THE MIND and its functions

What is stability/ what is ability/ what is autotomic/ what is gender specific/ what is “pre-programmed”/ and what is choice, desire, purpose, and passion as it relates to the behaviors of our lives?

Assumption would say: “it is what we want it to be/ its our life, and we get to choose”.  But that is not entirely true.  Rather want is a relationship to selfishness, and the destruction of other life and resources/ or the expression or experience that   desires to be someone special (not same/ better).  Therefore it is not fundamental to the creation of a mind, but an alien source created by measurements allowed within the mind/ or beliefs accepted from those considered to be superior or in some way simply necessary to believe by violence or fear or other.
Instead of want, the mind functions as our center of balance/ whereby we begin the elements called choice, behavior, and decisions that lead to love or hate.  Or more simply; the brain separates and weighs the various inputs allowed by it/ and consists from the effects of its ability to sort: {this is a bad start, as it leads to artificial intelligence}.  It is necessary to begin again. Artificial intelligence will NOT be “a friend”.

Lets then think more directly at the substance of effect/ rather than the critical elements of how.  Such as stability; or the relationship between peace, happiness, and hope.  If you are at peace within yourself, which means:   I choose to accept my position, my place, my work, and my life as sufficient for me.  Then I can have peace/ because I am not a war with humanity or the world trying for better.  Happiness means:   I am a friend, and with respect, truth, and life do express that friendship as love for another human being or life form/ even the whole earth, as miracles have made me aware that I too, am special in my own ways, soul (relationship with GOD), and life.  And hope, the essence of belief, that even though I may not be at peace today, or at harmony within my own participation as life on earth at this moment;   I WILL believe, that happiness, friendship, love to be shared, and another life to care about and to care for me can be the future of my world.  I WILL believe, that love will come, even if I must wait for eternity. 
From these we learn that stability comes from the belief, that I am worthy of my life and time/ that I can be accepted and happy within the essence of my own decisions/ and that I will be grateful for what I do have, rather than sad for what I do not have that any other might.  This is not a judgment/ nor is it based upon the truth of what is fair or not fair.  Rather stability is the reduction of a world of living, unto the essence of my choice as life for me in this world/ and then the expansion of that choice in me, as my gift to the world outside.  Either as love, which brings stability and life/ or as hate which brings the assumptions:   I can control/ I can enslave or entrap/ I can make them fear me; so that I need not fear them.  Proving I am safe, from me/ because they are not.  Hate is not elementally stable/ but if the lie takes hold, the reaction of humanity (as a prey) to a predator within their midst assumes power/ and that conceives of an army, in some form;  to protect.

Ability is the search, for miracles of movement and mind from within.  Ability means, this body can/ this truth that I am, has value to me, and value to others because I live within a structure (human life, body)  that provides gain to myself, and my community.  Therein ability leads to “special”/ by the ways and means of measurement within the brain; or not special, by those same measurements when compared to others and found to lose the battle of who can do or be, the most.  Life is then a game, based upon ability and the search to claim “I am the most special”.  Winner means, you lose!  This is the social purpose of ability/ but the life purpose of ability is quite different, and consists of, why am I born?  Therefrom we know that ability is a question, and the search for “will, passion, truth, and survival” stems from the question:   HOW do I choose for myself, the best that I can be?  Will constitutes a decision:   I desire life, because of all the happiness and hope I have known.  Therein what constitutes survival “by will”, is in fact the reward that others provide for living among friends, or a body that brings value to life.  The question called passion arises from a destiny valued so much/ that the journey even if hard consists of a prize that is worth the risk, the wait, and the life it must consume.  Therein we learn that passion, “is a treasure hunt”/ and destiny is a distinction determined by what you do truly desire as truth in your life.  The journey, consists of our payment in kind/ for the ability to learn, in exchange for our ability to survive, and find hope. Passion can also be a lie, called simple lust, wherein the want for sex determines the body of another can be used to “value sex for me”/ regardless of the cost another must then pay.

