We ask of ourselves, one basic question/ one true question/ one necessary question/ and one life question:   because these are necessary to distinguish and create an identity.  The basic question is:   WHY do I desire life?  The true question is, WHAT will I CHOOSE to do with my life?  The necessary question is, HOW will I become or sustain, what I desire to be?  And the life question is:   given the evidence before us that clearly establishes life is a miracle, WHERE does respect and the foundations upon which I will build my future belong?
Each of these questions are necessary in a child’s life, as time passes.  Each is consistent with the requirement to make decisions that justify the identity, purpose, and desire that is to become you.  The elements of survival such as are needed to remain in time, do not compare with the realities of building your own life inside.  The essence of life inside, is the demonstration of love or hate, as you have desired to be.  These are opposites which mean simply “you CANNOT be both”/ either one or the other shall rule in you.  That means, in the essence of truth, there is NO middle ground/ whereby you get to choose one or the other for a time, and change your mind.  Only time allows for that/ truth does not. 
The question of a child is:   WHY can I not be everything, I want to be?  The answer is, because everything does not allow for the presentation of life that is other people, to give you what you need or desire/ to share or care with, because you have everything; and need then nothing.  With what we lack in ourselves/ we become more compatible because then someone else has what we need, and those who do care, will find a way to share.  Those who hate inside, will try to steal, manipulate, ridicule, or control.  Nobody is perfect/ nobody does not make errors and mistakes; including you or me.  Keep it in mind/ because without forgiveness, no one has a friend, for long. 

The quality of life, is our reference to happiness/ and it is entirely dependent upon friendship and respect, including the need to be “friends with yourself/ respect yourself”.  It is not hard, regardless of the others, because as a miracle of life/ a true reality no human being can produce or even conceive of on their own:   gives you and me, the absolute right to respect the life we are.  That does not mean, significant behaviors that are demeaning to you or someone else should be overlooked.  But it does mean, that every behavior has a purpose, and if you do not know why for real/ then you cannot judge any behavior or purpose correctly or with mercy.  Consequently we are not to judge the behaviors of others, because we cannot know.  But we are allowed to understand the law, shall judge them, IF AND WHEN, other people/ life or/ environment;  in particular, or even themselves in the extreme of insanity are being or could be significantly harmed.  Do not assume, it is not your right to make up stories as is gossip/ but it is your right to testify to what is true, established by reality, not your “dreams and fantasies”.  Do be aware, even if you “think you know/ as in I saw, what I then interpreted to be”:   is not an element of truth.  Because if you did not clearly actually see, what you believe/ then it is only “belief”/ and belief is not the truth, it is the assembly of “reasonable doubt”.  Which may or may not be correct.  I have been accused a number of times by people “who believed”/ but had no clue.  Use caution when trying to convict or “worship” anyone.  Life is not a game.  Although the elements of living allow us all, to redirect people in a different direction, by giving them “something to believe”;   so as to continue our own journey as needed.  Sometimes, there simply isn’t room “for one more”/ want to or not.  (Consider a car: every car, has limits).  Reality states, unless you want to be alone for your life/ it is not “good policy”.  Be kind and generous instead/ but do understand, those who intend to use or abuse you, are NOT friends.  You cannot save them, simply respect all participants as best you can, including yourself.
Every child has independent needs, even if they are the same in basic groups/ every child IS an “independent need”, rather than “one more, in the flock, or community”.  We are all separate people, because we must each create our own individual identity for life, or miss the opportunity to inherit beyond the limits of time.  We are not, as the religious say, “a flock”/ because that limits our own identity.  However the most critical question of our lives, every single one is: WILL YOU choose love or hate?  This single answer assembles the journey of every single life/ apart from critical survival, which is an alternate reality in very many ways.
To understand the question, is to understand the basic laws and requirements of yourself.  Or more simply, to understand whether you desire love or hate to participate in your life as a constant companion is the essence of your own decision to build the relationships that will become the foundation for that decision.  Those who love identify themselves with those who care and share in life, those who live with respect and humility.  Those who choose hate, identify themselves with all aspects of superiority or revenge, thereby proving they do have a right to hate/ because you are “less/ worthless/ or participating in ways that are expected to be;  good for me”.   Thereby we do recognize, the elements of our existence, are surrounded by the essence of our desire/ but altered by the environmental restraints that limit the consequences of our living in time.

