Reality knows: YOU DO worship your greed, and pay homage to your arrogance. Take a look in the mirror, before you say “not me”.  CAN’T be honest with yourself?  Then you are a liar.  Stealing from the world, by letting it die/ just so you can continue to be selfish.  Cheating every child, and every living thing, because you DON’T want to be equal, as is necessary in this our future as 7 billion people on earth.  We cannot survive more.

Nonetheless, there is value in understanding this statement, being biblical or not is irrelevant/ the fact that JESUS is attributed with stating that as “a fact” is not.  We begin with the difference between “JESUS as the man/ and all religions”.  JESUS as the man stating “you must be more than “I don’t care enough”/ or eternity for you will fail:   is provided without the essence of an excuse/ it is simple and plain.  All religions provide the essence of an excuse, within everything they support as a function of living or life or eternity; in the basic Christian religions, its always “just believe, in Jesus”and everything else will be forgiven.  But belief is NOT the same as faith.  Faith is the fundamental truth of an actual decision that then changes or directs your life, because you have in fact accepted that fundamental as the truth upon which you depend in every decision that becomes the foundation upon which you depend for a “vision of what you do intend to be/ thereby building your identity, because of what you did in fact accept as truth.”  Belief on the opposite end of reality, is as it suggests an excuse not to accept the fact of the truth you do proclaim as a foundation in your life and every decision made to provide you the direction needed to accomplish your own personal destiny itself. If every decision that “forces you against the wall/ and will not let you lie”: is not governed by the truth you call “faith”/ I did choose, based upon this single truth accepted as the foundation of my life.  THEN it is a decision that is not made based upon faith/ but belief, which allows “just because it is true/ doesn’t mean I have to do it: I WANT, something else governs instead”.  Which is then a different path entirely.  So then faith is your reality governed and directed by your truth/ decisions establishing eternity, are then governed by what you DO IN FACT ACCEPT, as a relationship discovered by the miracle within which we live/ that is life, earth, time, etc surrounding us.  Or more simply:   we are NOT “accidents of nature”/ which of course does not even answer what nature itself is.  While belief is:   I want/ therefore I believe, but if I so choose, want will govern me instead of truth: thereby I do become a participant in lies.  Because want, is just the elemental truth of you (what you want/ as opposed to the desire of life in you) in time, instead of our critical relationship with life itself as in eternity.

We now begin, by assembling the question that is most important to your own existence: WHAT do you desire most, about living; as a separated discipline from survival itself?  Or more simply, our relationship with life is governed by the direction we choose, that is distinctly:   a respect, and appreciation for life itself, which culminates at its highest regard as love/   OR,   is the direction which governs your life and its direction discovered as a desire to see life or people injured, maligned, disrespected, or even killed at its lowest level of disease; more commonly called hate?   Because apart from survival, every single decision that we make in time is directed to, the difference which is love or hate.  Or more simply every decision that you actually make on your own, or accept as your participation in life will become a step in the direction of love or hate as characterized by you.  Those who are “lukewarm” are the people who say or hide the fact, that they do want both love and hate.  They want love for its benefits/ and they want hate for its revenge, thirst for more, control of others, lust, and so on: but not “too much” so as to be rejected from love; therefore they ride the middle; going a little to this side & then going back a little to the other side: because it is “what they want”.  Or, more simply the “lukewarm people” are interested in living in this time without concern for eternity or truth or the clarity of love, or life or any other participation in what is beyond this time.  They simply want in time, all they can get/ and they use or abuse in time, because if they don’t “go back to hate” once in awhile: THEN they cannot accumulate as much stuff.  Can’t be fair or equal/ NEVER going to be rich doing that; never going to have “lots more than you”; never going to have slaves.  Never going to command and demand “I am like a god (superior)/ to you”; [disrespect] without hate. 

Therefore in simple terms: the foundation of who we are, is governed by the simple truth of what we want: therefrom taking that decision and proving what are willing to pay for, with your life.  That is a direction/ that is an identity created by the personal decisions that you have made, or what you have allowed to direct you in life; because of what others did, did not do, or said.  Survival itself is a completely separate issue/ although intimately tied.  The difference is, NOT a choice, apart from the simple truth:  “I do want to live, here in time”.  Whether big or small, every personal decision is a step in the direction of who you shall become as an identity in life/ every foundational experience or expression of importance, confined by our humanity in this time;   is distinctly going to impact another life, whether human or not.  And that is a decision to respect this CREATION/ or deny respect to CREATION, and form a battleground instead of a friendship with life itself. A war, OR the essence of love being expressed as shared existence, because I choose to care.  It’s a choice, you alone do make.