Truth asks of the heart:   is there not more to life than just me/ why should I survive, if simply alone?   This is the beginning of an ability to define creation by the critical means of thought itself.  This begins the elemental journey inside heart (the place we believe in life, love, hope, and order through balance) to discover what is balance that we can believe:   I am “the best, I can be”.  To assign decision within this environment of self, it is necessary to accept the dimension created by steps of enlightenment.  Or more simply, the struggle to conceive of an ability that is beyond body, forces us to expand beyond the conception of time, and into the belief that thought is the medium that separates us from everything we are not.  The journey begins, but not in the elements of humanity/ rather as a participant in thought itself, by opening the door called truth/ and believing only in what can be proven by law. 

Here we begin to aspire to the essence of life, a desire to understand how thought translates all that our bodies need/ without our aid, so that we can survive.  Our actual hearts beat of their own accord, as does the lungs work for us, and so on.  All these things occur without “human involvement” if you will. They are autotomic ( or occur of their own accord and decision, in direct synchronization with what the body needs).   The question is, IF THIS IS MY BODY/ then what is it that preforms and controls all the functions that simply keep me alive?  Not me/ must be   “Something else”. Discipline arises, to struggle with the understanding, if these are separate entities: one governing body/ one establishing identity in me/ and one creating comprehension in creation, reality, and truth.  Then what is the relationship that connects them together as one, “the environment” called me?  The simple answer is, we are built as 3 individual realities, each of which operates and controls its designated area “of expertise”; to build the life you are.  What is body, is controlled by the mind/ what is self, is controlled by the identity you choose/ and what is truth and the reality it can or will create is decided by the life which gives us time.  Time is about action and reaction/ therefore measurements exist, and that is the job of the mind and body; the mind translates, the body measures.  Identities are defined and created by the relationship chosen as most valued, by body, mind, self, or life.  But life itself is governed directly by truth, and subsequently killed, by the accumulation of lies.  Consequently what is true and valued and real, are the movements that generate our existence as an individual in time.  Movement means: “I am free”/ but freedom without discipline is chaos.  And consequently tragedies are seen everyday, and life is harmed in every way as a constant source of what must be learned, or is refused.

