The basis and foundation of religion is: I have come to the understanding, that my want is not only interfering, but destroying my life/ because I have lost the disciplines and balance necessary to identify what is the truth regarding life itself.  Therefore I shall search, and believe what I am told/ because I want to do better with my life, or for my life, or as my life with you.  The foundation of religion is then the supposition of discipline, combined with the basic relationship that then governs what I am suppose to do/ or am not suppose to do, as is constant and fair according to these people.  “GOD” is thrown into the mix, because it eliminates the controversy.  Old text is required, because you cannot defeat it/ the author is gone.  You can only challenge it.
The question of real religion/ or more specifically our association with the truth that WE DID NOT create ourselves, or any part of this living world.  And there is absolutely no possibility a series of mutilations and accidents/ no trading places with animals or any other idea of men,  created us either.  Therefore if you accept what life clearly presents to each of us as true, it is impossible not to believe there is GOD!  By the foundations of clear love, identified by all that our bodies and our world of life establish; it is love that grants the “question that is why”.  By the reality of then searching for truth: the question is, who shall I believe is determined by who has proven to be, “the greatest example of love and discipline this world has ever known”.  The answer is JESUS, as was biblically called the Christ!  Simple and plain, by the evidence.  That is the truth I accept/ not because “I want”/ not because “I believe”; but because life teaches me, this is as close as we shall get to a path identifying what is real.

The search beyond simple, is a search beyond the limits called time.  The reality of what it means to search, where no man or woman or child can go/ unless accompanied by thought, through the elements of respect and love; IS a very serious matter/ that has caused people to die, become mentally unable to re-balance themselves, or just plain go insane.  It is not a game.  Which is why few have entered within/ and very few have survived intact.  What is true must lead, only what is true must be followed, no belief allowed/ a direct decision that is applied to life or death is the only answer provided.  No simple conclusions, no simple anything; because that is what men do/ NOT what “GOD” does.   Mercy is the door, but religion is not the key.  Religion means to qualify yourself with GOD, by assuming these decisions or works or words will buy you mercy, in this life or beyond it.  One must ask then:   WHAT are the qualities by which I can buy “my salvation/ my eternity supported by GOD, within HIS world after time”?  This question is not truly answered by JESUS, because HE showed us love and discipline, courage and wisdom, rather than drawing a “road map” for each to follow, and then claim eternity “you owe me”, from GOD.  We are given life here in time, by the processes and realities of time; life is your reward/ nothing is owed.  Your life is free, to do with as best you can; that is your decision, and it is your answer.  What JESUS did teach is love, in all its countless ways, apart from romance for us to view.  There was “romance”/ as is clearly identified by 7 women living/ sleeping, in the same small tent with him as he roamed/ surrounded by disciples so that none shall disturb.  Discipline was a clear message.  Courage and faith another certainty of life.  Beyond that we are not allowed to see, where HIS abilities and realities of life and living arose from; no clue is allowed, apart from the understanding “HE without doubt held a spiritual relationship with GOD HIMSELF”.   That is the lesson of the new testament, in simple and plain/ apart from the struggles that ensued by men.

What is true, is the struggle to establish and sustain life, love, and disciplines.  What is true creates the possibilities of strength and courage, the elements which balance our individual experience and expressions within this world.  What is spiritual applies the creation of life as a filter, to identify the truth that we are alive, because something inherently NOT exactly of time, lives with us.  It is a question posed by life and death itself/ what is the answer, to why we live/ because that is fundamentally more important, than why we die.  Critical relationships with life apply the development of body as a mixture of energy/ mass/ thought/ and time.  Energy and mass create the form through interactions with genetic instruction/ time allots the measurement of these fundamentals into a mental structure that identifies existence, and its participation through time/ but thought translates life into freedom, and all that life itself can mean.  Thereby we do understand that “the house we live in as body and mind” is different, than our participation in thought and its own set of truths that do identify freedom and its consequent realities.  Thought elevates our life from living, to being alive; a factor that is inestimable, by its truth and consequences to experience and expression as an individual creation called “myself”.

