lost, and adrift in your life.

My own life is "becoming transparent" in these matters, therefore you do understand the environment within which I live and work. The question of purpose can thereby be understood in its honor & honesty:

TO RESPECT AND SERVE My GOD , and my SAVIOR JESUS! And that's all. It is not about positions or power or races or rewards/ these are useless; life and honor are important. That does not mean my honor/ it means life itself is the honor in me; what happens to the body is not relevant to eternity. The mind doesn't choose/ it reacts or measures. Only the life inside chooses, therefore understand your freedoms/ and review your choices for life, and clean out the garbage today. The reality of your decisions in all these things is simply your truth, it is not mine. I will not be attempting to convince or control your decision/ these are your freedoms, therefore your right; and you are surely equal with me. CHOOSE YOUR DESTINY. "The light" to see intensity, passion, & purpose in me, is an honor to you/ the reality merely a vulnerability to me. This is not a "heresy, devaluing JESUS description of his life as a "LIGHT to the whole world" HE WAS AND IS. Rather, it merely points to the true definitions to which HE was referring to with HIS LIFE. Mine is merely a tool. I WILL Do my part in whatever GOD Allows/ that is my job and my desire. Your job is to find a method and the means to survive, and change the truth that Armageddon is coming as the consequence of your own failures. YOU CAN CHANGE/ but understand clearly YOU MUST CHANGE to survive. Literally within 30 years at its maximum if you do not/ will mean the earth and all its life shall be dead: PROBABLY very much sooner. ALL humanity shall choose for themselves/ BUT ONLY WOMEN SHALL HAVE THE RIGHT TO DETERMINE LIFE OR DEATH FOR THE PLANET. However if man and child does not support her, then she will fail herself. This is your reality/ and YOU have no choice. It is not a game, or a threat/ it is your reality.

As to the meaning of my reality, I truly am just a messenger/ my new job "as a help-mate to woman (or her wife)/ or a woman in truth; is clearly beyond my comprehension at this time. However to help & assist woman, I do understand.

I am directed to Ezekiel 47: 1-2 the man being me, the temple being a creation of GOD for man: woman. The water coming from under the threshold of the temple {the place of GOD} is power; as the power of this earth is held within water. The water is then described as under-cutting the foundation of this temple on earth, on the south side of the alter. A description that GOD is giving power to woman. The description of the north gate is reference to man/ as man has always before, been a reference to the leader (north on a map is the common reference for all directions on the map. East is then reference to neutral boundaries or the divide. The man is then directed to understand woman has received his powers. You may draw your own conclusions.

I am NOT smart, because if I were "smart"/ I would never have let the humiliation required to remove pride & enter this journey of mine begin. I am NOT smart, because in a world of billions of women, there will be those intent to abuse me/ and I am herein inviting all women to view me as gently and unwilling to battle them. I am NOT smart, because I could easily be used sexually, if left with "male parts" to the point of death, therefore fragile and at the mercy of women. I am NOT smart because ridicule and abuse could easily be "my life here on earth until death". I am NOT smart, because I have traded what is simple & sure: I am 52 years old, as a man/ for a reality without ANY of that, so far as I know. I am NOT smart, because I believe honestly and put my whole life into that truth, as the extreme reality of my life. What you believe is completely dependent upon truth/ and if you are wrong, then your life is thrown away. I am NOT smart, because in all probability my existence here will soon depend upon woman, and she too is not prepared. I am NOT smart, because as the writings show, I prepared for "war in a courtroom, over truth, the evidence, and its consequences" that all may have an equal chance to survive. BUT I was wrong, and have been given a completely different life/ because these are literally your battles and you must fight them: I was prepared to intervene/ and it is not my place. This occurred because of your apathy and your laziness/ but never once did I have a clue "I would be asked to help only women". It does actually seem to me, "I have become as a pawn," to your game of life. If you choose correctly a new reality, then that will change/ but if you continue with your games. My job is still to live the descriptions of 1 Peter 3:1-7 as they have greatly influenced the lives of women, and that is now my place. This occurs even if you fail/ because I refuse to participate in your destruction/ therefore I provide you with NO EXCUSE. Be aware there are limits set by honor/ but there is also abuse & use and a host of excuses as well used by men & women in these matters: whatever GOD Will allow, is "up to HIM" OBVIOUSLY. What you will allow as a humanity, determines your survival. Smart means: I will use this opportunity for selfishness, manipulation, or temptation/ therefore I will control. For a better more expressive description, just look to your universities/ are they not smart? Then consider all the damage they have done to life on earth. It is NOT so grand "to be smart"/ these have prepared for you and themselves, extinction! How can this be desirable, to you? It is NOT so grand to "be rich": these have prepared for world economic depression. It is NOT so grand "to be leader: these have failed to remove the barriers to WORLD WAR 3, a fact that will soon exist because we cannot continue as we are. It is NOT so grand "to be religious": these have prepared the zealot, to be a terrorist in the name of "their true god: THEMSELVES"/ and they will bring great pain and misery on earth. It is NOT so grand to be male: these have held the authority and the responsibility throughout time to determine life on earth; and by their guidance and leadership Armageddon is coming/ to make you extinct after a long and horrendous battle of mutilation and failure: therefore man may rule no more. Be GRATEFUL TO WOMAN, support her and help her/ she is your last chance. Help them EVERY ONE, do not judge them, help them/ because each one "gets only one vote/ for life".

I am NOT smart, instead I am simple and plain. Simple because I do enter within extreme situations which can easily fail and cause me great harm or death/ just because "spirit and soul" ask me to go. Plain because I never interpret or plan/ never judge or expect a reward/ simply have come to learn, in preparation for life. Preparation is not a plan, it is an understanding generated by wisdom learned. The reality of my life is simply; people have accused me of most of the things they can imagine/ they were all wrong; I am only simple and plain.

JESUS IS TRULY MY LORD !

The water of life, or more clearly the power to live/ is very simply the path that flows from "heaven to you". It is your invitation to join as the evidence of your soul, completely your path to eternity. More simply the honor of your invitation, your soul/ is proven by YOUR RESPECT.

Apparently my job is now "to lift women up" so that they may have their chance to do better/ than men. IT IS LITERALLY up to women to find a way to accept this respect and this honor/ while understanding the responsibility is literally the life or death of this world. YOU MUST CHOOSE, you have no other choice/ if you hide; your demand is death/ if you fear; your demand is death/ only if you choose truth and respect reality as your leader, shall you survive. Men did not/ it is up to you. LIFE ON EARTH, whether you know it or not/ whether you refuse it as a world or not/ whether you fear it or not IS, at the moment of CRISIS, And how you choose determines your fate.

Reality understands & truth demands; the human condition of pride/ want/ arrogance/ greed/ apathy/ selfishness/ lust/ power/ violence/ hatred/ revenge/ and so much more: Shall contend with you, no matter how convinced they become of truth and even their own foreboding/ you must battle with them, and not surrender. Therefore settle your hearts quickly/ that we are NOT their judge/ we are NOT their savior/ and we are NOT their enemy: they are their own enemy. INSTEAD GOD HAS CALLED US. Pray for them always, that they may come too/ but do not lose your life for theirs. Life is to be your focus, that means contrary to common human existence, YOU must expand your development to the universe you are to enter. DO REJOICE, AND PRAISE GOD.

As time passes by, I am adjusting to my chest. Oddly enough female tits seem to have "feelings". Feelings here are a recognition of body on a much more personal level/ than that given to man. A man's body is primarily a tool/ a penis simply a tool to obtain chemicals, or if the boy grows into a man; it then becomes a device for sharing with woman a hope & a happiness that can extend into love/ but still a tool. I have begun to find the body MUCH more personal (a house to live in/ rather than a tool to work with). I do find that odd; and have begun to wander what it is that give tits "feelings"? A penis is just there, either on or off & without value if it is not being used. My tits, (yes, they are certainly mine) do seem to demand a lot more attention than that: perhaps its because they are new/ perhaps not. Either way I am aware of them most of the time. The essence of "a feeling" is an attachment to someone or something confronting you/ a place of safety & security from the world, or not. My tits are starting to feel oddly comforting, in a strange sort of way; like maybe they do belong here. I find a lot of resistance to that feeling though. In the past "women liked me, and became attached"/ apparently because I have always intended to be safe & comforting. That oddly enough made it impossible to continue dating, as REAL tears followed when I could NOT commit to a lifetime: just too many tears. So, in reality the consequence of dating has many sides, and many conflicts/ I have no real suggestions as to dating except be truthful, even to yourself: NOT a "wall flower"/ but someone courteous, polite, and above all honorable & honestly interested in the life you approach. All love stems from respect! NO love stems from the physical act of sex, this is not about love, but chemicals. The desire for intimacy and honest sexual expression, arises from respect as well/ it is the respect woman gives to man that arouses critical passions for life [this respect tells the man, she believes in me, as a man: what a good thing to be a man]. In the same way, a man gives to woman HONOR, and it is this honor that comes with the honesty of a life that accepts "me"/ that presents the possibilities of a home and a life together. When either "shops"/ BOTH lose everything, because respect and love only recognize what is true acceptance and honorable living. Find and use simple things to invite conversation between the sexes, don't be afraid; truly we are all equal, even though most fail this test of life (equality). Quit hiding in places and noise that refuses to let you listen to each other/ learn to talk, not hide in sex. If men choose to be safe & comforting to women/ and women would understand themselves as secure and at peace with their world: what a different world this would be. Again as I have introduced over the years to many; to keys to protection of women in particular, children and men too/ are the use of smells, in simple containers on your body. Do you not know when "bread is baking/ where it is coming from/ and what the smell means to you"? Of course you do/ therefore behind closed doors or not, the smell will yell for help. You can increase this by imitating the skunk, an animal all other predators respect, because of the consequences; a skunk can turn away bears/ lions/ dogs/ etc, for only one reason, and it is effective.

I am also beginning to wonder if feelings could not leave me desiring a permanent companion so strongly, "I might lose sight of the world itself, and the freedoms it represents"/ I do hope not. My life has been about work, almost entirely. The people who know me would disagree for the most part/ but just because I care little about time/ does not mean I don't work for life/ I do. Being asked to become as wife to woman/ or as a woman by the evidence of fact, has altered the compositions of my work dramatically/ instead of eternity, energy, & life: I now work entirely to understand body, mind, and the personal relationship I have with time. I need to do this, or I cannot expand the dimensions of my life into being a woman defined by the descriptions of eternity, energy, & life. Even so, first I must discover if this type of work, is even important to a woman/ I just don't know, life is different.

It occurs to me, there will be those who translate my relationship with "becoming a woman"/ as something to do with Revelations 17 [their imaginations, not mine]. The correct interpretation; is a place where the things indicated are born/ that would be the United States of America. The desert is lost resources/ the scarlet beast, is a war machine intent upon violence. The blasphemous names, simply the cursing because life is ruined on earth, extinction is coming, and the resources are gone. The seven heads, are the reasons all this has happened; they are the liars, that lead the sheep. The ten horns are the methods of attack intended to be used by the war machine to take what is left. Clearly even those lost to fantasy/ should be able to recognize this is not me.

Some will say, "that person is errant/ there is no crisis in our lives: why should we put up with someone yelling fire/ let us put him in prison". This is common among the predators, to use all manner of propaganda to inhibit and cause the people to hide/ instead of ask and define the questions of their lives/ or deaths. The reality of crisis IS interpreted from the evidence at hand/ much is already given to you; simply investigate it/ examine it/ and decide for yourselves: do not be executed because the predators were too many or too strong for you/ instead PROVE you are equal to these liars, and BETTER THAN THAT! NOT sheep, but men and women/ whereas they describe far less than being human is. As to your crisis/ IT IS very much like a cancer, "crawling under the covers and crying won't help; getting angry won't help; blaming me or others won't help; only understanding the problems and what can be done to bring necessary changes will. Only remaining calm and fundamentally respectful of all life can help you remain at peace/ once you have entered true crisis, like cancer it is may times far too late to do anything but die: is this what you truly want? Therefore in fact I am choosing to help by offering gentle discussion on "potential topics of interest" that are not life threatening/ only life changing. It is not so hard to accept a different life/ if you are honest, and time is allowed to present new concepts; rather than forcing you to react. But it is harder to implement than I expected/ there are compensations, "I have never had feelings before, etc": not sure if I like them, but they are interesting. As life turns around so to speak, I do actually find "this stupid penis" more annoying than not/ since I don't control it: life is strange. The question turns to heart: where does my allegiance reside: as male or female? Although my soul does not yet agree, the heart says with woman. I do have to ask why? The answer is what is male in me IS "my gift from GOD / what intends to be female is my gift to GOD ; in reality, these are conflicts which I cannot resolve on my own. Therefore I wait, as patiently as I can. No question exists in me as to why I am asked: I know it is an honor to be asked anything/ thereby I am HONESTLY happy to do my best. The question of authenticity as to whether the question asked is truly from GOD / only reality can prove, I believe: the soul accepts and eternity honors whatever is true, & real in your heart: therefore we shall see. I know the entire concept is truly a strange request/ but life teaches "the body & mind" are almost irrelevant/ it is the spirit that makes you either male or female in eternity: NOT your physical body or mind here. I literally DO now choose female/ but do still have a long journey to travel; and if it proves untrue/ I will repent. That is not formed from decision/ but from facts that cannot be denied.

There are certain to be MANY men or more correctly boys, who will laugh & sneer & ridicule: even reality "pokes fun" at me/ for I am clearly a man. People will describe me as a religious nut or fool, for this as well. Some women will be found at every conceivable angle of attack; from love to hate. All because this is not what they expect, and because the ridicule gives them the power to discard me and the words here as useless. Even so, I will remind you all/ this is NOT what I expected either/ and I WILL TELL YOU TRUE, the state of the world or the state of society, is NOT what you expected either: change or death comes for you.

The intellectual will declare, men get tits sometimes/ it's a medical malady, that should be used to discard or destroy this "poor mental patient"/ put him away, he's dangerous. As to the continual propaganda that you will face in regards to this message/ the disgrace of people trying to remove the truth that these are your decisions, not theirs/ and the fact that this information is required by you to survive: WILL find endless excuses in the media & more, to turn you away from the severity of all your problems. As to my own situation, my eternity is decreed, and SHALL exist/ therefore I am free to follow & investigate every aspect of living that is presented to me. As to becoming a wife to woman (her help-mate) or an actual by the evidence physical woman; only time, miracles, and soul Can tell. I WILL follow this path until it proves true or false/ it is my way; I did not ask you to make it yours. Instead, every truth is a path of knowledge that ends at the door of understanding. If your heart is true to the purpose of your true desire/ then soul will open that door, and reveal the destiny inside: for good, or for bad. It is spirit that decides if you gather wisdom or fail. My TRUE desire is to honor GOD AND JESUS With RESPECT AND MY LIFE. Whatever will be will be. But know clearly, it is purity of heart and honor of your desire that decides if spirit will protect you, beyond the meanings of the mind or abandon you to insanity. Do NOT enter within these paths unless you are true. That means the path to woman MUST be true in me/ therefore I play no games, this is indeed my reality.

By presenting you with this measure of distraction, YOU are now schooled in the relationship of "deadly subterfuge" as will be plied against you by so very many to come. From every angle of attack, both for and against; with the determination to move you beyond the simple words: If the consequence of BEING WRONG could cause our deaths, by any measure; including presenting world war 3 to our lives; or causing horrendous loss of life and terror by the genetic failure of life/ resource loss/ over-population or the rest: THEN IT IS YOU, WHO WILL STOP what you are doing/ it IS YOU that WILL surrender your power, wealth, & authority; IT IS YOU "the intellectual & media/ the rich & powerful/ the BUTCHER of genetic life/ & the failures who have gambled with our very lives simply for their pride, arrogance, & apathy:

THAT WILL CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE begin here with simple things: a full disclosure on the methods & levels of mass hypnosis would NOT be helpful to you/ others would use it against you. suffice it to say words that distract you from the purpose of your situation, to lesser realities or fantasies/ are decisions to lead you astray: from your truth, into lies. Every decision to create a follower is a decision to change their destiny by changing their heart. If the true says, it WILL benefit you/ then quickly there will be disclosures such as this, so that you may progress on your own/ not by being lead, but by information and the elegance of understanding the process. If truth is lacking/ then every attempt at discovering the truth will be fought against/ will use "hidden words" and things to disguise/ will use ridicule, fear, and every intent to scare you away from truth, and into their own powers. This message is about finding truth and helping you to survive/ through the knowledge required to dispense and destroy the cancer from your lives. This is NOT about wars or rebellions/ this is about honesty, fair play, justice, and the need to investigate and examine the damage already done to our lives: by the grace of an opportunity to understand through the courtroom and through your own wisdom.

Let there be no mistake/ the old are taken to accounting as well: HOW DARE you steal the children's world, and make slaves of your children and your children' children. HOW DARE you use political power to destroy peace on earth by building or allowing to be built, the fantasies of debts don't have to be paid/ nuclear weapons are "your saviors"/ your garbage will be your children's "gold mine of the future"/ and so many more: REPENT OF IT ALL or you WILL face HADES AND ETERNAL DAMNATION. DO bear in mind, of the many levels/ there is also the dungeon of retribution; this is the place of mutilation and disassembly/ but it IS far better than the fire of your prison without end. DO BETTER/ HELP THESE CHILDREN TO SURVIVE, OR PAY THE PRICE.

Mercy says: up to this moment of understanding/ some allowance is made: but NO MORE. Millions from the future if not billions, have been killed by you and your gluttony and laziness and selfishness; ETC/ ETC/ ETC. YOUR eternity will be far worse for you/ if humanity fails to survive. DETERMINATION is a respect for life/ BE DETERMINED, that humanity should survive.

Here it is appropriate to understand: it is fundamental because of your pride and arrogance/ that I will be approached by humanity once critical failures have occurred. The depth of wisdom and research presented herein , say it shall be so/ and not before, because of fears. It is also fundamental, that the intensity of the demands and the targeted reality of "the powerful/ hateful/ and selfish" shall indeed intend to "shut me up/ by whatever means necessary": their lifestyles are under attack/ by reality not by me; but I will be their target. Therefore we begin here with the reality you shall be faced with. I will be retreating from these, not from life or death/ because it is "too easy" for them otherwise, and a better "position" is necessary/ and prophecy demands it. As to this reality, I DO REMIND you, of a promised mechanical means to aid your world/ and have offered evidence to support the conclusion this is real. As to the "rest of the world"/ no matter what america decides, YOU can easily change their position, by turning back their ships & your own/ shutting off their money, for you control it/ and simply telling them to accept their position, "and be responsible for their reality". I will suggest to you simply, this is a world problem/ not simply an american one: therefore what happens to them is important to you. What happens to me/ determines a great deal about your fate, NOT because it is me: but because of WHO I do represent; the evidence is clear, and without reproach.

Again I will help only woman/ not man, as this is my new job. I will NOT lead you; I WILL NOT "baby-sit" you/ GROW UP!

What you shall receive from me, IS ENTIRELY up to OUR FATHER

CREATOR OF THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE!

You need not be concerned, whatever HE DECIDES Will be done for you. I have NO predictions for you as to the future, its literally up to you/ as for my life, I don't covet it, and I won't sell it, or fear it: it is my home away from home as a body & mind here. ALL of this is about your lives/ it is not about mine/ I am a tool; or more correctly a disciplined evidence of mercy & life to you. I am here for your eventual happiness and joy (not so long to come)/ IF you choose it, and do the work of peace, & harmony; letting truth and the reality of discipline decide.

You are formally assigned the 4 big demands I will make of you: when you come here to me. DON'T come, if you are unwilling/ everything else you must demand of yourselves.

1. Women SHALL RULE, whether they desire it or not. That means YOUR leaders shall be changed by vote through election processes. But all the candidates YOU SHALL VOTE FOR , will be women/ failure to elect means you have failed: and your ability to survive has diminished dramatically. You may start a new political party to accomplish this: "call it women elected" or some such thing/ and let it be quite simple: the purpose is to elect women. It will not be so hard, as the foundations of your current world are crumbling under your feet/ and the electorate will be willing to listen. The rules are promise and enforce you will carry their decisions with your vote, and enforce their happiness through truth. Then use all methods of media discussion to properly disclose all aspects of the decisions to be made; talk carefully, understanding fears will be high. Money will not buy this election, people will pay for this election with their lives; one way or the other. I will help in other ways/ when that day has arrived, if it is to be.

2. The world now belongs to the children, and they shall determine what the old shall receive: did you not decide their future, and determine what they would have/ this is justice or mercy as they desire. To the old/ you may keep every lie you ever made, "eat them if you like"/ it is your fantasies that cause the world to face extinction: not to worry, in america "you have 106 trillion dollars of assets, how could this not be enough for you? THEN to the children/ YOU shall remember, you are no different than these; therefore remember what you give is what you shall receive, if you survive.

3. You WILL use the danville court case presented by me/ as your method of proving YOU have changed things within your judicial system. Accept no excuses/ it is the court that has caused this delay, not me. you will put "selmi" on trial, and you will address the realities of how the court/ the lawyers/ and the reality of justice are to be dealt with in the United States from this point forth by examining the details and drawing conclusions from the reality about what the courtroom shall mean to your future: DO NOT surrender the court/ it is YOUR security and YOUR stability and YOUR nation in peace or war.

My testimony is complete, except for these two details: he asked for an all inclusive price when discussion started/ I asked for & demanded "that's fine, BUT then I need only to win the bid fairly/ there will be NO other negotiation". The dining room was the first bid, he asked for/ at over $40,000.00 dollars, I won the bid by $2000.00. "Selmi" then changed the rules/ in the middle of January a different job not planned for is hard to get. So I gave him a new contract, and made him read it. The second, although "the writing was on the wall" due to the courts lack of informing me of anything before or after the motion trial: I choose to go only as written testimony, (proof of standing in the court for a motion trial) knowing it would be dismissed/ because the spirit inside said: it is better used for "this very day". I will NOT be attending trial/ and I could care less about the money; describe and demand your own JUSTICE, FOR YOUR FUTURE. You will prove The court, belongs to the people, & the judge, is your employee. The appellate court shall not be allowed to compound their disgrace. In other words use this trial to clean up the courtroom for america and her people. Or you fail, and the more important matters to come; will die, leaving you defenseless.

