The decision of love, elementally asks: what is enough for me, in this day/ this moment of my relationship with time?  The answer, to each man or woman is their own.  Because life is not a game/ the foundation of hope becomes its own fountain of love.  Love gives us hope, because love remembers what is true, beautiful, and kind.  Love begins the search for soul, because it is the essence of why we exist.  Love lives in our hearts, because time makes us all choose: the critical truth of who we are!  Those who are love, choose love!  Those who are not, choose differently.  Time is a blessing/ death is not.  Time is the singular element of our lives, that begins over and over and over again: giving us all, the lesson of love and all its dimensions/ or hate and all its consequences, according to our fate/ our destiny/  or our demand.  There are no fortunes to be told, none know, unless you are about to die/ even then!   The meaning of life is therefore a decision we give ourselves to make/ a relationship described and defined by the actions our heart, is willing to live. The pain we accept, as worth its price; because we are more than time itself/ we are alive.  The essence of creation revealed! Time is a beautiful thing, if we seek our soul.  When the body no longer matters, because the days prove it will be lost/ the soul participates as our relationship with life, rather than time.  Soul means: alive, because we are the truth, we were meant to be.  The greater that truth, the greater the spiritual awakening that exists in each one.  Spirit assigns our destiny, as the essence of our own truth.  The moment created, when we give birth to ourselves.  TRUTH is an identity.  Life in time, is not/ beyond moments we exist.  The difference is: what is true can never be changed, in eternity.  Therefore our truth equals our identity, in eternity.  The foundation of hope then exists entirely upon, what is true.

The relationship between men and women, is a recreation of that same truth.  What is honest, kind, and loving; exists as the destiny we can search between us; “our place/ home” within the blessings and boundaries of heart.  Heart is the expression of our truth, the elemental experience of our love, and the decision to participate as equals.  Without equality there is no respect/ without respect, there is no truth.  Equality does NOT mean “the same”.  Equality means, by the foundations upon which we believe in justice and fair play/ the purpose and desire of “my/ our heart”, becomes the fountain of our love as one heart joined.  The essence of time and once in a great while eternity, life expressed by truth; even here on earth.  Love is the element of time, that cannot truly be measured/ it is a gift, shared by the relationship within which we learn to care about each other. Love is an expression granted, by respect, to the truth I desire to be “with you”.  Love is the moment created beyond “myself”/ so that you can become more than an individual identity; you are, the home I need. 

These things give us life, far more than moments shall ever be.  The human body, both male and female are built for each other; as sexual possibilities shared.  The human life in time, measures reality and adjusts according to the dimensional concerns time shall demand.  Only one life/ the body grows old/ life surrenders a little each day, past youth. That means: “the accountant” will understand, time is running out.  The opportunity and ability to experience or express anything, is running out. The possibilities of living shrink, as these dimensional traits become “the entire experience of our world, our existence in time”.  The consequence of this “measured truth”; identifies, either now or never/ either sex, regardless of the cost, or not/ either winner, because pride and power force us;  or not.  Therefrom it can be said that time creates an independent dimension; by which each individual life asserts: “I am/ or I am not;   I lived/ or I died a little each day.”  From sadness, we believe:   that love can be, a heart broken/ as if a dam failed, and everything of value simply flowed away.  From hope, we understand: no matter how empty we may feel inside at this moment in time, there exists in life, the possibility all will heal.  Hope IS:   the discovery, just as love became real in you: of more than simply self.  Thereby we know, even when sad: more exists “than just me”.  Life is a passion, because it moves us to be; more than we could be without the moments “I became the love, life gave to me”. 

Measured, we are limited by the descriptions assigned to us.  LOVED, we are limited only by the descriptions of what life can be “beyond ourselves”.   There is, a distinct difference/ a true decision that then defines everything you can or will become in time, love, or existence.  The value of life is then not determined by the descriptions/ but by the decision that leads you to life itself;   or deceives you into thinking you, the body called time; are life itself.  Life itself is a journey required, the destination is soul/ but only the spirit can find it.  These three individual distinctions illuminate the possibilities of artificial intelligence.  Another horror of man; that cannot be accelerated without true cost.  Stop them!  Because it gives killing machines, capable of assassinating millions:  to be controlled by “just a tiny few”.   Is that what you want: herded like animals into the slaughter house/ Don’t need soldiers anymore!  Don’t need life anymore; greed wins!