WHY does it matter?  Regardless of how you see life on earth as potentially eternal or not/ lets ask the more simple question:   WOULD YOU choose to live an eternity with hate?  The answer of course is no/ the reality of such a situation is: even if you did choose to let hate occupy the same space as you: hate would always be planning to overthrow/ enslave/ and kill you so as to “play god” itself.  Thereby to consume more/ take more/ control more/ demand obedience, and so on.   That is: the fundamental foundation of hate/ therefore it is undeniable, that no peace or harmony, could ever truly exist.  Therefore, apart from what any religion suggests, IF WE WERE to become eternal, in a situation of life that endured, because life was worth living:   then we would be chosen because love and truth, was our contribution to that environment.   Truth because ALL LIFE is dependent upon the knowledge and understanding called truth/ thereby being obedient to the wisdom that is TRUE law.   “Our relationship with life, governed by our reality shared with truth itself; for the purpose of peace, harmony, friendship, sharing, and care: through respect”.  Its not a debate, if you were to be invited into an environment beyond yourself/ IT IS a guarantee, that hate would not come with you: or you can’t come.

So then, some would say, that eternity is the critical question because WHY would I surrender “everything I want in excess (called greed/ lust/ pride/ or power) in this life of time”: just because someone says, “we can be eternal”?  Most choose time, I will take what I can get/ and the majority pay the insurance price tag of religion: “just in case”.  Or more simply “thereby, god owes me/ I paid for my ticket”.  Not so, what has your belief, got to do with   “GOD”/ CREATOR OF LIFE.  The answer is nothing, its your belief/ you own it; it is not shared, (prayers or not: “shopping/ GIVE ME, what I want”.  And lets not forget DAMN YOU, “I didn’t get what I demanded”, or I prayed/ therefore you owe me.) because you did not care enough to understand, a relationship called soul.

What is, “a spiritual world; realities beyond ourselves that exist outside of the boundaries called time”?  The composition of that question asks the deliberate question: “what is LIFE itself”?  Therefore we begin with life itself.
The foundation upon which we build a life of our own, exists in the very simple phrase:   without thought, there is no existence to be recognized.  Or more simply, mass can exist without thought/ but the reality of life cannot.  Consequently by the variation of intellectual stability, every conceivable life has some function or value within it, that recognizes movement in some form/ or more simply, the ability to understand “I exist; either as an independent form or in cooperation with the whole as in, we”.

This very simple understanding forms the basis of an education within which the definitions of life itself shall arise.  The recognition of existence, establishes a life.  Although mass is fundamental/ energy is required: the foundation of living, rather than life is asserted to be, that element of existence which allows or creates the essence that I or we, have a choice/ or conceive of a reality that is either alive or dead.  The foundation of all life itself is the genetic structures that create “body alive”/ or more simply nature is:   DNA (genetic instruction),  associated with the energy required and the mass to build with. And your universities and business around this world, ARE LITERALLY CRUCIFYING THAT FOUNDATION OF LIFE.  By mutilating every living structure they can find. Crossing boundaries of living existence, so as to “play god” themselves.  Once the point of no return has pasted, it WILL BE in nature: like a war of mass destruction on the face of this earth.  Nothing will remain untouched.  Nothing with be as it was/ ALL LIFE will be HORRIFIED, AND LOST FOREVER.  Because nothing could be more insane.  Except of course, deliberately trying to bring the same fire as is on the sun here to earth/ or destroying the planet, by recreating the same base conditions that caused the universe to explode. As is being done today.
THERE IS, NO GOING BACK; from change that will kill us; and there are many more threats.

   Life as we know it however,  is assigned by our relationship to understanding “I or we”.   That level of thought, its relationship to freedom and survival;  assembles the relationship, behaviors, and base level existence that becomes a human life.  Or more simply without thought, we remain as nothing/ whether a body is formed or not; because without recognition there is no meaning to existence; it merely conceives of “a rock, or gas, or other”.  So then “we exist/ because we know we exist”: NOT because we have body or mind, although they are integral parts of time.
The question arises, WHAT then is body or mind/ as a separation from thought itself?  WHY, are they not to be considered the same?  WHERE does the relationship that conceives of “we or I” arise?  And HOW do we accomplish control over our bodies or mind to achieve the independence thought examines as life?
We will question only human existence in this/ as there is no functional need to expand it.  Mass exists as a confined example of potential energy at a state of rest/ energy exists as the process of changing mass in some form;  into a state of motion; whereas body exists as motion governing mass, by the use of thought.  The stability arising from its ability to recognize and use, the boundaries and limits assigned by truth.  Fail to accept those boundaries or that truth, and the relationship fails, or more simply, the body dies.  The mind being the primary element between body and its relationship to thought; a functional tool.