4. There will be: every process, material or method that is not safe for life, to the body or the environment / shall be discontinued as quickly as reality proves it must and it can be. YOU WILL choose life, and discard lesser things. To aid in this matter education shall come with every potential hazardous product, and taught in school to the extent all can identify and understand this reality to their life. No more traps/ no more suffering because of ignorance and deceit.

As to the picking of a judge in all parameters of the court; let several candidates come/ assign them "a secret identity" and give them a written test, wherein they do discuss the various sides and parameters of both arguments for and against each important matter known. Then you will review these papers and arguments and either pick one/ or discard them all and try again. It is therein their words, and not their faces/ that decides.

As to the constant bickering of trade disputes particularly with food products/ quit playing and control the issues of fertilizers and chemicals that may be used/ not subsidies. Controlling these will have a far greater effect/ and you MUST regulate them to survive into the future. In particular/ do not allow these valuable resources which stand between you and starvation to be disgraced with "lawn care, and other unworthy possibilities" FOOD IS NECESSARY, and so is the water.

I will add this warning; "selmi" will have murder on his heart/ as will MANY others; all will choose their own eternity accordingly. BUT YOU will carefully remember that the people involved in this reality of a message for your life/ SHALL be remembered by you: YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE for protecting the people who deliver the electronic versions of this message to you/ YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE for protecting the lives of those people who are important to my life; I shall not protect them/ YOU will. YOU WILL NOT say to me/ "What can we/ I do": I remind you again, YOU ARE the military/ the police/ the judge/ the lawyer/ the government/ the nations/ or the people of the world and if you fail, it will be to your disgrace; and a price will be paid. I do not belittle, disgrace with pride, or disfigure the reality of death here/ instead I can assist you in change/ but you will assist me in matters such as this; it is fair. Death comes for everyone (those who die as martyr's) for a worthy cause will be remembered "gently". Therefore it should not be greatly feared, but examined/ investigated/ and chosen through the relationship of miracles that brought us to life. REMEMBER SIMPLY: All that happens in your body, the facts that your hands and body work/ the fact that without valves, food and water would flow right through/ the fact that blood not only flows out, it must be put back into the bloodstream/ and a billion other "details" which you cannot live without. Think about this, and let it calm your existence as the honesty, " TRULY WE ARE LOVED". As for me, I believe JESUS And will live & die accordingly. I will confess that I do care if I die before this message is delivered/ but that is not up to me.

If I die from the multitude of predators/ I do prophecy it will be you that cares. My own future is otherwise in the hands of women, to whatever degree or reality GOD allows/ whether I like it or not. As to the path I have chosen to journey towards woman, I have no conclusions of any kind/ I WILL walk this path until it concludes and live whatever reality then exists. It is personal to me/ not to you/ therefore it is NOT an issue to be discussed: unless I choose it.

I TRUST GOD, No exceptions.

As for you, I do expect you to live honestly, honorably, & with discipline/ that is the purpose of these things. I expect you to quit crying & live the life that is in you, until the day of your death; with courage and hope. I expect from your life, that you will support justice & equality/ compassion & caring/ and work. Therefore quit lying today, quit being lazy, tempting yourselves to surrender/ AND GROW UP!

Courage is an essential part of life/ patience is a necessity. Love, faith, & trust determine if you succeed in life; time is irrelevant. Success (the measure applied to position/ & the opportunities in freedom) in eternity, does not identify your time here on earth [we are all less than we should or could be]. Instead success develops in the levels and purposes and disciplines of your truth, an an identity based in love. It is your desire for harmony that provides position. It is your decision to trust that understands freedom & thereby allows your life to expand.

There are NO "Fights or wars for The honor of GOD or his religions/ HE DOESN'T OWN RELIGIONS" YOU do. God does not need you to "defend HIM"/ How stupid are you?

But there are battles to be fought for truth among you/ for honor/ for honesty; and for other influences wherever people are using ignorance to destroy life. These are your battles/ and you must fight them, with knowledge/ justice/ honor/ and discipline. All battles are about evidence and lies/ therefore a courtroom exists as your friend wherever justice rules honestly and with honor: it is a good thing. When this does not properly exist however/ then it is a true battleground to change the court/ by demanding final authority as WE THE PEOPLE, in accordance with your own national constitutions: a constitution is to protect the individual/ we the people is intended to protect your society and life. Reality and truth both confess: weapons of war are of little social or human value/ there purpose is to remove the competition. History proves they are no answer/ the reality simply returns at a later date. Justice, honesty, truth, respect, freedom, and the decision to participate with honor & responsibility are the answers. But they do hinge on the vast majority choosing to accept the limits/ the opportunities/ & the decisions that bring harmony to our lives. YOU CANNOT make the others obey: you accept the responsibility of yourself/ and understand that every society works, or doesn't work, because of EQUALITY and JUSTICE. Therefore YOU start, and YOU treat the others both young & old as equals, and life will take care of the human cost; if you will just be fair. This is your true job in society.

We do live in a world of true threats [mostly human] that will cause our extinction/ IF we don't remove them! Therefore over the next 4-7 years, EVERY SINGLE ONE of these primary threats must be removed/ NOT simply controlled. To do that, there must first be an international police and military/ governed by a world constitution of BASIC & SIMPLE RIGHTS {the ten commandments is a good example/ but not these, like them in size and purpose and description}, and then supported without fail, by every nation that chooses life: EVERY NATION. When this is done: those who will not come, shall have WAR DECLARED against them as necessary: TO REMOVE THESE LEADERS, with justice not fear, or the apathy used in Iraq. It is apathy NOT from the soldiers or public/ but from the leaders of all nations, for all have a stake in the outcome. The american leaders have simply drowned in their pride and ignorance. Any war begins with a boycott and other punitive measures: NO ONE IS EXEMPT/ weapons of mass destruction/ including genetic destruction; will be removed or you will die anyway; there is no choice. IF war against the nation itself is necessary/ then you will begin with a massive champaign to identify exactly what will happen to them and why; perhaps wisdom will find a path inside. This is necessary to survive.

As to all other changes; without an environment and ocean, in BALANCE to a realistic and honest degree of truth/ you will die anyway, no matter what you do/ therefore start TODAY, by learning and accepting the decision that what 7 billion people do PERSONALLY does have an impact: change yourself and do it now. Think of it this way: Even if your body & mind were whole at birth, UNLESS you can sufficiently begin to breathe on your own/ regulate your own temperature, heartbeat, fluids both in an out/ work with nourishment/ immunity/ and so on: YOU WOULD DIE before you even began. This is true of your experience, and is reflected to some degree by birth defects. The earth is a living, breathing, organism itself: YOU ARE KILLING IT, and from the massive documentation you do know it. WHAT can you live without? WHAT can the earth live without, either RESPECT IT OR DIE.

The final definitions of functional change required just for humanity, is your sexual needs, demands, and desires WILL HAVE TO BE understood and resolved. You must respect the reality, and then honorably deal with the truth as it is/ not as you expect it to be or want it to be: as it is in truth/ no jealousy or ownership/ no rights beyond yourself, and no decisions for the others: just knowledge and education as to the results/ in all ways of honor. Let the sexually deviant fix themselves/ they are irrelevant. Identified as a need means to some minimal degree everyone is entitled: therefore allowances shall be made, by some method of your choice. Identified as a demand means: lust is very close behind, and society has a RIGHT to protect its own from you. Identified as a desire means: either love or hate exist here/ love is the essence of a society in honor and harmony. But hate is the purpose and reason that leads to war/ therefore support one, and punish the other correctly. Nourish love, by providing proper paths to remove the tears and let the love shine through. Hate must be confined, and dealt with as a reality subjected to truth, and no more confusion or fantasy.

A pedofile HARMS EVERY CHILD/ therefore his life shall end within one year behind bars/ where absolute proof exists; he is worthless, but pay attention to the reality and then decide. The pedofile is afraid of life, and all people/ therefore he uses the child to prove "he has courage, he has control/ he is too weak for life", but it may be castration shall save his life if the reality is not too severe. The women who have recently been convicted of "using a young man for sex"/ are merely proving very simply: they are afraid of men! Thereby to some degree it is a man's fault. A serial murder harms all society/ therefore his or her life ends, where critical proof exists: NOT just a moment of complete fear & stupidity/ within one year of conviction: but you will hire investigators to be certain, until the day of death. If someone involved in the process of criminal preceding's is found to be corrupt/ let them take his or her place, or carefully describe not less than 3 years in jail. Let every prisoner make his or her statement to society, EVERY YEAR/ let these accumulate and be shown to the public in any case where the decision is not obvious, and let the public decide if it will let them re-enter society at this time.

NO winner or loser exists in equality/ therefore understand it, and learn how to live without games to distract you from your truth. That is NOT THE END OF GAMES, it is the end of trophies/ and the other dribble that comes with them.

TRUTH is the evidence of your life with GOD , think about that. Discipline is your hope to live With GOD , think about that. Death demands an accounting: and EVERYTHING you ever did or thought of in inside of YOU, think about that.

LOVE is a force that controls your life without any barriers. Thereby love is the existence of a greater authority than you, established to some degree with power & protection over your life, control proves this is true. The existence of power & protection proves a force by this evidence. The honesty of NO barriers means simply: a freedom without restraint, held together by the essence of love which is complete RESPECT and the honor and honesty of trust that comes with respect, and its child called love. A life of truth is a life of work, and a life of blessing (the blessing is the honor of that truth, and its effect upon your life and your eternity). Wisdom is the evidence of your personal journey, or the reality of your personal teacher. Love is the decision and desire of your personal identity in truth. Only you can decide & desire for life or love. Only you can discard & disgrace life for such little things as want/ power/ selfishness/ or all the rest. This life is a test/ the next life is an eternity. Miracle means beyond our grasp, by the evidence; we shall then have FAITH, that our comprehension of this truth cannot be wrong. Therefore the question presented to you is: a miracle brought us here, to a place of freedom/ to possibilities in love/ to the opportunities of growth/ WHAT THEN do you believe is next? It is true physical realities can be less than loving/ but the burden of this question is not about your perception of injustice/ but your reality in the essence of the gift that is your life, and the miracles presented to you. If you choose to live in injustice/ it is because you refuse to accept, that you are not GOD And are indeed limited to what HE HAS GIVEN TO US as our blessing. The only curse today, in this life, is the reality we must live with humanity as it is/ instead of how it should be: are you helping or hurting our existence together? Even one bad decision or failure in respect for another human being multiplies exceedingly until someone of courage and honor says, no more. Revenge is never an answer, it is the extension of whatever you hate, by your own hand. As to the tragedies we face, 2 realities stand out in the progression of failures: YOU have decided for yourselves, "you are too smart, to believe in GOD, Very simply." You have believed in your fears, and deliberately chosen to hide in money and weapons and want: To consume everything you can/ because you know you are going to die/ "therefore I WANT". Are you not threatened on every side? In your "smarts" you have cascaded from one failure to the next without even a whisper of wisdom getting in your way: want is not about truth or life/ is simply unimportant. Look at all your poisons (they are everywhere)/ look at your population (is not war soon, all that you have left), look at your crucifixion of nature from every angle and intent/ look at your slavery to whatever "the leaders say", is this not a direct response to "university"; wherein the rule is: do exactly as I do/ say what I say/ don't complain: and I'll give you money. It is so sad, it is beneath pathetic. Pathetic means BLIND and trapped in the hole you dug for yourself.

As to money in the USA, the lies speak for themselves. To survive you must accept the money tied to the population, and to a gold standard; so that something is real. Never again to numbers or computers or all the lies about appreciation of property, loans for nothing, and so on. You must assert & command those who give credit of any kind, SHALL NOT seek to enslave or cause grief. If they do/ then a criminal charge shall be applied to those who gave the credit. If however the citizen failed to disclose important information/ then he or she shall have a criminal charge placed against them. Where reality proves failure even though expectation was fair/ immediate actions shall occur to limit the damage to either side/ the debtor shall inform at any time a change in expectation exceeds a ten percent difference/ the creditor shall respond with help and warrant further time with critical understanding and proof.

It is time for you to ask yourself HONORABLY (Not because of death), WHY do you desire to live? Is it not the happiness you have known or truly hoped for ? Search for the meaning that is your life, and find the honesty needed for life & you to fight to survive. This is your job.

Truth knows, I cannot take away your want/ greed/ selfishness/ lust or the rest! I cannot make you love anything or anyone/ this is up to you. I can only witness to the life I have lived/ love as best I can/ and help you understand or ask for help, if you are willing. I can give you simple aid, as I am willing to do that for women. This is the extent of our lives together in its very simplest terms. These are your limits too. In male to female relationships sex can be added, to assemble the desires of each other, and sort out the truth. Each of these is a base foundation upon which we build our lives. If you work hard, understanding will come. If you are fair & just following truth, and letting reality decide [even if you don't want to] then wisdom shall come. If you accept true respect, then spirituality will come. GOD IS ALWAYS present in your life, whether you know HIM or not: HE gives you your life. To appreciate life, you must appreciate the miracle of life/ do think about it. As you do, the understanding will give you "awe" and life will turn to eternity. Here the teaching begins; and being ALIVE fundamentally changes.

The question: WHAT is important to you? Life and all the questions & answers of an entire universe, is important to me. LOVE & the extreme possibilities of an ecstasy beyond imagination or anything resembling this life, are important to me. TRUE freedom and opportunities beyond my comprehension are important to me. but most of all, A true FAMILY & HOME BUILT BY GOD , represents everything I desire or love: NOT because of "the things or even the possibilities"/ but because each of these and more are worth any price this life demands. My reality is not as a desire for things, It is much more simply; The true possibility To belong to

OUR FATHER ,as HIS CHILD!

Some people are certain to point out that love is not everything GOD gave to us/ predator and prey exist as harsh realities; life is not only about love and happiness. But I have examined predator & prey and found simply: there is NO other way to let freedom & true choice exist. Everything else requires deliberate controls & infringed upon freedoms. Therefore we must learn disciplines/ honor, and harmony/ that there may be freedom without restraint or control, for whoever can accept the discipline and truth.

Because this part is written as a journal, the date of October 23, 2005 has added the addition of another sign to my own journey of life. The desire to teach applies the reality of "theater" to the following discussion/ that you may understand the dimension of a mental freedom is different than a spiritual freedom or a demand of soul. I never plan/ I live the experiences life places before me: however I do allow the freedom of mental experimentation to apply and shape experiences that I may "peer into the mental compositions and traits of mental definitions that form themselves." This is the removal of "life as the decision maker"/ to give mental compositions a chance to reveal themselves. These are never free, rather they are the measurements that exist in my/ your expression.

The day before was a little unusual, as I felt strangely disconnected from all things "woman: it is the dimension I seek". I did not "feel, on the path to woman at all/ it had disappeared to reveal only the man in me. It is a unusual situation as I rarely venture from the path I seek. After sleep, I awoke to begin the questioning of what has changed? As this is common to my life, and are the progression of steps, that leads to thought. More clearly, each night after the mind awakens, I use the time to evaluate & identify what needs to "be cleaned or sorted in me". Therein reality and truth decide direction and implement, "the reading of the map" to establish an understanding of where are we/ where are we going/ and so on.

To my surprise, a new understanding of male composition has arisen "from the feelings", I have recently found. I am composed of 3 parts male: the body/ the mind/ and the life inside. Although I knew of the separation, I never contemplated the connections/ the body simply knows it is male; and I didn't care. The mind chemically understands it is male. Life again doesn't care if it is male or female/ but mind & body do/ therefore it becomes male, if you are male. My "feelings" initiate the description: "Life is like a semi-tractor, and trailer/ the mind is the hitch, & the body is the trailer being towed. Life decides and is the energy, the control/ while body simply has to hang on, because the hitch won't let go. If the mind does let go, the body is stranded in depression and the mind simply abandoned by direction and drive. Life itself then speeds into the chaotic world of mental insanity/ because nothing matters, I have lost my connection to the identity inside (or in this case behind as trailer and hitch).

As to the sign, I was investigating why the path to woman was disrupted and abandoned/ and found the male in me (body & mind) had tried to "retake control, from the woman who had invaded/ and changed so many things". This is the very first sign of disobedience, or failure to accept the duty given it, and "be a soldier, if you will"/ since puberty. I WAS surprised, as life in me has extended duty and disciplines to MANY situations where death and injury could easily have occurred, and never a complaint/ that I was aware of from body or mind: these simply had no choice as far as I was concerned. Anyway, the "woman inside, since September" is hidden very well and cannot be found. So the male in me, is now in waiting/ but I know "this woman" clearly knows it and will not be trapped. I (the life I am) have NOT changed my decision/ therefore it has become important to identify exactly how a failure to accept this discipline has occurred. To do this I have noted "2 or 3 nights ago", at one point in the night, the same feminine voice occurred inside, that had come once before/ and said "but I want these tits to be bigger"/ the male in me immediately said NO. The life in me thought a little wouldn't be so bad, essentially trying to calm what is male. The night after this a clear suggestion/ they will be 4 times bigger, and my tits have felt something going on for 2 days. It is after this discipline broke down. A side note: one day a few weeks ago, both tits swelled up to almost twice as big/ to the point of clearly sticking out of my shirt (the hot day mentioned earlier). I then looked in the shirt/ and there was NOTHING that said male about my chest:[ I have shaved the chest hair off/ it really looks bad with hairy tits]. So the idea of 4 times bigger tits is something I really had not yet adjusted to. As I pondered the truth about living as a "can't miss it, Woman (at least so say the tits)/ while otherwise looking like a man. I suddenly had the high pitch and tone of a woman's voice/ NOTHING male about it. After an hour, I still could NOT find any sound of a male/ much higher than I remember before puberty. "Somebody stole it". Clearly I was not prepared for that at all/ but after calming down; from a concern to my reality that I am in GOD'S HANDS so to speak, my voice returned. I then tried to recreate the feminine voice just heard "was it me"/ and couldn't come close, not at all. The sign then was: GET READY !

Theater begins: here clearly controlled, or about to be controlled by the feminine reality inside/ I asked: what happens to the male in me/ does he die? No answer, but that is a bad sign. Truth now knows that what is male in me, DOES view my life as a deserter to him. We have literally been through a lot, and the man in me has never failed/ not even a little, a very good friend. I am now saddened by this fact, and do not have an honorable solution: simply "we have lost"! All I can say is: I simply had NO clue, it was all a complete surprise/ except for the one decision I made: the consequences to what is male in me, were simply never considered. I then asked: what about "the parts & pieces that are male"? The answer, she would let other women have them to play with! As a man, it doesn't sound so bad/ until I remember simply: "I have no control, & no say over anything". {this has occurred before in September , and at that time I asked for a biblical verse about this: the mind cannot ask these questions, spirit asks/ and was directed to Luke 11: 29-30 (Jonah was swallowed by a whale/ no options were allowed to him) you may interpret.

I am now sorry, for the man in me. It was never my intent to harm, and he has been a true friend. The addition of feelings has revealed the differences between life, mind, & body. Opening a door between the freedoms of life, the honor of a disciplined mind, & the order of a truth that lives as male. I NOW understand a responsibility inherent in the choices of freedom, that I knew not before. Not only am I alive, but my decisions affect the basic foundations of my life/ my mind, by introducing passions with consequences/ and my body by confronting it with truths I cannot change. I will believe and hold true, unless reality proves me wrong: GOD DECIDES The directions and journeys of my life/ therefore the man in me, has simply/ or will simply fulfill his duty; and die. As to woman, and the potential realities I face/ only time will tell what truth shall be/ I don't know. This is in many ways, a new and very different experience for me. Therefore the writing reflects the paths I have walked for so many years: simply put, understanding is a decision that opens many doors/ but not all are inviting, and there are "costs".

You should understand, that knowledge is the door/ understanding is the path we walk/ and wisdom "the light" that is our reward. Wherever knowledge is poor, the only way to open the door, is with the errors that increase knowledge. MOST times this avenue, will endanger your life/ your hopes/ your mind, your everything, even to your death. But if you are prepared to pay/ rather than run, hide, or fear/ then you will learn: if you fail the test of courage/ you go insane, perhaps always. For reference, my life would be described by most as somewhat lonely/ because my continual determination to learn, DOES have many costs including "humiliation & the people who will be humiliated because of you". It is a different life, in a world where the purpose is "to stand out a little in pride/ but be exactly the same as everyone else: such is the purpose of most people. To establish a minimal target as best I can, people are kept at a distance. As to consequence; if you have removed pride, then mind & body don't care about the others/ but life says, these are the people of my time; and this is a price for being me/ that I should not impose upon them, as much as possible.

These are the random measurements of my mind, at free will. Many questions now exist. October 24,2005 the night proves an end to development along this path, as it has proven corrupt and circling from the truth/ to the destinations of power and death. The final question (as all paths must be completed, or they attack you later) as presented by me: simply, what shall be the destination of these things? This is a spiritual question, and as a consequence/ all mental pathways must answer correctly; Because GOD OWNS the spirit world/ and HE protects and gives me life. The correct answer was then to death, and disgrace without salvation.

Now begins the examination of development, and the relationship that ascends or descends from the consequence of truth. It will be very broad & without the intensive discipline required for discussion/ no questions of me allowed. Reality begins in this matter with Revelation 12 and its interpretation which presents a respectful look at the work I was doing/ with the exception that I "am not a woman". Here discovery asks; if the rest is true, then will I become a woman? The soul is our decision to believe and have faith in JESUS Therefore the question presented would still be: would I accept being a woman/ in the world of soul, it is up to "the life" to decide whether male or female; the body is irrelevant. As a human being/ it is your body that decides: therefore this is a question for soul. My answer establishes a question asking about body as well, it is thereby a truth without a discipline: and must be considered a want/ it is as written in me. All want ends in power/ all power ends in death/ therefore the end result is known before the process of theater begins. The question of body, must then accept the truth of a miracle that would change the body to female/ that is the death of the male: no clue, if such a miracle would occur. Theater is the human experience called drama, it focuses on the mental preparations of a specific want, and the behaviors humanity assumes mentally will achieve this goal. Theater is entirely a mental process that uses the body to establish questions/ fight with confusion/ and complete or complete as a method for knowledge the intent for knowledge at lower base levels of function & endurance within the mental experiences of that life.