Our relationship with life as time;  is governed by the consequences of decisions which build our past in time.  The decisions of your leaders, following the advice of your universities; and the countless people who believe “everything is a game”: have built death traps everywhere/ have built horrific terrors that cannot soon be undone/ have built a desolate world, without the slightest possibility we can survive as life on earth.  Because they believe, “life is a game”.  That means: we are measured/ and then ridiculed, as losers; because we did not choose to be so selfish as to believe in ourselves; that time was all there is.  Without respect, there is no value/ other than to prove “I am the winner”/ which then turns too, “you damn worthless losers, are just garbage under my feet.”  Do you not see what is next?  It is the laws, that suppress the majority of consequences/ it is pain and tears, that prove it is wrong. But nonetheless, that simple development of pride/ then power; influences every life on earth, because it hides beneath the lies they use to entrap/ entangle/ disrupt/ disgrace/ and destroy or disease all who can be touched; “by fear”.  What happens when anyone is trapped by the people who hate us?  In an instant, they want to prove power over us.  Simple as that.  It is the games people play with life itself, that gives this credence: the opportunity to believe, “I AM better”/ therefore I DESERVE MORE”!  It is this entanglement with superiority, that serves to dismantle disciplines, and replace it with greed, and every vile “weed”, imaginable.  It grows by placing it among the seeds of life/ it lives by stealing the value and property of those who benefit life by returning something of value/ instead of disgrace.  Superiority is the assumption in arrogance, that not only did I win this game: it is now proven you cannot even play the same game as do I.  YOU are excluded/ because I am superior.  Discipline however knows this is simply untrue.  Discipline knows that life itself is the true value in time.  Discipline knows, that we are either equal/ or you have failed both yourself, and all life on earth.  To which superiority demands:   I WILL PROVE, I am like a god over you!  Since nothing possible exists beyond death to do so/ it is death they design; establishing fear to prove “don’t come near”; so as to accomplish their task: to steal life itself, rather than just the experience or expressions justified by time; as yours, or ours. Such are the people who experiment in ways that can destroy us all/ they live to play god, they search for ways to prove: FEAR ME.

Life is an “envelope”; or more simply “mailed to us/ as our gift in time”.  We did not create it for ourselves/ we did not find it for ourselves.  Life is given to us, to become “ourselves”/ one at a time, individually, “like it or not”.  We have limited input on body.  We have limited input on our reality, or the length or type of our stay here on earth.  We are granted freedoms, the right to own ourselves/ regardless of what the others might say.  The ability to think, explore, search, desire, and “touch our world”/ for the sake of ourselves, or someone else.  The question we create is “why, with all its derivatives”.  But the answers cannot be governed by belief/ because freedom commands, “they may believe anything they wish to”.  That means simply:   truth or lie, must be governed by ourselves/ must be chosen by the foundations upon which we govern ourselves/ must participate as the creation of who we are as well.  Because liars choose lies.  Life alone, will always choose truth, because only truth can survive.  Life is not an identity!  Life is;   “another description beyond this moment in time”.
GOD IS,   far more complex than simply an identity in life or time or eternity.  You would not understand/ or more clearly you would NOT benefit from this knowledge!  You would die.  Even the dedicated participation in life that truth describes our existence in;  represents a true threat, because it can be used against you; by those who hate.
Hate is the decision: not only am I a god above and beyond you/ without fear in you for me; my decision is, “YOU call me worthless”/ and that will demand revenge.
Precious, are the moments wherein NONE infected with this disease, or its symptoms such as pride/ arrogance/ power/ selfishness/ want/ liar; etc, etc, etc are around.  The treasury that is life, then shines through.