As we proceed beyond the structural limits of this arrangement, we come to the understanding associated between thought and body/ mind, which is:   that life itself is fundamentally NOT a refinement of body and mind/ but the clarity and certainty of decision, as it participates in our relationship with what is now called self.  Or, I exist: because both body and mind give me the presence of a reality, that becomes a distinction or identity which can then be assigned by the truth that reality creates, by my decision.  Separated from the relationship that is body and mind, by our own decision of life is a choice/ the distinction of human existence is “self”.  Therefore we must become alone/ before we can visit the relationship that is called, “we”.  
At this juncture, the decision that is “our own”/ identifies the reality: although “we” are a humanity together/ “I” am now, a distinction without the fundamental structure of society (blended together as one).  Therein the choices I make either lead to “a relationship together with the rest, because I care (accept you are equal to me/ I to you)”/ OR becomes a reality of separation that unravels the cord of experience as life shared, to become the expression of hate.   Or more simply: the introduction of separation accomplishes the task of deciding “what is the destiny in or of life, that you desire most”/ by the decisions you made.
How we assemble our lives from that point on, exists to illustrate the five basic fundamentals that will or will not keep us alive even in eternity.  They are:   a direction determined by choice/ the elemental discipline of law, that decides life or death/ our relationship with existence as a choice by respect/ the critical experience of shared life/ and the functional reality of choice, because we care.  These control our existence and dictate the options that will become available if we live.
Thought itself searches inside of freedom, to become our relationship with life.  Thought itself searches inside of CREATION to become our relationship with “the spiritual world”.  Thought surrenders itself, unto truth and respect: to become the student of life, which thereby illustrates soul.  Or more simply “want, and more” are evicted from the instructional world that lives only within thought; the law assigned to teach all who would be “eternal”.   Mercy is valid and true; but only those who do search within the laws of life and environment may enter as “sons or daughters” of Creation.

We then begin, the elemental search for life beyond the grave: “Which searches for truth itself”.  Who, or what is eternity, and why do we believe or accept:   this is possible? The elemental path is, “without myself”/ or more simply, as truth defines.  Who then becomes, the essence of CREATION itself.   What then becomes, the path that exists by the evidence of life, into expressions beyond our imagination.
This search begins with the simple assertion, that thought at its earliest singular dimension, is the awareness of your  existence/ or more simply, an association with that existence as a beginning, and its ending.  It is not simply existence as in body plus mind/ but an association with that evidence of existence, that applies a beginning, and will acknowledge an end of its existence.  Or, the fundamental path of time. 
Critical to understanding time is the creation of a path that exists under its own authority between the beginning of a life and its ending.  The association of time, body, and thought identifies an opportunity of freedom, within yourself.  The path that erupts from that freedom is the recognition of a direction, and the determination NOT to stay where you are/ but travel unto a destiny.  Either ascending into creation itself by the truth we create, beyond ourselves/ OR descending into the cradle of ourselves, to close the door and identify all people as unworthy, or unable to be what we would choose as “life shared”.  Consequently hate arises, whether as a participation in ridicule/ disrespect/ etc:  or its object of scorn; both sides will deal with hate as its result. Those who do choose to “stay where they are” in time (never truly searching beyond themselves); DO, identify themselves with want/ and seek to fulfill that want, regardless of the cost to others; always putting themselves first. 

Regardless of that, life is not so simple as want.  What is critically true and without doubt is: unless something truly disastrous to life happens/ those who choose want, “hate to die”.  Therefore they enter with the simple cost presented, called hate.  Or more simply:   the elemental truth of the grave is, you may want no more.  Which becomes hate for those who want.  Again, it is worth reminding you, that those who hate shall be turned away from eternity with life/ even though you will say, “just give me that, and I will turn back from hate”.  It is not enough.  Although none can or should choose death as something they want/ it is very important that hate should not be included either.   Which means simply that fear, is not a foundation for eternity.  Fear will cause hate to arise, as a threat to our very existence in time: has consequences that remove our freedom to choose, as if dead.  The path that descends from life itself into self, as is hate; searches for an environment which they can then control.  Thereby no fears, and nothing less than “god themselves” can rule over me/ because I call myself god in this creation of myself.  Complete control means: alone/ who else can be trusted, by someone consumed by hate?  The answer is no one.  The hell or hades that you then create is your own/ if allowed to keep it as punishment for what you chose to do.  With exceptions for much worse, if you have destroyed GOD’S  creation WITH your hate.

