Discovering Spirit

Is the ascension of truth into the compositions of dimensional existence that then transfer the integrity of life, into the base parameters of what destiny transcribes within that truth. To understand, it is absolutely necessary: “To let truth decide”.
Within that context, the assumptions of humanity are extinct/ and the reality of what life does mean, translates into the building blocks of what can or cannot be eternal. This is a lengthy discussion, which I am simply NOT in the mood to educate you with today, or at any time soon. But we will see/ based upon the decisions that you make with regard to life on earth. Without the argument, “maybe (he/she) is right: MAYBE we need to investigate our future for real, before everything is lost, in court, right now”/ the tragedy of human failure continues. Maybe, there is enough information provided to assess, even if not right/ WE SIMPLY CANNOT BE WRONG!
HOWEVER the reality ITSELF, is far more simple: my humanity is irrelevant/ ONLY WHAT IS TRUE MATTERS/ ONLY WHAT CAN DESTROY LIFE, demands an answer. Even so, lies and liars and fools are everywhere; “The university did its job”. The propaganda machines were successful; zombie or sheep is a reality of being led to your death. WAKE UP. Start thinking, start acting like human beings that are in charge of life.

One of the questions that are simplified to: question existence itself> is what must exist, beyond the limits of “the mass and energy that we know exists”? Or where does the universe itself end, and what comes next. In a very quick, simple conception/ that answer is cold. The definition of cold is inactive and incapable of movement; therein a boundary line/ created by the composition of what cannot then be moved without energy. Wherein the limits of heat that are known as the energy of this world, have been expended/ movement stops; and the boundary begins of what can or caMay 5, 2010 the questions of love, life, hope, and happiness all revolve around how far, or how well we expand beyond ourselves into the various environments that are intrinsically necessary to achieve truth as we pass by and create these things within the identity we choose to share because it is built upon truth itself. Without truth there is no life. Lies destroy life, they never build it. I am beginning to understand, that an exponential change beyond the possibilities of male, is an expansion of me that I have yet to understand or honestly conceive of. But as expansion within the dimensions created by love and respect does grow, by insertion within the reflection of this time rather than the discovery of time; questions arise, as to critical change. If expansion means a greater opportunity to experience life, or love, or hope or happiness; then surely it's a good thing, even though I cannot comprehend exactly, as a reality called female in me. Even though "opposites attract electrically, as well as physically"; the joining of male and female in me is anything but "simple or plain". I choose to hope, not knowing what else to do. Life is life, we each must live the one we get. It is a complicated reality. I needed an answer for this world, and male had none/ because every venue or possibility would simply return to the same; if men stayed in charge. So I looked into the spiritual world of woman/ and found an answer in let women lead: they are different. Can't honestly say why, I could not conceive of that solution on my own/ but I could not. Impossible to say, what women will do/ but it cannot be worse than men have done. Unfortunately, or perhaps someday "fortunately in truth: because an answer for life on earth was well worth its price, whatever that is". Even so, spiritual woman chose to take something from me as well; apparently "she needed a man for something, here on earth". That has been a battleground of contentions, for years/ but she won; and whatever that is she desires, without a doubt will be. I am just doing the best I can, it is that simple. Some will assert "warning/ warning/ warning; a religious view, or excuse" but they are not true. Rather instead, if you wish a religious view, you can look up the "sermon on the mount" in the bible and understand when it is said the meek shall inherit the earth: JESUS was actually talking about women. Believe whatever you wish, but reality knows that we are in terrible trouble as a world/ and if you fail to respect your reality, or fail to accept your own truth; human existence will end. It is that simple. Your duty here, is to take whatever information you can glean as valuable and use it for life first/ or whatever you deem necessary to help this world survive. It is not a game, fail to help and all die.nnot be “elemental energy and mass.” Or more simply: START THINKING BEYOND YOURSELF.

Your duty here, is to take whatever information you can glean as valuable and use it for life first/ or whatever you deem necessary to help this world survive. It is not a game, fail to help and all die.