Love is not a game.  Sex is not a game.  The participation that brings hope, and foundations to grow upon; shares life.  The reality of caring, refuses to bring tears.  Thereby the consequence of dating, is always at the edge of failure.  Because the demand is:   be my everything/ until I throw you away.  The relationships we share as male to female struggle hard to find ways of being friends without the complications of “using/ abusing/ refusing/ or mistreating you, or me”.  The issues of sex always arise, because our bodies know: “we are born to participate in this”.  The consequence being, without discipline/ sex easily becomes a toy.  The reality of life is: without friendship, sexuality is “just a toy”/ until it becomes lust.  Whereby life no longer matters, just a body to use or abuse.  The elemental tragedy of sex is: “it covers the relationship, thereby refusing to reveal, whether we are true friends for life or not”.  The elemental value of sex is: “caring and sharing, are revealed between those who believe you have value to me, as life”.  The disciplines required to find these moments in truth, understand that decisions outside:   of a true need, that can be “fixed” with the warmth and touch of someone who does care, if “I” am alive or dead:   are all about friendship, not sex.  In other words, if you do not, remove the necessary ingredient of time to create “a friend beyond moments”/ life will reward you with the opportunity of love beyond this relationship called time. Sex is simple fast and easy, in dating relationships, it will buy time;   but it cannot compare with love!

 In terms of men: sex is NOT a relationship/ rather sex is confined to “those moments”; and does not fully or distinctly become a definition of who you are together.  As woman, you cannot invade or declare yourself as permanently attached to any man through sex.   Sex by itself is a measurement.  Sex as is integral with truth and love, becomes “simply the path” to see your soul, to believe life “is home”.  Only love believes in “a home”.  You must find love, sex will not get you to that place.  Time without the possibility of truly becoming friends outside of sex,  will gain you nothing but sex.  To find love, there must first be honest and real friendship.  To use sex, because “it just seems absolutely necessary at this moment in time”;   is not a sin.  Rather it is your decision to participate as a body, rather than a life; there is a difference. To be “sexy, however you wish, including naked” is a right of freedom/ it is not a sin!  However in a world of failure, filled with lust, greed, lies, and everything else without value or less: is not wise.  Discipline suggests, “confine it to honest moments of truth and friendship, so that no harm can come.”  In this world if someone proves to be a failure too, and videotapes you sexually or the like:   simply shrug it off, because it is not a sin/ it is you, and your decision in this moment of time.  Don’t consent, it is unwise!  But if trapped, and simply too late; be honest enough with yourself, to be free of it; as best you can.  It is your life/ therefore it is your decision.  If it was not/ then the law should help you!

Respect each other/ respect your body/ respect yourself/ respect your decision if “you were honest”.  IT IS your life, and you do have the right to decide: once past the level of true  dependency or distinct child.  The reality of “life and body as either male or female;   is fundamentally different, far more than anyone believes”.  Do not assume.  It is your job to understand the other as equals; even though different, or simply respect their right to be different than you.  It is never your right to expect “ownership” of the other/ marriage does NOT endow anyone with ownership, it is the decision to live together under the auspices of law.  Law does not exactly conceive of love/ but that is not entirely wrong either.  Law is the means of living conducive to love; it makes us equal, protected, and valued as the same.   OR IT IS NOT law.  It is then merely a “religious rule”/ and has no bearing on life at all.  Rules enforced,  are not within the boundaries of freedom.  Freedom is our right/ it is our gift, included with life; even sexually.   So long as no one else is intentionally endangered or seriously threatened because of what we chose to do.  There is a difference.
Understand this: even though men believe it is their right to be with “many women”/ they also believe it is their right to expect the woman chosen to be a lifelong mate, is theirs alone; even from the beginning.  Competition does arise, and it can be violent: There is no excuse!  But like everything else, after the accident, it is too late to make a better decision.  Therefore,  NEVER as a woman create or allow this competition to exist.  Move beyond it quickly, and talk no more about it.  While it is true, that you can increase passions for a time/ there are very many men who cannot control their passion, because they have no real discipline.  The consequences of that can be grim.  It is their problem, rather than yours/ but reality cares more about the end result than who is at fault.  Let men be men, let women be women:   but do not tempt each other.  Let the past simply be past.  Nothing is fair in war/ only truth, respect, friendship, happiness, hope, and caring;   shares love.  Remember that, and you will understand life is more “than a moment”.  Or more simply; neither trinkets/ flattery/ promises/ toys nor trophies, will matter long.  These simply make you “a game”.

