6,000 pages or so, ARE enough.  Even if you get lost in some aspect of the work: there is surely enough words, to let you redefine your position and begin again.  The functional reality is:   UNLESS people begin to understand and take this work, this information more seriously and do what needs to be done for society, community, world, and nation/ everything is going to get worse quickly.  Consistent with that knowledge, is the fundamental truth, that if you need to feel secure in what you say regarding this work/ then I do, need to leave it alone. Your work/ your words/ your investment in time, money, effort, and life have become in essence the only real need left to be done.  Consequently the more I consider the relationship between what I write for you, and what you need to do for yourselves/ the more I believe, it is absolutely necessary “that you grow up now”.  And do, whatever it is, that YOU can do/ whether little or much, it is all very necessary: this world can only die once/ too late is simply too late.  Which means simply: I MUST turn the conversation, the reality, and the consequence of what you choose to do, or not do;   over to you.

I do not know how many people have truly found an interest in this information/ not my job.  I am here to give you the message, which I have done.  Your job is to use this message/ information, however you see fit.  Not my job/ your job.  It is up to you to continue the any or all sites I provided;   beyond the end of September 2010, and if the volume of data transfer goes beyond a distinct measurable point: it is your job to pay for that too.  Or the sites go down, the information lost. Its your information, free to all/ do with it as you like, but remember this:   every writing of humanity, has flaws;   do not condemn them/ work to recognize these and fix them.  But understand as well, until you truly do understand, and are wise enough to recognize the difference: it would be best for you to leave the words alone, and search for truth as best you can. It may be necessary for you to fight both powerful and proud, to keep this site open; that too, is up to you. I DO strongly suggest you download the entire site/ so that you too may put it up at alternate locations, should that be necessary.  Its yours/ do with it as you wish. To help it rise in importance, or let it die by your desire and choices.  Up to you, either way.  Use the chatroom if you like to organize etc.  If no more by you,  than has been done up to this day occurs: then no impact has been made.  Truth will decide what comes next. Not a threat, simply a reality.  Since it is clear, that I cannot lead you even in this:   you have complete control, although no access to the site unless by an organization of women CLEARLY determined to work for “life first”.
The necessity to continue with the court, is simply: to give you your opportunity in court.  But as is clearly viewed in the past record: it will be necessary for you to participate, and demand adherence to oath and law, rather than just assume justice or merit exists within the courtroom of this USA.  For the most part it does not, on any issue of power.  Look for that in the trial sections; as they will continue as described thereon.

The functional relationship of proving too much pride rules our world and nation, is a description of “I don’t play the game”.  The consequence of that is: the game itself must be torn down, for there to be significant change. Pride and power WILL hate that/ but you can do so regardless of their complaint for two significant reasons: their money is worthless/ just a number enslaving you, because no possibility in reality exists to pay these debts back.  Consequently it is ONLY your own acceptance of the fantasy that keeps the game working for them.  The second is: that the US CONSTITUTION has laws that need your support/ particularly the first amendment redress of grievances WHICH IS LITERALLY:   YOUR   {POWER, TO THE PEOPLE, over your own employees}!   IT’S THE LAW, and none in government can refuse you legally without treason, or an open rebellion against the nation itself.

It is critically and fundamentally extreme, that I find myself searching;  somewhere in-between male and female.  Necessary, but strange/ and in reality if this is now the time to quit: one would think, I could go back to male/ because my work is done.  But, it is not going to be; too much has been lost, I can’t recognize what this life is; but it ain’t “the male” I used to be or lived for 50+ years, by a long way. The story is rather long and intricate, but you can find it if you wish to know. Oddly enough, it begins with reading Revelation 12, in the bible/ while asking the question is this, the end of life on earth? That too, is interpreted for you (different site).  Even so, in the search for how to help you survive, permanent changes have occurred.  Honestly, no clue how to go back.  Don’t know the ending;   honestly don’t know exactly what to do, it’s a very strange situation, which I do not fundamentally understand.  Just have to live it.