I finally learn, what it is that the spiritual woman demands and desires from me; "as the price, of finding a solution for this world, in her". She demands: that I must live a life parallel to woman/ learning, understanding, experiencing (for truth) what it is to be woman, in a world run by men. {it is women, who get to be "the man, to me"}, and the first lesson is: there are NO alternatives/ NO way out/ NO hiding or running away. The intent being, that I should communicate what is fair, legitimate, honest, and true about the relationships between woman and man/ thereby identifying what MUST CHANGE; to create a world that is HONEST, fair, legitimate, and true for both women and men. A new world, that will survive; Because the world of man ruling life on earth, has died. Men chose this current reality; which threatens to exterminate life from all sides/ and unless they surrender control to women: and women accept that control all will die, this earth will be lost. Is her statement to me, and to this world. I have no choice/ not your savior/ not your leader: just to some extent "a slave", because I have no choice in this reality. It is her decision not mine.
I DO, find this concerning. Not for the world, because that is your choice. But for me and my life, as I have no choice but to endure/ I CAN plainly tell, that is true; "I can feel it is so; down to my very bones", you can't imagine. And reality for women can be unfair/ but also kind, pleasant, and more: I don't know, how it ends. I just don't know how to be a woman or why, even though everything is changing: my whole life is changing. Not inside where life itself exists/ but everything related to time, where the consequences of being male or female exist as this distinct reality of human existence. It IS concerning to me, a completely different "reality to live"/ everything is already "different". Kind of like moving into a different house, I don't know where anything belongs, or why its even here; or what to do: "not fair" I am told, is absolutely irrelevant. It's not awful/ its just not "me"; you can't imagine; as male/ this is "pushed out the door, but still here". I have no rights, no possibility of demanding no, forced to live by "her decision" rather than mine. A strange experience, Every exit has been tried, no possibility of escape exists; and that is the plain truth. I have literally, traded places with woman; and cannot change it back! She owns my future/ I don't know why me.

A CLEAR WARNING, men do not belong to this experience. That does not mean evicted/ it means "NOT involved", or stay away from this experience: it belongs to women. Failure to understand that, can remove you to hades/ or jeopardize this world. Women are responsible for me, regardless of the cause or cost or reality. "It is a reversal, of men responsible for women". Another consequence to me.
A world of life is worth this price without exception. The only question is: are you as humanity?

In the spiritual world: “definitions created from the reality of foundations upon which life builds”. The reality is: our existence is governed by the creation of truth. Our truth, as it is fundamentally correct, based upon the foundations we choose to build upon.
That means simply, that the evidence of our identity, the creation of experience and expression is distinguished by, the formations we allow to exist. But it also means: that once you enter within any truth, at its levels of base foundation/ there is NO MEANS to alter or change that truth, unless you fully understand the relationship, that forms the existence of this reality. And are wise enough, to assemble a new path beyond its grasp. People are sucked into “the cavernous existence of want”/ by the expectation of “something for little or nothing”; and then cannot leave, either because they functionally do not understand what brought them to this experience or expression/ OR they are not wise enough to participate in an alternate path as truth decides. Without truth, it is impossible to enter any spiritual reality and leave; you become trapped, in the lies you brought with you, or accepted along the way. Such is the dimension of all addiction: Want of a different life led the way/ but reality that refuses the necessary change, continues the lies until you die, or find truth itself.

Functionally this sounds like “a harsh environment”/ whereby mistakes are funneled into tragedies. But honestly, in the disciplines, balance, and purpose of life beyond simple desires; where love lives and grows: the foundation of truth must be found/ the critical reality of acceptance, which creates faith in the possibilities explained by truth must exist/ the desire for life uninhibited, as is necessary for freedom to blossom and achieve its true value. Are all bound, within the environments that allow identity to conceive of what is true in you. Without this knowledge (to some extent/ even with mercy), you cannot ascend beyond the limits of time.
There are an endless array of people who will not believe in spiritual reality or eternity or any other form of life beyond themselves/ because it means, they MUST then create an education that warrants truth, or be left behind to die as life commands. An education is NOT dependent upon intellect or any measured values of human life/ rather an education is the basis and form of RESPECT that allows the integration of time and soul. Soul is, the relationship achieved between CREATOR and you. Without it, there is no soul. All paths CREATED BY TRUTH: in spirit, lead to the beginning and foundation of truth itself, which is GOD !