What is an ascension beyond ourselves into the elemental essence of thought as a treasury of values called life;   that then become the environment of our existence as spirit: is the composition supported by the creation of dimensional boundaries and doors.  Or more simply, the distance between each discovery of value:   is held open by the laws which rule that value.  Understanding the law, which governs the door to your acceptance of this potential change in dimensional soul gives access.  But only when you have identified the critical truth that presents this value, do you get to escape the dimensional crisis of “I have built, or opened/ but I cannot finish/ or escape”.  More simply, the elemental relationship we do share with truth is: although we can make a decision that then becomes our truth/ we CANNOT escape the reality of that truth, until we fully and completely establish the laws within ourselves,  that then govern the truth we/I, have entered within.  Caught by the law/ governed by the truth: changed until the value of life itself says “you can go free”/ if you then, so desire.  Or more simply: the expansion of life and the environment of our spirituality is determined by our relationship with truth. Every individual truth, is an environment unto itself.  Therefore by understanding the dimensional characteristics of a particular truth, the “door” becomes recognized, and the reality of participation: is dependent upon accepting the environment itself.   As we encounter truth beyond ourselves (in this time called earth)/ we must search for the answer that presents “freedom”:   or we cannot go beyond this moment, because only truth that cannot be changed, exists beyond time.  I have been personally caught in the spiritual environment of female/ having rejected male as an answer to today’s problems. Because of all these threats that will make us extinct soon; if they are not changed.  Consequently finding no answer in male/ I did “look to female”; believing I could learn as in any other truth.  BUT IT IS a hard test, and no method of escape seems to exist/ gender IS the separation of spiritual realities. Which means now; that I have essentially become a male in a spiritual environment that is all female; with no rights/ because technically I do not belong here (I, am so surprised:“you just can’t imagine”/ functionally its like living in a mine field, wrong step and another little part of male, just “blows up”. No end in sight.). I however seem to have become an “exception to the purity truth demands; & allowed to remain”: don’t really know why/ I can only guess, “because I truly do consider male and female completely equal in life”. I am learning knowledge, that presents truth; as “from a woman’s reality”; which does present freedoms/ but points out vulnerability as well.  Nonetheless, it is this very fact that delivers the message:   either you must stop killing this earth and life including yourselves/ OR you are guaranteed to die, horribly.  Confrontation couldn’t do it/ war ends in war; all that was left is a bribe: “I refuse”. 

Consequently asking what women would do; because life is more important than self,  is “the best decision I could have made” for this world; even though its result is FAR beyond anything I could have expected or desired (not such a good decision for me, the man I was).  “I expected”, that I would simply be able to understand women the same as any other truth.  I was wrong, you do have to live their life to understand their truth. The reality being, “You CANNOT” understand women, without being a woman”/ just like women cannot truly understand men, without being male; it really is a true difference. They can however understand “little boys”/ who live only to play with their toys.  What is truth regarding spiritual female, has nothing to do with men, it is entirely about female/ there are NO “perversions”.  Rather, This is a warning to you, of spiritual consequences.  A definition: The spiritual world is not a game/ the consequences of truth, are not “forgiving”: they are simply what they are. The realities of every truth, are  NOT A GAME, the same is true from very many FAR WORSE DECISIONS in spiritual truth, than simply crossing the line between genders, to ask: can you fix this problem?