As to all those who believe me perverse: I say to you simply I am not. Life is not/ was not:  “too hard for me”; this is change created essentially, because absolutely no solution could be found in man; I searched for decades.  Men return to their old ways, just as soon as they can; life cannot change under the leadership of men; consequently, women do have to lead this time, for life.  As to all those who believe me to be “their religious enemy”/ I say to you, I am not.  As to all those who believe, “he/ she has countless ulterior motives”: I say to you, it is simply untrue.  Etc, etc, etc.   You are concerned with money, power, lust, hate, and more.  I am concerned: regardless of what you believe, life on this planet may not survive much longer, and there is a lot of evidence to prove I am correct. Nothing then,  truly matters in this time, but what does or does not support life. Regardless of what I might or might not wish for: the evidence itself says, “we will be lucky to survive”.  Very considerable change is required, or it is impossible.  Perhaps change in me is just a way to prove, “no way out/ change must occur”.  I don’t know.
Nonetheless, change in me;   has given “woman” control.  Has proven to me, that I do need to work on behalf of women as well as life on earth, because assistance would be useful. It is their choice, but honestly: life is literally changed, redefined, and unknown.  Got to figure me back out first, no idea how long it will take. Whatever it is, it is between women and me/ men are not allowed to participate in any real way; I don’t know why. I was just searching for an answer for life, and ended up here.      Or, if you go past the point of no return/ as you soon will; then in reality it just doesn’t matter anymore.  Only time knows, how it all ends/ or begins again.

As to predictions for the immediate future: the foundation is, that the things which matter most/ will impact and determine what happens and when.  Food is important, and you have lost considerable, and will lose more.  The dollar, and credit across most of the world is essentially dead: largely because pension plans, and other means of saying, “YOU must be my slave” have been betraying every life.  Old or not, YOU, still have to take care of the work required for YOU.  It is not, someone else’s debt.  The evidence of financial damage in the gulf region, WILL be the end of the charade: soon it will be bankruptcy with no choice. Make your decision now, and DO what you need to do, within the law.  Mediating that, MEANS, “taking over the courtroom/ to demand redress of grievances according to the constitution law”. YOU ARE THE OWNERS, and YOU do have the authority as owners to enforce your own law.  Let the employee who gets in the way or refuses, find him or herself in prison.  Regardless, money matters very little to me/ so I will simply say:   stock up on some food that won’t go bad (in cans, or the like)/ remember the last sale date, does not mean bad or lost: its still good, if it went into the can good: but beware of any alterations in the can, particularly a swelling up of any kind.  We are the world, workers, people who choose for life first/ the rest just destroy.  If you decide to work together for life/ then you will make the necessary decisions to sustain each other as friends.  If not, you fail.

  The rich, even most men (all, who desire to be rich) will all say: without money to make the choice for us/ everything will fail;  friends don’t matter.  But truth says: “money is just the scoreboard”/ it has nothing to do with the actual work, because that is a decision to participate in life.  With limited capitalism: all know that they are treated fairly/ with respect, each learns and accepts, “some are worth more/ some less; but none are worth more than 3 times the least, who honestly works”.  The money supply restricted to population count means: WE KNOW, how much money is available, and what the possible limit is/ therefore we know, if society treats us fairly or not.  For the vast majority of workers: if you are treated fairly, it is enough/ therefore they work.  Control of all natural resources is for society/ NOT the individual.  But that does not mean, you cannot own property; it just means, we have a say too/ and ours, as a nation:  is more important than yours.  You may go ahead and give a few up to 4 times as much as the least, IF they adequately teach a significant amount of others how to compete with them.  The extra pay comes from these students to their teacher, and NOT more than is “limited, as agreed by 4 times more in a year”.  From this, the “rich”, are no longer needed/ because they have no money as the american dollar is dead, the value stolen. And property or other natural resource will be re-divided, among us all.  A depression is nothing more than:   the rich predator/ HAS been too successful, they stole too much.  A depression ends, when the rich are stripped of their excess, and justice returns equality and truth to society. Life is not a game, therefore no winners or losers actually exist/ unless people choose to allow it.  Rich means: I made many others poor!  Therefore, choose again, and make everyone as equal as society needs to be, for peace and harmony.  It is a choice, don’t let the “rich or powerful” deceive you!  Money is:   your decision to work, in exchange for fair play!  Slavery, enforced by money is: their demand you must work/ because if you don’t someone else is going to take what little you have away, let you starve/ etc. It is not a choice, because the price is too high/ and the predators lurk behind every door. Tyranny is: they get to have ALL the good things in life/ because they refuse to share;  and threaten the rest with revenge.  Money can be a weapon.  But money which has already lost all its value, cannot!  Unless you allow it.  Those with pensions [the demand created because:  we have no more money for you to get: so they insisted PAY LATER, and controlled].  These are expectations of your slavery.  Issues such as medical insurance and “numbers without end”: can be discarded: because they were monopolies that controlled the competition, and treated all people unfairly to some degree.
But to do so, you must control the government, or the rich and powerful in government WILL control you.  These will not surrender without a fight/ but if you control food and water and minimum requirements; then they will lose. Don’t give them any! Its what they would do to you.  If they leave/ take over; but otherwise negotiate in fair and equal terms.  The law called redress establishes WE THE PEOPLE, ARE THE TRUE OWNERS OF THIS NATION.  The court having been established as corrupt and without merit, because it is in open rebellion against the constitutional law that grants their own authority finds: they are to be tried in court, for that very rebellion against the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA/ rather than judge and jury of you.  Thereby marshal law, as invoked by the people themselves shall rule until corruption ends.  Learn what this means:    WE THE PEOPLE!