Thought is not a principle, not an eloquence, not an obedience, but a purpose and desire linked to the relationship that we cherish most. Thought grants to each of those who find it, a destiny translated by the realities involved in your own individual search beyond time.  The fundamental truth of WHY, do you belong here in this place?  That is not “as simple as it sounds”.  Rather why we belong anywhere in desire or purpose that is true, is fundamentally supported or denied by our own decision to live.  That is your first clue, as to the relationship we share with what is both time and beyond time in our lives/ the truth, that we must decide to live, in order to stay alive.  Without that decision, only energy and mass survive/ until time takes it away.  The consequence of every decision is: you must choose the direction that you desire.  Thereby the element that is desire arises to understand, what is a creation within ourselves, submits to the reality: what is truth in you?  Or more simply what do you desire most.  Want is different than desire/ want is “everything outside”, while desire is everything “inside”.  Thereby all love is a desire/ while no lust, can be love.  Truth demands, that to desire anything, it must have a purpose within you, “the development of a sustained acceptance, that my life belongs here, in this work, or within this environment, or as a participant among these people, or other.  Want has no say, where truth resides; only the development of a destiny, as is designated by the associations applied to identify the future. Each then walks the path, toward that life, as best they can. 
My own life took a dramatic turn toward female spirituality/ because I had NO answer for how best to keep this creation alive do to the evidence of threats that can easily make us all extinct.  My truth became a true desire for that answer, and a purpose to find it; became “asking female” what is your solution/ because I absolutely could find none, as male?  Life dramatically changed due to this decision; “unexpectedly”.  Still the same desire, still the same purpose; but within a new dimension or composition of “joined mental expression and experience”.  Oddly enough that question was the answer, which then became:   to choose a different path for life in this time/ “different leaders” must be chosen.  Women are different than men/ regardless what they choose;   different means different, thereby it cannot be the same as men.  We have thousands of years of male leadership as history/ WE KNOW, what they will choose, and we do stand at the edge of extinction because of it.  Women CANNOT do worse than that/ no matter what you think, measure, or believe.

People do ridicule me, in countless ways/ some fear/ some hate/ some wander if maybe I could be important to their lives;   but no one “walks along”.  Because what I do bring to you is very simple:   without true personal change in you/ in your societies/ and this world, YOU cannot survive much longer.  Because the evidence of threats is both severe and extreme.  What I ask is investigate and prove it is not so.  But,  NO ONE wants to recognize that, so they all run away and hide.  Consequently, realities send me ever deeper into the definitions of what it means to be female/ because male has failed to convince you; you ran away; it is, “a complex destiny, I NEVER expected to have”/ complete with real surprises and an education what is male just simply has no connection too, lots of surprises there too.  Female is, a very different life; even though it is essentially the same.  What is male works by confrontation, it failed, confrontation will not work.  Therefore only what is female has the opportunity to say to you, “more gently, and with less fear for you/ that all is NOT lost yet; please be simple and plain; work for life”.  Please be, able to investigate and determine for yourselves, what the future does hold/ so that as best we can/ as best you can;   we will make the decisions that keep our world alive.  It is not a hard concept.  I do believe it is the combination of both male and female, that makes this message possible; because even though male is too aggressive for you/ it is unlikely that female would have been aggressive enough.  To look at the evidence in truth, and recognize what is plainly evident by that truth; coupled to the reality, if we choose wrongly, we all die.   Even so, the march to a more distinct,  female reality continues on.  I have lost control, completely; over years, just one tiny little bit at a time, I now find myself “in the passenger seat”; don’t know where we are going or why. My ways just didn’t work well enough to make a real difference.   The spiritual woman inside does decide, for us both/ it’s a bit like being married; not bad, just really different.  Believe it or not, I don’t feel “disgraced/ disrespected/ unloved/ enslaved or anything like that; I am just NOT exactly in charge of my life  anymore”. Its not exactly hers, “its complicated/ changed places”.  I feel like I “woke up in a different world, as a different person”; and now at 58 years old, I need to start all over, and do everything differently besides/ you can’t imagine.  But neither can I imagine, a truly different world, not a clue; what I can understand is, I am not going to spend another “50" years trying to make adults be responsible, or understand truth/ not going to try to make you understand stop destroying this world or die. Once the lawsuits are “finished up”/ I leave you to your failures, tragedies, and heartbreak.  What is potentially possible for me, is to look for ways to moderate some of the trouble you are bringing to your children/ it will be hard.  No guarantees in time or health for me or you.  It is simple and plain; whatever the future holds, it is going to be different.  Not really a need to begin immediately; the experiments in energy are sufficient to kill this entire earth; “remember murphy’s law (if it can go wrong it will)”?  Mutilating every life on the planet, HELL what could go wrong with that, “just listen to your religion, evolution: their prediction,  its all good, in a billion years or so, why life could be back to the way it was”.  After all, fantasy is fantasy.