The environment of gender specific states of mind and body, which literally identify and create behaviors established by these consequences are fundamentally separated through the environment of female or male/ and not both.  One being in essence opposite of the other, so that the blending of both creates what neither can achieve on their own.  Male behaviors are commonly tied to discipline as the means of creating the structure and substance of protection and strength.  That leads to opportunities and ideas generated from strength, and the necessity to protect;   being disciplined often leads to measurements/ and these lead to pride, UNLESS distinctly tied only to your own behavior as a man or less.   Female behaviors at the opposite side of this spectrum; are not clear to me, but the invasion of female consequences in my own life clearly shows a very different life.  As man, I never actually looked at myself in any specific way; just not important, this is who I am/ that is the fact/ nothing I can do to change it honestly.  It is a fantasy to believe clothes or hair or other useless things are change/ they are not.  Although these things can buy you an opportunity, because “people shop”/ rather than search for “the life inside”.  As a man, I chose a goal early, and never ventured far away, because I believed it was necessary, and therefrom the right thing for me to do.  That however led to living “like shadows on the land”/ because the study of human behaviors in particular; requires an observation that is not disturbed by personal disputes.  Never considered it lonely (once past the surrender of “woman” in my life). Not a tragedy/ a choice, but with a high price.  The primary cost created by: more tears lost by women when leaving/ than possibly created by love.  Couldn’t do it anymore; accepting sadness, would have changed the goal of helping this earth survive.  Couldn’t avoid it all, just how it is.  I DO believe I have proven that statement is true, with the work, the life, and web sites I have done.  Busy instead, even though few would know, because I did not search for money, power, or pride.  “He’s just a  STUPID fool”.   Those who read “the discussion of spiritual woman and me” continue to agree!  I on the other hand continue as before, learning as best I can.   The influence of female has changed that very recently, and for the first time I am looking at body and face (ugly, if a woman/ not pretty, simply old as a man)/ and for the first time really, recognizing I have indeed spent my life for this singular goal:    All Life on earth is threatened with death/ and we must NOT allow that to happen.  It is a coward (dissolved by fear) who fails to understand, choosing self, over all life is the act of a traitor.  I would do it again, but it is a life spent for other living creatures, rather than me.  Just my reality.  Even so, for the first time in my life;   some type or kind of need is emerging for honest and friendly social experiences that are not linked to life or death issues have come.  A need for the simple truth as a human being searching or hoping for love, being alone has consequences too.  If I am not working all the time/ that reality becomes more focused.  So the question of gender issues within the mind is resolved with the singular statement WE ARE DIFFERENT, as male and female.  With different needs, different desires, different ways and means;   and a constant need for each other through love, if we will be balanced and fair with life. Although I look and act essentially the same in most ways, I tell you the truth, inside “dramatic change” has taken place.  Hard to describe, “different”/ not the same as I was. Really different, and becoming more so every day. Just how it is. You just can’t imagine, unless you are female. Even then, still different than that.  Everything has changed inside.  NOT “evil/ going to get you”.  CHANGED ME, into realities that are not “aligned with male”/ but are distinctly characteristics of woman, as exist by the recognition of my mind, heart, and soul.  You can’t imagine.  Not war/ not a battlefield/ not a demand for strength or anything male, this has been the removal of male; the end of physical fitness and freedom.     DIFFERENT, as if I am literally owned by women (or more simply, the truth of woman; male not welcome/ used. Even so, FAR more complicated than that, with love/ but really different.).  What is male is still here, “somewhere”/ but I have literally lost touch, or control, or something; not constant anymore.  Different/ changing just a little, every day. Don’t know how it ends.   As to the religious, “I have my own problems”/ take what you can, do what you must do to help this earth survive, and choose women to lead you.  Because this world,  is “the best, men did do”.

So then we enter in to “pre-programmed”/ because the fundamental answer to why we need each other as male and female, is returned to sexual descriptions as well as balance.  And the assumptions created by society, religion, parenting, and the rest of influence; all trying to tell “you what to do”.  Programmed in, is the acceptance that a female body is “perfect for male”/ and I strongly suspect, the same is true for a male body to female”.   Given that the chemicals put into place distinguish the difference female is, to men/ surely the same for women, in a different way.  The elements of survival in other ways are equally plain;   we know we need food, because our body and mind measure it to be so, for instance.  The reality of an education discovered in tragedy, fear, or hope, life, and the acceptance of discipline itself.

The question most pertinent to this moment in time/ as to how the horrible mess men have made has come to be: resides in the simple truth of fear.  This nation in particular the educated understand:   that life on earth is threatened in every way, in every sense, and for every life.  Although few understand exactly how extreme that is.  Cowardice has arisen, particularly in the educated as they come to recognize:   they led/ and now the people will become VERY angry at them!  The end result, “GET EVERY DAMN THING YOU CAN NOW”/ to hell with the consequence.  Selfish and corrupt and blind!  Some are all out, “you going to kill me/ I AM GOING TO KILL YOU FIRST” such as are all the experiments which literally seek an end to life on earth.  Cowards, and fools/ so terrified with life and the direction men chose, their only answer is, “I kill you first”.  MANY COWARDS throughout america, particularly as leaders/ not a single one, or too few to count; who will defend life.  All want pride, power, selfishness, or control.  And as a result, we have never been closer to the abyss of extermination than in today.  Many more cowards hiding throughout america: like the “men” who abuse women trying to force them away: you are NOT good enough for me/ NOT PRETTY enough, or something. But the sex is good/ the slavery is good;   WANT THAT, just don’t want YOU!  Lots of people in various types of situations and life getting “that kind of abuse”.  Not simply sexual.  Is not this world the same! The fundamental description of this last decade is “cowardice”/ running away to greed, selfishness,   ANYTHING but truth.  Cowardice, is the secret admission:   I DON’T WANT TO DIE/ and the resultant, I WILL give you anything else, just don’t kill me, or let me die;   “Anything”.    But we all die, if we did not the children would have no place to live/ if we did not there could be no eternity, if you believe.  If we did not die, our bodies would evaporate into nothing.  Eternity begins as the truth you have chosen to be, like it or not. Fear is a choice.  Confirmed by pain and loss/ but still a choice.