Simply put it means: DEMOCRACY ENFORCED.   But it also means: that the employees of we the people are not entitled to make decisions that are corrupt.  Corruption is: established by those who believe we must obey the law/ but they get to do whatever they want.  Corruption is; to pretend to obey the law and be for the people in support of democracy/ but in fact: LIAR fits/ THIEF, is a proven fact/ CHEATER, is bound onto anything and everything being done, in the name of we the people.  CORRUPTION IS: GAMBLING WITH OUR LIVES, OUR FUTURE, OUR WORLD, THE NATURE WHICH SUPPORTS US, OR ENERGIES WHICH CAN DESTROY US.  The law is not optional, “for government employees”.  The law governs/ the constitution is OUR authority, and your job to protect and obey.  Those who refuse, are not employees, but traitors!
But be careful not to be proud in that, or tragedy will come.  Choose LIFE FIRST, in all things: not individually, but as a nation! Nothing more, and nothing less. Freedom will not be free, but it is easily attainable in court, with constitutional law.  The agreed upon truth, for the governance of this nation is written within the preamble to the US constitution/ sorted with amendments/ defined more clearly with the bill of rights/ and declared our sovereign right with the fight for independence; and the blood, lives, and heartache that did pay the bill.  Stay within this truth, and you will be free, even of all the tragedy that has been chosen as much as is possible to be.
Controlling the government means controlling the law, and the court.  Controlling the law demands: constitutional foundations shall be kept.  It’s a choice.  Controlling the court means:   YOU shall obey the law too!  Corruption is, when the employees do not.  When everybody is equal, only then can you rebuild a nation that will share, or care:  because now, whatever happens to you/ happens to me too. Pay the debt, and it is unlikely anything will be left (YOU said, I will pay later, but did not: which is why the money has no merit)/ but if it is! Dividing what is left, IS NOT everybody gets the same/ YOU DID NOT do exactly what the others did.  Remember that, and be fair.

Controlling the future means: that we pay for true and significant ideas with research and investment/ not any damn thing you please.  That we insulate, and save 50% of energy and pollution simply from building changes. Only the “most” efficient can be sold.  The opportunity of world peace is based upon world law, and must be done.  The Afghan war, must be changed/ or it will fail, because nothing will change enough, if you do not.  That means: to get compliance, it is the women who need to move into a single city/ so that they can be protected there without men.  The men do not “get them back” until they do, what the women say: but the women must demand law, reality, a foundation for life in peace. An education is about learning how to survive, be happy, and successful for and with society; not how to be suckered into poverty with debts. Healthcare will be, “a percentage of your income or possessions whichever is greater, as maximum payment, per year (decided by vote); if you use that much medical care”; WITH LIMITS/ you die, if the problem is too serious.  Plus a small payment in tax to fund the infrastructure of healthcare, which is strictly owned by us. We the people WILL own the patents on all medicine. And so on.

As to me: I would choose this path again/ it was worth its price, because it led eventually to this opportunity to help life on earth survive.  What could be more important than that?  That job, is now yours. My life on the other side of that reality is: “I have been rearranged, mentally erased, and just plain changed;  beyond my comprehension. The fight is over, it’s a fact, but changing still goes on.  But anything returning to male, would just be war; I absolutely refuse, it won’t help life.  For helping you, this is a much better platform, even though I seem to be done.  For life, for me; you just can’t imagine the change; even that which is incomprehensible: trading places with women, being “a wife to their needs”, or more simply defenseless against them, as is considered of women to men. A different world, as is evidenced by the requirement inside of me, to write such things; I can feel it coming.  I have surrendered everything about my life, people in it, my own desires and needs or wishes or purposes beyond this single overwhelming reality: life on earth MUST have an opportunity to change/ before it dies forever.  You have that choice/ you hold the keys, to understanding/ educating/ and deciding the fate of life on earth.  I have done my duty, to this world/ it was worth the price: what could be more important.  It is now your turn, to turn away or work as it is in your own heart to do/ no excuses accepted.  This is life or death, for a world!   Not a game/ for real.