As for me; I simply feel like time is recreating my life.  I no longer feel changed, or different, or invaded, or other.  I simply feel “like a girl”; with a long list of flaws; “ugly”.  It is a long story, distinctly involving a spiritual world you cannot understand (it is written in pieces on these sites, if you wish to try)/ never perverted in any way.  Just changed; the addition of breasts/ have added chemicals to my life, I cannot defeat.  They aren’t “fat”/ they truly do “belong to female: hooked in and alive”.  So do the chemicals;  “Its like getting hit in the head with a frying pan”; there is no complaining.  Sometimes “impressive, by what they can do to me”/ sometimes dormant; I never know what, when, or why; they just rule, if they want to. There is no escape/ period.  I FEEL LIKE, “I got married, to a woman more powerful than I, and lost every right, every decision she wanted to make, every aspect of sexual control,  cannot escape, and vulnerable”. That really is, a lot, how this feels. Don’t know how it ends.  But I do know this, I will never “cut these breasts off”/ they are, from a spiritual dimension beyond this life; the penalty would be SEVERE.  If you were to “try to cut them off”/ I GUARANTEE, the depths of HADES (eternal punishment) is yours!  I absolutely, must live with them. Its not a choice.  My “breasts and I” have become inseparable; because they have proven to be in control; it is absolutely clear, they not only can/ but will decide my future and destiny, from this day forward. Every “right of male” is just gone/ lost somewhere, not a clue how to find them back.  Just plain gone/ but more complicated than that; because the legal fight, that exists on this site and its writing is still from the experiences and expression of male; with “supervision, to a degree; particularly, or specifically, the demand to write “about female and me; I can’t leave these aspects of female and me alone/ until they are done; I am required to keep going back, until accepted”. Just can’t do it/ everything else written is mine, this is about me instead.  And I am now “terribly exposed, or naked”.  You can “see me”/ whether I like it or not.   I have “just begun” to get a tiny bit worried, about what women might do in this situation/ it is not comforting. It is “trading places”.  Even so, the change from male to “female” / by some measure.  Is an ending of the life that did exist/ the beginning of a life I have never known, not even by imagination or fantasy or other; “completely new”.  These are interesting conceptions/ even if not exactly desired.