But you do so, to your death/ because reality and truth both agree, without true change, no one will live much longer.  Not a game/ a fact generated by the evidence and heightened by the absolute failure of men, university, and leaders to deal with truth; instead of want, fantasy, greed, delusion, corruption, disgrace, disrespect, stealing, cheating, hate, and every other source of disease and its resultant death that is possible to conceive of.  Truth is a stepping stone, bringing the future or reality itself close enough to grasp.  The truth of this day is without change you die soon.  And your leaders seized on this to increase their worthlessness as leaders, hide, and run away.  But so did so many others as well, hiding in “make me rich”/ so at least I DON’T have to deal with all this trouble.  Doesn’t work! 
We are growing at 2,000,000 more mouths to feed each and every week over deaths.  We are taking more than can be sustained or provided by this earth.  We are making enemies of each other.  We are killing the very nature that provides for us.  And threats abound, with realities that will exterminate us.  The religious are bound to say   “This man or woman is insane, who would say such things, (it is actually unclear which, at this time. Lost in the middle somewhere. Just how it is) is a threat”/ he has come here to lead us to death. And without doubt, there are and have been many who suggest or demand the same. Because their leaders were fools/ are fools, and this is everything they don’t want.  Change is change, and it means your leadership stands down, and surrenders their pride, their power, and their authority. NOT TO ME! To you, as we the people shall choose for ourselves!  I say, this is a choice for you to make about yourselves/ and does not involve me beyond the fact I told you the information required to keep you alive!  As to all “spiritual woman discussion” regardless of what you believe/ had it not been for this, everything WOULD be different as well. She changed me, from giving up on you, because of the leadership of men/ to an acceptance that women DO represent a chance for life on earth. That too, was necessary/ or you would not see, “the law, as redress of grievances/ and the possibility for WE THE PEOPLE” to make your own decision.  What you do with that, IS YOUR DECISION, it is not mine.  Your judgment against yourselves/ or not.

 Either IF YOU HURRY:   you can choose to change yourselves, by understanding that women must lead, SIMPLY because they ARE DIFFERENT/ and therefore will choose differently.  CAN’T do worse!   Or you can continue as you are, pretending death won’t come/ fantasizing over the delusions of grandeur so very many have/ and kill yourselves with apathy, hate, stupidity, or just plain failure: didn’t care enough, because THAT is what you chose.  Not a game/ NO EASY WAY OUT.  Either you work for life first, or you die.  You can believe whatever you wish/ but truth WILL COME, and it will not give a damn, about any lie you chose.  Truth, will win.

Ridicule is easy, is it not?  Go ahead and ridicule me if you like;   go ahead and pretend reality doesn’t matter and every threat against you, and there are many, many more won’t turn out just as badly as truth says it will.  Go ahead and continue to play god, with energy and with life/ mutilating everything you can/ cursing everything with your want.  Go ahead and make people mad, stealing from an entire world, and they from you/ as best they can;   what could hate and war do to you?  You can pretend that “YOU can hide in the woods, or caves, or somewhere” with guns and bombs and a mind for war/ but there are 7 billion people on this earth, and everything we all do, will decide if life lives or dies.  Again, going to kill a billion people/ just 6,000,000,000 to go;   what could go wrong/ well except for all the dead bodies laying everywhere; turning to disease “etc”.