My decision to "accept the spiritual existence of woman as my own/ remains for the reasons given". My ability to conceive of any knowledge as is required by destiny WAS completely lacking at a mental or body experience/ thereby the only method available to extend this farther, was simply to let the mind ask itself. Therefore soul, "stepped back" and the three facets of humanity stepped forward/ to do their best. As is plainly identified, all three fail. But truth says, discipline & order knew better/ than freedom or want. Want would have continued even to its death without restraint/ because it learns to focus on the goal, and leave life behind. This is a mental distress that leads to confusion and stress; commonly called obsessive/ compulsive disorder. It is commonly addressed with the "mr/ ms perfect syndrome" which commands the person/ to focus even smaller, and access the outcome of any event by the elimination of tiny obstacles to perfection. Perfection is an ass-hole game/ it has NO meaning in life, therefore it is a constant thorn in all who surround these people. It is the restraint of discipline, order, freedom, and life that keep you from surrendering your life to want. It is honesty and honor, discipline and courage, love and respect that keep you from surrendering your life to perfection: if you need to be "perfect"/ then you lack one or more of these: search for them! Focus is the intensity to push or pull the direction of a decision. Focus does this by reducing understanding to the essence of want/ which then becomes selfishness; "rather than is simple selfishness, a first step". It is very selfish, to "always be right/ when life or death is not the issue". It is herein presented that without soul or mercy, all humanity fails "in the spiritual world". It does not matter who you are/ or who you think you are/ you WILL fail. It is hereby shown, that if you enter within confusion with a distinct want/ even mentally you can easily fail, even here as a human. The question is why?

The answer establishes a confusion, that becomes propelled by a want/ as the beginning of "the devil inside". While the reality reduced to power, becomes the "devil at work inside of you". In real terms, life cannot tolerate a level of confusion that distorts truth/ because truth itself then becomes distorted "and takes on a life of its own, without truth. That as a reality will kill you, if excessive/ both here and in eternity. Thereby know beyond any doubt, that faith and belief ARE VERY important to you: simply DO NOT be afraid/ believe.

As to experiences relayed since September 2005, they are as they happened with realistic attention to detail. They are the evidence of my own mind & body and life/ and a fair description of how I am schooled. I simply walk in/ and it is soul and JESUS that pull me back out, when necessary. I DO NOT, recommend these practices to you/ you may die, even eternally: you must be invited or you cannot go/ you must be correct, or you die; or go insane.

A question exists: if my heart was or is true, and my intent real; the purpose of my life honorable & honest/ then WHY did this path become corrupted? The answer is it failed because truth needs DISCIPLINE & HONOR, or it fails: if you do not "see the path to its end" but try to escape it or hide/ it will come back "to haunt you" with the experience, because unless it ends/ it remains. Thereby these types of experience can be the beginning of your death/ unless you accept the price to be paid; or simply stop yourself from going.

For me, all this is about the truth I LOVE OUR FATHER!

This is my truth! But in this instance, discipline knows the human body I inhabit is male/ thereby to become female does not represent order or discipline: to abandon "to his death", the male in me who has worked fearlessly and with great endurance and merit for my life; has NO honor/ thereby it should never be done. However the life inside knows simply: that I choose whatever OUR FATHER Would ask of me; no exceptions. And I honestly have returned this body and mind to whatever purpose HE DECIDES ; I simply try not to get in the way.

The question arises, what about the biblical verse of Luke 11, and how does it apply here? The answer is: everything in the bible is NOT perfect [or any other religious book either]. Rather it is based upon the memories of men & women and the realities that have influenced them in their lives. Instead of word by word perfection/ the intent of every religious story is to instruct/ it is NOT to present you with rules, by which you may control the others. If Luke 11: 29-30 is to become true/ then honor and discipline will guide the reality: under the best circumstances/ therein it is to "calm the fears & foreboding of women, if necessary". If by its worst set of circumstances: then I will be thrown into jail in some form, raped violently and repeatedly until my life is all but over/ and ALL LIFE on earth will be CURSED: to remove all mercy from the earth/ that you may be consumed completely, with terrific trembling and terrors. PRAY that this shall NOT occur! Neither of these must occur/ only Luke writes of them; therefore they are only a possibility.

The reality of my life has become, the possibility of a spiritual woman/ or even a physical woman if that is to be; I have no clue. I add for your benefit, the illustration below: "That when cleaning out body an mind and identity from the mess of mental theater" my mind/ body/ or life found what is thought was "the inner sanctuary of my life" in the flesh of my being> it was a lie; but allowed to continue to its end. Therefore the mind describes a "new light" within this chamber, and new knowledge. This too had to be cleaned out. In this illustration, the mind finds within the flesh a small area cleverly hidden with "small points of light, one is a different color" standing in the darkness. The mind believes this "must be the place" as it is not invited/ it simply decided "to be perfect" in cleaning. The interpretation: the inner sanctuary of your life, is the place where YOU have given to JESUS all that is treasured by you/ that HE may keep you safe; this is no longer ever accessible again. It is not a part of the flesh/ it is not tiny lights in the darkness/ it is not within your comprehension to enter; or mine: therein understand "to stay away" from this in your soul.

Desire is, the knowledge required to "see the destination" before you begin. Thereby mental decisions are all failures/ apart from truth, as they cannot see a destination in spirit. Spiritual decisions are relationships with truth that become a participation with respect and reality. Decisions of soul, are the evidence of your truth and the foundation of your identity/ thereby destiny expands to the evidence and knowledge of the universe. Truth is not a possession/ it is the discovery of an energy that gives you life. Truth is not a life/ it is the existence of a barrier or door through which you may enter reality, as its creator.

I am a messenger/ that is my job; until the message is delivered. As to the existence of a spiritual "woman inside/ to become me: or the rebirth of me as a different man, much more aware of what it means to be woman" I simply do not know. I do know that on a personal level, I am not as detached from my existence as a man just weeks ago. Balance is important.

I belong to GOD , OUR FATHER , the rest is unimportant to me.

As to your own decisions to change and survive/ or not; no one can or will make you change/ it is your decision to make, your death to endure. It remains my new job to help women/ if they organize and desire it. It remains true that man is fundamentally guilty of the majority responsibility for the problems of this world, and the tragedy awaiting it, without clear and complete change. But some allowance will be made for men as leaders/for a time. From this time forward until the end of time/ women shall be in charge of life on earth. The world of men and women and children SHALL accept this, or all shall fail. Man, has had his allotted time, and failed.

GOOD PRAYERS TO YOU.

The demand to change BY TRIAL, remains your responsibility/ however as GOD allows, I will help in ways that I choose. The reality of my life/ my suggestion to your future is: my need for knowledge, understanding, & wisdom simply stated is: I refuse to enter eternity blind & helpless; I choose to prepare.

As to secondary issues:

The questions related to "voices/ stolen controls/ and fundamental assertions contributed to the basis of knowledge generating an outcome from the elements involved are" : I do not interfere in the distinctions of a mental disorder/ I study them as they exhibit an influence & seek a control. Confusion explains life according to an explanation of images. Each set of images is required to assemble the participants in thought/ or it will be given sound, to compensate. The compilation of a network of images is the assumption of an outcome. Therein all mental confusion starts with a set of physical & real parameters, that are "un-joined" and through imagery & assumption the missing pieces are compiled. At this point a story is born. Where a story or image is not or cannot be conceived of, then theater assumes the duty of joining the reality into a maze of expectations. Theater is composed of a director, an actor/ actress, and a script given to the actor/ actress. The "director" is the excesses found in society through media, interactions viewed but not partaken of, experiences in violence or base humiliation, heard of through criminal expression and so on: the things not known by the individual that can be imagined/ or the things known by the individual, that become an obsession in control by fantasies. The script is the rules of society, in particular morality demands, for they constitute the behaviors that can be broken/ if you are to experience something new or previously unknown. If you already know the answer/ then you are not confused.

Therefore theater represents a social impact that lays dormant until confusion calls them forward to ask: "Is it, one of these, that explains my failure and relationship to being wrong"? The definitions of control in theater are real/ the definitions of control in imagery are fantasy [which means the participant decides/ rather than the confusion]. Reality therein comes to mean an expectation without a command, cannot generate a reaction/ there must be an action first. This is a rule, wherever discipline must be dealt with. Therein the development of someone to assemble control & produce the action becomes a want/ and want begins the consequence called devil, wherein truth is allowed to be distorted to resolve the confusion and establish a focus assisted by a goal. The goal established a clarity used to end the confusion, and control the focus; so that "the devil" cannot distort anything else. The distortion of truth is a known enemy. Therein as you proceed into power/ the reality of what is true and what is false also becomes distorted unless you choose to establish a new boundary called" truth you do know, by the evidence of facts that cannot be denied". This is established in simple terms; wherein all other more complex subjects are ruled unfit here. All truth is an understanding that exists with honor/ thereby when the lie is revealed or removed/ the mess cleaned up/ & the failure in your heart removed: then peace returns. Stability is added only through true BELIEF IN GOD , not your expectation in belief/ but your reality as established by your actual beliefs. If you fail to repent of your UN-belief, meaning: you do not accept the stability of truth and reality, and live that truth/ then at every possibility called confusion, peace shall leave; and fear that you may again re-enter theater or imagery shall inhabit your world. REPENT & BELIEVE. There is an alternate reality to goals/ belief & truth/ or fears: it is a possession of the mind. Here the lies become your ruler/ and the distortion changes life from reality to your fantasy. All criminal excess lives here. Only if the lies can be removed, the possibility of life can return: otherwise death has accomplished its purpose and this human is simply "debris from the sewer". You may dispose of him or her.

I am aware of your religious police, and that they will be afraid of me and these descriptions. As to mental theater, I guarantee any research done in this area is with disgust and apathy (this tiny fragment is for the lesson to you). I am not your teacher/ but as a messenger, it is necessary to approach the composition of a teacher/ for I am surely a student. The purpose is to help you survive/ and if you do, then prepare you to live in a changed world. You cannot repair the human condition, unless you understand the mechanisms at work. All "my work" in the areas of danger, are by invitation of soul and JESUS who do then stand close by/ or I don't go.

There was one significant detail established in this mental theater, completely unexpected and or out of character for such an occurrence. The "sign, and the change in my voice" were not generated by theater or imagery. The tits and experience prior to mental theater as in September 2005 are a reality not an influence generated under any set of circumstances/ they were a development established by soul. In soul, all environmental impacts are useless/ they are only of time. Soul develops from a disciplined existence within the truth of order. Here "creation" allows the consequence of order to be viewed as a destiny rather than a reality, and truth provides the participants to tell the story. The journey is herein reviewed, to establish the questions of hope and existence. The destiny used to understand the potential expressions and experience. What is unclear in soul, is left to GOD .

The development of critical links as they establish male experience & produce male behaviors are necessary to change in society as well. Therein the hierarchy of freedom, to the point of want/ conceives of order as a slave. The body is considered anywhere from a disciplined honor, honestly respected/ all the way down to a sacrificed hatred [the sexual deviant]. The primary resolution of behavior, is a composition assigned between freedom & order, whereas the fundamental experience of the male body is defined between duty and the pride associated with hate. Pride is a hate, as it refines behavior against the others/ rather than for the others. What constitutes an order to proceed is established within the fundamental of life that asks for everything that can be gained between true freedom & true want. The identity of the male is defined from his position in reality between freedom & want/ therein the true fulfillment of freedom establishes an honor/ while the true fulfillment of want establishes selfishness without any honor. Where do you reside?

The mind knocks at the door of order to describe a male life as one of duty & responsibility, this is discipline. But the mind is owned by the life which controls it and where selfishness rules, the mind is a slave. The reality of "human spirit" is then limited by the male development called freedom/ whereas the human disgrace & poverty of evil, stems from the understanding "my body is a slave to me/ WHY then should the others not be". Here then body comes to mean "by the grace & strength of a new day, where respect is my answer and love is the purpose and meaning of my life, OR The absolute demand to achieve some minimal degree of luxury or revenge; TO PROVE YOU are a predator all should fear! Where then do YOU live?

Reality now requires an understanding be created from the variations demonstrated as either interruptions to the peaceful compositions of my own life/ or as confusion & the distortion of truth as it exists. Thereby representing the intent of society to discourage all participants that would walk the path of this message. Or allow society to fully express the possibilities of their own hatreds and selfishness and gluttony.

Spiritually, it is possible to recognize major shifts in human expressions. To comprehend the basis & foundation of a developing influence upon society or you/ it is required: that every detail matters, & every purpose is surveyed to discover the consequence of its truth, and access the ability of the participants to conceive of respect/ or fall prey to fear and the insurgents of hatred. Hatred means the end of all respect/ repeats itself through the models of a minimum focus, used to generate a goal as translated by predation. This is "the building of an animal", either as predator or prey. To escape hatred, YOU MUST expand the relationship of freedom to the door of respect/ and then pass through. RESPECT alone, removes hatred. Truth then judges all matters of disrespect by law, justice, and fair play. When you expand the dimensions of your influence, you create a level of detail that focuses without purpose, to gain understanding. Rather than a minimal focus which then narrows & controls for the expressed purpose of power. Existence now expands the dimension necessary to be examined as the period of time from early September 2005, to today November 2005/ to assess & understand the translations and composition of details used to identify the existence of a threat/ the composition of a warning/ or the influence of realities greater than humanity. Critical analysis will not be detailed for you.

All interruption begins with the minimal detailing of Revelation 12, a book of the bible which uses elaborate imagery to explain the visions of a man born centuries ago. His ability to see the future of humanity, could NOT have been explained by any other method of his time (than imagery) as the realities and language required did not exist, until the last century. Even so, translated properly, he WAS quite accurate. Imagery is always a distorted truth, therefore it contains confusion from the writer/ and must be dealt with carefully. In recognizing my existence fits the initiating sequence "except for being a woman", the reality established is a question: am I to be a woman/ how can that be? That cannot be answered by me/ therefore the confusion of the writer must be entered: here the questions what belongs to the man writing/ what belongs to GOD who provided the vision, and depicted the imagery he entered/ & what belongs to the distortion of truth, that the man could not understand? These are decided by our current reality/ my initial test asked: "shall I grow a woman's tits/ is this real, is this enough? I did indeed grow tits, and the reality was presented: it is NOT enough. You will bear in mind and accept the fact simply: I cannot initiate tits to my body, or make these grow. Nor will there ever be, under ANY circumstances changes done to me by man/ woman/ or child such as plastic surgery, for this purpose. Change requires a miracle, or it shall not come. A reality in fact is not a distortion of truth, or a confusion by a man centuries dead. Thereby the primary condition of the woman as pregnant must be addressed. Asking the question, could I be pregnant as a man? This is a confusion considered by me, as an exception to becoming a woman: the answer is NO/ not as a man. Reality enters as the parameters of accepting the consequence of being a woman/ or being as a woman "a help-mate to women"/ if this is to become my truth? Issues are raised in support of a decision to allow confusion to search within the compositions of my identity and establish a foundation wither supporting acceptance, or withdrawing from my position as a participant in Revelation 12. The questioning extends to heartache & the failure of humanity to accept anything but confusion, and its resulting hatred. The test; can I survive in a world completely foreign to me (as a woman)? Can I accept GOD Controlling my destiny, within this world? The answer I am extremely unprepared, for this question; of being a woman! Therefore all preparations & work insignificant to the consequence of being woman, are abandoned. Suggestions are made/ warnings given/ reality assessed and solutions provided, for a final goodbye: to the man in me. September 6 understands the man in me is separate from the life that is my identity, and asks of mind & body will you obey? My answer is to accept WHATEVER GOD Would have me be, is cemented in place: never to be questioned again. This is my part/ GOD Must do the rest: I cannot make me a woman/ it is not in me, I must be shown. September 7 reminds the reader, they must make a decision too. And implement the reality even though resistence will come. September 8 , my reality has asserted, it is women who shall be in charge of my existence, "with minimal oversight". So ends the questioning/ as to the level of confusion, "I will let you decide".

Here then; a time to be simple once more provides time, adds rest, and asserts peace. Other descriptions of Revelations are investigated for substance, and abandoned as unnecessary. The chapter or book called journal, begins the work of creating a woman's identity in me, and leaving the man's behind. Although time has been spent in preparations; the true definition of the work is simply: to abandon my own identity, and allow "the woman inside" to create her own in me. This is akin to death in many ways/ because death is, about sorting the truth and meanings of "I". This is not a sacrifice {I don't care, if I am a man or woman spiritually}, it is a gift. Life is interrupted then by the change demanded in Revelation 12, and must be examined more correctly.

"The college-educated version" of Revelation 12 is: verse 1 depicts something unexpected, which defines and depicts information not of this world, but more serious, and more expansive than human knowledge allows. 2. In a single act, her body/ her life being pregnant, became controlled by a new existence inside: birth is not easy. 3, trial begins for the earth, masses of people are very angry/ these represent all aspects of humanity, these are prepared to attack the words and the messenger from the 10 base points of their pride: they are intending to prove 1, weapons of mass destruction save us. 2, medicine saves us, the price doesn't matter. 3, debts and the rich are "the engines of our prosperity". 4, power and the resources we consume, ARE our right/ we deserve them for being alive. 5, the "university and experts" have made our lives "rich and comfortable/ and lazy and we don't want to change. 6, the judiciary supports the money, power, and authority that make us the nation we are/ and we like it. 7, evolution is our god, even if we are hopelessly wrong. 8, an education is the "right to steal", from the ignorant, we deserve more than they do; we are "intelligent". 9. The government is your leader, NOT your friend, "for your own good"/ don't tell us what to do. 10, religion makes the rules work, leave it alone; or the slaves will revolt. The seven crowns, or reasons why they believe this is true/ or at least the propaganda used to prove you must obey are: money/ debt/ consumption/ tyranny/ terrorism/ pride/ & selfishness. Without these, who are you? The answer is "nobody, like the others"/ we will rule, and these are the weapons for the mind. Verse 4 of revelations; the propaganda of hatred, the skill of the damned; causes 4 of the 12 base messages herein, to be reduced to just talk. These are "lights of knowledge" that fade because the price of understanding to too high, for the majority. Thereby the damned believe they can prepare a trap for the one who delivers the message, so that at "first sign" of the people being influenced; and power being lost: violence against this messenger shall convince the others "to remain as the sheep they have been": prepared for slaughter, blind and ignorant. Verse 5 is the woman or messenger, delivers "to the people chosen by GOD to hear it, an extent of knowledge, that is sustainable as the means to rule the earth through this understanding. These learn to pray HONESTLY, and find themselves "rewarded, with soul". Verse 6 this woman or messenger MUST retreat to allow time and humanity, to make their decision to live "with GOD'S Hope for them, in harmony" Or to ignore all warnings and fall head first and forever into the battles of Armageddon [the war humanity brings upon itself, because they claim they are "gods"/ and need no GOD To help them: they have chosen, as the majority]. Verse 7 knowledge/ understanding/ & wisdom, demand an accounting; propaganda and its fools, fight back for the souls of humanity; but TRUTH wins! Verse 9 confusion ends and time begins under the authority of truth. Verse 11 describes terrorists at work, but it will not be extreme. Verse 12states life awaits all who believe in truth; do not fear. But forewarns those who are now prepared to turn back in cowardice: that you will buy only hate from these/ nothing of life. Verse 13, means the people are arising and finding their souls, their courage, and their lives. But the damned still believe if they can capture & torture "this woman/ messenger" the others will become their prey once more. The woman escapes, for the allotted time. Verse 15, as she returns, "the serpent" [the powerful who have prepared their weapons "like a sniper in the weeds"] decide to use all their influence & power that money can buy or authority can demand/ in an attempt to kill this woman and destroy her message. The earth is now inhabited with "people of GOD" Who are also prepared, and refuse to let it happen. The damned are then disbanded and each threatens all who cross their path.

In human reality all battles end. Therefore the question applied by this last statement of Revelation 12 depends upon you/ your ability to remove pride, and find honor & honesty/ your purpose to accept respect, and duty, and do the work: not someone else: YOU. And your compassion, your justice and fair play, and your equality for others by the definitions of your love. Therefore what does come next is dependent upon you/ not the book of revelation. It is written beyond revelation 12 up to revelation 21 & 22 that your reality is dependent upon your failure, or lack of failure. Simply do not fail, and only minimum effects will come/ that does not mean no effects; but less by far than the world war 3 and other horrendous realities that you have piled at the door, for your war to end all life on earth: YOU have done this/ therefore it is your war, or your end to war; one way or the other. There is NO middle ground.

Those chapters before Revelation 12 are CHOSEN BY GOD ; they are dependent upon your prayers and your response to this message of life. Dependent upon your level of prayer, RESPECT, and love.

While the focus here in this "college educated" format is more precise, as to conditional and real threats than the other interpretations. It reveals the subject matter to more specific consequences resulting from action/reaction composite descriptions of humanity/ therefore it is strictly a "human scenario"/ no matter how accurate it is. What is spiritual says: "GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS": meaning stop being so selfish, and turn to life; is in fact the more proper description. To do this revelation 12 looks to the message and the power removed from the damned/ and gives it to the people, to choose a new life. It then applies truth, as the primary foundation upon which you shall build/ and asks you quite simply: to look beyond yourselves, into the eternity of your souls, and BELIEVE, that it may come true for you: do the others really matter/ will you sell your eternity, for who? When you remember to examine the truth, and investigate the reality/ be certain to look at the human body, understand how enormous it really is that we have vision and can interpret vision {your best computers are no match for your brain}/ consider how you move, touch, feel, grab, run turn your head, bend and stretch and so much more {your robots are more joke, than stupid}. How can you be so blind? Really, how can you be so blind and deaf, and dumb as to believe "all life on earth is an accident of mutations "fixing themselves into something of value". The human body is a mass produced reality intended, expected, and defined by the same realities for thousands of years; with the added blessings of individuality. The only mutations you will find, are those that cannot survive/ without intervention. How foolish you are/ what sheep you are; led to slaughter, without even a bleat.