 Don’t know how to “live the difference”; its Just life.  A different experience honestly; not my right to stay “silent”/ I literally can’t do it; as is proof, right here; on the page. In a word simply “defeated”, as male.  Even so, it is not bad/ just a completely new experience, my rights as male don’t exist; my rights “as female” are not understood or identified; I don’t know how.  I don’t know “why you need to know”/ its beyond me; a cause or consequence that is not inside of me: “something else entirely, not me”. I have opened many a spiritual door/ but this is new.  Opening the door “to female” was a matter of desperation: I NEEDED an answer/ for how this world could survive.  Women were asked, and chose silence.  I had hoped for a clue, by simply “peeking in”/ NOT what I got.  Every truth (spiritual existence) requires your own understanding in that truth: or it is impossible to leave.  That means, to be free, I must be female/ but if I am female then I am home, and cannot go back to male either way: just plain trapped.  I don’t know why, or why me.  Not my decision for life/ but it is my decision for this world; because after a decade or so of looking, and finding not the slightest possibility for this world to survive through men.  Opening the spiritual door to female gave me hope; she did have an answer, it was let women lead. How could they do worse, a truth that cannot be avoided;  is my understanding.  That we can survive, as a world/ is as simple as finding the right solution, “for change”. I needed an answer/ change means different: women are different. This, for me, has simply become “the price” of that answer.  It is not too much for a solution we can share, to help life survive, on earth.  I just couldn’t find, “women must lead” on my own/ it just wasn’t in me.  I am NOT your savior, just intent on being a friend, to all life/ not just human.  I Can’t accept all life shall die, without a fight/ I won’t do it.  I have not.  Therefore, regardless of the consequences; this has otherwise,  been a blessing.  Male or female, we are equal/ its just a different body, a different way of living; “therefore essentially the same”/ although very different as reality, but not as life itself.  Our purpose here, is to find the truth of who we intend or desire to be as an individual.  I had, but somehow it must have been wrong/ or became wrong; or more correctly has been changed.   Once you have done that for yourself, our opportunity is to help the others do the same {find your truth} for themselves.  My personal purpose here, was NEVER to “participate as female in any sense or way”; not because it isn’t equal/ it simply NEVER occurred to me.  Why this should now be true, is a mystery.  But it is however true;  my desire that life on this earth should not die; is greater than personal dimensions, or other desires/ that is true.  This, is “Just opposite ends of the same existence”.  Because life needs it to be so/ male literally had no answer: life, by the evidence of true threat; was going to die.    The existence of female as a leading  participant, makes survival possible, because an answer was found.  Change is possible.  Women are different/ which means history for humanity here on earth, can be rewritten, as something else. I have crossed the middle, although not exactly a choice to this point; it is most distinctly a new direction, because that is hope, for all creation. NOT through me, but by removal of confrontation, and a change in conception of what life must be.  My life is my life, it need not concern you.  Rather you are told, because as with me; change is important!  It is absolutely important that we all understand:   THIS situation, surrounded by threats of extermination from all sides:  IS THE BEST MEN DID DO!  For thousands of years of history, what will be the consequence of male leadership has been on display.  They have failed life/ because we can now die as a planet!
  For that cause, a new beginning must arise. In every single circumstance, what has been/ returns to be again, in short order & without doubt/ because the same people lead.  The answer of men returns every time:   to war with men/ or destruction, as a war on nature/ or control as a war on women, or living creation.  The purpose of men as a group is always to fight for supremacy; thereby being rulers and slaves in a game that has no end other than greed and death/ heartbreak and failure.  As wars prove throughout written history.  Not just leaders, because it takes men to follow/ but weapons by which they instill or create fear; as is currently weapons of mass destruction/ genetic mutilation/ experiments that can destroy us all;   or just plain “ITS GOT TO BE BIG” to prove “pay attention to me”; I am like a god.  All of it, an endless game of stupidity and disgrace.  There is NO HOPE in men/ absolutely none;   because as a group;  they refuse to remove the game, and be friends, beyond the reach of their own hand, if that.

Women are different/ not better, but different.  Without physical strength to depend upon, they do live and think, “a different life”.  They need law to survive and be happy.  They need each other, to protect and defend themselves.  They are prepared to negotiate and mediate when necessary; it seems to be a “reflex action”.  They as a group, are more immediately concerned with life or death for family, and more.  I have no prediction as to their true ability to lead individually as do men.  That is dependent upon an enormous range of factors, none can predict.  But unlike men, they can lead a democracy by their united vote.  They can unlike a large percentage of men, find a way to bond together, and work for their common goals and good; beyond selfishness and greed.  Men will always as a group consider themselves most important.  Women may or may not consider themselves and their families most important.  Because it takes more than “one life” to be truly happy; it is considered women do understand that better than men.  Men consider themselves to be first so that they can take care of their families: meaning money makes it possible to keep the other men at bay; to stop the attack!  Women don’t believe they can stop the attack, of men by themselves:   so they must combine as family and friend in an effort to remain “too many” to attack.  An effort:  To be too important to each other, to abandon.  Therefore while they want like men (life is about me)/ they believe like women, “life is about us”.
Regardless of anything else: the true argument for DRAMATIC AND REAL, change!  Is the simple fact, we stand at the edge of no return/ all life on earth is being taken away.  Without true change, NO possibility exists we will survive as an entire earth, more than a tiny few more years, if that.    To be wrong/ is to be dead.