Even so; the spiritual woman shares the same as mine:   we both choose life for this planet first, as our participation in time. Not “out to get you”/ here to help, but that is your decision; because it is you that is required to change to survive.  Time is not eternity,  (time is a separated thing), our eternity (the spiritual women and me) has been decided, and cannot be changed.  What you do, decides time for you/ decides eternity as well for you:   because your time, & your eternity can be changed.  That, is your decision/ not mine, not ours, not “hers”:   its yours, and you WILL pay the price, for good or bad.  My decision was to search, until I found an answer for the desire and purpose of my own heart and soul/ I did find an answer, and “My life as male” is the price.  Or more correctly, everything male, or at least most of it; has been the price of change.  Simply because male in me,  had no answer, you cannot make or build a different reality, by doing the very same things, making the very same decisions, or following the very same leaders or ways.  DIFFERENT is required, in humanity that does mean female; nothing else is different enough.  Different in me, was a “shocking surprise”/ completely unexpected without the slightest room for doubt, why me different.  Never perverted, but clearly “trading places, with women”; to see life from a different perspective thereby assigning the possibility of a different development in life and time.  I don’t know why me?

Strictly under male influence, I just could not find a way to say to you:   stop killing this world;   “gently enough”/ for you to listen and conceive of this reality: YOU run away.  Even now, it is still NOT up to me; to change you, or lead you, or tempt you etc.  If you can recognize this “stop killing the world”  as truth: establishing “we must identify what is real”.   Then, it becomes up to you to do that very thing; establishes the male concept of what you need to hear.  It’s a job, a duty, and a responsibility, according to male/ it’s a cause, a denial, a reason to run away and hide; a sacrifice of your own children,  by the consequences plainly in view chosen by you.

  Female on the other side says more simply: if we do not listen to the truth of what life is telling us needs to be done, we will not only lose our own lives, but every child as well.  We must learn to respect life, we must live in partnership and responsibility with life, a shared existence because we care.  We must give ourselves a new beginning, because what has been, threatens us all, beyond our means to survive.  It is not a simple thing to die/ it is not kind or gentle to watch your children starve or surrender their lives in any potential way.  We must protect the future, we must care about life first;  we must live as if we believe there shall be another day, if we do the best we can. But we must not forget, that what we do not know, can in fact kill us, because there are those who care about nothing, but themselves/ literally hate us enough to see us all die.  Life is an honor, if you live with respect; then you will find the courage you need.  If you live with honesty, then you will understand why, nobody is excused; we must all work, as best we can; for all life on earth.  This is about everything called value, love, life, or child; our entire world, is threatened.  Which means you must help too.    Those who ridicule me, ridicule this statement;  because it is “female in me”.  Not costumes and clowns, realities of life and death by a different direction, because it is a different composition establishing why and how. Since there were no females to help me understand how best to conceive of what women could or would do;   “It was simply necessary, to find the information myself”.  No, I didn’t shout from the mountain tops come help me/ no I didn’t tempt you/ no not a “great man” to draw you to me.  But I did “whisper in the wind”; that our needs are greater than these things, find an interest please, and come help.  Ridicule was your answer.  Plain and simple, without respect for each other, we can build nothing.
What is religious/ what is fundamentally spiritual/ what is critical in terms of truth and the identities allowed to arise from these consequences are all applied for your own securities.  If you know, “how I think” in some minimal manner, that can be identified as true.  Then you need not fear.  As has been consistent with male influences, no matter how hard I tried to be less confrontational;   you run away.  I do regard all life on earth to be worth whatever it costs/ how you cannot, is beyond me?
At any rate, the question that arises most is:   how can you be so sure?  The answer to that question follows the evidence provided by numerous parties, as was distributed in numerous ways, over decades.  The careful search of my own, decades past.  And simply watching all important predictions come true, over time.  Its not a game, it is our very lives, this earth, its creatures, and its children.  Because we simply CANNOT be wrong, when the collapse of our very existence, as life on earth,  is at stake.