There is an endless list of excuses by human beings which proclaim “_________” therefore I will not believe. But one of the most significant realities that has some minimal foundation is: HOW can GOD, allow human beings to do such things as this? The functional answer is: that with freedom, comes not only the right of making a decision that is wrong/ but the reality of living with that decision/ because you insisted you had the right to make it. IF GOD simply struck down any and every bad decision human beings made/ would that not be a game, wherein we would be “something like a toy”? Would you be happy, if that were true? Would you be confronted with death, because you were NOT “perfect enough” and failed? Where would you draw the line/ and is that not “GOD’S CHOICE” instead of yours? How would you learn? Because tragedy does teach those who are willing to be educated in life. The failure to be educated/ is the reality you can be lost.
There is an endless list of excuses by human beings which proclaim “_________” therefore I will not believe. Includes the consequences of acts by nature, that fundamentally destroy their world in some aspect or reality; that allows them to be angry or hate. But the question is more serious than it appears. In fundamental terms, this earth as a planet itself, “has needs”. To restrict the foundations of this truth, and not allow the fundamentals at work to exist: is to kill the planet itself. Therefore these things must exist, for life to exist. That means: UNLESS you have a true and real relationship with GOD, are asking and listening for what “life itself” will tell you/ it is impossible for you to hear. And that means, you will do as you please, and suffer or appreciate the consequences of that choice.

There is an endless list of excuses by human beings which proclaim “_________” therefore I will not believe. One of the most common is: I wanted more/ I wanted a better body or mind/ I wanted to “be the best”. I wanted so many things: WHY did you NOT give this to me?????? Therefore I hate you. But the truth is: that freedom gives human beings the right to choose, or at least the opportunity to choose, or at least the demand I HAVE A RIGHT; even if they experience a life born or expressed; in the human dimension of hate. It is very simply a function of body to express the reality of a decision or reality your parents chose or had to endure. It is, “the price of human freedoms”/ the choice people insisted, was their own. Consequently if this is “your human choice”/ as was made for you by your parents in one form or other: it is not “a question for GOD”. Freedom HAS a price. There is also the reality of “differences” give us our individual identities, in a more secure way. Do you really want to look, and be just like everyone else? No, you do not/ for there to be differences, there must be differences; simple as that. 7 billion people, require “lots of differences”. It is also true, that variations in life allow for a greater resistance to tragedies caused by consequences unintended by humanity. Such as is the HORRIFIC realities coming from genetic mutilation. Playing god, has consequences, and they are NEVER good for life.
There is an endless list of excuses by human beings which proclaim “_________” therefore I will not believe. There are a vast array of people, who will not confess to believing anything UNLESS a majority of people go first/ then they will simply agree. Because they do not wish to be “picked on/ or separated out from the group”. This is a reality of failure in you/ NOT the life GOD created for you to live. Find your courage, BE who you are in truth, rather than fear.

There is an endless list of excuses by human beings which proclaim “_________” therefore I will not believe. That begin and end with “I made a mistake/ caused an accident/ didn’t mean to do that/ wasn’t my fault, but it happened to me; and so on.” These are relationships with society, and the things society elects to do for itself, or to itself. These are decisions that fundamentally belong to the human being that creates them/ and the tragedy of those who must endure their own decision, or someone else’s. These are, like driving drunk/ like texting behind the drivers wheel/ like putting on makeup or continuing when you know, you are ready to sleep: ETC. Decisions people make! Freedom has a price.

There is an endless list of excuses by human beings which proclaim “_________” therefore I will not believe. Because they look at death and demand, UNFAIR. I like it here, WHY should I leave. MY soul mate (the relationship I cherish and respect) died/ leaving me without happiness or hope: WHY did that happen to me/ I hate you. But the truth is: life is a gift/ love is a gift chosen by life, but still a gift/ reality is time destroys the body, or energy can take away the soul. And that means “life is precious,” but you must accept: respect its value, while you can”; the definition of precious is: together we knew life inside, was more than we could measure. Together, we were alive/ and remain forever a truth without end, because memories are my gift to you/ you to me, in moments alive. Life is a gift/ not your possession, life is your gift of time in creation: but love is your possession, to do with as you do desire. Assembled by the heart which knows happiness, the soul which understands peace and respect; and the mind which surrenders itself unto the truth that is existence in the land of miracles. The critical truth of when we die, is not truly a human choice/ it is a human reality. That means: even though freedom allows murder to happen/ GOD decides if. NOT as a participant, but with regard to “this one belongs to HIM”. It is not always good, to survive. If you have no soul/ you get no mercy.
There is an endless list of excuses by human beings which proclaim “___religions______” therefore I will not believe/ because I have judged them with my religion or desire. The consequence is: few believe any other person will be accepted by GOD. As do so many others who also condemn them. Playing GOD, is particularly UNWISE. Because you have no say in who shall be accepted or not: THIS IS ENTIRELY NOT, “up to you”. Stop it, or be afraid.