As for my reality, it is again the question and consequent relationship defined as woman/ that must answer the question of who, "will become the I in me"? And how shall this change be made, if it is coming? These questions are presented in a spiritual understanding of Revelation 12, therefore a "spiritual woman" is the participant in this earthly discussion of parameters and dimensions; rather than simple truth & consequences.

Within the freedoms of eternity the possibilities for adventure are endless/ but NOT without dangers. Thereby "man & woman, so to speak" go together as a relationship participating in the danger together; as the "male parts" enter in first to any undefined dimension/ to assess the cause and conflict of energy therein; and accept the cost as necessary to that danger. The "woman" establishes a safety zone {a place to be healed, without danger} until the man is healed, and "life as an adventure may begin again for them both". ONLY GOD Can exist without a need for this!

Thereby the woman of revelation 12 is expected to become "a home" by the virtue of love, compassion, respect, and friendship/ a place to be nurtured and healed besides. As to the consequence of physical definition: it does not say. Verse 1 by spiritual reference is strictly spiritual, no physical dimension of body exists. Verse 2 however is strictly physical, as this is NOT spiritual by any reference; and it occurs after the introduction of the message/ pregnancy does not exist as a human child in the spirit world. But it is not a physical child or pregnancy here either {I honestly don't think}, which adds a spiritual dimension. Verse 6 is both spiritual and physical as are all other reference to the woman/ the "wings", represent an opportunity to experience incredible things/ only JESUS OR GOD can give. Only time will tell/ I do not know the reality, therefore I cannot know the outcome.

Spiritual in this sense, is the examination of all "products, consequences, & expectations" as are subjected to a reference within historical documentation, or endeavors, and as believed to have value. These are primarily religious documents. I believe in the bible/ not as a Jewish reference, but as a human historical account of stories worth repeating/ that impacted life over thousands of years, and have built into them a useful lesson to man/ woman/ & child. Therefore the "behaviors of that day" may be guardedly observed, through the relationships portrayed with all human existence then and now. The new testament of the Christian bible , deals with JESUS A person "better connected to eternity", love, honor, life, mercy, hope, courage, purpose, honesty, RESPECT, duty, trust, & GOD More so than ANY other person in human history: and much more. HIS story remains, and billions of people are still being influenced by HIS LIFE. Therefore the basic truths of HIS STORY Are established/ HIS TEACHING Applies spiritual reference, as used to establish "Good or evil", exist as HIS REALITY, Rather than behavioral patterns that start or end as stories/ they are HIS LIFE'S WORK. AND I DO BELIEVE HIM.

These are then 4 of the seven foundation parts, necessary to begin a relationship of "altered consequence": An experience in time, allowing the body to perform its translation of the variables presented/ an opportunity for the mind to participate in the function of each variable to create a consequence by mental proportioning (measuring)/ the life inside that chooses its truth/ and the spiritual reference, that designates each relationship as good or evil by the reality of past (yours) & previous (human existence) experiences.

There are three others: Soul, JESUS HIMSELF, & GOD !

SOUL defines and ascends from respect as the essence of miracles. The truth that our relationship with life and as life: is a true miracle. The understanding of discipline & order therein produce a "map" whereby the investigation & expression of details form the value of the knowledge to be gained or discarded. The soul is NOT judge, but more clearly a development of wisdom, which then searches the intent of your decision as life, and forms "heart or soul". Heart is the process of establishing a decision through your own wisdom in this life/ it is the intensity of your purpose or love for others, or against them. Soul is the treasury, of all that is most sacred to you, about your life/ and your eternity.

JESUS enters here, where TRUST and treasury understand the real value of life is found only in eternity. FAITH begins this journey/ life may only watch. Trust completes this understanding. If you pass within the existence of JESUS as your teacher/ then and only then, may you ask of the experience called

GOD.

Herein for those who have ears to hear with; the question of how is addressed/ the value of why is love/ and the intensity called eternity is visited NOT by assumption/ BUT by the reality, through entry within the intensity & density of an experience beyond time: energy provides this platform/ and you must enter it as well. All experience is assigned by energy/ thereby this path and its "tributaries" depict the ascension of life beyond body or mind. Here salvation is our acceptance within "the universe of thought itself". JESUS IS LITERALLY, "Our ONLY door" into this world; all the others {not damned/ but able to come}, will receive only mercy and their place in heaven: it will be joyous! JESUS because RESPECT, LOVE, TRUTH, AND TRUST began all our lives into this other expression of life/ by HIS HOPE, HONOR, LIFE, DUTY, DIGNITY, MERCY, INTEGRITY, AND INTENSITY : thereby provided all the opportunities and therein the purpose of an eternity for you. This was and still is then, a true invitation for you as well.

A few will demand an "invitation to what"? The answers all reside within the intensity of your own gifts as a human being: expressed or multiplied by at least 1 billion times more/ literally everything!

But understand very clearly, ETERNITY IS NOT For your consumption/ your laziness or disgrace/ or ANY of the myriad levels of your disrespect as associated with humanity. It is for the encouragement of your love, your harmony, your honor, and your duty. NOTHING is built, so that you can turn it into a garbage heap or cess-pool or toxic waste dump, ETC. NOTHING.

IF YOU DO NOT PROVE, YOU are better than this/ you shall not come! if you steal or kill the eternity of another, or fail yourself to attain eternity/ then your own punishment shall be "fitting". Some will ask: WHY were not all these things given to our humanity before/ WHY did JESUS DIE, When obviously HE could have taught us so much MORE?

The answer is, not until today has humanity succeeded in the depth & concentration of language & communication necessary to "keep the predators at bay". Not until today has the level of human failure become so clear and grievous that the majority CAN recognize it as true. Not until today has the line been drawn between life or death for all; of humanity and life, on earth. Before today, it was allowed to be your own personal decision/ today, each one chooses for all human existence/ all life on earth; Is your decision!

JESUS DIED Because humanity could NOT accept the responsibility of these statements/ therefore HIS LIFE was about individual people, and their relationship to GOD.

TODAY, YOU stand in HIS place, and a decision is required of YOU; to save humanity from itself. If you fail/ then all life dies.

I am the messenger, bringing you this warning/ sharing the blessings of JESUS IN MY LIFE, As a witness to you, OF HIS TRUTH.

WE ARE soon going to participate in the largest reduction of jobs, and work/ the world has ever seen. Because debt has made the frills and useless activities, as well as some necessary services impossible to maintain. This will migrate worldwide, as tourism dies/ luxuries will fail/ medicine will collapse under demands for money, it will NEVER see again. None of these are coming back, as they were/ resource loss will never allow it again. Reality knows all construction will stop/ until truth corrects ALL the failures of this day. NO more commutes/ NO more "super stores"/ NO more destruction or consumption without an honorable cause. You will integrate work with life, life with neighborhoods, and resources with the future needs of humanity. NO MORE ASSASSINATING the children/ NO MORE MASS MURDER. You will grow up.

To establish your new workforce, ALL POWER shall be removed. By becoming a true democracy, you will share the power as we the people with your constitutions/ not your employees. By ruling over the court, you will establish and keep justice, equality, and fair play for all. The first example of removing power is to disband the IRS/ and in its place LOCAL ONLY business shall do the work of collecting, & verifying all taxes. These shall bid on their work/ but be elected to the job by public vote.. You will then hire teams to inspect them periodically. Such is to be everything governmental/ no power, inspection teams such as building inspectors, shall also bid/ and be subject to public vote as well; no power to the individual, power only belongs to the constitution, and its laws as will be decided directly by the public vote on the laws themselves; NO MORE "people to vote for me/ you" WE VOTE on the important laws ourselves.

You will recognize everyone requires work to survive/ those who refuse may die [including the elderly and sick, after 2 months go by]; you are entitled, no one may refuse you. Over-population is NOT a joke/ if you don't participate for yourself/ then you shall lose your place to decide, and at two children, you shall be sterile. NOT BECAUSE of any excuse/ BECAUSE the earth cannot sustain anymore; it is NOT your choice to kill life on earth/ by suggesting you are superior to the others/ YOU are not: but this is your vote, not mine, and if your refuse, it is your children you murder & this world you condemn. You as a society shall insure a job, "that can be done", and functions at least to a minimal level for societies benefit ( some of which will be designated to the elderly and sick). Such a job might be to watch over the court/ for societies benefit. When 2 months have gone by, and it is evident this one will not return to society as a benefit to the others/ then you WILL let "cold or heat by its natural courses" to do what you will not: as has all other previous generations/ you will not intervene, once this decision is made.

As to money, you will start with whatever number you wish to work with/ limit incomes, & punish anyone who refuses to share with you. Divided among each other equally is NOT fair/ but from the least paid to the most paid, ONLY a 3 fold increase shall exist. You shall NOT inflate the money/ you shall keep the money supply equal to the population count, thereby eliminating all future problems but theft, lies, and the end of resources. To understand better, if ten people start at $2,000 dollars each and two get paid the maximum increase to $3,000 dollars, then to compensate for this increase/ two others must now make only the minimum $1,000 each; to provide for the increase for the other two. Therefore understand all excess money paid/ does come directly from someone else's income. The last few years in America, were all about how far can be carry these lies before we get caught? YOU OPERATED AS THIEVES, KNOWINGLY AND WITH PURPOSE, for very many, you took without concern; and for that you lose everything and start again.

To share the work, you will share the hours/ if that means you will only work 10 hours a week/ then all will work 10 hours a week, or 3 months a year/ etc. however if you have something to teach of value to society, then you will be able to do more, if you prove it. A teacher does not "come with degrees, or any education taught/ a teacher is someone who can teach something of honest value to society and the individual". If your job is as a teacher/ then you are subject to the hours of the others. Whatever people do for themselves does not count/ unless it is done for money/ or uses resources not recycled. Your big houses shall be taxed according to how many live there. Your utilities shall be limited to the needs of a 700 sq ft house, well insulated for 2 people. But if you supply your own utilities "by green methods"/ then you may have more. ALL industry and commercial interests shall have their energy usage reduced by what the building and machines should require for energy/ no more playing. Things everywhere, such as using the heat cycle of an air-conditioner to pre-heat hot water/ and everything else will be combined to maximum efficiency: the industry that wastes heat/ SHALL be paired with the energy that needs excessive amounts of heat, and so forth. Mass transit shall replace the personal vehicle to go to work/ by structuring the community in such a way that this is feasible/ and at least 70 % of your personal needs, shall not be by car. But not today's mass transit/ a system critically superior in every way you shall build.

You WILL put into place the methods & manner by which you will share food/ when starvation comes: for it will come. You will address and confront and solve the very many problems and tragedies you have placed in your path/ and you will accomplish the disciplines necessary to be FAIR to all/ prepared/ and ready: not like your FEMA has proven inadequate in every way/ but for real. Then you may think about other things, and improve your life honestly.

Revelation 12 predicts: you have a total of 1260 days, from the date of this message, when it appears before you/ until the time runs out, and judgment is passed: no more than this. The words "a time/ times/ & a half " in revelations depict a situation wherein you will decide by vote/ but then go-back & revise & revise again (at least 3 times) by vote.

The primary work of this day is STOPPING ALL THE TRAGEDIES YOU HAVE CREATED. Then building with honor & honesty to become a reality that can survive. That means literally: ACCEPTING the earth is finite and full/ accepting whatever 7 billion people do HAS tremendous consequences, and your decisions matter/ accepting the reality of life and death, and children first, then parents, then workers, and then whoever is left.

ACCEPTING sexuality is something all must deal with honestly/ thereby divide and express WHAT you do truly desire from the opposite sex: you will tell them truthfully, and find a way to wisdom with each other: if you do not, tragedy shall only increase. The common male decision that physical contact is a game, is no longer acceptable/ physical contact is not a "goal", it is a life commitment. NOT an ownership/ but a relationship in trust. In this vein it is necessary to understand men use sex to hide from their lives, and their decisions, about all important realities; including work, major purchases, death, everything. Men fear intimacy, apart from sex/ because these moments may reveal the fears, & dread of these failures to accept the responsibility to understand the decision and proceed in respect and truth: they hide instead. Women often use this information in DISHONORABLE ways/ thereby trust is absent , and games take the place of sex/ or games exist as the basis of sex; just a place to hide. Simple sex, to a man is just lust; nothing about the sex matters except the release of chemicals/ nothing. Sex as the reward or prize for men, uses lust to perform the act/ but adds, "this one is special/ because the other men want her, "AND I GOT HER". Sex as the basis of a relationship0 understands need arises, loneliness exists, friendship matters, and life is important; therefore an honest request or distress can be accepted within these parameters; if you are willing and fair. Sexual relations in the honor and bloom of true friendship has NONE of the above: it is "WE ARE HAPPY, let us celebrate each other, in trust. LOVE IS "A HOME" wherein those who belong live, work, & share openly with every intent of harmony & blessing for each other/ it is a place of joy.

The journey to achieve love, MUST include the experience and intensity that reveals love, by the respect & integrity of truth: as it opens the destiny of each level of a relationship from absolute alone/ to the wonder & grace of an experience beyond us {a density of desire, that surrounds the soul, and enter the experience called GOD }. This is the destiny that belongs in your heart.

As depression comes, the reality shall be: all those who have numbers will lose them/ as they represent only the intense CORRUPTION of your lives. Those who hold property, shall be forced to sell what the public decides by vote/ is in excess of what ANY human being deserves: by true public auction only. Non-private companies shall NOT have access to investment dollars/ this is not theirs, rather it belongs to the investor, and shall be considered as the "investors bank" for this company. With rules and limits and boards separated from the company that approve and establish legitimate expenditures. Any disagreement between these will be cause for an investor meeting and vote to decide.

Controlling the food, water, and basic needs ARE the difference between public authority, & private control of the public. Take control by virtue of government intervention. USE your government official/ and block out with your presence & voice and vote, the wealthy and the damned [those selfish who desire to keep or make you slaves]. STAND ON THEIR DOORSTEP, and don't go away until reality is shared.

You do have many things to decide and do, including breaking the cycle of drug addiction in the elderly. Including giving medicare to the children, and their parents/ and removing most of it from the old. THIS IS NOT a dislike for the elderly/ I will soon be old or dead too. THIS IS a respect for humanity, & the existence of life on earth. Therein the age of voting MUST be dropped to 13 years of age/ or the vote of those over 70 years of age shall be discarded instead. Life is about the living/ NOT the dying. Medicine is also about the needs of society/ rather than a blanket of pity upon the dying. Because of your greed & arrogance the invasion of disease will come. The reality will be forced separation from society in a sanatarium or the like/ anything less, or the refusal to stop international transportation to and from these sites will give you plagues. Don't kill everything in sight/ it will not help; this is just more ignorance. This means literally, every area of human population needs to be as self-sufficient as possible. As sanitary as is reasonable/ with the help of the international community. And every livestock operation using ANY medicines at all, will be dispersed to minimal numbers and spread thinly across the world. Where realistic opportunities exist to stop a disease, these will receive all the support necessary.

YOU WILL build a world for life/ NOT for greed or selfishness: WITH RESPECT FOR ALL.

The world is going to change, either you will live within the definitions and opportunities of your truth/ or you will die by the disgrace of your own hands and minds. It HAS come down to this choice, because the LIARS and their propaganda machines used to control the masses, HAS generated the fear: "We are to stupid compared to these experts and diplomas". IT JUST AIN'T SO, look where they have drug you: To near extinction, death, selfishness, disgrace, and a fight just in hopes, "that you may survive, it is by no means certain/ unless you pray."

They will say NO, I AM wrong! BUT YOU WILL LOOK AT YOUR REALITY TRUTHFULLY, examine it, investigate it, and make your decision. Do not let them lead you/ or you die.

Reality knows, very many will think to "keep him quiet/ kill him". Because none of these things allow your situation to remain the same/ all of them make changes that are for your future, not simply a participation in your selfishness.

"The employees, in charge of your government of the moment" have been fully informed of my actions/ and they can easily see "my intent". Therefore it is simple and easy to expect they are building plans for my demise in one form or another. To this end an aircraft remained over the place I do live for several minutes/ plenty long enough to understand this was most probably a surveillance, sent from these people, to obtain some tactical information. I sent them a description of "Don't worry about him/ be amused instead". It would be unwise of me, to let them continue planning. You will no doubt "see the message".

The question is, HOW MANY enemies have been established against me/ by all these words? This is a personal question/ and the true probability is MORE than anyone can count. There are things that matter/ things that distress/ & decisions that interrupt lives. There are issues presented that disturb "the morality of men & women". There is governmental change (to a true democracy, by vote and by constitutional right)/ economic realities (that no one can change/ you are bankrupt, because you lied)/ & there is business intervention (a change allowed by true democracy), and much more. BUT NO WORDS have been written to control you: NO WORDS , no discussion or reality, that you are expected to establish: UNLESS the parameters that control your lives/ your futures/ & your destiny are recognized and used as a guide to survive: this is for you/ not to control you. What appears as demands, ARE more clearly the first evaluation & contributions for your understanding and consideration of the problems, & their potential solutions. These are important to your understanding of base relationships/ BUT THEY SHALL NOT rule over you/ YOU must decide for yourselves. If you are insufficient/ then truly the world shall end. THERE IS, more than enough information to support the claim; YOU MUST INVESTIGATE/ EXAMINE/ & DECIDE, if you can survive these things.

Therein I do provide this one warning: if you have chosen to be "my enemy"/ then you are a traitor to yourself/ your family/ your nation/ & your world. Because EVERYTHING developed in this message is written for your life, & your survival/ and then your happiness.

If you believe this message and its purpose are your friend/ then you have understanding, and like a soldier, DUTY requires you to assist in its development for humanity and the world.

Either way: it is extremely important to YOU, that you understand there is NO going back from this your decision. Either YOU WILL stop the destruction, & the developing hatred/ or you WILL enter ARMAGEDDON. It is yes or no/ there is NO "MIDDLE GROUND"/ Not for anyone.

It does not matter, if you believe in the truth/ truth doesn't care. Instead truth always defines the order that is to come: when the time has arrived. Truth never listens to tears, or fears, or failures; it is the law.

Are you "too tired/ too distressed/ too "married"/ or whatever", to create a need within yourself to make this decision & do this work? If so, then pray hard & long/ that eternity, through mercy may not be "too busy" to save you! PSALM 145 Is appropriate for your reading/ it has nothing to do with me.

Existence allows us to search the past for answers to our decisions. Behaviors establish the foundations upon which we believe. Therefore returning to the question of: what is a woman, how does she initiate the sequences of her behavior, & what influence does male produce? Discipline notes there are 3 successive developments; as a child/ as a young woman/ and as an older woman. It is the young woman & child that forms the "primary colors" of woman. Older women assert; what are you going to do for me? Thereby the development of action/reaction has pasted into "Reward or failure: dependent upon life and the critical definitions of her influence". The male & female child is different/ each belonging to a set of "genetic traits, pre-determined for their sex." I am a man/ therefore understanding rests with the male child; however certain aspects of woman "stick out". The girl child appears to be controlled by the definitions of acceptance & same. Until an interest in boys arise, which then becomes "mine". Mine is an increased expectation of acceptance and same (woman) with the additional demand of possession. Possession means, I have conquered! Conquered means, LOOK AT ME, obey me for I have proven my ability, and my worth to men.

Young boys are established by the definitions of contention. They compete because in every small group one will assert or intend to assert himself over the others. This will assemble "the pack" into a hierarchy, that then becomes a test. My own experience with these influences (everywhere there are boys, it is the same) proved to my mind at 6 years old/ that I cannot survive as I am/ I must change: too gentle, too vulnerable. These then fundamentally establish the behavior of male existence as a relationship with life, by the demands you must meet or compete with. If you refuse/ you will be pushed out of the pack. It is referenced as a pack/ rather than a group: because the fundamental foundation of competition "is a war/ without critical injury"/ by definition the winner claims superiority. Fights and other fundamental exertions of boys, are about the hierarchy, the expectation of the "winner"/ IS to take the girl, as a sign of superiority (the prize, you wanted/ is mine: this is about possession, the girl is only a trophy) after puberty hits/ before it is about the demand to lead. Girls are only "barely noticed, until puberty/ even then it takes a while". Competition is a boys world/ it is in that competition that leaders are formed , either good or bad/ soldiers & the comradery of "I'll die for us/ if you'll die for me", that then competes with the leader, to alter their command. Or the fears & eventual failure of cowardice are all outcomes of participating in these games. Those who do not play along, DO find themselves separated, and sometimes preyed upon by the pack. The pack moves together; in a similar fashion to dog packs. When hunting, each one MUST make an attack of the prey, successful or not, to remain with the pack: gang rape is an offshoot of this demand. Want is irrelevant/ fail and you will be attacked, injured, or separated: NO I have not participated in gang rape!

When puberty hits, girls are soon noticed/ but a relationship cannot be formed without responsibility, & young men are NOT responsible/ NOT capable of sustaining the duty described by a true commitment: therefore young women are " new toys". And toys become as games/ and games remove respect to: "winner takes all". In defense of boys & young men, the reality of our human world is about competition, and war/ as these divide and conquer to possess. Thereby the training is legitimate/ or they become overrun by "the enemy".

Young women enter the world of young men, "with something to prove, to the other girls". Blindly they believe young men can be used for their purpose of proving their ability to control their world. But too much, "exaggeration by temptation" and young women fall into the "winner takes all" expectation of boys/ and is in BIG TROUBLE. Here she will perceive she is all alone/ no one can protect her, because the boy CAN force his way inside! She then goes to her allegiance of girl friends, and explains NO BOY/ MAN, can be trusted. In defense of girls, "testing out the equipment, and playing with the opponent is common an ordinary"/ thereby NO DEFENSE exists for rape. If you rape/ then YOU HAVE surrendered to evil/ and YOUR ETERNITY rests in the balance: PRAY HARD AND LONG, for your life.

By NO MEANS OR METHOD is the woman at fault, for being raped: IT DOESN'T MATTER, if she is naked, and climbing all over you! HOWEVER if she consents to sex, & then changes her mind, it is not rape, although honor in you demands stop. Therefore do understand there are degrees of rape/ according to the circumstance.

The sexes divide/ prior "a curiosity to each other"/ now after violence, a potential enemy. To a young woman the fear of being "possessed without the strength to control". To the young man, a reality that can change you/ your world/ and your life and future. Both are then drawn back to each other, because the chemicals are strong.