The critical compilation of desire, then takes center stage, as the relationship we intend to share/ the purpose we intend to care/ and the respect that shall be granted our time, effort, and existence.
What is existence, begins the debate establishing the structure of our lives.  Existence is, the ability to recognize freedom.  Structure means: to elevate the framework of our decisions to new and different levels through the introduction of destiny.  Destiny applies the composition of not only direction, but the descendent’s of our time:   the reflection of our heart as it proceeds to honor or reject the lives of others.  These “descendent’s:  products of your own Input, as body and mind”;   do represent the framework of a life that is being lived by you;  within the disciplines you chose to create.  Discipline establishes why/ the relationship we share with those who represent our dimensional lives.  Every dimension is defined by the transition between what is, and what could be; nothing illuminates that more, than the lives we deliberately  share our existence with/ want to or not.  We now ask the question: WHO shares your life, “the elements of love/ or the essence of hate”? 

We ask the question:   are you judge/ jury/ participant/ or alive (the essence created by soul)?  The answer is, if you believe “I know”/ then you are a judge.  If you believe, “we know what is best”/ then you are a jury.  If you understand, being alive leads to consequences, which may or may not be by your own choosing; then you are a participant.  But if you recognize that truth assigns to life, its own creation, and we are all influenced by the design and destiny we choose: then you are alive.  Because you do understand, life is a gift/ not an ownership.  We are alive, because life itself exists inside of “us”.  Not by us/ but for us, as we all proceed through the journeys called time. 
This brings us all, to the understanding necessary to assemble value and the distinction of truth.  What is true, that sustains its value to life; is trustworthy, and a blessing to thought.  What is not true, or sustains life as a value/ surrenders to hate.  Therefrom when we see within ourselves, that life is true; we become “a creator of ourselves; because we have built our destiny.   If you see within yourself, that life has little or no value to you/ then you may understand, the fate you have selected, in NOT one that will return to you a life worth living.  Fate means to accept whatever living has done, and NOT fight or clean yourself inside, to remain as you desire to be.  Rather fate accepts the definitions of others, and fails to understand, these have chosen my life, not me.  That is failure in you/ because this is your life, and you must choose for yourself,  to sustain it.  The foundation of all eternity is truth, if you fail to be “true” to your life/ you fail eternity as well.

So the question of living accepts:   how, in a world that confronts and conflicts with my own needs and desires, can I remain true, to me?  Male and female have different answers, because they live different environmental lives.  Male confronts what confronts me, or that which I intend or expect to move; this comes from the expectations of strength and force.  Female identifies the problems that exist, in a distinct effort to apply thought;   where she knows that her strength and force cannot or will not be enough.  The fundamental truth of this explains a substantial amount of reality as it surfaces between what is male and female behaviors.  Both sides have their benefits/ both sides have their faults; if they mediate or negotiate a compromise between them; both sides benefit.  If they do not, one rules the other, because it then becomes “your way/ or mine”.
In the educational needs of humanity and in particular children, are the realities and developments that provide useful and happy decisions between male and female participation in life/ home/ sex/ and society.  In the elemental being that is life, it must then be understood, that we are truly individuals established by our separation from each other/ and MUST be treated as if freedom is our absolute right.  Because without freedom, there is sadness/ and without hope for what I need and desire to do with my life, there is anger at those who interfered.  Consequently the need to recognize our true gift to each other as people is the option and reality to decide, who we desire to be/ and live the life we have chosen to be.  That comes in time, and is not directly a product or possibility of children/ because until time teaches you truth, and the consequences of failure; the distinctions of what is important for life, home, and society lack the reality of pain, sorrow, joy, and the educational references of common sense.  That means for a child, that you must wait until you know, what is truly important to you/ before you can decide the destiny that will be your life.