Consequently, again I say to you: look at the realities we can see, and begin to understand, these things did not happen “overnight”/ they are the result of decision made over time.  Therefore we can look back in time to see what did happen, to cause such things as economic failure and all the rest.  We can understand, too much authority has fallen into “too few hands”.  We can decide for ourselves with redress, and become the democracy we were intended to be.  Deciding our own future, ourselves, by law.  We can accept what is true, rather than what is want; and identify the relationship we must secure to survive.  We can, be what honor, honesty, respect, and discipline provide:  an opportunity to find truth, and participate as life in our own existence, our own future, and our own expression of living as a future changed.  We can respect this creation by working to save it from extinction or chaos due to what people do/ because that is human, and what is human is within our grasp to change.  Without respect people refuse to fight for life.  Do you respect this life, or not? It is a question only you can answer. It doesn’t matter what you believe, because either you do respect and fight to preserve life on earth, or you do not.  It is that simple, when the threats are so significant and real.  How much, is life on earth worth to you?  Do you not have a mind to measure it!  How much would you cry, if all life were lost; do you not have a relationship with all life/ thereby with all death?

I do not say to you change for the sake of change.  Rather I do say to you look closely at the evidence and see our future, because without change, we shall not survive.  I say to you prove the evidence is wrong.  Prove the gambling with all life on earth is worth our extinction, should these people be proven wrong.  Which they will.  I say to you; that what is clear here regarding my own life is that I do love this creation GOD has made; that includes you.  But it cannot be said, that I respect or accept any way that gambles or threatens all life on earth, or even a substantial amount of life, or even the insanity.   We cannot survive without honesty.  We cannot survive as a tiny few individuals who do make the correct choice for life.  We can only survive, if the majority of us worldwide can understand: this is our decision to make, as a humanity concerned for life and planet.  Our decision, not theirs/ ours as a majority informed and educated that our lives depend upon what we do, and what we know within ourselves.  Because this is more than a decision, it is the work, and the living that must be changed to respect life and limits and boundaries and hope. This is our decision, as the people responsible for our future/ because we must.  Not because we want to/ because we must, simple and plain.
I have created courtroom lawsuits for you to participate in.  Although I cannot enforce the law simply by myself/ WE CAN.  It is not hard, those who broke the law, can be thrown in prison (if you wish/ if they continue to refuse)/ as a lesson to those who come next:   we will not tolerate this.  The law decides, is that not the truth?  Enforce it, and you will have your trial, here in America;   to discover and decide what our future shall be.  Fail to do so, and time will most likely run out, before any other possibility can arise for you.  Not a threat/ simply our reality.

I am not here “to save you”/ I cannot, and in fact my own male identity failed to critically provide what was needed to give you your chance to change.  “Thank GOD, for spiritual female intervening” in all reality; because without her entering my life, this work in a form that you could use, would not exist. It is my true desire, that you find and accept your chance to understand what the future can or will be;   and make a decision for yourselves/ rather than just falling into “the abyss; no way out”.  I do not care to lead you; but at this stage of our reality, under these threats of extinction;   what must be done will try to be tolerated if it is absolutely necessary.  That is not said, to influence you; rather it is said to reduce and accept that fears will not work/ therefore whatever is realistically important to reduce those fears must also be done.  Since I bring you this message of change, it is simply true, that I may need to help you understand the options you have been given/ instead of simply abandoning you to whatever people say.  It is the wealthy who control mass communication/ and they are NOT known for truth, but for greed/ power/ and pride.  Consequently help may be needed.
I won’t make decisions for you/ but I will help women in particular identify a true and proper decision for you to make, as the evidence allows.  Not my interpretation or yours or theirs/ but as the reality exists, let it be displayed: so that all can decide for themselves.  Simple and as plain as possible/ it is your own lives, which means it is literally your own decision.  No one else, can make it: because no one else owns your life.  Only you.
In the end reality of purposes that arise to meet their destiny, this is then as clear as I can be.  The work or writing or evidence of what is male/ what is male and female combined in me/ and what is spiritual female in charge of me, are all clearly written.  You can understand the foundations, and the realities, and the truth that is my life; even though I never intended to be “so well defined (you just won’t listen, so I just kept talking, because to do less, lets’ the problems talk instead; and their purpose is to generate fear)”, it is a reality.  Therefore I say to you plainly, that there should be no fear, from me/ I am not here to harm you/ not here to judge you/ not here to lead you astray, or disguise anything, or assemble a war against you, or betray the simple truth that as a society we must learn, identify, and decide by the evidence:   what can, may, or will destroy us all.  Its not a game.  Although “different, or changed”/ I am not your enemy.  Simple and plain.