The young men are divided by women/ they must abandon the pack; because the pack chooses women and comradery ends: boys do not share. Thereby women control men, by using this tool as a way to remove comradery and select one boy for themselves "from the pack". Men attempt to control women with a similar violence they used in the pack/ however as it escalates into damage, they become the predator, instead of the boy. Comradeship is about dying, thereby saving each other/ women are about living, and finding life in the precious existence of freedom; but women don't want men to be free. Therefore problems arise.

The primary composition of a relationship between young men & women is then simply: HOW do you control the variables, and get what YOU want? The answer resides in WHAT do you want? Because these are your decisions as a life/ everything else is a need. Reality says: every want, IS AN INSULT to the opposite individual/ you want, and I must pay, or you will leave. Therein YOU must be bought, by me. This is a loss of respect, and a failure to love/ but it is the most common experience of young man & woman. What the woman wants, he learns from the woman, because she will teach him how to attract her/ by going to get it for her. Therefore the games begin/ and the tears will fall, as life and love are traded for control and want.

Sex for a woman is "HE is inside of me". While sex for a man is "I am inside of her". The difference is, I as a man can possess her/ but she cannot possess me; the man holds the key! BUT IF there is a key/ then there is also a LOCK "To put it in". These become the basis of a "man's reality: I am happy here, would another be even more happy"? This becomes the basis of a " woman's reality: I possess the lock, and there is only one key that fits; therefore the one who owns the key is mine". Here begins the frustrations of "I cannot turn away, she is too good to me"/ nor can I stay, because a lifetime is too much to ask: and I am not ready. The question, is this all that happiness will be for me? If it is not a question/ then it is an answer: I am all that I can be, with YOU. The relationship of doubt will then changes "to bedroom walls" and the inevitable collapse of personal worth, & personal integrity, that function to prove once again: RESPECT IS CRITICAL to your life, and to every life you touch. Therefore be certain to participate in life needs, rather than wants: by as gentle and vulnerable as you can be, that you may help/ but always remember sexuality does have a price/ that price is respect (sometimes yours, sometimes theirs, sometimes both). The human body is virtually the same for all/ with variations in size (both width and height), and color; as either sex. Therein NO SHAME exists in the body, we are each , One of 3.5 billion copies of the same sex: how could this body then be shameful, it is like "them all". It cannot be shameful, nor is it disgraceful. Only the mind experiences shame/ because YOU the identity inside, allowed it to measure someone else, and then judge them by your own failures. It is: "I now know better/ so then should they. I now have found money/ so then, they are at fault for not being at war, until they got theirs. I lost because of sexual fantasy/ they SHOULD listen to me; thereby they HAD their chance, and I condemn them for not listening. AND SO ON!"

Judgment is the same as mercy/ if you use authority to educate life, by its foundation truths: not the common lies of men & women/ but truth.

Judgment IS the blessing of a new day and a new opportunity. Where justice honors FAIR PLAY and EQUALITY searches for a home in us all.

Judgment IS THE BARRIER set; that demands better from you/ or the door shall never open again.

JUDGMENT IS THE DEATH OF YOUR SOUL/ because your hatred, selfishness, & lies demand punishment.

JUDGMENT IS The eternal damnation MEASURED against YOU/ marked upon you/ maimed and mutilated in you, because YOU STOLE FROM GOD The lives HE LOVED!

JUDGMENT IS THE FIRE that terrorizes every molecule of your reality, every possibility of your lies/ to move your existence deeper within the intensity of FLAMES/ until your screams bring "the worms that will form your new identity as satan's Henchmen & women". Here as the SHIT he EXCRETES/ you will consume the damned; until he eats you! This is a truth.

Because YOU chose deliberately, TO KILL GOD'S CHILDREN!

Do not judge/ if you preside over a court, let truth decide, let the law punish. Fight for justice, by producing equality & fair play: eternity will remember you well. If you are the police/ then remember mercy and the honor of being kind to all/ NOT STUPID or benign. But honest within the reality "things not yet seen or known" have happened here. If you are military/ then remember your duty, to protect and serve the greater good; this cannot be done in fear! Eternity will find all who do their best for life.

We DO face a dying ocean/ half the world eats from the sea, "YOU BETTER CARE". We DO face a dying planet/ over-population means it shall soon turn to desert, if you don't stop it. WE DO face certain WAR, no resources, means no work, no possibilities, no food, AND HATE: thereby someone has to die. We do face the many religions/ because in tragedy, each religion assumes it is a god/ therefore you must obey & worship their beliefs OR BE JUDGED insignificant and worthless.

HUMANITY HAS damaged the earth! You are using fire to consume all your oxygen/ you are destroying the green earth to remove the possibility of creating oxygen from your lives. You have removed oil and other resources from their place in the structures of earth itself/ thereby creating new faults and new consequences. YOU HAVE done so much damage to everything, that only the possibility to survive remains: it is not a certainty anymore.

You have NO MONEY/ which is actually "a good thing"/ because if you continue to consume resources : there would not even be a possibility of survival. These ARE the "ways of your smart people/ the ways the rest, PUSH them to do it".

IF YOU DO DESIRE HONESTLY, TO CONTINUE IN LIFE AND THE BLESSINGS OF HOPE/ THEN YOU MUST CHANGE!

HONOR, the kind that comes from your own heart, because it knows "I did my best, for life," irregardless of the rest.

HONESTY, the kind that comes from truth, and believes all will be known and become your identity for an eternity.

TRUTH, the reality, know matter if it removes your want, changes your foundations, or causes your humility: TRUTH SHALL LEAD.

LOVE, the discipline & responsibility owed/ because you are alive; you owe the others, a life that does not damage theirs.

RESPECT, BECAUSE ORDER ACCOMPLISHES TRUTH!

FAIR PLAY, BECAUSE WITHOUT EQUALITY, you will cultivate and grow hate: look at your world already, and it has only begun.

REALITY, because "if you eat the very last seed"/ there can be NO HOPE.

The earth was built with diversity & separations, so that it and you could survive and thrive. But you hate diversity, and as a consequence one major loss in any form/ in only one major crop, dooms many to death. DON'T do this anymore.

You are so arrogant, YOU are so proud and selfish; that these decisions which are plain, simple, and EASY to understand: WILL be a major test to you/ as either life or death. The LIES AND LIARS will attempt to consume and control you, expect it: because it is their positions, and their desires that YOU must change. Have courage, and TRUST: That if even ONE person over 50 % percent of the human population on earth, CHOOSES LIFE/ Then GOD WILL help you survive! BUT, if even one person over 50% percent of the human population on earth choose death: THEN TO ARMAGEDDON YOU SHALL GO/ and there is NO turning back: to one destiny or the other.

This is not a game!

This is the message given to me/ to deliver to you!

DO NOT Simply believe me/ not even the words: PRAY WITH YOUR HEART AND SOUL TO

GOD !

Believe EVERY SINGLE PERSON is very important to your future as life; they are.

ASK GOD to help you to decide.

Should these sites be shut down/ new ones shall appear, both contributed by you: as they do now belong to you, and it is your duty to do. And by my hand established in different countries/ and found by Information mailed TO CHRISTIAN " Enterprises". And others as I may decide. Reality then chooses these people to tell you.

When you see these documents, it means there is already a mailing done with a large number of electronic copies which can be used by anybody to start their own site, as they wish. Feel free. DO MAKE YOUR OWN COPY IMMEDIATELY. That these things may not disappear, and so then shall you.

For simplicity; if the sites must be moved, because the United States or another entity makes it impossible to sustain in this country/ then the alternate sites based outside the USA will have to have a different name. These will be as simple as possible ; a change that you should be able to find, such as the addition of numbers, or simple references such as trialforlifematters.info and such. But do not depend on these/ make your own: DO WHATEVER YOU CAN DO/ IS YOUR LIFE NOT WORTH fighting for, if you cannot find the courage for this/ then you are lost? It is also necessary that you "humanity" must support these sites and everyone connected to them without hesitation; they work for you/ for your life/ and for your eternity! Do not let these people down. They are simple workers, just as you should be/ or these are simple business dealings, without any reference to content, either way; they are NOT subject to the realities of your failures/ these things are described and assigned, by my work/ and no one else; here on earth.

MAKE YOUR DECISION!

If you choose life, then your real leader is truth/ let no one deceive you, with lies; depend upon the truth, follow the truth, look and investigate and examine and make no decision until truth allows it to be so. Where this is not possible, just do the best you can.

It is fair to say, people will come as liars, tempting "the people of life, to compromise and accept less than life". People will come as traitors, intent upon working against the "people of life". Some will threaten, and a few will be violent: not many. Once in a while, "someone will claim to be me, with the intent to lead you astray." Simply remember this: the value of life CANNOT be measured/ the value of eternity CANNOT be bought, nor is it earned. Belong to life, and honor will right what the others attempt to disgrace/ And GOD Will right, whatever shall be lost, even if you do not "see it". Never fear, TRUST your opportunity to learn and prepare for eternity.

There will also come, those who declare me to be "less than a messenger", I am "the messenger declared in revelations". You may however believe where descriptions are less than "gentle"/ that in fact "the angel" inside that protects my life, CAN be fearsome/ it is not me/ nor do I have any control. I will return to the farm where I have lived and grew up, on the 1261 day. What comes after, IS entirely your decision, I have NO choice/ BY PRAYER or hate it is your decision, what becomes of my life/ but I will serve only organized women. This will also determine your future, as this is the evidence of your decision and the direction your lives SHALL take: one way or the other/ this is life or death, by your own choice. I have NO clue/ it is your decision.

JESUS "OWNS my life"/ whatever will be, will be.

This is NOT a religious dogma, or a mental exaggeration/ rather it is the truth; that LOVE, RESPECT, HONOR, HONESTY, HOPE, DISCIPLINE, AND LIFE as revealed by JESUS And told in the Christian Bible: is what I spend & give my life for: HIS LOVE IS My desire/ because HE is worthy of it.

At the edge of reality, within the extremes of knowledge: life is more real/ therefore I have spent my life therein. If you begin to listen/ then it is because you understand "some more BASIC extremes are coming for you", and you don't want to live there, among the tragedies. But reality says, some tragedies shall come, no matter how you choose/ it is however your choice to determine the level of influence these things shall have on your lives as a society; what you shall share, and so on. This determines the real consequences. Discipline says: to survive the true extremes, each must be true to their own honest desires/ as that destiny you have described must become your life. To survive the basic influences you now will face, discipline says: you must understand the order, before you can change your truth. Therefore order is: life first, happiness second, honor third, hope fourth, discipline fifth, honesty sixth, & love seventh. More clearly; the first must be accomplished before the second can take place/ and so on. Thereby clearly work is involved. Your reality is simple: lies and thieves abound/ hate & revenge are beginning to churn your existence/ disrespect, & disgrace are coming to light. If you merely react/ you will fail. If you discover the miracles that ARE YOUR LIFE, then you can change. But pride & arrogance must first leave/ or you will never understand the wisdom necessary to survive. Life is about living as a spirit among "the trees", so to speak. It is a discipline to knowledge that forms the foundation of order, and translates "what is beautiful" into who you are. Spirit therein comes to mean "the presence of an experience within the environment of our being". Thought ascends from the honor of these miracles as life.

I am familiar with your trials & tribulations. But oddly enough humanity does better with trial & tribulation to keep themselves based in reality instead of fantasy. Freedoms & luxury, in humanity always corrupt the reality/ because you get lazy. Instead of learning and understanding/ humanity turns to lust, greed, power, and above all selfishness, "to prove you are the winner/ they are losers, to you". Honestly, I cannot understand these decisions/ but it is your choice.

LOVE is the grace and expression of a shared experience beyond even miracles, as it gives to both, the essence of a "universe, that is the life of the other". Love is the environment completed by the presence of soul, the development of "our lives together". Love is a destiny separated from all "heartache" because we are together. Humanity loses love in death/ so that you may understand the intensity called true value, and apply it to your truth. Love is the levels of trust, that builds a relationship with GOD .

Trust is not blind acceptance/ trust is a decision which integrates the reality of one, within the reality of the other: therefore BOTH must trust each other. FAITH is a trust conceived as "the precious life, we have found & created together, as both become one".

In this message there are references to a complex order beyond your imagination. It does no useful purpose to explain, discuss, or make inquiry into things which you will never see in this life. Simple reference is made ONLY because a "piece" necessary to grasp a concept, REQUIRED some type of participation from "the distant reality". DO NOT dwell on things you cannot understand/ understand things that complete or change your truth, and live.

As to our futures, I no not for me or for you, only time will tell. You will decide for yourselves what you believe/ you MAY simply ignore this message & me, if you wish: YOU ARE NOT required to believe/ YOU ARE WARNED of the consequences of your ways, that is all. I do however strongly recommend that you pray for me/ "Although GOD Can EASILY Keep me safe; if that is not to be/ then it will become a curse upon you.

The development of an economic right to control the outcome of social consequence, recognizes that NEEDS are fundamental to life & society/ thereby NO person shall control the necessities of life. Instead, as failure looms because the honor of that society was sold: to the liars and thieves (because of your fears). Then when order proves Either change now, or face the consequences. Reality then says, "The money, ends for all". AS EQUALS, you will begin with 4 simple assertions: WE ALL have primary needs: food, water, minimal shelters/ these things are about caring. WE ALL require work: primarily the fundamental participation called sharing. WE ALL deserve justice: therefore no one is superior/ no one owns more, than we will allow by full public vote. WE ALL OWN our vote, therefore we do have a right to vote on the critical issues of our society, even our world { for ourselves/ not someone to vote for me}. No one votes for me/ or you.

Protect and support your agriculture & fishing & base industries, or you will starve. That does mean: you will end the debauchery of selling your right to a job/ to any other country: you will help each other instead. All laws must be simple and direct {the ten commandments are to be your example}, not by religious reference; but by length, content, and purpose. Let your laws be like these/ so that all may understand and learn them. Throw the garbage of previous laws away/ when these are fully in place. Let the laws be few/ then you may select and describe a completed subset of clarifications that do NOT interfere or undermine these laws: in simple terms.

Understand clearly, it IS the women who shall rule/ you shall NOT fail in this/ nor shall they be allowed to deny it: or you shall surrender your lives. Because man has led the earth, to its brink of extinction: therefore YOU shall do so , NO MORE.

By its practical terms, the primary difference between the life I have led/ and the life you have as a majority lead, is one of body &mind. You use your life to accent & appreciate your body/ you use your life to compete and describe for superiority within your mind. I DO use my body to expand the dimensions of my SOUL, through a constant search for knowledge/ I DO use my mind as the purveyor of developments that assign and distribute an understanding for the purposes of building my existence into the identity, NECESSARY to survive truth. Truth brings order, and order brings consequences/ therefore energy must be met, and challenged, and defeated. In these simple differences our worlds, become separate. Your establish death as an ending to everything you desire. Mine seeks eternity. NEITHER can survive the experience beyond time without help. ISN'T MERCY WONDERFUL!

THANKS AND PRAISE BE TO GOD!!!!!!!

The difference in possibilities, for those who chose life, is however extreme. Your own truth (as is mine) IS LITERALLY, Your life beyond time. Do think about this.

In your struggles to be free, the assumption of strength is "to create a fear of you, in the others/ thereby forbidding them to challenge or attack you". The reality then demands: a secrecy in the others, thereby manipulation, treachery, and treason are formed to assemble the attack/ fear accomplishes nothing. Fear thereby establishes "the darkness" and confronts your life with those who are not afraid of you, and demands they be more cunning. POWER now arises in the direction and purpose of every attack on every civilization throughout time. Thereby the discovery of laziness, sloth, arrogance, & pride have brought you to power/ and power is the intent to produce fear: it is used therein by both sides. Remove the power & fear is removed as well! Remove the laziness by refining competition to merely a game for luxuries, rather than position. Remove sloth, by conforming reality to the honesty & needs of life. Remove arrogance, by maintaining control of society through SIMPLE LAWS, directed justice & fair play, & constitutional review of all important matters that may then be decided by public vote: KEEP IT SIMPLE. And allow no one the opportunity to exercise propaganda or lies, to anyone: not by any method whatsoever. Keep your important discussions: word of mouth, a public participation, & never allow one side the opportunity to distribute or declare its message without the other sides being present and given the right to respond in equal terms: with commentary by neutral participants. In other words, you ARE NOT ALLOWED any one-sided views: IF THEY buy a page in the newspapers/ then the opposing side rebuts on an adjoining page. IF one side can't pay/ then the opposing side pays, or it is NOT allowed access to public media, BY ANY MEANS, and so on. Remove the pride, by EQUALITY/ equality is not an earned right: IT IS A GIVEN RIGHT By GOD To all humanity. No excuses.

You must do these things and accept the truth, that the failure of any environment means war.

The failure of over-population, means war.

The failure of resources, means war.

And the failure of society, as it turns to the military for employment & order in society, is always a precursor to war; as this is a combination of the above.

You do know how to do much to save the earth, its resources, & the control of your populations without war: SO DO IT. Don't argue/ just do it. Therein by international efforts you will know when intervention is necessary as a resolve of the world/ against ANY nation. The easy way is seldom sustainable, and all nations fall into this trap repeatedly.

Money is the right to ask for work & respect given back to you/ because you first established a work & thereby a respect for someone else: it is then your do. The resources necessary to the work requested, must be shared. Sharing work, resources, opportunities, and possibilities provide happiness for all: life is not about your possessions/ but your experience, existence, and development in truth. The reality of dying, IS NOT a right to demand resources (money is not real/ because money is also about time, and time is a reality that you must live/ you cannot keep it or control it). Thereby society controls the options in dying/ but eminent domain belongs to the individual. That means: what I can choose, I will/ what society gives me the right to choose is mine/ BUT all primary resources belong to the living/ not to the dying. You work out the details!

Eminent domain is the authority to determine societies needs, are greater than the individuals/ BUT reduced to its influence upon the individual humanity: it DEMANDS the respect & dignity assembled to create a foundation to build life upon/ rather than abuse life because of it. Societies' need exists even in your/ my death, this never ends. However discipline knows that every choice has a consequence/ therefore every life an opportunity to help society become better than it is; by honesty and honor/ Or worse than it need be, by power, selfishness, and abuse. Every action brings a reaction/ therefore be just, and be fair with each other. Eminent domain extends to the comprehension of a "national heritage" as well/ establishing without doubt, "our ancestors built this place, NOT yours". This period of time does not exceed at a maximum 100 years/ and is not defined by color, nationality, or race. Rather the workers who did the actual work, conceived of and implemented the actual decisions, and built the reality are "the heritage people". The immigrant comes, "Because life & want forces them to come/ therein their home nation, HAS failed them. Which therein means: "the practices/ the behaviors & religions/ & the decisions governing that land were errant!" Period, no other excuses allowed. America is largely an exception to these consequences as it was defined as an immigrant nation in its beginning. Their reality states: it WAS murder, genocide, & rape that consumed the people who owned the land, from it/ opening the door, "to the immigrant". Truth however understands quite clearly, that without the hordes of immigrants who found relief in america/ primarily from Europe/ those nations would also have been consumed to an even greater degree by war, than the last 100 years produced. It is then assumed, that the Indian way, was less tolerant of dense population than the other/ however that in fact is totally irrelevant, to our situation. The primary reality of life in humanity: IS the competition to find sufficient resources to survive, honorably support each other, and be happy. The very unfortunate truth of life in humanity: IS quite simply, a balance achieved is immediately confronted by the excesses of want, and the demand for children. WE ARE A VERY CROWDED WORLD, and growing at an extreme rate! That means without ANY question or room for debate: YOU WILL ALL CHANGE, and respect each other, letting truth decide rather than want and your selfishness/ or you WILL soon be at WAR. War will make you extinct/ because the weapons you hide behind are going to exterminate you: there is NO doubt/ weapons of mass destruction (all of them) will exterminate YOU. This is the choice you made.

If you survive to occupy time beyond your immediate failures/ then your only choice is to REMOVE VERY QUICKLY, every sign or every weapon of mass destruction, from EVERY NATION; that could cause your extermination: that means every nuclear/ biological/ chemical/ and any other description that describes power without a right to respond. The future is filled with struggles, because your numbers are so large. Thereby wars shall come/ if you don't respect & honor each other. Whatever weapons that do exist shall be used/ thereby decide what you will allow: establish an international army that functions only within the international laws. Decide as a world, WHAT you will war with, & enforce this reality.

As to the life of the people versus the life of the immigrant in a nation, ANY nation. The question becomes most simply: what right do YOU have to change US? Because every culture & every religion grows/ dies/ or stagnates: every culture or religion that grows, HAS NEEDS! Therefore they do push the boundaries of acceptance & begin the march "toward their freedoms: or more correctly it is simply: WE WANT TO HAVE OUR WAYS, govern this place". The heritage people regard this as war, and seek ways to disrupt the attempt/ the immigrant does the same. As the reality moves to demands from each side: "To kill the others, and take it all"/ so says the extremist on either side. Here faced with violence, treason, & terrorism the ONLY compromise is: who gets what? The only truth these compromises make, IS the question of who can raise the most children; so that we can win this war/ that has been delayed? The only reality that exists for this day is: either you respect each other, attain population control, and establish justice . Justice includes: the heritage citizen shall receive a "51% to 49% preferential treatment, over the immigrant (they built it, for their children/ they deserve it) who has been a worker in this nation for less than 12 years and did accept citizenship as soon as the possibility was allowed. Those who did not choose citizenship will wait 24 years, before this ends. The immigrant who has not remained in this nation (outside of prison) for less than 7 years, shall own NO land or property or housing/ you have no true right. "You are one of us", by your work, and by your honor/ BUT if honor does not describe the heritage people: then the international community SHALL DIVIDE this nation, as their law defines it to be. If the immigrant establishes dishonor, then reality says: the consequence of bad behavior is prison/ therefore the nation from which you came SHALL take you back. Where significant unrest has occurred/ they will also take back your entire family, up to 2^nd cousins, and your congregation if religious attributes are your reason for dishonor here in this place. That does mean the entire church/ temple/ synagogue/ masque/ or whatever. The immigrant nation SHALL NOT be allowed to say no, they must take them back/ the international police shall enforce this.