 So then you are warned, the spiritual world is dangerous, even deadly/ therefore its your own fault, if you cannot be disciplined enough to understand: these are life OR death OR change realities, that do not go away, just because “you didn’t plan or expect;  “the real, no excuses allowed cost”, to be so high. Make a mistake, and there is no going back. Truth is a consequence/ the lack of purity in truth, a cost to the outcome, of what truth “should be”; or a reality changed forever, because it is now a part of that truth.  What is man, throughout history chose confrontation and money to decide who would rule and how.  What is woman, throughout history; just had to accept “men are better at war and violence”.  Today, none of that will save us from our own destruction.  Today WE MUST have “different”/ and although it is completely unclear to me what women will choose for life in society, it is nonetheless clear:   WOMEN ARE DIFFERENT than men/ the consequence of that is, they will most likely choose different, when given the chance.  Regardless of the fact: men and women are the same: equal in all fundamental life issues and aspects of learning; BUT spiritual/ physically/ mentally different; same or equal value in all aspects of life itself.  The foundation of different as a society;  MUST be found, we are dying/ believe it or not; our reality, this is the best men did do.  Understands: threats must be confronted without the need for war/ war must be confronted, by the means of law/ humanity must be understood without “money” interfering or controlling ;  life, environment, and everything on earth.  We MUST FIND the respect necessary to make survival possible; to find a different way;  because without different, we will soon be dead.  Believe it or not.
Within these foundations of change for society itself: women are not greater than men/ not less than men/ not smarter or less intelligent than men: they are just different than men, and we must have different.  The female spiritual world: suggests “let women lead”, (it was an idea, I just couldn’t find as male.  That’s the truth).  However today, I agree, as a combination of all women working together.  Which is completely different than a few men deciding for the whole; common throughout history.  It is possible, that life first, can come forth/ that honor and respect can govern instead of money/ and our world can be changed for peace and harmony.
Instead of confrontation and war/ over money, and the games men play; for pride and power.

Back to “greater discussions” than me, or gender issues.  The critical composition of life and death is: that time demonstrates an opportunity to create within ourselves, a destiny beyond the limits of time:   by identifying what is true within the personal composition or environment which is “the thought” generated by us, to achieve life and environment within ourselves.  Composition means: to create within ourselves/ myself, the actions or reactions which become, the truth or identity of my own desire.  Desire means: I have searched life, built an existence by sustaining an environment; (building boundaries and disciplines) and accepted the truth:   “This, is the greatest value of my existence”/ and I will treasure it forever as life in me.  That is the personal creation of you or me.  NOT the eternal creation of you;  which can only exist, through means by which we clearly have no control over the outcome; GOD decides/ because there are energies and realities beyond ourselves.  Complexity as is the combination of truths into an environmental awareness of reality greater than time: gives us dimensional stability.  Stability refers to, the ability to “anchor in” by using the law given as our relationship with the universe itself, to establish the knowledge: I will “stay here, in this truth”.  Time itself, is the law governing action and reaction, thereby measurements along the path to a future.  The human mind is then governed by time, and created by its relation to action or reaction of energies and mass as body, therefrom involved directly in our own distinct environment of time itself.  Male and female are working arrangements in time, thereby committed to encountering greater experience for both,  by sharing mutual expressions;  but only as love where value and respect will allow.  Otherwise it is a reality governed either by hate, or ambivalence;  and its result. Male and female are the very same in terms of “spiritual or LIFE value”/ simply different, but equal.  They both have the ability to harm or change another, or themselves, in time; some is necessary and valid in the discussion of our reality.  Some is anger, threat, and worse.  Chose wisely, or you must live within a truth that will change you/ unless you can achieve an understanding that then governs the effect of that truth upon your life.

In this discussion of life and death, as applied to the grave:  the functional relationship we are searching for is, WHAT can be said to happen beyond the grave (that has not already been dealt with).  The answer is assembled from the evidence that our lives are literally defined and created as thought/ more so, than body or mind.  Thought is not directly tied to the human body as is the distinction of “beyond ourselves, the truth of this creation is evident”.  However thought is tied to our own identity in or as time.   Therefore identity fails in the grave, but truth of a creation beyond ourselves, does not.  Which means simply WE MUST enter within that creation itself, to become as life once again: or more simply the existence of soul decides what eternity shall be. 
Soul is, the bond we share with our CREATOR.  Nothing more or less in reality.  The critical questions are then:   WHO IS “our Creator”/ HOW can we achieve a bond with “GOD”/ and what is the cost of failure?