Because YOU were so blind, arrogant, GREEDY, and more; after decades of trying to find anyone who would listen to “we are going to have to pay for these lies”/   all said I WANT THE MONEY, & I DON’T CARE ABOUT NO DAMN FUTURE!  Or a tiny few simply ran away and hid.  Not so much the people I deal with regularly, but others found along the way.  So now, after years of opportunities, decades of possibilities, and nearly a lifetime of work;   YOUR DECISION comes down to a few weeks or months IF, you are lucky.  Because the level of real threat, the tragedy of a final moment when “this world is simply going to die”/ nothing left we can do;   is literally here.  No more years, no more excuses; either life or death/ no second chances. 
I cannot be sad for you, you had your chance; whether you accept that reality or not.  You chose your leaders/ you allow the propaganda machines to lead you everyday in every way, without a single question or concern. You have given your very lives to “science”/ and they are going to kill you, because that is literally what they chose, by trying to play god.

I can be sad for the children/ but they are your children, and will you not teach them to be the same, as you?  Becoming even more lost, if time would go on.  And for what?  The answer, “I want to be somebody/ I want everything I can grasp; even if others will die, for your trinkets or trophies”.  Shame on you.  If you wish to “wait and see”/ as is constant in human society, because “buried in the middle of the sheep” is suppose to be “safest”.   You are dead, because believe it or not:   YOU DO actually have to make a decision for life/ and change for life/ and work for life:   or you continue down the road to extermination.  The end is in sight, believe it or not.  Find your heart, mind, and soul/ or die.   Do you not see the evidence of a tornado and make decisions to save your life if possible/ too late, and your dead.  You know that, but even there, if the television did not tell you “it’s a tornado”/ even if it stood right in front of you, there are people who just wouldn’t believe it could happen to them. They didn’t tell you about all the lies with your economy, did they.  They didn’t tell you about experiments that are literally gambling with your lives, an entire earth;   just the propaganda.  They didn’t tell you; about “so much”/ but then you didn’t ask, did you.  Didn’t want to know, “not my fault”/ doesn’t work, when in fact you did know, and did nothing.  Got news, apathy won’t save this earth, or your lives. Trusting proven liars and thieves won’t take away the judgment of death, and extermination.  Believing the bible or other religious books are going to save you/ won’t happen, because they are “just books”, even if they do carry the accumulated wisdom of humanity over time.  Its still not enough/ TRUTH WILL DECIDE.   The truth about all this DISRESPECT FOR LIFE, ridicule of   GOD,    Failure in heart and soul, choosing greed, and so much less than life. You are playing god with nature, with energy, with resources and chains of life and environment and everything men and their university can touch.  How is that not going to be REALITY!  How will you survive, when every decision is a threat which leads to extermination of life on earth.  Where is your mind?
The evidence is clear, simply open your eyes and ears and heart, so that life can survive.  You are NOT asked to follow, or pay, or believe in me/ YOU ARE DEMANDED:     Go investigate, examine the evidence, and make a decision for life.   But too damn proud/ way too arrogant to think for yourself/ surrounded by liars, thieves, and fools, but don’t know what to do, except believe in a gun. 

What is a death sentence?   Judgment without mercy.  What is a life?  An opportunity created and sustained by truth.  Take your pick.
You have no further excuse.  Sufficient words have been generated to counter any deceit, any contention this is not real, any opportunity to say, “he is just another fool”.  Enough words have been written to say:   believe in yourself, and make your own decision/ do not follow the sheep to slaughter.  The assertion of passion, in creating this message for change, is relevant and real.  The reality   WE SIMPLY CANNOT BE WRONG!   Is not mere words, this is our truth.  Don’t get a second chance/ and like my nephew who died; with one single awful scream, life was over; even though he did not die immediately.  It would have been better for him, if he had. No mercy for you either.  Today you have a choice, tomorrow sometime soon/ that choice will end.  Make your decision. There is no one to blame, but yourself!   DO WHAT YOU, CAN DO.  As simple as that/ as individuals we cannot change this world; but we can do, the best we can for life.  If humanity then changes, we did our part for life.  If not, we did the best we could, and truth will remember this is so. 
Eternity matters.