IF YOU don't get population control (without abortion)/ without forced compliance/ & without other types of murder & rape being used: THEN you have NO HOPE, you will die, it is inevitable and sure. You shall become extinct within 30 years. Therefore YOU MUST OFFER the women incentives, to honorably comply with this: teach them the truth, help them in their lives, give them control. Adapt & use methods to inhibit sperm motility. BE KIND ENOUGH to let women have complete control over their bodies for the first 40 days of pregnancy/ BUT NOT thereafter/ the life inside then belongs to the child, UNLESS he or she threatens the life of the mother/ or reality proves significant deformity of mind or body in the infant to be: the choice is interfere now/ or interfere later, and society has NO extra anything in this day. RELIGION SHALL NOT CONTROL this directive of population growth/ it is an absolute, NO ONE is exempt/ NO ONE may invoke a superiority, Because GOD DID NOT create us, so we could destroy ourselves: and that is exactly what over-population means, for this planet and our humanity: NO EXCUSES/ NONE.

Here the reality asks: what force can be used, against the people who refuse to comply? The answer is: NO food or water/ NO job or access to resources. YOU WILL take these away, because failure to comply means: that is EXACTLY what they are trying to do to you. You may not kill. But you may demand sterility from one man & one woman, in that immediate family, or religious congregation if no family exists. THIS is the price of a "third child"/ the man & woman having the 3^rd child shall also both be sterilized. If they refuse, you may send them to prison for 2 years. If the family or congregation refuses to accept, one each a male and a female between the ages of 19- 50 years old will not be sterilized/ you shall not force them/ all then go to prison for one year.

IF your nation falls below "a sustained heritage population"/ then these rules need not apply. If your immigrant nation, falls below a sustained heritage population, for 7 years straight, then your host nation SHALL provide passage back to your originating country, with fair compensation. This is earned for your work/ if the host nation failed to provide you work, it does not matter, you will be sent back with compensation at the immigrant nation wage of an average 7 months salary. BUT IF YOU GO BACK/ then you shall NOT return, or go elsewhere; you will live there. The international police shall remove those who do move elsewhere/ to an "isolated & desolate land with a minimum of realistic resources for life/ and there you shall stay." ANY large area of unpopulated land, the international police may confiscate for this purpose/ but the nation itself will remain owner/ and as such is entitled to a tax, from these people, or more correctly: what is honest & fair. If you tax/ then you owe services.

In REAL TERMS, irregardless of whatever you might think: LIFE on earth HAS NOW become entirely dependent upon what women shall choose. Men can still destroy us all, for now/ BUT ONLY WOMEN CAN CHOOSE. As over-population proves, we are completely dependent upon population control, and only women truly have any say in this matter. They will choose.

If you are so stupid and foolish to believe: man can control woman/ THEN UNDERSTAND clearly your own reality. What WILL YOU do, if another man comes into your home, "to steal your child, & damage your daughter or son, or wife?" Truth says: man will demand WAR. This is impossible for man to control/ only woman has a right/ only woman has an opportunity, and an obligation to life, and to the earth: man is irrelevant.

Therefore you as man, SHALL HELP WOMAN. They are literally in charge/ and you as man have no say. Your life depends upon woman!

TREAT HER WELL.

There are 3.5 billion women in this world/ can you control them all? Will war NOT COME? Only a complete idiot or fool or bumbling ass would think you could control/ If you try/ then you die.

This is NOT about: what I think might be nice or how I believe the world should live or any such thing/ THIS IS STRICTLY SURVIVAL, and if you will not pay the price of life on earth: then you will be removed from the earth/ because the earth cannot afford to sustain you, you have damaged too much. Therefore think NOT, that there is anything here, personal to me: "I like big families"/ BUT TRUTH SAYS, it must never be again; we are simply too many. This too you may ignore or fight against/ but I will caution you again: simply,

truth doesn't care what you think or want, it simply does what order demands/ and reality is relentless, meaning when resources fail, or any of the rest of this list of tragedies; your tears will buy you nothing. Therefore hate & revenge and violence will be all that is left. Most will say GOD will save us! But the truth is GOD SENDS TO YOU THIS MESSAGE, So that you may not need to be "saved". Therefore it is your own decision that judges this world, and gives to you; either a new life, or death by your own decisions: IT IS YOUR CHOICE.

There are 4 basic realities required to form a true democracy.

1. You must control the greed, by limiting possession and thereby creating access, for all: EQUALITY and JUSTICE are an absolute necessity.

2. Equality alone transforms society into "peace not war" because justice & fair play cannot segregate RESPECT. If you choose "Mine" instead of ours, with respect allowed for your work, & my work/ then you shall fail.

3. You must control the lust, by removing the games & "devouring the trophy". That means respect for sexual equality, & justifiable needs shall be dealt with honestly. Morality as you know it "IS DEAD". If you fail, you are so many, HATE will consume you. as resources fail, & reality proves harsh, people WILL turn to sex: WITHOUT honor/ revenge & disgrace will seek to destroy all.

4. You must control the vote by insuring money, bribes, & influence does not buy it. Therefore you SHALL control the media/ NOT by telling it what to do, but by demanding equal time, every time, for both sides: etc.

The distance between you and your future is found directly through your own measurements in ownership. If you cannot remove "all the I's" from your existence, then you shall not survive. The reality of 7 billion people is VERY SIMPLE: SHARE OR DIE.

Because you have built everything required for hate.

Once it expands beyond the foolish and blind into basic demands for revenge by more than "12%" or so of any population/ you are done. A terrorist is not born/ he or she is grown from the disenfranchised, from the lives sacrificed for your own greed and lusts. WHAT did you do? YOU didn't care enough, to even say hello; you simply hid, lied to yourselves, and failed. Therefore many have grown to hate you, because "of all your I's". I want, I deserve, I refuse, I like my prejudice and greed and lust, I prefer gossip and ridicule to friendship (I don't need them), I won't accept, I despise those people, "and a few thousand more".

The truth is: YOU the primary population of humanity HAVE FAILED; to protect the structures & resources that keep you alive & protect you from the evil inside your heart. That evil is, the pride that allows you to destroy, abuse, & hate each other/ and the life that makes you work. Work is NOT your enemy/ instead the greed for wealth, & the lust for bodies are! Greed consumes the lives of the others so that only you may benefit. Wealth is the demand: to make these others poor, enslave them/ so that you can have their share, and much more. Lust is the purpose of a dying soul/ it is used to remove from your own heart the "honesty of your death", and demand then, from your mind & body the measurement of sex, to compensate you. Thereby it becomes true, that even sex fails you completely, and deviant behaviors of all kinds abound; because you are judged. Because NOTHING can replace your soul, ONLY GOD . "If you are lucky, then you are able to repent and ask for forgiveness." If you have failed completely, and face the consumption by evil, in the apathy of what's left of your time: then LEARN TO FEAR GOD / BEFORE you are thrown into Hades. No one ever leaves it/ HOPE for vaporization, & an ending as nothing.

What people commonly don't understand about living is simply: your life is as energy, NOT body or mind. Energy never dies, unless it is allowed to dissipate into the extreme environments of absolute cold. A few will demand: we are body, mind, & that's all. "A simple chemical battery that runs on food, is cooled by water, and somehow gives us freedom, awareness, hopes, & the reality of self: NOTHING but dirt, with a face and a form.

To these I will remind you VERY simply, as you have cast aside belief and understanding for the stupidity of confidence, and the fractured existence "of a swaggering to impress anyone, you can find to look": how pitiful you are. Dependent upon the measures of other people, to give you self worth! You are trading your soul, for your pride & purposes of pride; while hiding in the arrogance of your own disbelief. ENERGY, as a battery is NOT your life, because "like a battery", the simple expression of a force, has no concept or consequence of life; no basis or development in thought; no comprehension of even your stupidity: it is little more than action/ reaction and fails every test of life. Thereby you have no standing in knowledge/ no basis in evidence/ & your claims call you stupid and afraid. YOUR life is as ENERGY ITSELF, a compilation in existence of the boundaries and environments associated with definitions that complete an identity in force, or as force, or as time wherein it is distinguished through the developments of action/ reaction; but not completed as such as life is the control of energy, not the reaction of energy to any action.

Believe instead of searching for an intellectual grasp, or even a foundation in spiritual definition. Believe in your blood, and understand the complexity of all its parts, & pieces/ which you cannot live without, or even make for yourselves. Is this not a complexity beyond your comprehension: or are you stupid to answer yes? The "diarrhea and sewer gases of humanity" will say "doesn't matter"/ but blood is not even half as complex as energy; and it is very little indeed when compared to life itself. Here the righteous will contend; they DON'T need nothing, "leave us alone, we are happy". Issues and realities are as nothing to them, the complex structures of happiness itself, "just something to be bought & sold". So you are COMPLETELY FREE, "To enter the hell just as you have created it, out of selfishness, pride, fear, and hate" after all, It is YOURS! Therefore if this is your choice, I bid you farewell.

As to the people of life/ the people who shall become "the people of life", YOU must now contend among yourselves as to truth, and find in your soul, the necessary relationships that shall become trust. Trust is the expression of love & truth combined into the experience of destiny. It is a place called home, where the evidence of life permits the freedoms & expression of identities formed by the GRACE OF GOD.

It is then, not your right to condemn or measure any identity. It is not your purpose to control or manipulate or enforce any facet/ concept/ or decree Of OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN. HE Does not need you/ You, need HIM.

Here then I say again to you, the primary foundations of your morality ARE wrong. Each description you use is about control & manipulation/ therefore each aspect of your demand assumes the discipline of your identity, not theirs. Therein the basic premise of morality is not so distant from truth, that if fails completely. But the reality of intervention & thereby judgment does fail completely. The quest for honor as life, follows 3 basic formats: My soul believes/ my heart accepts/ & my destiny requires: Therefore I do the things I do fro the honesty within my life; the body or mind are unimportant. This does not exist as a morality of others/ but demands the freedom required to enter the various levels of consequence and design an order accepted by the creation that is your soul. Soul thereby stands for: you in GOD & GOD in you / there is no place here, for ANY of society, or its demands, or its rules: you as society/ you in society, are therein purposely removed: that you may learn "GOD'S WAY". Discipline says, because life is too precious, to belong to humanity/ death proves it is so.

As to the comprehension & consumption of sex by humanity; the following is true: Your body is your own, and you alone may do with it as you please. BUT you must pay the price of your decisions/ that you have chosen to pay, by acting upon it. Human sexuality is responsible for all manner of murder & rape, violence & hatred, prejudice & suicide; as well as pride, arrogance, games, and a list long enough to fill human history with grief, & war. Therefore sexuality must change, if you will find peace & harmony/ then you will learn to treat each other differently. Through sexual expression as well/ it is necessary. You shall "talk to each other, WITHOUT your pride, your fears, or your moralities: BE HONEST/ that you may learn from each other, what you do need to be.

Our existence in this day, RELIES upon 8 additional fundamental participation's, as a society.

1. That we shall control all primary resources; to create access & value for all; while protecting the future, for you and your children and all generations that follow. Do you not understand 7 billion people, each standing on a 3 feet by 3 feet square, represents 63 billion square feet of space/ and yet we don't have room for anyone to take even one step in any direction. We do not yet have room for one single plant in those 63 billion square feet, of green earth. We are in desperate trouble, and nothing less than truth shall help us to survive. You ARE free to continue lying and pretending/ you will soon enter the last world war of earth, because if you don't share & care properly; you shall surely WAR, with all the weapons of mass destruction YOU have prepared. Think about the reality/ don't surrender to ignorance and apathy, either you will work hard/ or life dies. CHOOSE.

2. That we ARE "The military, and the police ourselves", and no one shall ever push or threaten us into the line of fire again: WE WILL as one man & woman stand united, and turn against these who ridicule, control, and hate our lives. That does not mean, discipline is unnecessary or unworthy or even sacrifice because the battle and the need warrants the reality of your honor and your duty/ this is about leadership, and its place in our lives. We, by standing in the line of battle agree: this must be done. If it is not so/ then do not go.

3. The foundation of our peace is FRIENDSHIP, Nothing less. Thereby our relationship with human existence shall be one of discipline, respect, & fundamental rights as a living, breathing CREATION OF GOD.

4. The purpose of our life is, to establish the basic NEEDS, for eternity. By learning how to use freedom; why love is both fragile & beautiful; when discipline and truth must rule; & why truth & reality are the only leaders we need, or shall follow.

5. The critical value of a human education contributes in every aspect of living. Thereby an education NOT specifically designed around living & consequence & understanding as it safe-guards life: IS a failure, and shall not be done.

6. The absolute value of a spiritual education builds the opportunity in eternity, for a destiny beyond all imagination and therein the maximum possible freedoms, that do not intentionally harm the others is ALLOWED. YOU WILL be tolerant, and you will not gossip or ridicule.

7. All religions of value, teach at least one distinct truth, that increases the value of life for man, & reality therein understands "man/ but ONLY a minimal definition of woman". YOU WILL combine these teachings at their primary levels. And then WOMAN ALONE shall choose what you are to believe henceforth. THIS IS NOT A CHOICE: YOU SHALL DO SO! All other religion shall then end. You may believe whatever you wish/ BUT NO other organized religion shall exist to fight or war over. There shall be ONLY ONE RELIGION, and only one book, that shall incorporate the various religions into one doctrine, and ONLY ONE GOD !

Choose well; then remove what no longer belongs. If you do not/ then your future will be short; as competition for resources & position divides you into armed camps, and disgrace; resulting in war to end all war.

THIS IS your participation in an opportunity to survive. Look at yourselves right now/ divided by religion and prepared to hate, just because of them. You will do this or you will die. THE WOMEN WILL SELECT and any man who speaks violence against them, SHALL be imprisoned/ tried/ and put to death within 10 months. THIS IS THEIR JOB, and you will respect them carefully or the consequences in eternity will be severe.

8. Both governments & money work, for the same reasons: they mediate between men. Both governments and money fail for the same reasons: they give power to a few, because men refuse to respect each other. YOU WILL RESPECT EACH OTHER, FROM THESE DAYS FORWARD.

If you dislike or despise any of these/ then you are certainly & without doubt completely FREE: To enter the hell you have chosen for yourselves. BUT REMEMBER THIS, THERE SHALL BE NO TURNING BACK; FROM EITHER DIRECTION. This is literally to be your decision for life/ or for hell, as Armageddon.

Of the various needs of society, one of the most useful is the ability to "talk and have a little fun" without hurting anyone. It is simple and plain that conversation rules over the behavior of humanity even more so, than work. Conversation & acceptance do walk hand in hand, thereby the teaching of the various "arts, means, and methods of interaction is to be PRIMARY to all education. You shall teach and learn from each other, the disciplines of courtesy to all, when to stop, when to intervene, what constitutes an interesting participation, how stories are constructed, & when they are appropriate/ you will accept the work to learn basic information in all categories of life & work. And you will accept the disciplines necessary to understand "a different view is not simply the wrong one/ a different life is not, for you to judge".

Revelation 6, now enters the arena of your lives, because the time is now. The white horse represents all who shall spread this message, & work for the future of life on earth: WITH HONOR. The red horse carries the selfish, the powerful, & those who hate: these bring the other side of the scale/ to prove to you its cost. The rider with the scales is your judge: IT IS JESUS/ But you shall NOT be judged as believers in HIM, but as an identity with respect for these purposes, and this life/ OR as an identity with disrespect for these purposes and this life. IF YOU FAIL, to present even one human life: being less than the 50% plus one demanded of you for life/ then ARMAGEDDON & the remainder of Revelation 6 shall occur. BY YOUR ACTION, you will choose/ by your soul, you will confess!

Revelation 7 demands of those who are left; from the destruction of Revelation 6: That YOU shall NOT surrender your lives to anyone BUT GOD ALONE. Instead of fear, YOU SHALL PRAY AND TRUST AND TEST EVERYTHING, By TRUTH AND THE EVIDENCE OF LIFE OR LOVE.

Revelation 8 begins with violence of every kind consuming all life from the earth/ it is the beginning of the final chapter of humanity. The first punishment is the "small debris field" of a giant asteroid. The second is a large debris field of the same asteroid. The third is the asteroid itself. The fourth is debris from the earth because of these impacts. The fifth is the moon itself, crashing into earth [in all probability, the moon is impacted first/ and this is where the debris fields come from]. You have already "sent forth your own messenger to find this asteroid" by tampering and playing where you do not belong. The sixth is the structure of the earth itself, falling into pieces. The seventh is simply the end of planet earth, FOREVER; it shall disintegrate and vanish, as if it had never been.

THIS IS YOUR FATE, IF YOU FAIL. It shall be completed within 30 years, from the time this message is presented to you. The reality clearly allows at least the possibility to repent: because YOU WILL "see it coming". A possibility IS a possibility/ if not for life or the earth/ but for you.

The "smart ones" will laugh & ridicule, and proclaim: NO ONE can predict this/ "He is trying to defeat you with words and fears: DO YOU NOT WANT, all the luxuries you can find/ he can prove nothing"!

To these & to you, I do say; it is not my prophecy/ but belongs to Revelation, as written. Consider the truth & accuracy so far! The time frame of 30 years is however given "to me" by the pause stated in Revelation 8; "Of 30 minutes, or half an hour": It is not mine.

YOU ARE NOW, to "be left alone" for the 1260 days, within which you will make your decision. It is NOT required of you, to establish these realities/ but it is demanded of you to decide as humanity on earth itself: whether you shall "walk toward life"/ or race into Armageddon.

Truth doesn't care what you choose/ it simply does what order demands it to do. Consequently, the order you create within yourselves shall either give you mercy/ Or judge your lives as death judges your body & mind.

For those who believe "it would have been better/ if I had not come": then rest assured your end would simply have been in all out WAR, WITH WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION; Within 3 years. Irregardless, YOU HAVE RECEIVED YOUR OPPORTUNITY TO SURVIVE.

PRAY &

DO WELL !

In the consequence of extinction, what is the beauty & elegance & form of a human being ends. Because YOU DID NOT, share or care or love enough! This is your legacy/ this is the life you have been living. Therefore whether you live or die, YOU must consider the actions or failures of what you have now been chosen to do: To decide, LIFE OR DEATH for all human life, and for all life on earth.

Your responsibility here is dependent upon your knowledge, & your ability to make a difference/ WHO AMONG YOU, cannot interact and make a difference to at least one individual: "now you are two"/ and so on. The parable of Luke 12 in the bible, is written for "the people of life" in this day/ but do be careful how you interpret it: it is not about simple ideas, it is about truth and the demands to be honest particularly with yourself. Matthew 25 is the same. Mark 7 is about the various religions and their rules, as applied to this day. John 7 is for the leaders of all religions/ consider the reality carefully.

The reality of time, has then marked you all, for death/ BUT TRUTH can still save the earth, & the lives that depend upon it. Your ability to perceive truth and the possibility that completes your acceptance of truth is the foundation called JESUS / whose life depicted true love, and honest duty. If you cannot find in yourself at least the beginning of these things, then the earth and all life in it is lost.

It is my own desire to ask of you: WHAT do you "see" whenever your life looks at another living creation?

As a man, I see in an honorable woman: "A love from GOD" Displayed from the foundation of her feet, to the creation of her soul, as a true & honest gift to man. That LOVE may search his soul, and find woman to be his temple, before GOD . Therein man is held by duty to care & support woman/ to love her with honor and not shame.

As a person, caught between the possibilities of both man or woman/ in the consequence of the beginning abandonment of man, I do write for woman: "looking back at the man I have been". In the belief of a woman, as she "sees" an honorable man, the question inside assigns life to the bearing and disciplines of hope. The expression of love as it establishes RESPECT, to be the foundation of his life. The beauty of soul, thereby reflects within the "bounty of my embrace, & the honesty of my touch"/ therefore LOVE brings to us both, The glory of being GOD'S CREATION! Praise, love, thanks & prayer, Shall then be our way/ as destiny provides the answer; and we surrender our questions TO GOD ! This then my soul gives to the honesty of our hope, It is the courage to trust in the truth of our love.

Do you not see, in every child; our existence as created in MIRACLES? Do you not understand the blessing of these gifts? The heart of man & woman DO bleed together, for a child when tragedy come/ because LOVE has so much more value than everything else. The souls of both man & woman who do live as love, will surrender their lives/ because the love & existence of the child is of so much more value than everything else. What then is more important than life, as love? What then matters about your possessions and pride and purpose beyond love?

Do you never consider the honor of friendship? Do you never understand the loneliness & despair of isolation. Surely the life that you are, clearly knows that we do have value to one another/ that we are equal? Not by definitions of evil (that which destroys)/ but by the intensity, dignity, & determination of a life BEYOND ANYTHING We could ever create! Each person is a testament to CREATION: each person is the miracle of life itself. HOW can you consider, "trashing all this treasure"? HOW, CAN YOU BE SO BLIND?

Humanity forgets these things only when they are drowning in a "sea of WANT, SELFISHNESS, OR PRIDE"!

WHO THEN ARE YOU?

DO search for the moment of your own truth; the place inside where life itself confronts the humanity of body & the consequence of mind, to ask honestly: DO you believe in life/ Or DO you believe in mind & body? The difference; a search for destiny in the depths and ways of eternity/ or an exercise in "how much can body & mind consume, before it becomes dirt".

This is a reality that governs each & every life to the degree that hope, love, truth (set you free, in life)/ or selfishness, want, pride & hate turn to control your life.

Humanity regards religion as: either everything of importance/ or everything wrong with the world. Only the agnostic tries to "remain in the middle" proving, life has no meaning at all to them. The zealot, is always determined to prove the RULES, give him or her a right/ and prove, they are righteous/ and you are not. It is more simply, a reality based upon the reality: "Their life, has crashed from a freedom out of control/ therefore they need rules to add discipline and purpose to their lives. A hope that is not dependent upon their decision/ but much more simply "follow the rules". The zealot is then simply, a man or woman bowed down to the reality of life, and worshiping their religion as the proof: I do know what I am doing/ "see the rules". In reality SPIRIT, is not so simple! In spirit, it is life that governs by truth/ therefore you must understand the truth, not simply follow the rules. There is a big difference!