Ugly is the decision to ridicule, use, or abuse another living creature, to make yourself seem “more”.  Ugly is the use of body or mind to discover violence, hatred, revenge, or all the rest, that can only be truly described as “surrendering your life, to failure”.  A decision with consequences for all.  A terrible thing for you.
In the foundations of time, the fundamental existence of body and mind are encompassed by the experience and expression that is “the moments we live”.  Each of those moments are bound together into the creation of you, until you say NO, I want more moments/ than life.  Here at the crossroads between selfishness and soul, the decision is simply: do I value my life, life itself/ OR do I value my time, my existence as body and mind, “more”?  The answer governs your existence in this world, because they are not the same.  Life is a value greater than time, which means in some sense “you must” expand your perception of existence beyond the simple gates of body and mind.  While time as body and mind only, soon exerts a push and pull that states:   time is running out/ I must get all I can want.  Which then leads to all manner of human conduct and conflict, that is not in the best interest of society or you.  When measured as a mind demands, people and life become “from worthless/ to images of god as you see fit”: tragedies on both sides, for you and life. 
Decisions that can affect your entire life DO come early, from our relationship with others or their relationship to us; in a wide variety of ways.  The most influential effect upon my life in this existence as time/ was the atomic bomb threat, that Cuba represented in that day, or more correctly the realities of USA and USSR, and the fact “two men” could start a process that ended life on earth.  Utterly insane at every level of thought or life that can exist/ ONLY HATE could believe “this is an answer to war, or for it”.  Hate is a liar.

Consequently the reality of what happens in early life/ in early schools/ and in the failed disciplines that cause people to accept hate; when had there been love, they would not.  Are very serious.  Or more simply “the best we can do”; as humanity to each other: is insure the children do feel safe and secure and protected from harm.  Some people will still choose hate/ but much less so.  The teenage years are about trying to fit in/ if you do desire it; the price can be high:   because people believe they must choose between one or the other.  And indeed it is so, because there is only so much energy, and time in a day.  Consequently if you are not there for me; few will be there for you.   Some are denied access, or rights as belong to them refused: because the teenage years are also about deciding what your position is going to be.  Most simply wish to get along/ while a few always want to lead/ you cannot lead, unless there is “an enemy” to put down.  People don’t need you without an enemy/ consequently someone is always selected to be “dismissed”.  Not so much personal, as it is simply a path to control the others [you want to join them/ or us].  It’s a choice.

The twenties require “fighting now” to fit in somewhere and somehow, so that life itself can move forward/ decisions must be made about a future.  It can be hard.  Thirties, a path is chosen.  Forties a time to wait and see if the work will prove useful, to you.  Fifties, shall examine the time that went by and prove “life is shorter than you think”/ because it always, sped by.  The sixties are not here for me yet/ but close; I leave them to their own conclusions, should they occur.  The end result of it all is, that time is the creation of your own identity/ not the body or mind you were born with, but the truth about what you chose to do with that body, mind, and time.  A fact that defines us all.  Soul is a relationship with life/ rather than time.  The difference is in you. 
The lessons of life are: that childhood needs someone to call “mine”/ if at all possible; an HONEST AND LOVING male and female parent a blessing beyond compare, to every child.  Those abandoned/ used/ abused/ or defined by the actions or reactions of others; a tragedy, that must be dealt with before life can be accepted as blessed.  Help them if you can.
The lessons of teenage years is simply:   the struggle of sex, for most is/   that a boy must learn his penis is not a toy/ it can cause grief and heartache; before he can become a man.  For a girl, perhaps it is best said:   to believe in yourself as desirable and true “a lady expressed by love”, rather than a girl “experienced” without value, to a boy.  He will forget you/ its just a game.
The lessons of my twenties is: that sex can heal or harm/ but you cannot walk away from love;    Women have needs, wants, desires, and cannot understand “I simply must”.  These are hard choices.  Try to remember someone beside yourself, and your need to accomplish whatever it is you desire.  Life is not a game/ people do get hurt.
The thirties are dedicated to learning how to be who you desire to be; and making decisions that will participate in that expression.  While the forties understand: without all the pieces needed/ this cannot be done.  I must be patient/ regardless of my desire or intent to “be done”.  The fifties express, as best you can: the destiny I have chosen/ the reality I have become.

 The disciplines of life and death, do not accept “time is a game”.  Instead the question is asked: what does a miracle mean to me/ to you?  My answer is: the expression and experience of life identifies the essential truth, that is most important, “to each one”.  Because we do act, we do make decisions, and we do accept the responsibility of our purpose and desire; as a reality of our lives.  Even if you hide, or run away from that very reality, it is still your truth.  Death comes for us all, none would declare it is insignificant or a game; to their own existence.  That means when faced with the truth of what our lives have contributed to the miracle of this creation:   we inherit, the reality of our answer/ by its truth.  When understood by the severity of death itself, we know that mercy is more important than life; because eternity begins/ no matter what definition you apply or believe.  What is true, is all that decides.  Truth is, the pervasive ingredient that orders this universe/ therefore since it exists wherever we see the reality of existence in life or earth:  we see, creation itself, by the spiritual awakening of our participation within that creation, and find soul.  The spirit is truth identified by its purity.  The soul is spirit united with this creation, in harmony with the purpose and desire of life as it was intended to be.  The law disciplines order.  Life takes order and provides boundaries, so that the environment of existence itself can take place.  Life becomes more than a boundary, when freedom arises.  Therefore we choose, and do inherit the reality of our choice; because that is the law realized.  Since none are perfect, we return to “mercy”.  Remembering this: that we do all say, “let me, be me”/ and so it was granted to humanity, to be free.  The consequence of that freedom is death, because time for every body and mind does end; for every action there is a reaction (time)/ a deterioration from the perfection that “nature did give”.  Not a game, the price.