But even so, the truth remains:   if you do not make your own decision to investigate the threats against you, there is simply nothing else of real substance,  that can be done.  Even if there are other potential works that will be of assistance to our survival.  It still comes down to your own decision, your own work, your own advertizing, and opportunities to make a difference for life on earth.  It’s a choice/ that you must make.  It’s a reality, that we cannot avoid;   without horrendous consequences.  And that is the truth.

The realities of this day are very simple: instead of dealing with the reality and truth of our situation as human life on earth/ all the leaders and smart people decided to take everything they could get; and say to hell with the rest of life on earth.  Can’t change it anyway/ so I WANT everything, RIGHT NOW.  That led to endless thievery, lies, and cheating.  That opened the door to gambling with an entire planet, and every life in it, every aspect of nature discarded as merely a toy.  That led to greater consequences, and now we face the truth:   EITHER YOUR GROW UP AND ACCEPT THE RESPONSIBILITIES REQUIRED OF US ALL/ or we die.  Its not a hard concept/ the evidence is clear.

You (the leaders/ smart people) want “everything for free”/ or more correctly LET THE DAMN SLAVES PAY/ give me what I want.
The people want, LEAVE ME ALONE/ DON’T TAKE SO DAMN MUCH, AND STAY OUT OF MY WORLD.
The children want a future, that their elders have stolen from them back.

And I, plus a few others (there must, be some, somewhere);  want you to stop destroying this creation/ this planet; I want you to grow up, and work for life must come first/ not last.

Those are the base parameters, and how we reconcile them decide what the future will be.  The element I, is added/ because as one crisis grows into another more chaotic reality, you will search for someone to lead/ or more correctly someone to blame/ fear/ or war against.  “It redirects the masses, away from leaders and reality: fight or die/ look at him” and so on.
So lets assume, that debts that cannot be paid matter/ because HELL YES, I WANT MY MONEY.  Is met with the truth, absolutely not, its all gone, and there ain’t nothing left for you but anger and revenge;   because the leaders stole it all.  The subsequent answer is, the people turn to violence and depression.  The leadership turns to violence and control, attempting to quell any and all uprising for their failures by death, murder, and mayhem.  Take a look at history, and know it is true.  So the question is: HOW can we avoid this?  And the only answer available is the truth: bankruptcy ends the cycle of LIES/ THEFT/ AND CHEATING.  Even though it also ends your want/ pride/ power/ and lies.   In other words, you can trade economic truth for relative peace, and renewed possibilities for some prosperity and value in your lives/ /or you can have war instead.  Because that will come; the leaders, the university, the unions, everybody must go back to EQUAL/ and that is the very last thing they desire.  Which means only the masses can choose this for themselves; thereby forcing those who stole the most/ lied endlessly about their worth/ and cheated life on earth with threats and failures and worse; shall lose.  It’s a choice, but it is not free. 

There will be attempts to incite violence by both sides/ if the masses fail to resist, war is what you get.  Which means, a true and legitimate courtroom style battle is absolutely necessary/ before the entire world; so as to see the truth, and now what is real for us all.  If you prove the truth, and accept change as consequence requires of you/ life itself can recover.  If you refuse, and turn to violence/ death will smother you instead.  Either way, what has been will not survive.  What will be your future, SHALL BE determined by what you do, in the near term future.  Shaping this nation, and beyond; because it is an entire planet threatened by those who cheated us all/ threatened us all/ and stole everything they could steal with lies and lies and more lies.  Simple and plain. 