 My life did turn at an early age/ with the Cuban missile crisis, the reality of a tiny few people deciding the rest of us can just die:   made the decision, I MUST work to stop this.   Therefore understand clearly, when critical moments in life appear/ decisions are made, that become a lifetime, for children too.  Without moments of crisis, no child can make a decision that becomes their own truth, or destiny.  As people grow, those who have not faced the truth of life OR death as a result of human decisions/ do not know, what lives or dies inside of them, because of those decisions.  My life grew determination/ others have grown depression: there are many choices.
Separating the freedom to live your own life and be happy, that it is “your own decision”/ even though influenced truly by others.  The quest to survive our own reality, as a human being making decisions that will impact the lives of others along with our own,  struggles with the truth:   being wrong, can lead to disasters never intended.  That reality then appreciates to the consequence:   either we MUST learn to be careful, disciplined, brave, and honest with the truth/ grappling hard with the evidence rather than emotion.  OR, we will become manipulative, using control to sweep the others from leadership or participation so that our own decision becomes our literal truth/ I did this, because I wanted too.  Regardless of truth.
The path toward disciplined and serious learning requires your life to participate, your work and time to be honest, your future and what people will say or think about you to be brave, and the most critical demand of all is, “to understand honesty does NOT allow you to believe”. Instead of belief (I want this to be true)/ it is absolutely necessary, that what is true shall control every description that shall become the basis and foundation of your life and influence.   Influence means, “I have a right to my participation here”; even if you do not listen to me.  Influence is then NOT leadership, which is to “lead the crowd/ where they want to go”.  Influence is to make known the truth, regardless of the outcome/ because truth matters. 

Influence then says to you, the biggest obstruction to human happiness:   IS both want, and pride.  Because want does not accept the limits or boundaries applied by other life/ it takes/ it steals, making excuses/ it abuses because it can.  While pride insists, “someone HAS to be the loser here”/ BECAUSE life is a game, and I want to win.  You cannot be a winner, until someone else is called “the loser”.
Influence says to you, the single biggest benefactor that leads to happiness is RESPECT.  Because respect recognizes contribution and value, granting to those or that which earns it the truth that exists.  Therefore no lies are required.  Where there are no lies/ then truth comes forth.  When truth exists, the possibility that you can make choices and live in accordance with your own desires begins the journey into a destiny you do desire/ because no other has created the impedance or obstructions that cause people to fail.  In other words, with truth we can make the decisions that lead to a life we desire to live.  With lies, every path to happiness is blocked/ because the lies direct us to more lies, and people then become lost in their own existence/ become angry with yours.  It’s a choice.

The developmental anchors that distinguish male and female behaviors are established by the foundations in truth which you DO choose to believe.  What is important to you/ or what you do fear:  DOES establish what you believe.  Belief is the functional means to accomplish what you cannot accept in any other way.  Or more simply, instead of acceptance that this fact is proven true in me/ people choose to say, do, and live by distinguishing the belief, “I am trying to accept it; an act of delusion”.  Others alter their own decision to actually accept what they believe as true/ even though it is a lie; thereby fantasy is born.  Delusion proves, “I can have what I want, because I can and do believe whatever lie is assumed with it”/ its all good, I can “have my cake and eat it too”.  Fantasy proves, no matter what the evidence says, I will be to this life/ and this life will be to me: what I want it to be.  No exceptions/ truth is irrelevant: I decide.  Both are expressions generated by lies/ some lies are filled with hate, some lies are filled with want, some lies are filled with fear, some lies are filled with abuse, some lies simply want to use you, some lies clearly want to deceive you, some lies demand “follow me”.  All lies, hide the fact “happiness can only be found in truth”.

What is truth, becomes elemental to our relationship with everything.  What is truth determines the life we shall share “at home” with each other in intimate relations or critical responsibilities through sharing or caring/ because respect is dependent upon truth as well.  Where there is no truth, there is no relationship/ because every foundation is dependent upon truth, and if there is no foundation/ then there can be no anchor or bond, to hold you together.  Truth is elemental to life itself as well/ fail to accept it, and people believe things they will not survive.  And so on.  Truth is then not only necessary to life and survival, it is the foundation upon which we do build our very lives.  Without truth, everything built shall be torn down; every anchor that “keeps you sane” displaced.  Truth is: “without doubt”, proven by the facts that are evident and real.  What is then critical is:   your own participation in lies.  Because every lie is meant to confuse, abuse, delude, or deceive/ that means whatever touches these beliefs in error or hate;   confuses and denies the reality that does actually exist.  To find truth, every lie MUST be removed.  To find true honesty with yourself, every want, and every pride must be abandoned; stop lying to yourself, and either change or admit who or what you really are/  “GOD knows”, who else matters?  It’s a choice.  Want denies truth so as to attain something, regardless of the cost to someone else.  Thereby running away, or running toward the trophy, by running over life.  Pride insists I must win/ thereby whenever something is true that detracts or removes that comes composition of your own desire to be superior:   it is hidden or removed by claims of “the expert” rules here/ I am a god, I cannot be wrong. 
The tragedy of both home and society is;   that we allow lies to lead our nation or world/ because people want, and assume that lies shall not be found out.  The future is determined by the truth called our past.  One look at today in america for instance proves: “liars/ thieves/ and cheats” have been leading here;   because society wants what it wants/ and pride refuses to pay and accept “I did not win”.  That, IS what revenge and jealousy is for.  The foundation of marriage is a shared existence because we care for each other, and desire that happiness should be our purpose;   disciplined in all ways that serve to reinforce respect in each others life, as well as our own.  The foundation of society is, a shared experience expressed in justice, fair play, and equality will bring peace and harmony to our lives.  It’s a choice.