Good luck to you/ I do wish you well.
James Frank Osterbur

 

It is fair to say: the obama speech on the oil crisis depicts the “epitome, of university driven political leadership”/ all talk, no reality or work.  Don’t care, because want is lost somewhere else.  Unfortunately life, does not survive just because you want something else.  Life does not heal, just because you fantasize about how great it would be “to illuminate dreams and illusions”.  Reality says:   what is true, MUST BE DEALT WITH TODAY.  But that is work, an abhorrent to most politicians and university professors: they talk, about their want, and supporter greed/ hide the base reality of their position: someone in power provided it.

Failure, is everywhere!  Failure is a debt tally that does not include state debt/ personal debt/ business debt/ agricultural debt/ finance debt/ pension debts; bonds coming out the ass from every little expression of government across the nation;  and all the rest.  You are bankrupt, the sooner you admit it/ the better off you will be: go to court and destroy the old accounting, by beginning again; money and all.  No more pensions/ social security for the children/ a percentage of GDP for senior citizens who will decide for themselves how it is spent. 
There are about 5 billion pounds of seafood sold in the US every year/ a large percentage comes from the gulf.  What is imported WILL disappear, because you have no money, and owe everyone.  That means: either you choose better today, or catastrophe comes tomorrow.  That means: all the fishing fleet will go out to make a living elsewhere, and sea life already in jeopardy of literal extinction/ will fail.  Giving you, and this world of hunger NOTHING:   one in six people are fed entirely by the sea.  That means: if you do not stop wasting everything/ conserve and work to replenish and protect life itself; you can drink and eat the oil you worship, because there will be little else.  You are destroying fresh water supplies for cheaper natural gas and oil/ and soon you will thirst to death: BECAUSE THAT, is what you chose.  Soon, like the oil spill itself: because you are gambling “nothing bad will happen”/ nature, energy, life, environment, and everything else required for you to survive will fail.  Not to worry though just like the gulf, “your experts” will fix it/ ain’t that so, how could bad things happen when the gods of university are watching over you: HELL, that’s for un-believers!  Fuck’em all. Ain’t that so, oh wait, I know, the true religion of evolution here in america will fix it all; in a few billion years/ so why worry.  Just pay the priests at the university, cause pedofilia needs an ass.

Nope, not exactly “all female” /  mine has become,   “a strange life”. Change is hard.
As to bp, even greed is not as simple as it seems: being responsible for the lives of a lot of people demanding and depending upon the money you or your company makes; does develop want/ if your serious about the people.  That want, increasingly causes definitions to be recreated;   because the pride is in helping people/ therefore greed seems necessary.  Consequently this relationship becomes true:   the nation of Great Britain is also in serious trouble, and desires to hang onto its current set of lies/ just like america.  You cannot simply help bankrupt that country: the debts must be shared. 
As to american greed: what could be more clear than EXXON and the valdez disaster/ they jumped ship/ lawyered up/ traded paper to avoid prosecution; and paid practically nothing:   “It’s the american business way”/ all greed, and no conscious acceptance of life has a right.  But that too is more complex, because “the rabid wolves” called lawyers/ intend to take it all”.  DO you see american business, or government employee accepting their portion of the blame; doing anything to help; but scream WE WANT OUR MONEY? 
You want better:   THINGS MUST CHANGE.

If you wish to survive, only truth matters/ and the evidence is clearly: TRUE CHANGE is necessary.