Every leader is not to blame.  Everything out of a university is not evil or a tragedy.  Every need, is not justified.  Every life is not worth saving/ because the planet has needs too.  Every society is not exempt/ rather we are all in this together; like it or not.  Because we are simply too many people for any other way to survive/ but through respect for each other, foundations that accept a shared existence and responsibility for each other, and the absolute need to care about life on this planet as one environment which we CANNOT continue to gamble with in any way.  WE MUST protect this world from ourselves/ or we die.  It is a simple fact, like it or not.  Want is about to die/ or you will.  Truth by its reality in life, rather than its conception in your own beliefs;   is about to lead/ or you will fail.  Women are required as a formidable organization by individual vote, to lead:   BECAUSE WE MUST, have different than what men have done.  We do, stand at the edge of extinction/ and if you choose anything, but the truth as best understood for life, to lead us all;   we simply cannot survive.  We are too many people.  We are growing in population at a tremendous unsustainable rate.  We are destroying nature, and everything that keeps us alive.  We are threatened in countless ways with extermination.  AND IF WE DON’T CHANGE AS A WORLD, there will be very few tomorrow’s for anyone to live.  And you know it, which is why you turned to greed, power, and pride after accepting the decision: we cannot stop this/ thereby surrendering your own children. Its not a hard concept/ this is our reality, by the evidence, without change we will die.  Do not believe me/ go search, and prove the evidence is wrong.  But remember this, without change we are dead soon;  lies and all/ truth and all/ children and every living thing. Just as I have done/ you will find, change is our only true hope.  Just as I have done, the question is not “what is the price” for change/ the question is, will you surrender this world to death, or not?  After that, the price is no longer important, if you believe and choose life for this planet.  No more playing games.  No more hiding or running away:   CHOOSE.    Simple and plain.
You can gossip and ridicule/ fear and complain/ hope or be afraid/ or whatever;   but only the truth will decide if we live or die.  Not me, not you, only us; OUR decision to fight for life must come first forever more.  Because we are simply too many people for any other way.  Just a fact of life or death, in this time.  Like it or not, is absolutely irrelevant.

You can look at numbers, and say this is too little, or too much/ and find yourself lacking the truth: that numbers do not matter much/ because only truth knows your heart.  What is in your heart decides.  The reality is, that no one knows just how far an idea or reality can spread on the internet, because it can be replicated numerous times.  The reality is, even if every person on the planet was made aware of the threats and consequences before us, requiring our acceptance of our own responsibility;   that still does not mean, you would or would not choose correctly.  No one knows, only   GOD.  Believe it or not.  No one knows if your decision will last/ because if men get their way, the world shall return to much as it is today:   “It’s the way of men/ as history proves it to be”.  That will not allow life on earth to survive; take another look at your threats, extinction is near.  What women will do, is unknown/ they have never had the chance to lead;   but they are different/ and they cannot do worse than to lead us back to extermination from the planet, as men have done.  It is impossible, to do worse.  Therefore let women try.  They are, “our only hope”.  NOT because they are better, because they are different, and different means change.  We MUST have change.  Simple and plain.
What is woman in me also demands, that I must trust you more, to make the correct decisions/ because even if you do not, it is the best we can do together, for this planet.  I have to agree/ but NOT with everything.  Forgive you more, for your failures; and let GOD decide the rest.  Simple and plain.

In elemental time, the grace and truth of “measured steps, that are conceived by the repetition of known consequences, as these become the evidence that teaches us all, about the truth that is our lives; is our true blessing in time.  The spiritual world is different, for it does not simply allow for mistakes/ instead dependent upon the truth within which you do enter;   there are only three outcomes.  If you learn what is true, and achieve wisdom; then you may do as you wish/ because life is dependent upon truth, as is freedom.  If you enter and fail to learn what is true, achieving the necessary wisdom to understand what is real, and how, when, where, and why the reality of these things matter; the consequence of that failure is, you cannot leave this truth, because the door only opens to a purity that will not be denied.  It becomes a trap, or a home, dependent upon you.  If on the other hand you enter a truth with lies, and the intent to manipulate or control/ your own deceit shall let you descend into another world, where hate lives/ thereby you belong.  It is, as simple as that.  What is true is true, and what is not;   cannot perceive a world or an experience beyond the limits of what you chose. Cannot be sustained as a participant in truth, unless you belong in some sense of the word.  I am aware, that you believe in practically anything so long as it is not true/ so long as fantasy or delusion,  can remove all that is not within your own desire or want to accept.  It is, “a bad plan”.