The elemental expressions of sex, between a man and a woman of an age which allows them to be truly independent and responsible for their own lives/ their own decisions.  Applies the foundation required:    Are you here to hurt me, or help?  Because sexuality is not a game, for men or women/ beyond the simple learned truth:   we can affect my life/ your life/ or our lives together, for good or bad.  Even for a lifetime!  Consequently for those who have become “men and women”/ beyond the stage or disgrace of “boy and girl playing with toys”.  The reality is:   that each one must choose, either to help or hurt.  Therefore your choice to have sex represents either love or hate/ because these are not matters of survival, unless true need or acceptance exists as a participation of love.  The question from a female standpoint is then “how much do you love or hate me”?  While the question more distinctly male is: is your need for sex/ or do you truly desire to love me?  The answer is not the same.
Love as a graduated symbol of exposure, meaning to learn trust.  The mere acceptance of risk/ is not love by its basic essence or desire; instead it is usually lust.  While love shares a decision dependent upon need or the intangible descriptions of joy.  Love is not common to the descriptions required by respect, until you build a relationship that can be defined as love.  Both however are “stepping stones” in that direction, where love is true.  Or more simply we must all learn to trust those who present value to our lives, we must meet them within the desire to accept the possibility of more.  We must learn that respect itself identifies those who will build with you, and honor the relationships that do.    Love itself is: a critical union, discovering the bonds that will divide ourselves from the world, by allowing the end of barriers between us.  Love is, the meaning we translate into each others life, by our own/ because our heart and soul have joined as well.  When these participate, true love exists/ even if it is lost, because want is a harsh competitor.

This education of purpose between male and female honors the descriptions of desire:   the definition of my heart, is to hear your call/ the pleasure of my soul is to be the one searched for by you.  That fundamental of discipline redefines our lives as one identity shared.  That refusal to limit our expression to merely experiences of body or sex, translates time into love beyond measurements.  That decision in respect is the evidence called our truth.  Thereby we know, this is more than play.

 
There are negotiations in every relationship between male and female: the questions are, WHY do you choose to be with me/ WHEN will you choose me first, or not/ WHAT is of more value than me/ WHO can achieve more in me, as me, or of me than you/ WHEN is life with me, not enough/ and HOW would we choose to spend our lives together, if we joined as one?
These things create a measurement, but not love.  Love exists only beyond the measurements of time, where truth and trust redefine our lives as the essence of life as we choose it to be in us.  The experience shared, because we did care.  The expressions chosen, because “I love you”.  There are NO measurements here/ only truth, as best it can be between us as a life in freedom represents.  Without freedom, there is no love/ it is simply a price we pay to live where we otherwise might not, or could not.  Love is not a debt or a payment/ not a loan, or a sexual act.  Love is a decision, based simply on the truth: I desire life, with you/ but never forget, love is not “a one way street” it must be reciprocated, or it cannot be shared.  Without sharing, without access to the truth of life in you (no lies allowed), and my own place in your world, we cannot join, or remain as one.

Sexuality joins no one as physical sex. Without love, trust, truth, respect, courage, and the decision to share and care about each other as an individual life honored by me, and me honored by you;   we cannot be one.  Sex as a physical act or lust, have none of that.  Every form of, “Perversion has less”.  Love established as a physical act, WITHOUT the reality of being able to join in life, and live as time; brings both truth and tears.  Truth because desire forms/ tears, because it is not meant to last;  even though love is at its core.  Not every life, can remain in your own, even if it is love.  In that sense, “it is a cruel world”.  Even so, there are only two choices in love or need: either you can experience what is true and rejoice in that/ or you can remove yourself from the tears, and live without joy.  It’s a choice.
The elemental essence of every joy, is truth.  The critical relationship we share with “life itself”/ is a relationship with truth, a reality governed by respect.  The foundation of love, is a decision to trust, because I accept that my life shall be valued, our lives held in respect, where honesty shall exist,  and the desire called we shall be honored by you and me “the same”.  These things are not fantasies or delusions, they are a decision built around the relationship that conceives of more than either of us can be alone.  These things are, a discovery beyond the limits of self, where truth expands because you make me more than I can be myself.  To understand how that is possible, only one question needs to be asked:   are you more happy alone?   
The fact so few find such things as real love or joy beckons the question: why is this so?