The question is asked: WHAT is an eternity?  The answer returns as, truth elevated into life, or death itself.  Life discovered and recognized by thought.  Death descends, as is defined by chaos, the end of all right, all time, and all decision. The critical description of which shall be for you, is discovered by the elements of your own truth.  We are not all “the same”/ as some choose hate/ and some choose love/ and some sit on the fence and refuse to choose at all.  Love and hate are opposite directions of truth/ they do not exist in the same environment, and are “polar opposites” so to speak in this world.  Those who refuse to identify what is truly important as love or hate to themselves; have only the truth that is their own time.  The moments of this world, measured and judged.  Such is your fate, the judgment applied by you/ given to you.  The true  measurements of your mind, the distance you chose to live from love.

My truth, is about love; even so, it has become a “little different spiritually” than these. My time however, is little different than yours; beyond time, requires a distinctive truth and respect; or you die.  Having participated within the spiritual world for decades now/ the reality of my life has changed.  Do to the extreme threats (modified list) facing our world, THIS CREATION OF LIFE, that is planet earth/ the foundation of male domination, as does currently rule life here: was found to be without an answer, as to how we could possibly survive all that men have done.  Regardless of the change, men will return to “their vomit” as soon as it is possible to do so. Searching for a decade, in everything male, taught me there is no male answer for how this world can survive.  Therefore surrendering to the idea that women would or could teach me what I needed to know.  I found, and entered the spiritual world of female instead.  Believing, I could learn quickly what was needed/ and return to life as I had always known it.  Within the spiritual world, everything is governed by “a constant truth”/ it is an environment dedicated to individual realities; which can be entered and left behind: IF you truly do understand what that truth is/ then you are free.  I could not learn the meanings and realities and behaviors/ etc of women; just couldn’t do it, still can’t to a large degree.  Much to my surprise, they are literally that “different” from men; I simply could not understand/ because you must live their life, “walk in their shoes” so to speak to recognize what matters to women.  Consequently I became trapped in the spiritual world of women; and must adapt, I must change;  or face extinction; believe it or not.  It is not a game/ the price of this matter was or is: to learn about women.  I don’t know why exactly, personally I always believed my job was to learn how to be a man/ just like it is a woman’s job to learn how to be woman.  It is; No longer enough. 
The spiritual world IS a very dangerous place, if you cannot understand or participate within the truth that you choose, for yourself.  I NEEDED an answer for this world, which male simply did not have.  The only place “different than men” within which to look is women: consequently I chose to look therein.  Not steal, women are facing extermination on this planet just like men.  We do have a mutual, if not the same, interest. It does occur to me, that this is the result of my own single most passionate desire: “to help life on this earth survive/ because we are literally so extremely threatened”.  Therefore it became my own truth. 