The "word of GOD" Is NOT written as a human language: NOT english not hebrew, not arabic, not any other! These are the words of man! Do you understand the difference?

Instead, the stories of every religion teach something about WHO WE ARE EXPECTED TO BE. The Christian biblical account of JESUS shows us, "who we are expected to be"/ no other is needed, HE IS SUFFICIENT FOR THIS PURPOSE. As you read, HIS LIFE, Was about love, hope, truth, faith, trust, duty, courage, honor, work, discipline, soul, And especially GOD!

Learn the meaning of these things and YOU have found, " the word of GOD". Then begin your search for Forgiveness, mercy, "cleanliness", and eternity: As soul, finds a home in you.

It is important to you, to remember the simple disciplines of life in humanity, the reality & consequence of possession/ the fact of need/ & the honesty of work. More simply, you can only be forced, if someone else controls your needs, your resources, or threatens life. Therefore as WE THE PEOPLE, your first, foremost, & most deliberate job is to control the primary resources that enable work, food,& water as a society/ that you may not be controlled, but in charge as a society of people. This requires limits to personal possession/ so that no one gains control now or later. If you fail equality & justice/ then you die, because no one will control 7 billion people: particularly as things become harsh and reality proves you will share/ or you will war, and starve.

Remember as well; "The liars & thieves are coming" to say "I ruined everything, you should hate me/ because I revealed their lies and yours, because now you know how much they stole from you". Do not be swayed/ they lied to YOU, and stole from YOU, including your future and your children's future/ I did not. All lies end. The numbers were used as the biggest liars of all, in america/ these primary weapons of disgrace, were simply manipulated by government and industry in all phases, to convince you and themselves: that we don't really have to pay/ most of the numbers will lay safely in deposits that will never turn into real assets; therefore they don't count. Let them have all the numbers they want! And so they did. But now the numbers have grown so large, that the reality of human work attached to them no longer supports the idea, "we will never see these numbers anyway". Instead, with millions retiring/ they want to spend, as if it were actual and real. Understood clearly, then every dollar you have accepted to work for, leaves you with a thousand years or so of debt left to pay off/ bankruptcy could not be more clear. To linger in this stupidity, allowing the pedophila of all who are holding all these numbers against your own children/ by raping them with numbers and work that can never be paid/ raping all who work with promises that cannot be kept/ by ravaging the future and demanding war soon; because resources for this do not exist: simply cannot be allowed. All have failed, to continue on is to destroy your own lives and the earth as well/ which means you will be murderers for all life on earth/ assassins of their future and yours. This is already a tragedy beyond american shores, and much of the world WANTS BADLY to help you destroy everything with their greed, want, selfishness, pride, hatred and so much more; it is not simply american. Which means, bankruptcy and the end of all lies, liars, thieves, & violence against life on earth must end/ or you will be condemned to death by destroying your own futures/ with your own failures. There is little time for change left/ the reality is this earth is dying, because of all humanity. These are tragedies that you cannot avoid/ however, change means the violence against the earth shall end/ and the possibility of fighting to save the planet and accept the disciplines of human harmony can exist to keep us from extinction. This is then simply: do the work for life/ pay the price for life/ or watch your own extinction simply unfold.

As a world/ or a person/ YOU have NO TARGET to stop or kill/ NO ONE you may focus upon with anger or violence against and say: its because of you! NO ONE, NO NATION EITHER. Rather the majority of humanity has participated, and your work is grievous. It is YOU, that must end your own lies to yourself and others/ your own stealing from the future and all life/ & your own violence against life on earth, by not caring about anything but you. Fail and you will be exterminated: by Armageddon, the hell on earth created by man & woman for themselves/ by their own choices.

Not concerned? You, truly have NO money! You have pollution lying underground literally in billions of tons, to contaminate your water for drinking. You have chemicals of all kinds simply waiting to destroy the incubators of ocean life, strewn around every continent [the food supply for half of humanity]. The list is almost endless/ but the most terrible tragedy of all is the genetic crucifixion YOU have engineered against yourselves. To destroy all that is beautiful from the earth: HOW COULD YOU? Only the most blatant of "devil worshipers" would do such a thing as this. Do you support genetic mutilation/ then you are guilty: how can you not be? Devil simply means: those ideas used in support of the destruction of life. "When the dam breaks/ and mutilation overtakes every life, you will know for sure: how will you fix it, "with computers"? Only a complete fool, the most disgraceful of all creation would think you can.

Here, PRAYER ALONE can give us relief from the terrors that are coming/ IF GOD IS WILLING. Your foolish hearts & foolish minds combined with a stupidity beyond belief, can have only one outcome if intervention does not come::: DO PRAY FOR MERCY!

As to the validity & consequence of human needs for honest interactions & respectful ways between the sexes. This reality requires a fundamental access to moments, wherein we may meet each other without judgment, or ridicule, or failure. A time & place where being, who you are, is safe, friendly, & happy. These are NOT found in the common experiences of dating in today's world. Therefore you must create them for yourselves, with honesty and honor. That means taming the sexual beast of lust. Remove the visual signs, let there be life-size pictures everywhere without faces of naked bodies/ men too. After a while, people will turn away; ask most any married couple, it is always the same. Research the cultures that are primarily naked all the time/ ask them for their wisdom; jungle dwellers, are not stupid. Women and men both enjoy the tempting/ but reality says, it removes the honor of getting to know someone when sex gets in the way. You must do better, decide for yourselves.

The primary methods of advertizing, for a friend or lover/ are very poor. Learn to use a simple visual aid that is NOT sexual, some sort of "button, chain, color, bracelet, or whatever to say to each other, "its ok to talk to me"/ and so on. BE KIND to each other/ not scared or afraid: therefore justice must be served as it regards honest failures to respect each other/ male or female. Such as: in one personal situation {looking for interest, in personal protection by chemical interference/ I used a chemical container on a necklace}, a young woman reacted without knowledge or understanding or interest/ a virtual rape, do to her excitement and fears that plagued her soul. This is unacceptable; before you convict someone in your heart, it is necessary to at least understand simple things.

just because you are woman, does not mean you are innocent. There also needs to be periodic meetings, in safe places, just for talking. There needs to be a network of "trading dates"/ NOT for sex, but for friendship & fun. Such as places to meet between the hours of "" where all understand it is ok to talk to anyone there, and be polite. It is necessary to mark people with incurable sexual diseases; so they don't infect the others, as suggested earlier: perhaps a color tattooed on the genital area. These must not murder the others/ if they fail to behave, they will be treated exactly like any other murderer: because they then used the weapon in their possession/ fully knowing its effect, and with true intent irregardless of other excuses.

People who "shop, for men or women"/ do not care about anyone but themselves. Find someone who loves, and if reality says NEED has become a true burden for a person of the opposite sex/ then "share, as it is honest and true for you to do"/ because a life is more important than sex. BUT ONLY share with those who have love inside/ and only share if you do have honest love to give: simple sexuality is not sharing, is not helping, it is mere lust: therefore you aid death and not life. Simply do your best, and honor life. Understand simply at this time, the truth at this moment is the world and humanity is dying/ therefore unless change occurs, it does become unfair to ask someone who NEEDS to feel accepted, HONESTLY/ "To just go away, is unkind". Be honest.

I do pray for us all/ I do hope that you shall do the same.

The depth of current DISGRACE, is the reality of destruction on every side/ this is a true, strict, & simple measure of YOUR DISHONESTY! It is a function of all you do, that is dishonorable. YOU DO, sell your very lives, for trinkets & games & worthless pursuits. You DO throw away your respect for life, for yourself, & for GOD ; As if you were throwing "pennies in a fountain"/ without regard for life, you are simply playing.

Throughout this message, I have now accused you of many SEVERE failures, is this not so? OR , is it more simply true, that the evidence mounted against you, accuses you instead of me?

I DO follow truth wherever it leads me, this is my only statement of accounting to you. investigate, examine, & decide for yourselves. It is your life, or it will be your death/ it is not mine.

The question of individual nations, is fundamentally irrelevant at this time/ if the world dies/ YOU die. As the world begins to die/ YOU shall ALL go to war; this is impossible to doubt: will you starve to death/ while someone else flaunts enough to feed you/ no, you will go to war, or you will share. Therefore the only question that exists either for a people or for its leadership, IS the potential for world failure. WHAT IS THE REALITY/ WHERE IS THE PROOF/ & HOW do we control the liars sufficiently, to discover the current truth, & the reality of our future truth?

As to america, the evidence & proof of bankruptcy & complete economic lies that abound in disgrace, are clearly written within your own governments own accounting. Flow of funds, table L5 total assets and liabilities of the USA.

The reality of chemical production can be traced back a100 years. The consequence of trillions of tons of poisons intentionally dumped, used, and abused everywhere/ is also without doubt. Where then is the limit/ before these poisons consume your world? Do you really want to find it/ I tell you plainly, you do stand at the door of terrible consequences.

The legacy of weapons of mass destruction is already clear/ no further evidence is required. Remove them or exterminate yourselves, it is that simple.

The loss of resources can be multiplied by 7 billion people, demanding resources EVERYDAY. The addition of 2 million more bodies each week, needs no further explanation. The loss of green earth, global warming is no longer your toy, atmospheric radiation that will cause cancers in all life/ the loss of ice shelves does mean a dramatic change is coming. The loss of ocean currents due to the lost ice, means the ocean creatures are going to starve. The tremendous changes in earth structure, due to all the resources removed, SHALL have a domino effect on all earth tectonic plates/ causing massive shifts. Your constant & severe genetic crucifixion of life by genetic mutilation, WILL bring you literal TERRORS, as the consequence of your failures break down the "dam, that holds it all back". Your coming tremendous despair and absolute fears from these genetic alteration; are far beyond your ability to remain sane. Your "want for efficiency, in the food supply/ by making all things the same" means on simple disease or consequence you are not prepared for, and an entire food supply dies; therefore you die. You are consuming the oxygen you need to breathe/ by using all the fire you can find, and cutting down trees that help you survive. YOU are preparing hate, through your religions, greed, lust, & violence/ selfishness girds you for war, & arrogance prepares your weapons of mass destruction. And even all this is only a beginning to what confronts YOU.

PROVE that you shall indeed survive all these things/ OR CHANGE/ or know, that the hell you created with your own hands and minds, with all the apathy, luxury, intolerance, violence against all life, & your insanity to follow and bow down to evolution as your god. "Armageddon, is your own creation"/ and you do deserve, "to have it"/ DO PRAY FOR MERCY.

IF you change, properly: with honor, respect, discipline, work, & love/ THEN you will live, and the day will come for true happiness and life in harmony. If you refuse, then your lives WILL end, if any remain/ as will the earth itself before the year 2040. So says the prophecy of Revelation.

"The smart people" WILL have many lies for you!

If you desire to join them, and "be too smart" for all these warnings/ then rest assured you are FREE to do so/ there are no chains, and no one will force you to do better/ it is your choice. But hear this carefully: THIS MESSAGE, & this deadline to decide within 1260 days from the time this message appears before you, on the internet, WILL NOT be broken. If you fail here/ they you will die through and because of the Armageddon you have created; as prophecy demands. If you fail, the days will not be long before you understand how wrong your decision was/ consequently some will then come after me, to convince you to follow them. They are worthless. The prophecies of the bible predict & protect this message. The words & knowledge used to describe and present this message prove ut us true, and defend, that I am the messenger; irregardless of how you interpret the descriptions in revelation. {they are not my words, I simply rely on the truth and importance of the message itself}. YOUR reality demands it is now or never to fix all these problems/ if you accept truth and let it lead your life. Therefore I say to you PRAY & PRAISE GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!

And JESUS If you can grasp the consequence of HIS LIFE.

This is your chance to survive and be healed/ not because of me (I am irrelevant), but because YOU have chosen to do the work and live the life, that will let you survive. You will surrender much/ but in time, YOU WILL GAIN MUCH MORE.

The question to be assaulted is then: DOES the prophecy of Revelation, a book of the Christian Bible fundamentally deserve the respect of your acceptance, as a prophecy and declaration given by GOD ?

IRREGARDLESS of all other alternate religious beliefs? Reality assumes a continuity with life that does extend to the very distant past. All historical accounts of human life, are NOT different from the lives we live today/ except for the tools & the destruction/ it is clear, we are the same as they were. We could have lived in their world with a little instruction/ just as clearly they could have lived in this world, with a little instruction. Therein what is a prophecy of life for them, can also be considered a prophecy for us. The book of Revelation was written almost 2000 years ago/ the books of Daniel, & Ezekiel much earlier! But until today, the reality of its words could not be known or understood; because the basic definitions of this human time in tools & destruction, had not yet come about, until these days. The prophecy is actually quite good; depicting atomic bombs, weapons of war, evolution, excessive greed, lusts, wants, selfishness: but also hope & love & the possibilities of GREAT CHANGE for all humanity. The things we have not yet seen, such as "yellowstone park in Montana, USA; exploding in horrendous fury; are in clear & accurate detail today, as plainly visible and apparent, that it could happen anytime. The realities of plague, are clearly evident and derived through the abuse of antibiotics & other methods of human insistence to demand EASE in all they do/ it will be an efficient death mechanism when it starts.. The truth of famine; merely one genetic mutation away in your fields/ one decade or less in the ocean, where nothing will then live anymore. The drinking water into "wormwood" is all prepared/ simply investigate what is pumped into the ground, out of your sight, or dumped everywhere either on purpose as in garbage dumps and farms and so much more: your water is at an extreme risk/ and once it starts you have nothing.

IT IS TRULY IRRELEVANT, what rules you live by/ "what faith you believe will certainly save you"/ or what you won't believe, because hiding is easier than risking the possibilities of confusion. We are talking about human life/ not spiritual life! Truth does not care/ and the order that commands truth "to take action/ the time has come" says literally: YOU SHALL become extinct, within 30 years. Should there be "a life or two left" on earth after this time/ it is only to view the destruction of the earth itself. Truly all the games of humanity are now over. Therefore it is fair to say to you: CHANGE or be damned. Because that is the prediction of Revelation, Daniel, & Ezekiel from the bible/ it is not mine.

The question of truth: are these prophecies correct? Is this message/ and its interpretation of these books of the bible correct? Is this a warning, that gives humanity an opportunity to survive, heal, & find harmony instead of death?

The answer to all 3 is yes. The book of Revelation is interpreted so that even you, can understand the message of a man from the past who writes without any knowledge of the future, and has no words to describe what he does not understand, a reality of things that did not exist until today: it is quite good as to our situation.

This message as provided, does everything it can to HONOR GOD and JESUS , (if you can hear it), and prepare you for change. Even if you disagree/ the reality of respect and the honesty of duty are clear, and evident even to you. therefore be careful of what you do, Eternity is watching.

The foundation of GOD OUR CREATOR, OUR FATHER. IS clear & evident throughout the message. Therefore no true dissent is allowed by any religion. For GOD

IS ONLY ONE GOD And there is NO other!

To those whose apathy, arrogance, or pride refuses to allow them to believe/ the opportunity and HOPE exists for you to participate in truth as well. Therefore MANY words are used, just for you/ because you are important to.

The question that remains is literally YOU?

Do you desire life enough/ to live with honesty, honor, harmony, respect, truth, discipline, & LOVE? Or do you not! This is not a hard question/ and you do understand it; therefore NO excuse exists.

There will be assaults against my life/ raised to confuse or control you. again, I am irrelevant to your decision for life/ for your own life/ or for death to the planet itself. Therefore I do strongly recommend: simply be blind and deaf to these. Most will be lies/ but some things you will not like, will be true. Irregardless, it is true: I am irrelevant to your decision/ therefore leave me out of it: am I worth your life, or your death? Kindly do not dishonor me so. The further question of living for at least 1261 days beyond this message presentation/ IS SIMPLY NOT, up to me; whatever will be will be. But I do state, a CURSE that you WILL believe is true, may occur/ and WILL increase your suffering: if I am beaten or abused. If I am killed in the 1261 day or immediately thereafter: it is YOUR NOTICE/ that you are judged, and life will end. NOT because of me/ I would then merely be the "tool" to prove your decision has occurred.

If we begin instead to rebuild the earth, I will serve only organized women, as her help-mate. These WILL rule over the earth/ but only as truth allows/ as honor will build/ and as RESPECT & reality does demand.

I will be leaving, I know not when/ but I will not come back within the 1260 days: not for any cause. Should anyone be martyred because of me: THEY SHALL enter heaven or beyond/ because their lives were a benefit and a reward to GOD , as it is true I DO HIS WORK!

The difference between a martyr and a terrorist is: the terrorist expects a reward, because he or she made a decision! The martyr, lives in service to GOD, and works knowing the decisions we cannot make, are held in trust with GOD. A martyr, lives in and for peace, and does not vary/ a terrorist searches for violence, and lives in anger. I then say to all, clearly: although for a moment or two, it was hoped I would no longer be a target/ that faded without change. I have known of being a target for over 20 years, & deliberately kept company with no one/ that you may "NOT find a victim against me"/ for the purpose of torturing me: there is NO ONE! Reality says family cannot be "dispensed with to eliminate all possibility of becoming a victim". BUT I DO say to you clearly and with a defined and REAL CURSE to you: if you punish them even though they could NOT have been more distant to this work/ then to HADES you GO, FOR ALL ETERNITY. Don't believe it/ YOU WILL.

There is then nothing you can do to force me/ I am irrelevant to you, therefore nothing exists for me to force you/ BUT I CAN CURSE YOU. Therefore be kind to everyone, particularly to those who do help with this message/ and do not let innocent lives be killed or harmed because of me: this is the job I give to you/ as well as keep the web sites open and protected from all who shall attack them. There is NO CAUSE, that they may legally be shut down/ insist on JUSTICE AND THE FIRST AMENDMENT OF THE CONSTITUTION OF AMERICA. If that is unsuccessful, then put them up on every web site you can find, and pay for the advertizing to direct attention to them.

Feel free to begin reconstruction at any time/ don't wait for me: what if I die? START insulating to conserve and protect/ stop your insanity/ search for justice/ begin your political & governmental debates/ stop evolution & genetic crucifixion/ and everything else. This is your job, and I will help you, when or if that time arrives.

When depression hits, the foundation of your response MUST be quite simple: if you allow the people, who believe they have the money" to pick on you one at a time/ then you will have civil war within 2 years: all out, "till death do us part". Because of all the lies, and all that was stolen/ and those who intend to steal more. If you gather together, & understand the truth that NONE of your american dollars has any value at all/ then everyone must work for a solution in justice & fair play together. To force the issue, let everyone file for bankruptcy together/ make them confront you as WE THE PEOPLE. IF YOU MUST, then blockade the courts, so that no case can be presented: FORCE THEM, to confront you as WE THE PEOPLE! You will then vote, on the reality that shall then control your lives. As to the truth: money is simply the promise of work owed, or received/ it is literally nothing else. Consider this, because you must: if you make $10.00 ten dollars an hour/ that means you as we the people who make ten dollars an hour, would then owe a billionaire ($1,000,000,000.00) divided by ten dollars an hour = 100 million hours of your time! 40 hours a week times 50 weeks in a year= 2000 hours full time, for a year. 2000 hours divided into 100 million hours owed to a person holding one billion dollars = 50,000 years for an individual/ or more correctly it is 50,000 fifty thousand people surrendering one year of their work lives to one person who says: "I deserve this much of your time". Do you agree? What did anyone do, to deserve HOW MUCH OF YOUR TIME? How much do you willingly surrender for someone else's work? If they save and do well, more than the others, will you work for that person for one month out of a year/ one week/ HOW MUCH does anyone deserve? Do you say to your selfish the heart surgeon who replaces a heart & lungs is worth much more? He or she is not, after all this is simply one individual who is the recipient/ but major teams of people make it possible: society pays the current $8,000.00 dollars a month or so for the medicine to keep them alive/ and will probably pay to bury them as well. How much is one person worth to your life: HOW MANY WEEKS, will you donate of your labor, so they may live. HOW MUCH, is anyone worth to you/ is Bill Gates of microsoft worth the last quote I heard of 40 billion dollars, for a minor improvement in a simple software program he simply copied from apple to an IBM style computer? 40 billion dollars is of course 50,000 years times 40 = 2,000,000 people owe him by the numbers, one year of labor for his work. Is this fair? Are you going to pay? NO, IT like so many other things in america is a LIE! Do you make $100.00 one hundred dollars an hour/ that means you as we the people who make one hundred dollars then owe a billionaire 10 million hours of your time: sound fair? There are many billionaires in america, holding these numbers against you: are you going to pay? They WILL FORCE YOU IN COURT, if you don't force them: to be fair IN LIFE AND SOCIETY first.

The American government claims 106 trillion dollars of assets/ divided by 100 million people (excluding children, prisoners, & the elderly= the working or able to work population) then equals per each of 100 million people= $1,060,000.00 one million and sixty thousand dollars each in assets; divided equally: do you have your share? The american government SAID it owed 87 trillion dollars (until it was changed in June or so, moving the asset column to 109 trillion/ and lowering the debt column to 84 trillion: they "lost 3 trillion dollars= $30,000.00 thirty thousand dollars per each of 100 million people). 87 trillion divided by 100 million adults = $870,000.00 eight hundred and seventy thousand dollars per worker/ or potential worker is owed. Are you going to work 34,800 hours straight without pay: at the "inflated lie" of an average income of $25.00 twenty five dollars per hour per worker? 870,000 divided by 25= 34,800. This is straight time add taxes, penalties, interest, and you will get easily in excess of 70,000 hours owed in promised work: divided by 2000 hours a year, that is 35 years of slavery without even a penny for your work/ no food to eat/ no place to live, etc. Are you going to agree to this? NO YOU ARE BANKRUPT beyond description. In fact no society or generation ever to live on the face of this earth/ has found its way into such poverty as you????! YOU ARE A DISGRACE! And bankruptcy is your only way out.

I do know, "some of you are a little bit happy: LOOK AT ME, I have numbers that prove I am valued". But all you truly have are LIES, AND THE TRAGEDY OF THOSE WHO LIED, AND THE REALITY, you have accepted. I do know as well, this exists because your fears of the world ending by weapons of mass destruction, did PUSH you into it. But NOW the day has come to fix your failures, or live & die because of your fears. Reality demands time & effort & reality & work or you shall not succeed: it will not be fun. The alternative is Sacrificing all life and even the earth, to continue worshiping your lies/ to continue bowing down to your fears/ and for what? It will only buy you HELL AND ARMAGEDDON.