There is an endless list of excuses by human beings which proclaim “___eternity______” therefore I will not believe. These are the endless lines of human beings that proclaim I KNOW; when in fact, there is nothing they know less. Even the absolute miracle of life, as is plainly evident on this planet is not enough to make you believe/ allow you to understand: BECAUSE YOUR PRIDE GETS IN THE WAY, and your want takes over, and leads you astray into all the caverns and cavities of a descent from life into want itself. It is a tragedy beyond your comprehension, because you fail to believe in miracles and truth. Nonetheless, the reality of eternity exists; whether you believe or not/ it makes absolutely no difference what you believe to anyone but you, or someone who is influenced by you. Truth exists, and it cannot be dismissed with lies in eternity. Even so, we will ask the question of eternity: and the answer is developed in several places throughout this writing and previous web sites that I provide. You want the answer/ then go search. If you are too lazy, what is that to me? The answer is, then I don’t care either. The assumptions “of a new clay body, or better one, or different one” is absolutely absurd: time destroys all things/ eternity is not made of what can be destroyed so easily. The utter blasphemy and disrespect that is an assumption of “70 virgins/ to use for your own pleasures or sex”: assumes GOD gives lives away for slavery, or prostitution, or will let you pretend to be a god over other lives. Nothing could be less true. The sacrifice of your own life simply means: you chose to kill GOD’S CREATION, even if it is just yourself: a bad plan, with a horrible outcome. Don’t do it, unless the reality of living simply cannot be endured/ or it is simply time, because the body or mind says so, by the evidence in truth.
As to all the various religions: it is necessary to remember these have been around for a very long time/ and men change them over time to reflect themselves, and their wants. Consequently, it is unwise to bury yourselves in religion and say, “with this rule, I will rule/ I will be wise/ I will be guaranteed eternity”. Instead, the foundation of life is truth/ therefore the elemental existence of truth dictates what “religion: the search for our lives with GOD” should be. I find the truth of why I choose to belong to life, is love. In religion, the only critically clear relationship to truth and love unlike no other/ IS JESUS. Therefore I have believed/ I have searched within the life HE led, by asking what is value, what is true, what can I do that will grant me a similar path: so that I too may learn what HIS life can teach. Simple as that. My life, is built upon, “What JESUS , taught to me”. That, is my testimony to you. NOT as a religious text/ but as a life lesson, in reality. The distinctions, definitions, desires, and more; that are still alive in the people we all meet everyday. As to the distinction made by “christian’s” , that only believers “like them” are allowed in “heaven”. It can be conceived that: those who will be with JESUS , are those who will have chosen HIM. It does not mean, “a relationship with GOD” is not possible without/ or a place in “heaven” is limited only to those who believe in JESUS. Only this place, as is granted by GOD! I leave it to you to decide; “how important this is to you”.

There is an endless list of excuses by human beings which proclaim “_________” therefore I will not believe. Because people have judged each other and say: I will NEVER accept this one, no matter what! But it is not for you to judge who is or is not granted mercy/ you have no say. Even so, in the reality of eternity as life or as death (hades, etc): it is plain and obvious to me: that there are levels or dimensions of influence that are dictated by the truth of who you are. Those with the least acceptable truth inside: the reality of you/ are farthest from the throne of GOD. Because even if you are allowed life, because some fraction of value is found within. You are NOT allowed to corrupt this world of life, by the insanity of who you chose NOT to be. Therefore inside the realm of life, but withheld from the purity of truth. In that way, every single soul, in truth; “has a place”.
There is an endless list of excuses by human beings which proclaim “___religion______” therefore I will not believe, I can be dismissed from eternity. I paid/ therefore I belong, IS NOT a reality of truth. Only value assigns reality to existence/ only truth defines and defends “a value”. Therefore only truth knows. “Money, man’s answer to everything” assumes “GOD is for sale”. It is blasphemy. Errant & wrong.