The most fundamental answer is: you teach each other to mistrust, disrespect, and deny responsibility to share or care; at a very early age.  That means, before you can find with is truly valuable FIRST you must discard, deny, and remove the disrespect for truth and reality that does exist by lies produced and established in human society or family or religion. That is hard to do, because the demand is:   “Be the same”, or we ridicule/ humiliate/ or demand you are a fool to the rest of us; abandoned and denied access to our lives.  By a wide variety of measures.
Even so, to remove the mischief and blight of society, is to return to the possibilities and truth of respect by decisions that are ultimately restricted to a search for life itself, by truth and love.  This one is a decision that critically separates you from “the same”/ while you participate in ways the others cannot know.  What then is a search for life itself worth to you?  It is a question that will be answered/ because it is a price required to be paid.  WHO is more important,   GOD (the essence of all life)/ or society (the essence of everything “same” as you).  The answer, becomes your world.  It is not a simple matter.

We now search the possibilities of what you can believe is true.  The question: are you god, or does truth decide in you?

Spiritual truth is the path beyond this simple world in time;  where life “actually lives”.  Thereby it is “truth itself”.  The rule of truth is, NO LIES may enter here.  Simple as that.  Thereby the right to enter in, is entirely determined by “the cleanliness of your heart, mind, and the intent of your own participation as soul”.  It is not a game/ those who lie, even a little either die or may go insane; some never to return.  Fear is not allowed, it does not belong.  Every spiritual truth has a door/ it is found by determining the most elemental essence known by you; that cannot be denied by this truth.  If you find this truth, the door will open and let you in/ if you accept the law that governs this world.   Once inside the spiritual dimension of any given truth: that truth will govern you, until you understand everything it is necessary to know to participate in that truth as an equal.  If you fail to understand/ you cannot leave.   One of the most dramatic realities of this law is found in me: I NEEDED an answer only female could provide/ male had none.  Believing that understanding is strictly and elementally a participation in thought, female spirituality was asked to “open the door”.  WHAT I DID NOT understand then was: the difference between male and female behaviors is NOT only physical, the reality of each existence can only be determined in truth, by living that life.  Or more simply: I could not/ you cannot understand what it means to be male without being male/ I cannot understand what it means to be female, without being female.  The reality: I could enter that world to learn, and did; but I cannot leave.  The end result of that is a       Strange life, a different composition of reality, and a mixture of male and female.  Everyday, a little more female arrives/ everyday a little more male abandons me; you can’t imagine.  The chemicals are more than man can stand; they just plain “overrun me”.  The lesson being:    Even though I was male in every sense of this truth prior to this moment (NEVER considering anything for a future but male), by finding a relationship that identified female (it is in love), I was allowed to go, where no man is allowed to go.  I just can’t leave/ a fact that did not occur to me in the moment;   because the question was urgent, the reality extreme: “how can this world continue to survive”?

It seems now, that I was allowed to enter simply because: what is female spiritual truth, HAS a plan for me.  I AM, becoming very concerned that plan is: to teach men about what they do to women/ by allowing women to do the very same thing to me; “letting women see themselves” in me.  I don’t have a choice/ there is no escape.  I live spiritually surrounded by women/ If you think that is sexual, or some kind of temptation;   ask yourself if you were a woman surrounded by only men: just how you would feel/ when they owned the environment, the reality, and the truth of me; in  everything that can happen next.  How is that different if you are a man surrounded by endless women:  Don’t lie, its not a game/ there is no control!  And I cannot even remain quiet, about that fact; its not allowed. There is NO escape.  Consider that VERY carefully before you ask to enter any spiritual truth/ it is not a game; and you cannot go back.   My own truth has changed, you can’t imagine.