HOW THEN DO YOU CHOOSE????????

IF you hide/ then you die; as simple as that.

Understand this clearly: I AM NOT your leader/ savior/ priest/ guru, or whatever: I am a helper of women. These are your problems, and YOU must accept the solution, because you must live the reality/ therefore none can help you decide, only to help you work and find truth; it is your job to save yourselves in this world. DO PRAY!

If I am to help you Then ALL WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION , & everything not human about them will be destroyed: PEACEFULLY. And you will create a true international military & police governed only by agreed upon rules and laws. But one of those rules shall be: WE THE WORLD, shall remove every weapon of mass destruction from EVERY NATION on earth/ by war if necessary. First against the leadership/ then if necessary, against the nation itself. You will gain nothing by waiting: NOW is the time.

NOTHING LESS can save you from yourselves/ because resource loss will bring war! Just the simple loss of fertilizers will reduce your food production by half, or more. Thereby the ocean is EXTREMELY IMPORTANT to the future of life on earth. FIND RESPECT OR DIE.

YOU WILL also be required to end, the extortions, the entrapments, the lies, all your bastard ways: Find HONOR, or die.

AS DEPRESSION HITS, the food supply is primary to all endeavors for peace and stability. The smallest amount of real starvation in american will be cause for tempers/ weapons/ & violence to gel into chaos. Therefore 2 truths exist: we the people must control the food supply/ and we the people must report EACH & EVERY act of violence/ the perpetrators/ & testify to criminal intent. If you fail/ your world crashes, and your reality WILL be similar to the current Iraq. The nation itself must then protect & honestly defend those who help/ with honest and real actions: take your "plaques, and trophies, and stick them up your ass": REAL HELP.

Criminal actions come from 3 very specific causes: I HATE YOU/ YOU ARE WORTHLESS, to me/ & you HAVE SOMETHING, that I want. It is that simple. Hate is the very simple decision, to judge. Worthless is the very simple measurement that follows judgment. Want is the purpose, that allows me to make you a slave and a tool to be used however I choose.

As to social responsibility then, you must pay attention to hate. You the public will identify and report true prejudice. You the public, ARE responsible for understanding stolen property is DAMAGING YOUR LIFE. Even if it doesn't touch you/ it is changing your society, and causing people to judge you as well. If the problem is extensive/ then chain gangs are suitable realities to an over-crowded jail. LET JUSTICE BE FAIR. Not like the idiots, and failures in charge of the Iraq war!

The control of food supplies is established at the farm/ not the store. The farms are "your food locker"/ therein you will concentrate your efforts in control to the major agricultural suppliers first, and as long as necessary. But controlling the grain elevators/ fishing fleets/ and livestock operations by blocking their "exports"/ MEANS you must also support these operations as necessary. Say to them simply: "We are at economic war, with the wealthy, the government official, & especially the "smart people". Are these not the powerful, who brought us all this trouble/ they are indeed. Support means, "we the people" will buy the supplies/ NOT the rich or powerful. You will buy, through the use of contracts with these suppliers that guarantee, payments in an appropriate amount when the government of the USA is again on an economic foundation that allows it to be so. That day is here, when the money, the limits, the vote, and private enterprise has resumed. YOU WILL guarantee to be fair/ you will not use numbers but percentages based upon actual realities. Those who sign for we the people are those who the people choose to do so: you will have 6 to 7 weeks to align and find a way/ as food supplies will be available in some form for about this long. DON'T worry about or honor past contracts/ they are about worthless money, therefore it is built upon lies, that no longer matter. After taking control of the food supply/ then you will barter with the processors. Look for the ones in immediate financial trouble who do have workers on your side. The "wealthy" have only numbers/ and everyone of those dollars is a lie. The consequence of title to ownership, based upon the evidence of a purchase with stolen money or dollars that lie/ is the fact, this may not be real for you: based upon the length of time involved. Barter for fuel, feed, equipment, and other supplies your food and water and energy suppliers need. If you are "military, or government as we the people/ not we the powerful"/ or if you are private industry intent upon protecting the truth, that this nation may rebuild; then distribution is up to you. The need to control the food supplies is immediate, although time is allotted before everything must be in place/ time and effort is required "to get everything necessary in place". Work!

Thereby you will gather all who will help you, and blockade these businesses. The police WILL be threatened with job loss/ if they don't move you/ BUT THEIR EMPLOYERS too, have only numbers that are nothing more than lies: so why are you threatened? Control the food, insist by all means necessary for water, sewage, and minimum necessities. Barter for energy & control ALL foreclosures in the courtroom by barricading the court. The jails can hold only a few more/ therefore stick together, and demand truth by proving WE THE PEOPLE!

When you have had a law decreed, stating all workers: those actually working, and those participating in political, judicial, & economic change SHALL be granted "Lets say $100.00 one hundred worker dollars (new money, credit cards), a week" (the numbers matter little). Then you will begin to release the food, to industry that agrees the purchase cost of such foods will be no more than $50.00 fifty dollars, per week for a family of 4. IF the state or national governments will not pass such a law quickly/ then do so county by county or city by city; but get it done. The wealthy and powerful/ including "the smart people" will try to blockade this effort, to derail your control/ BUT MOVE THEM INTO PRISONS IF YOU HAVE TO; Let no one deter you, the nation is at stake, LITERALLY. You are bankrupt, and they did this to you. These things are "called roughly, marshall law", it is NOT communism. Rather these are the minimum procedures and steps necessary to rebuild a foundation to survive as a nation. There can be variations/ but only until you get your economy, limits, access to resources, and money straightened out. THEN private enterprise will rule/ but not until the chaos is over.

DON'T USE VIOLENCE/ use the truth, that you have NO MONEY, not even a penny/ it is literally all gone. LET THIS THEN BE CLEAR, all actions are for peace, for justice, and for the nation itself/ therefore violence does not belong. A suitable non-violent method for controlling traffic in and out of industry is "flat tires", and then more flat tires/ let them travel feet, not miles. DO punish severely anyone who fails the test of an honorable action/ make it clear what these are among yourselves. The majority of people will welcome these actions, once they understand the reality.

When the time for court does come, then send industry & the wealthy first: they too will get into financial trouble when you stop paying/ when their money is worthless: "like it or not". BUT REMEMBER THIS, every trial will be covering in "primetime news formats, live" by all media coverage you can muster/ and a complete freedom of the press. ANY JUDGE that stands in the way is to be REMOVED, and if found in contempt, the punishment of 10 years in maximum security prison shall apply. WE OWN THE COURT, they do not. You will prove this as necessary. GO IN FORCE/ and produce the reality: we will NOT be shut out of judicial enforcement of FAIR & HONORABLE ACTIONS/ there will be NO "back room bartering/ no deals/ before the public/ and as justice not the pitiful description of law without justice allows."

Whatever is fair to all, will be applied equally to all. LIARS who prove an intent to disgrace you, SHALL be moved to the north or south pole: to live as best they can for one year. You WILL cast them out of the plane, with one tent, & one weeks food/ they have their lies to live on, or they may die.

Whosoever comes to confront you, shall listen to you/ be prepared and prove your truth: make them stay until you are heard/ listen to them as well: this is fair. If ANY man, woman, child, police officer, etc draws a weapon/ for either side: THEN go directly to the court, and have them restrained, removed, or imprisoned: to prove non-violence shall rule this day. If the judge refuses the witness of a large number of people WHO DO swear, & give oath: that GOD should punish them 10 fold, if they are lying/ then gather the community, & remove this judge. IF ANYONE KILLS/ then you shall be killed as well (within one week, you will prove or disprove/ and carry this out: NO drawn out trial, immediate reality) . IF YOU MAIM/ then you as well shall be maimed, likewise to what you have done: within 4 weeks, you shall carry this out. Those who respond to gunfire, or other SHALL have the benefit of the doubt (prove I did this)/ BUT THOSE who started the gunfire shall have a vote cast against them (prove you did not do this). If the police or any other, come prepared with weapons to harm/ then you are free to do the same: do go prepared.

The difference between violent unrest, & purposeful public dissent is: whosoever has justice on their side/ or in the opposite of public dissent; who is controlled by power & selfishness. Do NOT surrender to power & selfishness/ demand & enforce justice. But do not remove the courtroom! IT IS ABSOLUTELY ESSENTIAL to every society. Simply let truth decide/ NOT lies or laws or rules or money, NOT people either/ BUT TRUTH, JUSTICE, AND FAIR PLAY: Do establish the meaning of these things by vote, quickly. DON'T be belligerent in court/ PROVE in simple language, & demand the same. Remember the judge kindly, who is fair to all sides/ treat him or her well: these are an asset to life and to the nation.

YOU WILL need to meet as individual communities, cities, and states almost immediately, to discuss your new realities. I DO suggest city parks for city meetings/ county parks for community and state parks for these meetings/ no permit required, simply meet every Monday morning, and every Saturday afternoon; same place/ same time, until a better location is chosen. Put up a sign: WE THE PEOPLE.

All of these problems, BELONG TO YOU/ they are not mine. I did my best to find even one person among 50, who would look at the future and say: we must do better! NOT ONE, could be found among every economic category and basic type of people/ religion or not. All were simply too selfish, even when it was proven, they knew the consequences would be severe.

I will help you rebuild through woman, IF that is desired/ or I will leave you alone to live or die as you choose. Either way, I OWE YOU NOTHING! Remember that.

Each of these simple exercises in human reality is NOT, my desire or purpose for life/ they are UNPLEASANT distractions from my life. Made necessary only because of YOUR failures. Therefore DO, leave me alone/ apart from what has been offered, already. I AM NOT, your hero, your leader, your anything. DO WHAT YOU CAN DO OR DIE.

This is a statement to the entire world!

If this were a "treasure chest of money", YOU would find a way. THIS IS FAR MORE THAN THAT, IT IS YOUR LIFE! No more excuses will be heard, you are defeated: Because YOU understand the reality & DO grasp the truth sufficiently, to decide to investigate further, if you wish to. Therefore I am done. This is your work, it is not mine/ therefore for the 1260 I will not be listening/ it is not my job or concern. GOOD PRAYERS TO YOU.

To the international community, reality states that although the USA will provide the catalyst for your own judgments/ you are not exempt from either the reality or the decision that confronts them. Can you avoid war, with weapons of mass destruction? NO. Can you avoid resource devastation? NO. Can you survive genetic mutilation: without what function or tool or ability of your body & mind can you live/ and be happy? NO, YOU CAN NOT! The death of the ocean will affect you/ the loss of fertilizers and fish will kill you/ the crippling of your ability to find drinking water will demand immediate and violent war. NO, YOU WILL NOT SURVIVE. The over-population of the earth WILL demand violence, and you do understand this well. NO YOU CANNOT CONTINUE as you are. Even the burning of fires now threatens you very lives; because you cannot live without oxygen/ or the atmosphere.

The reality at stake is your future, because the earth is literally up to humanity now to keep it alive. That means YOU ! Discarding your responsibility means, 7 billion other people will discard theirs; and that means you will die. There is NO SUCH THING, as "leaders, rulers, presidents, kings, legislators, etc, etc, etc" all are simple men or women who are employed by the rest of humanity to improve their lives/ or keep them safe: even though most of these are extremely poor at what they do. They are simply men and women, who may or may not be doing the best they can do. Our humanity is one life at a time/ it is not one life over many. Therein it is fair to say; Power must die/ as our existence depends upon our responsibility to each other.

It is your job, to insure america "goes to court" to resolve all these problems. There are no other options/ they must answer the questions/ prove the result in FULL VIEW OF THE WORLD/ and accept the truth: that their easy life, their gluttony, and their lies are over! YOU will participate in this their lesson, by removing trade from them: stop sending the resources/ but take the food they export. If you control the chemicals, you control the food/ when you lose the chemicals, you will lose half the food: at a minimum. Therefore gluttony must end/ because the future needs to eat. The lies so prevalent in their economy, are partly your fault/ MOSTLY theirs, because the threat of weapons of mass destruction is so severe/ and we all know, humanity itself as a group controlled by "leaders"/ cannot be trusted. Therefore the primary role of leaders IS GOING TO CHANGE. From one of power, to the lives in charge of helping us to survive and be at peace. Truth says, the intensity of destruction/ IS most severe, BECAUSE OF the Americans. Therefore it is this nation that owes the world the most/ and they must do the work; that belongs to them. In their nation, and in others because of how much they have taken. That does mean, they will CLEAN UP, america; irregardless of the cost. And they will send people and equipment to nations in most need/ to help them establish sewers and water and whatever is truly needed. YOU will help as well, as a world/ because you are nothing called "innocent".

In the next 1260 you as a world shall decide your future/ to live or to die. Although much will be said to mock and ridicule this statement, it is the prophecy of Revelation, Ezekiel, & Daniel as written in the bible that declare it is so. It is not me. Therefore you shall decide if: "Your eternity is worth, mocking them". It is possible your fusion experiments shall kill you first, by lighting the earth on fire/ that includes especially "the big particle accelerators". If you don't remove this, you will simply die in fire. It is also possible I will die, or be destroyed in one way or the other/ its not up to me to know; in which case : you are literally on your own. And it is most probable greed and lust and power and selfishness will continue for less than 7 years/ when "hell will come, as weapons of mass destruction are unleashed". It is possible you will ignore this message in its entirety, as you are free to do. If then the reality after 1 year is as such/ the result will be according to the prophecy of Revelation 11, that two horsemen both white and red of revelations 6 are the witnesses, that shall come because they have found value in their lives. The "white for harmony and love/ the red for life and all that humanity and the miracles of earth mean to them; even if it is selfish. These shall come to curse you; and prove your end is near: because your apathy for life and the proof provided of your need to learn and change was discarded, and no majority found. Thereby the world of humanity that found so little value in life as to "care little, about life"/ is measured because of your apathy and disrespect: even the selfish are granted "of more value than you". And you are thereby found worthless: for all things measured will be found worthless. Time is "set back"/ and the offers of Revelation 12 end. IF these things do not occur, and Revelation 12 continues to rule these days, then on the 1261 day, as described herein, I will return to whatever you have planned: either life or death for me. If it is death/ then you will know quickly that you have indeed failed, and Armageddon will soon begin. If it is life/ then you will know as described herein, YOU SHALL CHANGE, let there be NO DOUBT. If you turn away, the result will be a multiplication of the terrors and horrors that do await you in Armageddon/ as this will then be your fate.

I AM NOT YOUR LEADER/ and don't want to be! I WILL HELP WOMEN TO HELP YOU AND THE EARTH, (those who seek honor for life and the earth, and choose honesty in all they do) /if they desire my help. THEY WILL LEAD YOU/ man has done enough harm, he is through.

CHOOSE YOUR DESTINY!

THESE are not threats to you/ because these are your own realities that threaten you: it is not this message/ these prophecies/ or me. YOU have created the decisions and the truths that determine the order that confronts you. Therefore IT IS YOU, that threatens your existence of this earth.

The final offering of interest to you; is a development in base considerations of the compositions assigned to the understanding of life. The question assembled is far less than life/ as you are not worthy, in this day of such a discussion. Therefore only "the measure of life, as is consistent within the disgrace of human design, becomes a view to you". BASIC to all human measurement is the judgment: "I am not the same/ therefore as less "I am cheated/ or as more I am superior". This understands the consequence of your judgment as reasoning to assert fundamental influences in jealousy or pride. Jealousy is the decision to WANT, what you actually believe, SHOULD belong to another. Therefore in consideration of this as a fact; "as opportunity allows", people are abused: to prove you are a failure, to yourself. The purpose being: NOW you can "legally judge, in your mind", all the others with complete abandon/ as you have given yourself the right: do to your acceptance of being cheated/ or being superior, but ridiculed. The comprehension of "yourself as judge"/ is then, the others ridicule & mock & judge me less than they are/ THEREFORE I may hate them.

The measurement called is the sown existence of a "seed for judgment. After "this one or that" is judged/ it comes to pass: my life is failing, because of these/ or this! EASILY therein, what has been judged is put to the test/ and applied to your reality, through the mental disintegration of barriers. To PROVE, this one or that is responsible! Irregardless of facts or disciplines/ and if necessary by the rules of any religion you like. Hate abandons all discipline except revenge. Revenge is a discipline based upon the simple excuse: Someone, HAS to pay. Therefore revenge is "as money, to the violent" giving them the measure of another life, in payment for their own. It is the useless content of a sewer.

In contrast to the basic seeds of evil above. Are the finite issues of our basic humanity. Needs, sex, & knowledge do identify these. Knowledge begins as body & mind, extending within the more simple truths of needs & sex, and the consequences of truth & behavior. BASIC to these three, is a focus that assumes a goal is taken to be the value of life. The opportunity for ease, therein erupts whenever food & services no longer include the fears, "for the next day." Luxuries, then assault the living as "my proof of fame, & position". Focus thereby assembles the behaviors of man, woman, & child, by presenting a goal, and assuming a reward. Reward, "spells, measurement by human possession". Therein the possession equals the human mental concept of value. The body also seeks possessions, by focusing on sexual foundations, to prove: "I am a winner, even if it must be stolen, or bought". The body focuses, by presenting chemicals to the mind. The mind then presents order and truth completes the reality. Knowledge NOW changes, in the mirror of sexuality: as you look at yourself, do to the consequences you assigned or received at the demand of the other or yourself. This knowledge is used to describe the foundations of pride, selfishness, or the possibility called love. Thereby the existence of interactions between sexual partners, refocus and constitute a goal and a value that is no longer simple behavior/ or learned reality: BUT DO establish individuality by the measure you accept as a value to the life of the other. Pride assigns value, as "winner or loser/ trophy or ridicule". Selfishness assigns values, as lust or greed or power, and the equations that determine worthless, or to be used.

ONLY LOVE accepts the consequence of life itself, as the value inherent and refined by hope, courage, and "the fragrance, called a beautiful feeling", in my heart. For men it is more simply, the "honesty of a beautiful expression, that I desire".

What then measures a life, focuses upon the base characteristics of bodily functions/ what climbs above simple expression, into the existence of love, looks beyond body or mind: "To conceive of LIFE".

The passage into complexity, starts here: with the end of measurements.

Complex destiny accepts "the sensual delegations of heart & soul"/ to "give life & breathe" to the creation of your own identity, in SPIRIT: YOU, are then born to eternity.

Here within the passages between life or death, the honesty & truth of your own expression, judges the existence of your own experience and finds mercy, or failure: therein eternity begins.

As is true of this life, a body or mind which cannot survive is discarded. Of the truths you have chosen for yourself, and brought into eternity with you/ that which cannot survive in harmony is discarded! As it is true of this life, a failure in your decisions, a compilation of lies you don't correct, or an acceptance of death without mercy/ does lead you down a different road into a different eternity/ as these have become your excuse for life, and for yourself as life.

LIFE does NOT respond to excuses/ therein eternity by GRACE, does no longer exist for you. PRAY FOR MERCY.

As is true & sure of this life, LOVE changes us, "in the blink of an eye", into TREASURES, within our grasp/ but beyond our belief. That we may always have the presence of love, but understand the impact of THIS LOVE, IS

AS CREATION ITSELF A TRUE GIFT FROM GOD.

To you and me.

I am only the messenger. But it seems clear, I do have a new job, if you are to live/ only time will tell. YOU THEN, have also been given a new job/ if you choose life.

The consequence of all the lies, thievery, want, selfishness, and so much more that man has produced or allowed to be produced to the point in time where extermination is inevitable WITHOUT DRASTIC AND COMPLETE CHANGE/ Does mean women shall rule! You have no choice/ WOMEN SHALL RULE, because of the failures of men.

The consequence of women shall rule, is a world fundamentally designed to enable life to exist/ without basic aggression. The critical reality of woman that must be overcome is her selfishness, and desire for power/ BOTH will be "modified, examined in detail, uncovered for repairs, and given the opportunity for change": as RESPECT & LOVE through sharing & caring. IF woman fails/ life on earth fails with her.

THIS IS NOT A GAME, the reality could NOT be more severe; and the truth cannot be more clear: EITHER woman proves better than man/ OR ALL DIE.

As a messenger, I would "like to say", she will do all that is necessary/ and life will remain. But as a reality it is her decision, and I have no say at all. Life on earth is entirely in the hands of women, one woman/ one vote: YES OR NO! There is no "middle-ground". You are now educated enough to know/ no excuses remain: either you will choose love and pay its price/ or you will choose hate, and die because of it. If you somehow don't yet understand/ then as a messenger I am allowed to tell all life on earth: YOU ARE IN EXTREME DANGER! HELP WOMAN SUCCEED FOR HERSELF, Or YOU will each one fail, and enter ARMAGEDDON. The reality is prepared and ready.

TRUTH, LAW, & LIFE ARE ALL VERY ANGRY with man, FOR BRINGING CREATION to the door of extinction. WOMAN IS YOUR LAST CHANCE, whether she likes or wants it or not: she will decide if life remains on earth. Woman must change society and find honor, respect, honesty, discipline, love, and more of what life is meant to be/ or the earth will end: EVERY WOMAN IS RESPONSIBLE, treat them equally regardless of station or past, for they hold your life in their hands. One woman, one vote: no exceptions/ if you hide, fear, or run away You have cast your vote for death and destruction and will die yourself.

It is not my job to convince you, that this shall be so/ I cannot: I am only the messenger. Therefore I do say to you with CLARITY & certainty: true stubbornness will become a plague/ true refusal a famine/ true failure a natural disaster/ & true disrespect for woman or continued disrespect for woman: shall be the failure of economics, industry, governments, & health! If you have any wisdom at all: YOU can clearly see all the preparations have been made for each of these to occur. TREAT WOMEN WITH RESPECT AND HELP THEM, or you shall pay harshly. Work together/ but women shall lead!

I TELL YOU TRUE, THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE IS WATCHING.

WOMEN SHALL RULE PROPERLY OR ALL DIE.

This cannot be changed/ not for any reason or any prayer/ man shall never rule again.