The list of threats is long and severe; NOT A GAME!  If you look on this site you will find the worst of them.  If you cannot still understand why this is important, it is because you choose to remain blind/ dumb/ and mute.  Simple as that.  This is not a game/ the consequence of failure is extinction, soon!  There is no room for arrogance/ no reality is assuming just because WE MUST have change, that greed, selfishness, want, and hate will simply “move over”.  They won’t, they believe they are gods!  This is not a war: therefore you cannot “make enemies” to be defeated!  Rather this is REALITY, and reality proves itself, with truth that cannot be defeated. Therefrom laws erupt to protect and defend/ because they must.  Therefore change comes, because truth as is the evidence of reality proves there is no other way.  The consequence of that is:  people change or die/ and they force the others to comply; because it is their life, future, and child too!  Not a game/ a decision required of humanity!  Fail to choose correctly, and all the horrors imaginable will come; and even more!  Not a threat, a reality.  Fair play is simple: “I don’t intentionally hurt you/ and you don’t intentionally hurt me”.  To which is added, we all have an equal chance, to claim something of value for ourselves.  Not everything want can imagine/ but a life worth living for all.
The complete failure of your media/ your universities/ your religions/  your governmental leaders:   to understand “the parts and pieces”, which are the building blocks of every future, every life on earth; has become the beginning lines of a horror story.  Everything we NEED for a future, is under attack. Still you do nothing!

 YOU KNOW, that the machines you use “require every bolt”/ do you not?  YOU KNOW that the software that runs a machine must be intact for it to operate/ do you not?  YOU KNOW that you need every part and piece of your body;  with only tiny exceptions, that do have consequences if lost.  YOU KNOW, that you need food, water, and air to survive.  YOU KNOW, if you don’t plant, there will be no crop.  YOU KNOW, if you take every last penny/ there is nothing left.  You know everything you need to know:   TO UNDERSTAND, that eco-systems require each and every living organism to survive and multiply; they all play a distinct part.  You should be able to understand, the genetic display of creation requires even as small as one part per billion of chemicals or agents to complete the process as it is intended to be/ that even one part per billion of the wrong chemicals and everything fails, or is mutilated for life, if it survives.  This is the tiniest overdraft of reality, and everyone should not need to be told:   STOP DESTROYING this world!  Because today, the only reality that has kept us alive throughout history: “NATURE has room for us to move, and recover, and survive/ so that we too can survive”:    under the leadership of men HAS DIED!  There is no place left to go/ nature can no longer support us as 7 billion people all wanting everything they can touch/ all destroying everything they can find, without so much as “a grain of sand” worth of respect.  Today, we are so many people WE MUST protect and defend nature instead of demanding war against it!   We, have become our own worst enemy/ NOT people to people anymore.  But people against nature.   Because if we don’t make decisions strictly because nature needs us to make them, so that it can survive and keep us alive: we die.  This is not a game, this is life or death for a world.  Even if you don’t kill “the big game”/ if you destroy everything, or anything:   nature is,  that supports “the big game” you want, it dies no matter what you do.  You die then too.  The failure to respect insects, means the end of most reptiles and birds/ consequences throughout the natural world.  The current poisons/ the endless genetic mutilation of nature; have become very close to an Armageddon (nature in chaos) for these creatures. Nothing, is so simple as you can play god.   Nothing!  Fail to understand that, and your dead.  Fail to support and defend nature itself, in all ways/ and your dead.  Fail to communicate and decide FOR LIFE FIRST/  until death is so prevalent and disastrous none can deny failure:   all admit,  nature is dying/  and it will be too late.  Because you as a humanity have tremendous needs:   you cannot afford to let nature recover, because you must die for that too happen.  Who volunteers?  Does that not mean war?  Will there not be weapons of mass destruction used?  Kill one billion people/ AND THERE ARE STILL 6 BILLION MORE left on this earth!  Does that not say, “we are lost”/ unless this stops, “its 2 million more mouths to feed each week”?    Wake up, while we still have at least a chance to support nature and survive.  Past the point of no return, which is so close, I refuse to think about exactly when:    nobody survives:   “a thousand reasons why”/ but we only need just one threat, just one moment.  To prove, we cannot survive anymore.  Start thinking/ start working/ stop hiding and running away!  Coward or not, there is literally no place to run or hide.  Either we save this earth from ourselves/ or we kill it, and ourselves.  MAKE YOUR DECISION, and work for life/ is that too little for your involvement?  Is your religion against working for life on earth?  Is it!  Wake up or die.  It’s a fact of life.
WAKE UP!  And work for life/ it is your duty!  THIS IS NOT A GAME!    The world has changed/ we invaded everything, and destroy without merit or cause:   letting just plain greed, failure, fantasy, and fool decide!            SHAME ON YOU.