The question before you is simple:   what is creation, the environment of truth, or the decision of men and women?  We continue with this.
I do not know why me.  Even so, the answer to how this world can continue to survive is change.  The answer to true and real change is “let women decide”/ because they are different, and different is required, or there will be no true or lasting change in men.  This is, “the best men did do”/ thousands of years of recorded history cannot be wrong.  Men cannot lead anymore, the earth cannot stand it;  we are simply too many people.  The threats we face prove their failure.

YOU DO have your chance to survive, by changing.  It’s a decision only you can make.  That is “the original price” I was willing to pay.  The fact this is “way higher” than I bargained for, is elemental to the truth:   if you don’t belong here, then we who do shall decide your destiny, with us.  It’s a bit like immigrating to an entirely different world/ similar, but NOT nearly the same.  BUT MORE CORRECTLY, I asked “what is the answer of women”, and did not truly consider the cost, I NEEDED an answer/ and I am being taught how to think like a woman; so that I do understand, is the price.
The fact is:  “I just wanted an answer, to use/ the argument being “women benefit by the survival of this world too”.  But looking back, is that not the very same argument people used to sacrifice the children claiming they can pay this debt for us?   Instead of being allowed to use women, even for their own benefit too:  I received the truth, you cannot know “this answer, without being a woman.”  The lessons began; Its not “awful”/ its just different than anything I have ever been.  More than I anticipated; “need a ton more patience”just for starters.   Men and women are equals, just a different life:  I do absolutely believe that/ I just never believed or desired to change me.  Equal is clearly NOT the same. 

The question being:   in a decision that translates as life or death for a world, WHAT WOULD the spiritual world do?  The fact this period of time is life or death for this world/ a planet on trial, because the people are insane: threatening everything that is alive.  Is given to be a listing of threats, that is only the beginning: all the drugs you take, interact with all the biology within your own bodies/ within every biological chain of realities that encounter everything your body discards or is or touches or even what happens when you die.  Every plant that people eat has been mutilated/ poisons in the water/ poisons in the air/ people attempting to mutilate every living thing called livestock or fish that you eat.  Absolutely everything living is being attacked by those who believe “they are gods”/ and they can do better than nature.  Yet you cannot even control your own money/ it is an endless war for this world.   The question is:  would the spiritual world simply let you die/ because that is the choice your leaders, your men/ have made?

Development and discussion begins:
The composition of spiritual truth, and laws governing the universe, I AM well aware you know nothing about/ nor do you care to learn, or you would know more than you do.  I know, that religion is much easier than truth and law; “you get to believe whatever you want”.  Rearrange it as you wish, over time, and apply fantasy or control as desired.  I am aware the reality of your acceptance in these matters is limited to what do you want.  Just as I am aware you will believe whatever you want,  instead of what I write.  But I do not write for me, I write because the spiritual environment of my life now, has required it.  Therefore what is spiritually female, says to women in particular:   with all these threats against you, with an entire world at stake,    WHAT ARE YOU going to do?

 I will compliment that statement with the words:   “When delivering a message of true controversy, suggesting change in the power structure and pride of people who have been playing god with you/ or over you”.  The reality is, “the front gate is closed” to all such matters as these.  Therefore the back door is illuminated through the reality of producing a message that can then evade all barriers and establish itself throughout the world; by being clouded with “things no one wants to believe”.  Telling you about spiritual realities in my life that are completely foreign to you, DOES represent one of those clouds.  That does not mean the story is not true, it is/ but it does mean, you should understand this in case someone claims “it is a story: he chose to lead you with/ instead of letting you choose for yourself”.  Nobody follows a story such as this, therefore it was never designed to lead you.  It is however a perfect cloud, to distribute a message quietly, where “enemies to that message” would otherwise come out in force; instead of hiding away trying to insure none see or hear.   Even so, messages are delivered  only when the people decide to make it so, or more simply:  if you make it so.  I cannot know if you do or don’t, it is not my decision or concern. My job is to give you that chance.  The story written is mine, regarding female spirituality and me/ it is, “a complete surprise”.  IF the message gains notoriety that fact will prove to be “GOD’S” influence (it is HIS creation that is being threatened by humanity), it is your decision.  Because I tried my best as man, ended with the simple truth: every road is blocked by greed/ every path overrun by pride/ every consideration for this world is destroyed by competition and arrogance:   “Insane”.  Or more simply as male, I failed, because you cannot hear simple and plain, value or respect/ not my message anymore, in any sense.    My decision was and is: this message must be told, an entire planet is at stake/ that became owned “by female in me”.  Because the evidence clearly proves that is so.  What was STRICTLY male, was ready for war/ that would have only hastened death for the planet.  Therefore it is “a good thing” that female intervened.  Regardless of the consequences. The simple truth is, that male and female have joined here in me as one existence, believe it or not:   to establish this message that you must change or you will die as a world.  Male could not deliver this message, his possibility to do so ended, at the concept of war: “make you listen/ by force”.  Because, what is described as the “male version of this world” could not hear this message; see or comprehend the threats as beyond their control. Men believe, “we know what we are doing”.  And:  because you are lost in greed, want, and arrogance/ which means those who lead have brought you to insane.  Which means the evidence proves, you have no comprehension or desire to provide a future to any living thing/ only want, greed, pride, and arrogance. That leaves life or death as a reality given to female, because they are different, and it is “apparently time for women, to lead”. Whether men like it or not.

