Thought participates, past the boundaries of time, through the spiritual essence of our soul.  Soul means: I have built a relationship with my CREATOR/ through the evidence of my own desire.  Spirit then creates, the elemental truth of "doors"/ by which we inherit the design to learn as we choose, what is most important to our heart.  There are elements of time here, as we each create a decision, that becomes our eternity.  There are decisions here, that participate as the judge: granting eternity the right to decide for us.  It is not for the weak. 

Thought elevates our lives, beyond what we are told/ have been told/ or instructed to learn: thereby releasing us into the freedom of what cannot be restrained or restricted from our heart.  It is in this freedom, that destiny exists.  It is in this hope that we create within us; that achieves our singular purpose for life: good or bad.  Life is then a definition specifically understood, by the very simple concept:   given only one truth to live by or within/ who shall you be?  It is a question and a reality that you will and must answer for yourself/ or fail, and life itself, will disappear.  Therefore critical to your "existence" is the decision, that builds the environment called your own destiny.  It is NOT as religions might suggest, "simply the same for all"/ because thought itself is NOT like that at all.  It is an individual experience.  Rather thought envelopes us, in what we trust/ thereby what we trust becomes our world.  What then do you trust?  It is important, because without trust, "there is no world for you to inhabit".  You must trust.  But you must also trust only truth, which means, it is your life's work/ to understand the difference.

Of critical relationships are the essence of each and every religion that has "scale"/ it can be said some level of truth exists in each one: thereby it has attained and held followers, who do trust that singular meaning, or more as reality.  The only religion I have studied is the Christian one: it claims JESUS is our savior.  Thought itself accepts this conclusion only after it is known by truth.  Truth then exhibits these simple realities:   it is this religion that has made the most difference to humanity over time.  It was this life, or this man who exhibited a level of thought that far exceeded anyone alive present or past.  It was this love, that gave the world through the efforts of those who had faith:   a new beginning.  Beyond the simple framework of men, that is life or death/ and everything in-between is simply a want or pride.  Love is the essence of our salvation, because it does create a trust.  That trust identifies itself as a new beginning in each and every single one who has faith.  Faith is the conclusion of belief, to set that belief aside and accept the reality that   GOD OUR CREATOR does live and does care about each of us.  NOT abandoned as life on earth/ but held within a distinct level of caring; waiting for our souls to arrive,  where only love can go.  Or more simply, "the salvation of JESUS as CHRIST"   Is literally the trust which allows us, to belong beyond ourselves, within a world we cannot see and have never known.   More critically, that is a world defined by love/ trusted as true, because one who demonstrated a reality of existence, that was more than us here on earth:   proved a love greater than us: that would not die.  The body is not love, life is. Life is the existence of thought, the recognition of freedom, the honor of a decision that is simply your own/ therefore, the essence of death which takes these things away from the body, does not represent more than time.  Time is life as a body/ but thought becomes, life itself. The critical relationship is love, because if we can and do accept a relationship with creation itself: the life within us, that exists because we are alive.  Then we can and will enter within that creation itself, to become a participant in life beyond ourselves. Love is a truth/ but reality knows time has no real mercy.  Love has mercy, but it is limited by what you choose to return or accept. 

It should be noted, that insofar as this religion is concerned:  the cross does not represent JESUS/ erected, it was the murder weapon.  The cross however does represent ourselves, laid down it depicts a human path: the beginning is somewhat long and uneventful/ but there will be a time, when the cross-roads of life requires you to make your own decision.  To go right to spirituality (our connection with life itself)/ or left so to speak, to enter time more fully and abandon spirituality.  Beyond that point determines your fate, or destiny; for an eternity.  Nonetheless, it is entirely your decision/ even if, people do interfere: they cannot make you choose what you refuse to be;  even in torture.  Even if you fail, when you do the best you can/ then it is enough.

So then we ask, what is time, in this relationship called life?  At its elemental level, time is energy, because all energy represents movement, and movement is measured in one form or another/ at the other edge of the scale, is mass, the recognition of energy contained, which cannot escape until it is destroyed or transformed into something else.  Between these two fundamentals, there is life.  The difference being, life participates in each dimension of existence; both as movement, and as a mass containing the energy to be used, transformed into something else, or destroyed.  That is enough.

Alternately we step far beyond this beginning, to understand, the primary participation in our lives is with our own existence: which brings us to the decision "do you love yourself"/ or not?  Because if you do not accept a level of trust within your own life, that gives you a foundation to build upon:  then you have abandoned yourself, to failure.  What is clear is: it is absolutely necessary, to repent of what you did do/ and do your best, from that moment on.  If you have done the best you that you honestly could/ absolutely no one does better, regardless of your circumstances, realities, or value to society. Life is about you/ NOT the others.  But love the critical foundation of value itself, is given only to a participation with others: if humanity rejects you/ GOD will not.  Consider that carefully, and understand it is not meant to replace human touch or existence in your life.  Rather it is the expression of a love that extends beyond this moment, to reveal itself in eternity; OR more simply it is a love that requires your patient endurance/ your honest acceptance, or it is not real. A relationship must be real, to participate in your life.  The spiritual element of truth joins us as one: participating between time and eternity as the evidence proven to exist. The evidence of life on earth created with true love, by its attention to detail, its absolute honesty in providing the base of all that we can do or be: can be denied only by the insane.  Therefore the evidence of what you yourself, will accept as true; becomes the limiting factor in spiritual participation by you.  Or, it is not GOD that limits you/ it is you that limits,  GOD in you.

We therefore return to thought, and create its definition by understanding: when we limit ourselves to the elements created by men and women as to what and who we must be/ the reality of life itself has been abandoned, and must be rebuilt by creating a new form of experience or expression.  That is NOT "the common excuses of drug, or sex, or insanity, or other: but exists as the measure we are willing to expand our world, so that it is possible to "hear new things".  Or more simply, grow your world to include those things, which others refuse. Not by want or pride/ but by the simple participation in life as it is. Let reality teach you, not overwhelm you.  Let the essence of our reality as male and female understand, "it is hope we each enter into, to become as one".  Hope exists on the path to trust.  Trust exists within the honesty of a life, that lives by truth.     

It is a critical reality of life, that we do belong to each other as male and female within the rhythms of a shared experience, because that simple truth examines the reality of our expression, and turns or returns the reflection of our lives back to ourselves.  Without an "opposite view", we lack the ability to refine or discipline ourselves in the honesty of our own needs.  Because we are different, we have the option to strengthen each other; or tear each other apart, as best we can.  Consequently it can be said, that male and female relationships are both the best that humanity has to offer itself, or a partition, that separates us into the worst damage anyone can do, besides fear or destruction itself.  Trust is the essence of love.  Truth is the critical foundation of both trust and love.  Acceptance is the beginning of every relationship.  Happiness forms from the ability to understand, "I can be free/ I am appreciated for who I am, here with you".  That is not possible with perversion, because it is not a reflection of you, but the assumption of a right that does not exist in nature, as its intended truth.  You cannot "build a whole" without "both parts". Male and female are necessary to achieve the dimensional stability called FAMILY.  Even if you can "do it yourself"/ there will never be, the critical structure that becomes "all, that life can be".

With regard to the truth:   you should know, even if you do not understand.  That it is the spiritual reality of female in me that brings you these sites, these trials/ so that you may have a chance to survive.   As strictly male, I had lost patience and hope for you/ bringing me to the edge of war with the leadership of men.  Rather than the continued legal battle that this is.