The purpose of that testimony, to establish “spiritual consequences” beyond time: where action and reaction do not interfere.  IS, that you may know, it is truth that decides a destiny, and your comprehension of that truth determines your freedom.  The reality that assigns and creates the world beyond this life: makes demands.  That you may enter, requires your own truth/ but it is your ability to understand, the dimensions of your choice:  that demands if there shall be continued, complete  freedom for you.  The failure to understand means: if you proceed from here without that truth, then you die/ because its journey is now your journey; none can survive outside the environments provided by truth;  alone.  Consequently love itself keeps you from dying, by denying access beyond the limits of this  identity.  So you may live/ because none get to go back; if you understand, you may proceed onward, and even return to the truths you have left .  If not, you have found your eternal home.  Every truth has a consequence/ every boundary contains a distinct environment. Male or female establishes a distinct difference in understanding, is used to: “two make one, thereby considered a greater explanation of the whole truth” so to speak. Simplifying life for both, by establishing a greater dimension for balance.  A decision to participate in truth, establishes that truth in you/ and will not let you go, unless you do critically understand it.  There are distinctive differences between male and female eternity; they are not the same/ even though love can let them join forever.  That means although different, we can share, as true love allows.  I may or may not be, somehow a “unique case”; becoming not male anymore (the addition of breasts, chemicals from them, and more; have made that impossible)/ and not female either at this time;  caught in the middle, by time itself.  Time is, “like a flowing river”/ and we must endure what it does to us.  Life however is the search for disciplines, truth, and understanding as defines an anchor/ that we may stay as we are regardless of time and its flows.  While the anchor for me remains/ the reality of change demanded; has sent time adrift.  Not life, only time;  It is a strange experience.
We participate by thought and energy in eternity/ the expression and experience of love or hate (at the opposite end of energy_.   Only love matters, because love, truth, thought, and existence compliment life, with motion.  Love makes living valued, therefore although it is not “technically the most important/ it is critically the most valued.”  Love is, the element of rhythms locked together, by the foundations of truth. Rhythm is, the essence of thought and energy focused on the identity, desire and purpose of a new life as one.  Love and rhythm “are relationships that do conceive of;   many  splendors & joy. ”    Meaning simply, as is true of family units, love and life are shared.  I do not know, “the particulars”.

You are not expected to believe me, these are far and away dimensions unknown to you.  I simply tell you, so that in death you will not be surprised.  It is a warning, a time to prepare.  A further warning that liars & images are possible in eternity/ these search your heart, to discover the truth hidden inside.  The purpose is, only truth is eternal/ ONLY what is incorruptible truth can come close to GOD.  Anything less is not allowed, therefore the foundation desire, the critical purpose that literally causes you “to move, of your own thought and accord”: SHALL be found.  Before you enter the truth which will define you, “ when captured by truth, and can go no further, this is your eternal home;  or die”.  Always search your heart:  the place inside of you, that understands your own desire, because it identifies your purpose, and discovers or identifies WHY.  Eternity is not a game, just like the miracle of creation all around you is not an evolution/ rather it is the essence of thought, surrounded by the trials and tribulations of time; given life.

I am not here to convince you of anything.  I am only here to grant and bring the opportunity to change, before life ends in complete catastrophe and chaos for you.  The extermination of planet earth, because men are so completely arrogant, they insist upon gambling with all life, and even the planet itself.  Simply look to the evidence and you will learn it is true.
If you do not arise to defend yourselves, you will die soon/ so says the prophecy of Daniel 12.  The abomination written of is clearly here: risking an entire earth to play with fusion/ risking an entire planet, to play with extreme energies/ risking all of nature with genetically mutilating everything; just to play god.  Absolutely, utterly, and without the slightest intellectual rights or realities; completely insane!
This is not a war against men:   this is a war against the realities causing:   life OR death for this planet.
This is not a war against university:   this is a war against the arrogance that led us here, and their desire to play god/ and steal from the rest, by extorting, controlling, manipulating, tempting, and more.
This is not a war against the politician:   this is a reality of leadership that has placed us all at the edge of extinction/ and must be turned away, or we die.

This is not a war against media:   this is a demand, that the people have a right to know/ the people themselves have a right to decide: IF THIS WORLD SHALL BE GAMBLED WITH, at the price, “to be wrong, is to kill us all”.
THIS IS, a war against greed: because we must share, and we must care, and we must choose friendship, or the future will be war/ cannibalism/ and hell for us all.  Its not a choice, the resources, environment, ocean, etc:  ARE that badly damaged.

Regarding anything else that you should know,    My work seems completed/ I am, tired of the writing. Your work awaits you/ to fail is beyond:   extremely foolish.  Particularly if young, or female/ because these two groups will bear the initial excessive burden, as death accumulates, and life dies.
You can believe anything you want to, after all: want is the foundation of all lies.  What you cannot do, is change the truth/ once the laws of this universe have been set into motion.  To believe is then “irrelevant to reality”/ because only truth really matters.  Belief however, can aid you in the direction of your own life/ when you don’t know the truth: but it will never “save you”.  Truth survives time;  not lies, or belief.  When the door of eternity opens for you/ it is truth that walks through, NOT “what you believe”.

I am not your leader, not your enemy, not your savior, not your religious “whatever”.  I am a messenger, sent simply to tell you without true change/ because of the things your leaders and their followers have selected for you: you cannot survive.