The critical relationship now becomes can you overcome your arrogance and insanity, to believe not only is truth simple and plain demanding that this world is threatened with true and real and soon extinction? 
But more than that, if you do not join each other as male and female together, living by equal participation through respect for each others honest abilities; to build a different world.  You will die.
Remembering that male has had his chance/ and it is now NECESSARY for female to try; because without different;  this world cannot survive what men have done, built, or desired to do.  I do caution you to not discard this message.  Prove it is wrong/ if you can.
I do say to you, contrary to what you do believe/ the universe does exist because of truth, and the laws that govern life and our interaction with those truths, govern you as well/ separate from time.  Time is your chance to govern yourselves, and create what becomes your “truth”.

  Instead of “poof, the baby awakes, and life begins”/ genetic factories which are intensely specific and governed by boundaries that make life possible, DO build you.  There is “no poof, I am here”.  There is no religious “fantasies” to decide what death will be.  There is not “poof, life is over/ end of story”.  INSTEAD there is truth, the truth that intricacies so far beyond human mind & recognition that you are akin to the rocks;    rather than gods, about to build your own creation. Is clearly, fundamentally correct.  Or more simply “your gods at the university and business/ government; are satan”, the religious word for destroyer of life on earth.  Nothing more or less.  Truth says, what is true survives because it cannot be changed.  What then is true in you?  Because life is more complex, than body and mind, how is what you believe worth more than what is proven true?  Life is so far beyond your comprehension as is proven by the fact you are alive/ and your body and mind exists;  as a miracle, “completely unexplained”.   That it is clear, simple and true:  Your decisions about death are meaningless.  Your assumptions of evading punishment, terror, or fear are absurd.  Believe instead in truth.  Know instead, that life is more than body and mind.  Remembering eternity is beyond your comprehension.  BUT MERCY IS NOT.  We are loved as GOD’S CREATION.   Which means, if you fail to stop tampering with nature, energy, or anything else beyond the legitimate realities of human decision: YOU WILL be abandoned.  FIND YOUR HEART AND SOUL, SEARCH FOR YOUR MIND AND USE IT/ and stop these horrific creatures from destroying everything, because you were too weak or afraid to say NO!  FAIL, and you will be;   Given to the satan you defined, and created for yourselves.  HORROR WILL COME.
IT'S A CHOICE!

I do not know the future, its your decision.  I cannot save you, nor do I try: this is more correctly about respect for GOD’S CREATION, for life itself; working to return from my own gift as life in time, in gratitude for this creation and OUR GOD who did create us:  for this chance in me to be alive.  Your right to choose for yourselves/ your right to be involved in helping life survive or not/ your decision to believe whatever you want, or search for the truth so that only truth can then decide what is correct:   are things I cannot truly help you with.  Because they do represent your own decision, and the truth that only you can decide is real or not/ to help or work or care or not.  I can help you be an individual making your own decision, by helping with understanding/ I cannot help you be told what to think as a group.  Its your decision.  Propaganda (the deliberate intent to create “a mob; people willing to believe what they are told”) is not what I do.  I do wish you well.
But understand this simple fact; without real human involvement across this earth; the water will run out/ the breeding stock will be decimated and you starve/ fires will continue to consume all the oxygen; etc/ etc/ etc.  Or the planet can explode or be set on fire, or every living thing be turned into slime (no true boundaries/ primary disciplines lost/ no balance/ etc) over time; because that too, is what men have chosen.  How much more?  More than anyone would care to know, simple and plain.