If you wish to survive, an immediate response is necessary, as all evidence begins to point to the conclusion: we will not survive, to the end of summer/ even if we are “still technically alive”.  Once past the point of no return, there is no life/ because a fatal “disease: the arrogance and pride of man has killed all  life”.  Within a week or two, the oil well casing being cut could easily mean a gusher of oil/ like a damn bursting could take over the sea, and tragically impact more than you can imagine.  Within a few weeks or less fusion, a never ending fire could be created/ which we cannot put out.  Within a few weeks or less complete genetic collapse, ending the possibilities of life in balance, hope, or love can die; in a flood of mutilation that cannot be stopped.  Within a few weeks or less, a fuse can be lit/ that will cause such imbalance in the atomic world of energy and mass, that it leads to an exploding world (as in the big bang).  Within a few weeks or less, all the toxic chemicals/ all the tragedy of destroying the water/ all the failures of money and leadership/ all the threats which surround us all, could easily find their release point, killing us all.  Even though, not technically dead/ it will be soon thereafter.  Will not revenge come? 
The super volcano at Yellowstone does show true signs of exploding/ the possibilities of ice breaking off from antarctica are real/ famine is certainly coming; and more.  You did nothing/ content to believe “life is a fantasy, delusion and denial, is enough”.  A “one man war” regardless of the purity of that desire:   is simply not enough.
Believe it or not, we do literally stand at the door of hell (humanity insane) and Armageddon (nature in chaos)/ if not directly in the path of energies that will destroy us without even a chance to say goodbye.  Not a religious expression/ a matter of facts, in this day.  It is time to “kiss the children goodbye/ the grandchildren: tell them its not your fault: BELIEVE IN GOD!”

Just how it is.  Am I wrong?  The evidence says no.  I believe in the evidence, and follow only truth.  Life, is a lovely thing, if you have someone to love;   GOD IS LOVE, and I do not feel alone.  This creation is beautiful in its creation and design; an incomprehensible thing; to be willing to gamble it all away.  A planet like no other, a relationship beyond comprehension/ but a reality of arrogance and pride so extreme:  people literally throw it all away, without even a sigh:   don’t give a damn/ except about me.  Don’t believe NOTHING, that I don’t want to believe; cause I don’t care, and I won’t share.  Pretty much sums it up.  Did you try?  Not hard enough!
Like rushing to a dead man’s aid/ too late, is simply too late.  Like saying I am sorry, to a child who knows “this is the end”;   it matters not at all.

Not to worry though:   you still got your pride/ still righteous beyond belief/ still so damn perfect, nothing can touch you; ain’t that right?  Congratulations, “you won” the game, of making life nothing more than your toy. You won the game, of believing truth does not matter/ fantasy wins.  You won the game “nothing can touch me”: isn’t lying fun?  Too bad life is not a game.  Too bad for you, the prize is death to a world you cannot survive without.  Too bad for you, there are no real winners or losers/ only life or death; and you chose death. I do have to wander why: just a fact of my life.  The most likely conception (although I don’t care), is simply the game: “don’t have to/ won’t listen to no one: SO THERE”!  “Winner”/ congratulations; you must be so proud. In wandering WHY won’t you protect life, not genetically; an issue of body and balance so necessary: nature is programmed to destroy any genetic abnormality beneath a distinct level (predator and prey)/ all that pain, just to protect the genetic code. The prophecy about “lion and sheep laying down together, and so on is a metaphor: regarding people”  But it’s a game, isn’t it: “going to play god”.  You must be so arrogant, and righteous; there is no other answer.  WHY won’t you protect an entire planet from the same fire as is on the sun; not like you don’t understand its “fire”/ not like you can’t see, the entire sun is engulfed, and impossible for life.  But no, not you: hell let it burn, “our experts will protect us”.  It’s a game: “we are better than you”/ with fans!  WHY won’t you protect an entire planet from people who advertize “we are going to create the same explosion that ripped apart a universe”?  Even the game is not enough for that/ therefore a pride so extreme: “we are too tough, to let that happen”/ like you actually would have a choice, when the fuse is lit and you are strapped to a ton of dynamite.  Should I say, “wisdom is here”?  Not to worry though, still got your pride, for now.  No going back.  On the other side of course is the human attack on everything; “we are going to die anyway”/ so who cares, give me EVERYTHING; let the children be damned, life become extinct: got me a damn big house.  “Played god, and won”! To hell with the world, ain’t that so.

I do not give up, but I tell you seriously and without restraint:     Soon, nothing here will matter anymore. I am NOT “your savior”/ just a voice “in the wilderness; of human indifference” saying,    Truth does not allow these things: change or die.  
Consequently without so much as a single individual who says “I will join the fight for life, with everything I have; or even much less”; it is plain and simple to believe:   too late, is too late, we are potentially down to days.  And your very proud struggle to be utterly insane, has        All but won your reward.